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Wairarapa Citizens Advice Bureau – start of the neo-liberal TORTURE WHEEL of HATE

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From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 26 June 2019 7:28 PM
To: wairarapa@cab.org.nz
Subject: Your TV show is horrible, its like you describe another world NOBODY I KNOW BELONGS TO

I was watching it again today at 6.58pm and I heard you talk about insurance – I DON’T HAVE INSURANCE AND NOBODY I KNOW CAN AFFORD IT EITHER. I don’t understand what budget guy was on about.

Also you went on about people being proud and EVERYBODY is poor some time in their life and its OK to ask for help.   Again, not sure what world you live in, but the darklands is full of people who are permanently injured/disabled/sick,  many suffering affects of violence and degrading, grinding, never ending poverty.   People who are depressed for years on end, people who drink, people who on strong psychotic medication, gamblers, people who are dying, people who self-harm to cope,  suicidal people -lots of them, people who do illegal and legal drugs that turn them into boring zombies, people who live in old run down houses paying $320/wk, people who can’t go to funerals, who can’t throw a party for their 21 year old son.  Those who can’t visit their child after a car accident that almost claimed their lives, so they can hug them.

You reject everything I say about what is happening, Wairarapa has censored by art for almost a decade, telling community what was happening. You all ignored it, you all ignored it and look at people who poor and victims of crime as OBJECTS OF PITY.  You/govt put us here, you made us poor, you and ACC, and mental health, and our cruel corrupt government and all the immigrants, and neo-liberalism – inequality and austerity over past 30 years.

Its so distressing, you tell lies to people about what human sewage like me actually get to survive.  Grant says he has to go to WINZ with people every week – BECAUSE SOME WINZ STAFF ARE SOOOO DEGRADING and forms are so complicated (while businesses get less forms & less complication).  Only today a disabled friend who desperately needed a food grant because she was only paid $30, she started a part time job, she has not been well and didn’t go last week. WINZ still took money off her.  Even though she had no money on her phone & couldn’t phone WINZ, who today was completely panicked as to how she was going to live this week.  I have to listen to the stories all the time, it upsets and terrifies me too.  WHEN SHE BEGGED for a food grant from WINZ and said to the woman I have nothing in my cupboards.  She responded immediately by saying “Food grants aren’t there to fill your cupboards.”  My friend burst into tears, what are they there for then???

My friend has also finally been moved over to the invalids benefit after four years – supposed to be only 2 and will be extremely relieved to get $120 a week (after rent and power paid) instead of the $50 she has been getting.   She is in her 40s, she was an abuse victim, she was also a caregiver for many years, a very good one.  Becoming so unwell after getting involved with a violent man she could no longer go to work and pretend nothing was wrong, she just cried and cried.  Disabled friends told her for years ago to go to her doctor about it as we all knew we was so broke and none of us could help her out because we barely get enough ourselves.  She got up the courage year ago to ask her doctor Matt Mills – he told her it would be a step backwards if she went on invalids over 12 months ago and refused to do it.  The suffering and poverty she has had to go to, the degrading begging for food and people at foodbanks being so happy she is there begging.

Do you want me to go on your show and tell you and your listeners the facts of what rotting on welfare is like, thanks to ACC and other appalling health services, like mental health.   You people are so horrible when you say people can get over it, people should have hope. THERE IS NO HOPE AND THERE IS NO GETTING OVER IT – because when you live in the darklands to experience 80% of the crime, another trauma is just around the corner.  Another dangerous mentally ill person, for me more police violence, more ACC refusing to reinstate my care when  I won two court cases nine years ago.  More intimidation, more hate, more discrimination.

You wonder why I flip out and ‘go tourettes’ but if I try and tell anybody I’m abused myself for it – I am a reflection of the HATE and terror I am subjected to.  As an artist it is my obligation to show you what you are doing.  I get $490 with the energy grant of $20 for a few months.  My rent is $320, I have lived like this and worse for 17 years.  My forms say I been waiting for treatment for past 9 years, that how I get invalids and temporary addition support.  I know other people who live almost worse, going in and out of temporary, soul destroying jobs, that hurt their bodies and often aggravate there already terrible mental health.

You all keep saying how wonderful everything is, or talking about how well people who work are getting on, never about human sewage like me and people I know.   I am sure you have been told a big pile of lies about me, the number of complaints I make about very serious issues that are ignored.  Being refused care over and over between public mental health services and ACC providers,  keep being told I am going to get care, they advertise it is there and when I try access it I am denied.  Or I encounter such appalling staff behaviour, incompetence and discrimination I am severely traumatised and cannot return.  The agencies here are all co-ordinated in their efforts to lavish some people with huge amounts of ‘support’ while others like me are terrorised by police, discredited, degraded and rejected.

Please stop lying on TV about what is happening in this community, none of you would be able to cope for years on welfare, begging for health care and somewhere safe to live that you entitled to – NONE OF YOU.    Pretending there is help for people, when the amount of help is so low and so difficult to access, it is so degrading and their are so many forms that ask horrendous degrading insulting questions.   YOU PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (eg govt providing 1000 homes for homeless people when there over 40,000 homeless – many living in dangerous situations who also ignored).

It is shameful what you do, it is hurting this community, you need to get real about what life is like for the TARGETED disabled, mentally injured victims of crime, mentally ill, hurt and sick.  It is like we don’t even exist ALSO watching huge amounts of charity money being wasted on extravagant sports arts and business projects – its disgusting, its offensive, it is insulting and IT IS CRUEL.

