The radicalised disturbing deceit and denial coming from people like Paula Bennett, who has spent the past 8 years passing law after law to oppress, destroy, degrade and persecute 10,000s of this country’s most disabled and vulnerable citizens is frightening.
With everything I have learnt over past 15 years about psychology, basic instinct, history and human behaviour it is apparent to me the leaders of our country (and most of the world) are in the grip of a mass psychosis similar to that which gripped NAZI Germany. The question is how do I counter this insanity when the very people who are supposed to stop it, ie Human Rights Commission/Tribunal, lawyers, Ministry of Justice, Police etc are standing back pretending its not happening and there is nothing they can do.
Today all I can do is write and tell them what they are doing is immoral and illegal, what they are saying are lies and deluded, that they are killing people and creating unnecessary and generational suffering, discrimination, intolerance, violence, addiction and suicide. So here was my email response to Paula Bennett – at least I feel some comfort knowing police are not allowed to come to my house any longer and the nightmares have stopped.
Yes, I am telling the truth, yes this is happening in New Zealand.
Sent: Friday, 9 December 2016 1:52 p.m.
Subject: Every disabled poor person I know is petrified you will be Deput PM
Dear Ms Bennett,
I’m writing this just to make sure you know what you do to the poorest and most vulnerable 30% of people in this country, mostly disabled, is degrading torture that creates violence, addiction and suicide. The news reports keep saying you believe yourself to care about New Zealanders – but I live this nightmare you have made much worse in past 8 years, I watch other people living this nightmare which hurts me even more.
Personally when I think of you and just how much you have destroyed my life, while you got everything handed to you on a plate when you were a young mother, I self-harm and become highly suicidal. The thoughts that come into my head are ones of standing in front of you slitting my wrists and bleeding out – that’s what you want of course, me to commit suicide because I keep telling the truth about how corrupt and criminally negligent the government are after 30 yrs of neo-liberal terrorists (TErrorism Suppression Act definition) running our country into the ground and destroying our Kiwi culture.
You have ignored my pleas for health care and justice I am entitled to under ACC, health, disability, criminal, imperial, human rights and Bill of Rights laws for years – why? You leave me rotting on welfare, destitute, marginalised and suicidal because you don’t want to provide the health care I am entitled to from ACC – so they have money to invest in business. ACC is about investing in people who advance our country, I am an intelligent disabled person, I am an expert in stress disorders, constitution laws and many other topics because I live this nightmare and keep myself informed and educated.
I doubt you will get this email because I have realised any emails from people who are telling the truth about those being marginalised and persecuted by the NZ govt and many others are being censored. I have been in business, the boss is supposed to take the complaints not workers at the bottom.
The idea of you being given more power is an obscenity to me – after what you have done to so many people – I still don’t have a safe house to live in – how could I NAtional sold off all the state houses in Carterton in order to gentrify the town and region. Only thing that consoles me at the moment is prophecies in the bible that the earths destruction is coming and people like you who advance rich and powerful by persecuting poor and powerless will be removed from the earth. Then people like myself can get on with creating a peaceful, co-operative, loving society where EVERYBODY has the necessaries of life – like a safe stable home to live in, enough food to eat and respectful human interaction if they choose – those things Abraham Maslow advised in his hierarchy of needs . Not what you are doing now, to so many, to so many intelligent women, you are truly disturbed.
I could be such an asset to this country, especially in the area of professional rehabilitation for mentally injured abuse and trauma victims. I could be an asset with my creativity, play writing, poetry and music – but instead you keep me oppressed and traumatised using police, ACC, mental health, NGOs and so many others. All who tell you they do what the law says and I am a liar – which is not true – what possible reason would I have to lie? One of the reasons I am suicidal is I don’t work, all I want is to get care I am entitled to and need so I can return to work, so I don’t have to live with suicidal & unsafe people and don’t have to face 40 years of suffering, poverty & homelessness until I am dead.
I don’t understand why you lie about what is happening for people like me? I do understand why the people I beg for help from do it – mostly because they are paid by government and we all know mental health services are grossly underfunded to the point of criminal negligence and murder.
Civil Society Actor