Going on and on and on and on about caring about each other and helping each other when the government spends its days persecuting the poorest and most vulnerable people.  Forcing long term disabled people to beg and repeatedly go to doctors just for forms.   What Jacinda ardern is still doing to people on welfare is CRUEL NOT KIND.  You are the community WHY DON’T YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If people on disability were getting invalids benefit rates that would be $60 a week more IN THE COMMUNITY, IN THE HANDS OF SHOPS AND OTHER SERVICES. I believe there are $millions being withheld by doctors, social workers and medical people – because John Key govt went around telling them people are addicted to welfare.  ewwww Poor people spend their money locally, rich people who coming to Wairarapa more likely to spend their money somewhere else.  Poor victims of crime who have never hurt anybody, who are treated like human sewage in this community – so badly they can’t heal LIKE RICH PEOPLE WHO ARE ABUSED CAN.  RICH PEOPLE WITH RICH FAMILIES!!!!!

Was talking with a young woman at karaoke last week, she had mental health issues – suicidal – and her and her friends saying same thing – what the government says and what they do are two different things.  What you at CAB say is supposed to happen just doesn’t happen for most people.  Its like telling people they can get a lawyer, that is not true in my case and I have letters from lawyers and Law Society saying I cannot get a lawyer to make ACC reinstate my care.  You all know this, you all know some of what is happening to me and YOU DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING – YOU MAKE THINGS WORSE BY IGNORING IT.

Nobody cares what people who have everything they need want to make their lives happier – like a destitute victim of crime denied ACC care to patronise and degrading so they feel superior.  You can say all you want on TV how people should take charity – BUT WHY SHOULD THEY WHEN THEY ONLY FORCED TO BEG BECAUSE THEY BEING DENIED HEALTH CARE THEY ENTITLED TO OR WELFARE THEY ENTITLED TO OR JOB THEY ENTITLED TO (refer ratified UN treaty on economic social and cultural rights).
I hate this country, I hate its people, those people who have come here recently are full of HATE for those they are driving from their homes.  I have these immigrants abuse me on facebook and call me a filthy fascist for even saying immigrants are diving disabled and poor locals from their homes and creating suicide, violence, rape, abuse etc.  Then I have gang members threatening me with harm for not wanting abuser Harry Tam on abuse any state care inquiry.

You people are so sheltered, “I wish I could touch you and then, you would know how much pain I got through, then you might help me get the care I am legally entitled to”.  I havn’t seen a doctor in over four years, I’m sick, not just mental health, also my ankle knee and bladder – I was supposed to have tests five years ago, but because ACC refuse to reinstate my care so I have a mental health worker and support I still cannot go.  If I did it would cost me $75 I would have to pay WInZ back because I’m not registered.  Only people who under Pathways or some other organisation get to see or register with doctors.    Again it a matter of if they like you or not, its grossly unprofessional and criminally negligent but then when do health providers, especially mental health workers EVER take responsibility for the harm they cause.

Sincerely
JR
HUMAN SEWAGE

Corruption in justice system and forensic mental health :-(

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You never want to believe just how corrupt the government, health and justice system are, you just don’t.  YOu just don’t want to believe the network of rejection and hate for VICTIMS OF CRIME trying to get ACC care they entitled to and desperately need is that bad at all points – especially where decisions about complaints being made.

What a morning, flipped out at court registrar because she’s told me a judge I didn’t know about has decided Capital Coast DHB – ie forensic mental health are going to give me a list of psychiatrists and psychologists WHO ARE ALLOWED TO DO REPORTS FOR THE COURTS.  Even that shows how corrupt our government are – can’t stop crying – I don’t know why I cry, past 17 years should be proof enough that our government persecute poor VICTIMS OF CRIME on purpose.  Drive people to suicide ON PURPOSE.

There was a court hearing and I wasn’t told about it – I also not allowed a lawyer up until now.  They given me some new person, but I DON’T TRUST HIM ONE BIT.  His happy happy happy on the phone made me want to throw up!  How could a person who has EVERYTHING and a great life know what happening to me and GAF – he’ll be all brainwashed by the I AM HOPE propaganda etc.

Had knock at more door half hour ago and I can’t move – petrified it police – still can’t move – not sure how long I be stuck here.

ALSO MEDICAL COUNCIL

I made a complaint about Justin Barry-Walsh psych report to Medical Council of NZ,  I phoned them and they told me they were responsible for independent third party reports, NOT HDC, although their phone lines and those who answered phone kept telling me lies that they weren’t.  Cause of what happened with court this morning, I phoned them again to find out what the hell was happening.

Now the woman on the phone is telling me the formal complaint – which was extensive and took me huge energy and extreme trauma to write IS BEING CONSIDERED TO SEE IF MEDICAL COUNCIL CAN DECIDE ON IT.  WTF  – they told me to send the complaint, they told me they were going to decide on it – NOW THEY TELLING ME THEY DECIDING ON WHETHER TO DECIDE ON IT.  I completely lost it with this revolting self-righteous stuck up young woman.

Our entire mental health system has been set up to persecute Victims of Crime trauma and poverty.  WTF –

Trying not to freak out, trying to keep calm, the suicidal hell is on full blast – keep repeating to myself over and over END OF DAYS – END OF DAYS – END OF DAYS – END OF DAYS.  Keep going until the end,, it will be over soon those spiritual beings in charge of the earth will be back soon to stop what is happening.

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Kieran McAnulty please help me understand why this is happening to me?

Feeling really distressed, like my heart is breaking, I just want this nightmare to end.  I’m so tough and angry and fighting some of the time, but most of the time I just don’t understand and feel like I do below.

YIPES – just checked this post and someone has deleted the email – bloody hell, wonder what else they have changed on my website.    These people are so powerful and have soooooo much money, I am sure they would kill me outright if they could get away with it – driving IMPOVERISHED VICTIMS OF CRIME to suicide who ask for health care and justice is 21st century government cruelty and HATE.

Look up Kieran, not many of you would have heard of him, he high up on party list, now keep an eye on Jacinda and you will see him as one of the privileged few standing behind her in many of the marketing/propaganda shots.  Pretty sure he sits behind her in Parliament, ewwwww.

rom: JR
Sent: Sunday, 23 June 2019 11:33 PM
To: kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz
Subject: WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF, WHY AREN’T YOU HELPING ME GET ACC I SUPPOSED TO HAVE – I DON’T UNDERSTAND

I don’t understand why you are doing this Kieran.  You promised me for four years before you got into Parliament that you would help me get my ACC care when YOU WERE IN GOVERNMENT.   I don’t understand why you lied, I don’t understand why ACC are continuing to refuse to reinstate my care I WON TWO COURT CASES NINE YEARS AGO.  I don’t understand why ACC continue to gloat about having $10,000 in unpaid Independence Allowance sitting there and refusing to give it to me.

I don’t understand why you HATE me, I don’t understand why your staff HATE me, I don’t understand what is happening, I don’t understand why everybody is so desperate that I don’t get ACC care or the money reinstated.  Please it is really really terrifying for me not to know WHY YOU ARE DOING THIS TO ME, WHY ACC ARE DOING THIS TO ME, WHY POLICE ARE DOING THIS TO ME.

Please I don’t understand, I thought I lived in a democracy, I thought police upheld the law, I thought the government were honest, I don’t understand, why did I ever do to you, why are you doing this to me.

Did you see me in Carterton?????  I was coming to recite my poem about you, to your face, to show you what you are doing to me and other people???   I don’t understand, I really don’t please help me understand, please.  What am I supposed to do,  what have I done wrong, what do you want me to do????   I don’t understand, I don’t want to die, I just want to get help and get back to work so I can afford to live.  I’m an intelligent person Kieran, why are you doing this to me, I just want to work, why won’t you let me get the help I am entitled to so I can work.  I would do this protesting if I got the help you know I entitled to and desperately need.

Please, please I can’t stop crying, please, why are you trying to drive me to suicide, I don’t understand.  You told me, you promised me my ACC care would be reinstated when you become the government.  You said you couldn’t do anything if you weren’t the government – I don’t understand.    Have you known all along the government and ACC were driving people to suicide purposely.  You can’t be that cruel can you???

The more you hurt me, the more I have to protest, the more you hurt innocent victims of crime who desperately need safe stable housing, food security and enough money to live, the more I will have to go and stand in the street with signs and chalk everywhere.  Why won’t you allow me to see a doctor, why do you allow the police to not investigate and take ACC and MH to court for denying me services I AM ENTITLED TO – THAT YOU SAY ARE THERE IN ALL YOUR MARKETING.

I met a young woman at the karaoke on Thursday, she loved my poetry, she could sing, she said she has lots of friends that all saying what the government say they are doing is opposite to what they are doing.   Also met a young musician starting up a new musician club – HE LOVED MY attitude and my work.     Kieran you are hurting people on purpose, you are responsible for women and children being sexually and physically abused, you are responsible for people being so poor they have to beg for food and those who are too proud to have to kill themselves.

I don’t understand Kieran, please tell me why Tracey Martin and the OT CEO are expected to resign and yet politicians aren’t allowed to investigate my complaints????   You told me when you got into power separation of powers meant you could not intervene in government organisations and yet everybody is expecting the minister to step down??????  I don’t understand???????

My heart is broken, I am a good person Kieran, why are you doing this to me, why do you have police, ACC, courts etc doing this to me, I don’t understand.  What is going on at ACC that you are prepared to violate RULE OF LAW and make sure I don’t get help and don’t get back to work and don’t have anywhere safe and stable to live – I DON’T UNDERSTAND KIERAN.

So I been doing a bit of chalking and telling people about your poem – when I read that poem it actually makes me feel better, it relieves some of the overwhelming distress and despair you make me feel, your government makes me feel.  I’m sure you must be well trained in how to drive people to suicide and violence who ask for health care, homes and to be treated with dignity – but I don’t understand why.  I can see why people call someone like reptilian – are you – do you take drugs to make you so callous, cruel and corrupt.  Has someone promised you money, riches for your lifetime?????  Are all those things other people say about how corrupt and cruel the government, police, courts etc true.

I never wanted to believe it, I never have, I can’t understand why you would be so cruel to a victim of abuse and of course all the other bad things that have happened since – mostly because I didn’t have anywhere safe and stable and affordable to live.  I can’t stop crying, please please help me understand why you are doing this to me.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE
From: JR
Sent: Sunday, 23 June 2019 11:50 PM
To: kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz
Subject: You can read the email online

From: Jayne Routhan
Sent: Sunday, 23 June 2019 11:33 PM
To: kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz
Subject: WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF, WHY AREN’T YOU HELPING ME GET ACC I SUPPOSED TO HAVE – I DON’T UNDERSTAND

I don’t understand why you are doing this Kieran.  You promised me for four years before you got into Parliament that you would help me get my ACC care when YOU WERE IN GOVERNMENT.   I don’t understand why you lied, I don’t understand why ACC are continuing to refuse to reinstate my care I WON TWO COURT CASES NINE YEARS AGO.  I don’t understand why ACC continue to gloat about having $10,000 in unpaid…….

Why Libertarian charity/not-for-profit INDUSTRY causes suicide & exploitation

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Was just responding to a comment made on a youtube video by Jordan Peterson and I realised I havn’t told people just how dysfunctional the Libertarian/neo-liberal charity/not-for-profit INDUSTRY has become.  Havn’t told you how it has destroyed our Maori/Pakeha culture after 30 years of implementation.  Google billionaire Trump advisor Libertarian Peter Thiel who paid $million to the government to become a citizen and said NEW ZEALAND WAS A LIBERTARIAN UTOPIA.

WILL FINISH THIS LATER, when I got more time, been on internet since 6am, time to get organised and get my head out of the computer/internet.

Kieran McAnulty is Faulty – poem

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Kieran McAnulty of corruption is guilty
Neo-liberal extremist, authoritarian & racist

Kieran McAnulty is the one who is faulty
Neo-liberal extremist, cruel global terrorist

Kieran McAnulty ignores and insults me
Neo-liberal extremist, Mental Health is his fist

Kieran McAnulty of corruption is guilty
Neo-liberal extremist, handing power to richest

Kieran McAnulty is the one who is faulty
Neo-liberal extremist, a counsellor won’t fix this

Kieran McAnulty ignores and insults me
Neo-liberal extremist profits from war on the poorest

HATE starts HERE !!

enD

Saw what this corrupt liar said on his facebook page about suicide and mental health services, that I know are going to make things even worse.  Half the NZ local population driven to suicide and these Labourites just love to create jobs from the suffering American neo-liberal economic extremism causes.  Grrrrrrrr.

NOTE:  My comment calling him RACIST – I truly believe Maori/Pakeha are a modern RACE of people, a race with combined cultures,  which would be understandable when the Treaty of Waitangi signed by Maori leaders and the monarchy made us all one people over 150years ago.  All over the neo-liberal western world immigrants, for whatever reason, are driving disabled and poor locals from their homes, livelihoods, they are displacing the most vulnerable and weakest members of the local population.  Governments are doing this and purposely (illegally) ignoring and censoring the impacts of this.

The MP who promised before he was elected (over two elections) to help me get mental health care ACC supposed to reinstate nine years ago & the $10,000 in Independence allowance they brag about withholding from me.   So angry, had to write this poem  and will be putting it up everywhere to cope – pen is mightier than the sword they reakon.   His facebook page is full of his neo-liberal Labour (USA version of democrats ewwww) mates making comments about how great he is, its sickening.

Half the NZ population (2.5 million of us, 99% born in NZ)  being driven to suicide due to poverty, fear and HATE caused by AMERICAN neo-liberal economic extremism.  Profiting and creating jobs from the economic suffering our own government is creating is about as depraved AND ILLEGAL as you can get I reakon.   Counsellors and social workers doing our governments DIRTY WORK, listening to the suffering of the poorest WHEN THEY SHOULD BE GOING TO HIM DIRECTLY AND PARTICIPATING IN OUR DEMOCRACY – TAKING TO THE STREETS – LIKE POOREST IN EVERY OTHER COUNTRY IS!!

Its Kieran and your politicians you need to be talking to, not some poorly trained/brainwashed unemployable self-righteous ignorant young person.  Who doesn’t know what NZ was like BEFORE neo-liberals took it over – and that’s exactly the way those abusers in power like it.

Do your own research, ask Kieran why counsellors ARE NOT considered health workers and yet Social Workers were made health workers only a few years ago.  It helps them UPLIFT children from families and although sometimes this is justified, the abuses of power and complete failure of the complaints system means many decent people now being terrorised.   My knowledge of how bad ACC and system is for victims of crime/rape and abuse makes me rage at this generalisation and denigration of mental health services – when these people need and are entitled to extensive PROFESSIONAL support.

What they are doing is purely experimental in the area of suicide and mental health.  THERE Is ABSOLUTELY NO medical evidence to suggest very unwell suicidal people in inhuman living situations (caused mostly by housing crisis) will benefit from phone ‘counselling’.  YET ANOTHER THING OUR CORRUPT GOVERNMENT DO TO VIOLATE OUR HUMAN RIGHTS – experiment on people!!

Mental health services neo-liberal Labour govt want are going to deprive the most unwell and deserving victims of crime the extensive treatment care rehabilitation and homes they are entitled to under ACC and many other laws.  Instead people who commit violent and sexual crimes, who are addicts and dangerous are going to GET EVEN MORE HELP.  Along with affluent spoilt brat children who can’t get their own way as adults and use unfounded threats of suicide to get it.   World has gone mad – if I didn’t believe in the bible before, what I’m seeing around me sure looks like end of days to me.  LETS HOPE SO!

 

New Poem – TAKE HEART

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Take down those crusty paintings
Refined heART upon the wall
Take down those crusty paintings
In office, house and hall

Take stock of our priorities
Remember why we live
Take stock of our priorities
And what we have to give

Take heART the world is waking up
Peace and justice will soon reign
Take heART the world is waking up
To the class war game

Take over our courts and parliaments
Put new heART upon the walls
Take over our courts and parliaments
Until this Oligarchy falls

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Alan Pollard Trust House Wairarapa PLEASE CONTACT ME URGENTLY

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Here is my latest email to Trust House
From: jrouthan@hotmail.co.nz
Sent: Friday, 14 June 2019 11:49 AM
To: info@trusthouse.co.nz
Subject: Attention: Alan Pollard

Dear Alan,
I have yet again left you a message to contact me, which you have failed to do many times before.

The reason this time is my absolute disgust and trauma watching your latest marketing propaganda on Wairarapa TV.  If you look up the word propaganda I am using it correctly.  I know this marketing is in response to my latest graffiti art exposing the corruption, greed, suffering, suicide, social dysfunction, violence, crime and extreme harm being caused to our community in the Wairarapa region.

Harm that is caused by Trust House and their appalling immoral (criminal as all neo-liberal advancing rich and persecuting poor for profit is) behaviour giving money to middle class and rich people though extravagant COMPLETELY UNNECESSARY WANTS through sports, arts, tourist and business promotion.

It is interesting how my years working on getting the treatment care rehabilitation, safe home and justice I am entitled to from ACC alerted me to the gross corruption, suicide, violence, crime etc neo-liberals like yourself were perpetrating in our society.  How you had in fact committed cultural genocide on our unique Pakeha/Maori country that from its inception rejected English elitsm and inequality at its most vile.  Your demand for Trust House properties to have houses removed and filled with high rise apartments for us filthy disgusting poor is proof you are doing this.  I know for a fact 1/4 acre sections are MY PAKEHA CULTURE, these were so people could be self-reliant even if global financial trade and markets crashed and NZ became impoverished.  We could still grow food for ourselves and each other.

Anyway enough of me telling you what you are, you know what you are – that is why every time I do a protest you come back with an intensive advertising campaign to try and brainwash (which is illegal under UN international law) the majority of people with your propaganda.  Backed up of course with the propaganda experts in New Zealand Mediaworks.

Seems to me those in power are starting to realise those being harmed (which is more and more people as immigrants are welcomed to NZ when the government know there is nowhere for them to live and they will be driven into more dangerous and inhuman living situations).

I have many ideas on how corrupt cruel neo-liberal criminals/terrorists like yourself can get out of your predicament.  It will help you all save face a little but it is still going to require admitting what you have done to INCITE hate, suicide, violence, unemployment, elitism, terrorism, homelessness and TERROR into the hearts of the most vulnerable and poorest citizens.  NOTE: THAT DOES NOT INCLUDE ADDICTS – I don’t like addicts, they are the people who most hurt me – I’m sick of addicts getting so much when I GET ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

Corrupt government officials have purposely made sure I get no health care whatsoever, I havn’t seen a doctor in over three years, I get no professional mental health services, I am not even allowed to go to the foodbank, I am not allowed to phone 1737, I am not allowed to phone Healthline.  When I go to the hospital for anything – which I am terrified of doing because of the police violence and how I was treated after it by nursing staff – things are made very difficult for me.  After a recent accident the A&E doctor ordered x-rays and when I went to get them they had been cancelled and even requests for why and who were refused.

What they are doing to me to hurt me for trying to get ACC care I am entitled to and home I am entitled to under multiple NZ laws is deeply disturbing in the 21st Century.  Proves without doubt, just on my case alone, that New Zealand IS NOT a democracy and DOES NOT follow Rule of Law.  You must of course know this because you do everything you can to censor and oppress the truth I am telling.  That is what happens with bigoted new immigrants, its comparative to the number of step parents who serious abuse step children – they have no connection to them so they find it more easily to be abusive without guilt.

I’ve been talking with Toby at Wairarapa TV who is freaking out currently because I warned him, out of courtesy, I was going to make a complaint to the Broadcasting Standards Authority about your horrendous propaganda about how you are Commercial Strength for Public Good – even saying it now makes me dry reach and cry (that is a literal comment by the way).  The art I am creating in response to this is Corporate Power for Public exploitation.  Corporate power for public persecution. Corporate HATE for public VIOLENCE.  So so many things I will be doing, new process I have is so cheap to do and so effective according to people I know.

Two weeks ago my daughter who lives in Whakatane had a bad car accident and could have died, she is very lucky.  She didn’t end up with any permanent injuries just a lot of bruising whiplash etc.  I was the first person Megan rang the day after, it was her birthday yesterday, she turned 24.  Ask a mother you know how they would feel if they couldn’t go to their child – no matter what age – and hug them.  Like those people around her are doing, like her boyfriends parents are doing, her boyfriends mother who she doesn’t know that well is their holding my baby comforting my baby.  I can’t go because I am too poor because ACC refuses to reinstate my care after winning two court cases nine years ago so I can return to work and afford to live.

Her father has been to see her and her sister (who just built a house in Solway) is going to see her.  I can’t send her a present and Megan only feels sorry for me, so both of my children barely speak to me and nobody ever asks me how things are because they know I would say OK when I am not copying and highly suicidal because of it (on top of the rape trauma that set this ball in motion 17 years ago – 17 years begging ACC for what I know I am entitled to and need).

She was down here several months ago because her father who lives in Palmerston North had a bad turn.  She came to Carterton for the night with her boyfriend and stayed with a friend, not with me.  I met her for a quick coffee first day they arrived.  We organised for them to come for brunch before they left to go back to Palmy the next day.  I had no money, someone had loaned me money to get my car warranted and three months rego, I used that buying food for brunch, only bacon, some nice bread and eggs and a few other things so they wouldn’t see I had no food in my cupboards BECAUSE I WAS SO ASHAMED AND DIDN’T WANT HER BOYFRIEND OR HER TO KNOW.  Why should my children be forced to buy me food when ACC are currently holding $10,000 in unpaid Independence Allowance they were supposed to reinstate 2010/11 when I won the two ACC court reviews.  Money they hold and gloat about it to WINZ who then tell me to go to the food bank because I’ve used up all my food grants.

This is just one of hundreds of inhuman living situations I am being subjected to, one of the hundreds of reasons to have absolutely no hope for the future, for being safe from dysfunctional and addicts in the community as well as violent abusive neo-liberal police.  I can’t save for my retirement like other people do, so when they talk about it I become extremely distressed knowing how dangerous and inhuman my living situation is going to be forever.  Killing myself would be the end to the suffering for myself and my children – rest of my family are just like you so I don’t care what happens to them.  I don’t have any friends who work any more after the last one (who I saved the life of during a heart emergency and was executor of her will) violently assaulted me and subjected me to a tirade of abuse so bad it could easily have been you standing there.  Telling me I was a loser who didn’t want to work, it was my fault I was poor, etc etc etc etc etc.

I look forward to your phone call to arrange a time, but I have no intention of doing anything less than a face to face meeting with you and whoever you think necessary.   It is essential that this meeting is recorded for my protection.  That includes local police or preferably Jason, the security guard at Masterton Court who I trust to protect me and you.  It is part of my extremely life-threatening disability Complex PTSD that I have violence issues.  Nothing I can do about it except understand our government purposely drive terrorised victims of crime and economic violence to physical violence against those around them, police etc.  To create jobs in your CORPORATE TERRORIST world and of course to create self-righteous indignation against those you know are being purposely persecuted and exploited and disenfranchised and marginalised and……….  I also developed a tourettes type aspect to my disorder and had it confirmed by medical professionals, I cannot stop the insults and swearing in my head from coming out of my mouth when I am insulted or patronised.

For 17 years taxpayers have been paying my wages and I have worked tireless and at great personal expense to do EVERYTHING within my power, knowledge and experience to ensure justice and right is upheld in New Zealand.  I have worked for below minimum wage and suffered the most horrific long term persecution, degradation and discrediting in my community because of my work.

I will be making this email public and again try to rally myself from the depths of suicidal hell in the neo-liberal darklands of Death Valley Wairarapa.  You can choose to ignore it or you can choose to stop persecuting people who DO NOT DESERVE IT and work out with me how to change your violent abusive behaviour and that of others who perpetrate HATE, rather than just respond with HATE SPEECH.

Hopefully this email won’t result in further economic, housing and police violence – which I am thinking it has about a 50/50 chance of doing.

To start the ball rolling getting my art, poetry, music etc into the faces and minds of the people I identify as harming people when they don’t understand the consequences of what they do is top priority and imperative.  Ensuring I am not financially disadvantaged for doing this is also important.

PLEASE CONTACT Toby WAIRARAPA TV if you want to engage with me and what I am trying to do – to help all New Zealanders and restore civil society in New Zealand.  Please reassure him my idea of doing shows that explain all the constitutional laws and UN treaties etc NZ government are supposed to act under would be OK with you.  Explaining to people about human rights, disabled rights, civil rights to protest, economic social and cultural rights, how to participate in a democracy and what Rule of Law means etc is actually supported by Trust House and he can go ahead and start to organise it.

You should also go to my website and see my latest idea about redirection of ALL CHARITY MONEY into people in need – where it always should have been, not in extravagant sports, arts, tourism and business projects.  Where Trust House has become a neo-liberal abomination due to this insane focus away from people in need, victims of crime, people hurt at work, home sport etc, people who get sick, etc etc.  You really must know how many people in this community completely despise Trust House, they’ll take money from them of course, but most people in this community are ashamed.  Trust House might have worked when NZ had a mostly decent society prior to 1984 neo-liberal takeover but not now – now what you do is sickening and deeply disturbing.    Tell me do you come up with those marketing phrases to brainwash yourselves that what you do is good, or does someone else????  Ewwwwwww

NOTE: I will be continuing and stepping up my non-violent graffiti, along with encouraging others to do it.  However I know how angry people are right now, angry and unwell after years of this elitist insanity, so make sure you don’t blame me for people blaming you for the HATE you incite.  I’ve spent 17 years trying to stop it and over that time told Trust House many times what was happening, only to be ignored.

I truly hope you are deeply ashamed in the part you and others have played to drive suicide in our region, I truly hope you have the courage, ethics and morals to take responsibility for the violence and harm you have caused with your ignorance and bigotry.  I truly hope you take this opportunity I am offering you to address your horrendous behaviour and share what innocent decent artists and intellectuals like me are going through.  I never used to understand I was intelligent until a psychiatric report said I was intelligent, didn’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional – which of course makes everybody who disagrees with me, all of those things.

Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless

I gave the receptionist my phone numbers, here they are again, 379 6403 or 027 3040120, wonder if your staff think of poorly of you as so many of us do.  Must be shameful for them knowing what you do and how people they know and care about are treated during this government created housing crisis.

Sincerely
JR
UN Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

If you support this proposal to refocus charity in NZ – HERE IS WHAT TO DO

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Here is the letter to Lotteries Grants Board, I believe they will not support it unless people back me up.  Not only those people who say tell me to my face the support me, and like what I do who need to do something.  For those who don’t like me for my challenging protests, you will find they might tone down a notch or 10 if me and other disabled victims of crime get the professional treatment, care, rehabilitation and safe homes we are entitled to under law?  (If all disabled people get help – which my Regional Rehabilitation Centres cover.)

When I wrote this I hadn’t considered how ALL CHARITIES in New Zealand could for a LIMITED TIME focus their resources on people in need.  They could probably go back to funding extravagant, sports arts and business projects – but for now I believe it is imperative our PRIORITIES ARE CULTURALLY APPROPRIATE as a Pakeha/Maori New Zealander.

I also thought how upskilling and educating the workforce to provide the envisaged health and welfare services could be paid for by lottery funding.  Free education in our struggling privatised? tertiary institutions, everybody is a winner so far.

All you have to do is send a link to my website to Lotteries and anybody you think can make this happen and anybody you think will support my ideas.  You could print out a copy of this letter or another one of my posts and send it snail mail to a politician (who by the way have all rejected my ideas for years).  Its free to send mail to politicians, Just put   (name) MP, or Minister, Parliament Buildings, WELLINGTON – no stamp necessary.

10 June 2019

 

Lotteries Grants Board

PO Box 805

WELLINGTON 6140

 

Dear Board Members,

 

After a recent telephone conversation with your office (with a very nice woman) and a very serious suicidal episode this morning I am motivated to try again to have my ideas, observations, solutions and artistic voice heard.

 

Lotto advertising and the charity industry has been distressing me for some time now. The latest advertising about Kiwis doing things for each other was most distressing because I live in the ‘darklands’ as a disabled unwell victim of crime, I am 54 years old. This is so far from the truth, with the situation of poverty enveloping the local population, mostly due to the huge influx of wealthy immigrants driving disabled and poor locals from their homes.

 

Not only are we No 1 in the OECD of homeless now (which is a gross violation of my Pakeha culture and our laws), there is no record of the numbers of people, particularly vulnerable women victims of crime in dangerous and inhuman living situations. This is what I see around me, women being raped and driven to prostitution and crime to survive. Having their children taken because they cannot cope or are forced to stay with perpetrators of crime.

 

I am a Civil Society Actor as outlined on the UN Civil Society Handbook. That saying I use the scope of being offensive in the face of suffering and injustice to its limit. As well as now suffering tourettes type outbursts after nine years being denied reinstated of my ACC care after winning two reviews. These do not include threats of harm but they are very offensive and include a lot of swearing. This impairments related to my disability is recognised in psychiatric assessments I have had.

 

For 17 years since I was hurt in a crime, while being sole parent to two girls, I have studied to understand why the care for me was so bad and why I was not receiving the treatment care rehabilitation and safe home I knew I was entitled to under ACC and several other laws. I was studying law at Victoria University when I was hurt, was refused assistance to finish the degree. I have since studied papers at Massey University in rehabilitation, disability and health, my mental health deteriorated and I was unable to finish this degree either.   I tried again about five years ago and serious housing issues arose with an abusive mentally ill flatmate which prevented me gaining that degree. I have been left with a $7,000 student loan which will cause me serious issues if I try and return to work while on invalids benefit, perhaps part time to start (I will get less money working than not).

 

This is my website www.jrmurphypoet.com which outlines many of my ideas, my poetry, my activism and unjust things that happen to me as a disabled CSA with a challenging mental health issue. Of particular importance, and I have included a copy with this letter, are my rehabilitation model for victims of crime (but could apply to other people) Fence At The Top Of The Cliff. Also my business plan for Mental Injury Services, which is modelled on a foundation that would never falter so these disability services are guaranteed.

 

It is my personal belief these facilities should be funded and provided by the government. However as we are under a neo-liberal economic model I know there is little hope in this happening, which is very sad, as I truly believe it is part of our culture. Several history books I have read refer to New Zealand being a new place with as an egalitarian caring kind society as possible. Homes, welfare and guaranteed jobs were are part of our early political history and it created a society that was one of the most socially advanced in the world. Particularly ACC law which has been perverted and turned into an organisation causing significant harm and profiting business rather than for its purpose.

 

It has come to my attention (as I work every day on trying to keep myself and others alive and safe) there have been government changes to the meaning of the word charity, through legislation. This has been extremely detrimental to those in need in New Zealand. The dictionary definition of charity is people in need, there are so many NZ and international laws and UN treaties government have signed and ratified supporting this definition.

 

Since charities and not for profits were encouraged to cover extravagant sports, tourist infrastructure (eg bike trails), research, education, arts and business promotion projects it has turned into an industry and it DOES NOT WORK. In fact me and many people I know find it offensive that our ‘wonderful kind sharing society’ spends money on these wants while the needs of the local society are ignored.

 

I believe it is vitally important to address our world leading suicide, domestic/flatmate violence, self-harm and homelessness statistics and I believe I have a plan that would be instrumental in doing that. It would also stem the rise in discrimination, including racism which is becoming so bad here. People who make the decisions do not live in this world, this culture, you don’t know what is happening. Most people rely on news media for their information and they are, really bias, I won’t go into it here, however as a CSA it is extremely disappointing and infuriating what they do to censor and cover up the situation.

 

If the Lottery Grants Board decided to focus all its charity efforts on those in need I know the safety and quality of life for all people living in New Zealand would improve. I also know those organisations who currently receiving funding would understand the urgency and crisis of the situation in New Zealand. I truly believe the housing, support and employment crisis for disabled victims of crime must be addressed urgently. If we are to see any changes in mental health, violence and crime statistics, after all those statistics are people- not that people like myself feel like we being treated like a human being, please refer to my song Human Sewage and many of my other written works.

 

The Regional Disability Services and Regional Mental Health facilities I have outlined on my website – here is the link. I am not sure I will be able to send you a printed copy due to the cost of photocopying. To make these services available as soon as possible I envisage a nationwide call to action from private enterprise and the community, especially those building commercial properties and doing roading work, to move their resources into building these facilities over the course of a few months. Many of the men and women who do these jobs would be pleased to spend their energy in creating what the poorest most vulnerable people need, rather than more homes/resources for business and the wealthy.

 

However, I am adamant victims of crime are to be the priority and perpetrators are second in line – unlike what is happening now. Where junkies and dangerous people are getting put up in hotels while their victims are living in unsafe unstable unaffordable accommodation, like myself. We must make the Fence At the Top of the Cliff, so people do not fall and are picked up by police, justice system, abusive mental health services (yes they are abusive), plethora of unco-ordinated unprofessional social agencies – groan.

 

I am exhausted and spent writing this letter so I will finish here. I have a lot more to offer in the way of solutions and how they will fit within the current economic, social and cultural landscape of New Zealand. Please again refer to my website, which I have just updated www.jrmurphypoet.com – I truly believe my scientific, legal and cultural response to current social dysfunction is the only way to proceed.

 

Kia kaha and aroha to us all.

Sincerely

JR

Civil Society Activist

 

 

 

 

 

 

Amazing Idea about Lotto funding regional rehab & mental health facilities

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Been having a really hard time of it, Monday morning was horrific as you will see from my YouTube channel and what I was chalking on the street.  When I go through these severe traumas (suicidal episodes alone because I am refused entitlements under law), which are as significant as your best friend trying to kill you, I often become highly creative.  That is one of the only advantages of my CPTSD, this creativity not only inspires my poetry and art it inspires me to find viable solutions to the situations those in power say they want to repair in our dysfunctional society.

Anyway, I make phone calls, that’s my thing, police must hate me cause I sure they get a few calls when I lose it at people who become insulting and patronising – note I do not threaten harm I just become insulting and swearing, ie I go tourettes (it is a recognised aspect of my disability now – it distresses and harms me too).  Anyway I phoned Lotto about their current advertising campaign about everybody caring for each other and pointed out this was not true in the darklands I live rotting on welfare thanks to ACC etc.  I became distraught, it didn’t go well, but the girl said someone would phone me back.

I got a lovely phone call from a young woman and they going to look at the advertising, considering the state of housing, violence, crime and suicide at the moment, based on my comments.  I also asked her how I could have a voice and tell her my ideas about refocusing charity on to people in need.  Look up ANY DICTIONARY – MINE IS THE OXFORD I GOT WHILE STUDYING LAW AT VICTORIA IN 2001.  Providing for people in need was the dictionary definition until our Orwellian government changed the law to change the meaning.  Which included extravagant sports, arts and business promotion projects.  All for the middle class and rich, while people in real need of the necessities of life, like safety, a safe stable affordable home, a dignified life, valuable jobs, food (without begging for it) became more and more persecuted and impoverished.

This is what fuels our violence, self-harm, addiction and suicide statistics and I challenge anybody to a debate on that topic.  This is what makes wealthy immigrants able to buy land in New Zealand while those PURPOSELY IMPOVERISHED locals cannot.  This is what creates homelessness, domestic violence and trauma in the local population.  There are very bad people involved in our government that do this purposely because of their extremist neo-liberal beliefs.

Since I spoke to her the ideas have been rushing through my head as to how it would all work.  Being built over a short time by each community, using resources diverted from commercial business and local businesses and volunteers that just want to help.  With Lotto leading the way it could be co-ordinated I know it could.  Once people got the concept.

Am referring everybody to my solutions page, please share with everybody you know.  Print out my information and take it to your local MP.  Send it to the Minister, send it to the Lotteries Grants Board and say you support my ideas.

I envisage the money from Lotto might only  need to be diverted for a limited period of time (the America’s Cup team might have to forego their millions in charity money for a while).  This would be something you could really call HOPE for 100,000s disabled and poor New Zealand victims of crime.  Homes created for these people, which is required under law, will mean other houses are left vacant for working families AND THE COSTS OF RENT WILL COME DOWN.  The I Am Hope campaign is nothing more than an insult to those who have been purposely disenfranchised and persecuted by neo-liberal extremism.  Please educate yourself about neo-liberalism, Chris Hedges and Prof David Harvey a good place to start.

The more I think about it the more excited I get, how could anybody argue with my reasoning and the benefits to our communities in so many ways.  Do we continue to lead the world in domestic/flatmate violence, youth suicide, self-harm and homelessness or do we actually show what it means to be a New Zealander, a Pakeha and Maori.  More than that to be a citizen of this planet and adhere to constitutional laws and United Nations treaties/contracts we have signed, to reject neo-liberalism as a failed economic and social experiment.

I can picture it all coming together in my head, I’ve always been very good at seeing the big picture and as I have far more of the picture as to where the problems are with THE MARKET,   charity, the law, mental health, health and government this makes me very valuable.  I reakon we could lead the world in rehabilitation of victims of crime, teach other countries what to do, including extricating themselves from the grips of cruel immoral elitist neo-liberalism.  IT IS NOT OUR CULTURE AND I WILL NEVER ACCEPT IT EVER.

If I can pull this off and convince Lotteries Grants Board, woah the positive impacts are going to be massive.  It would help those perverting the charity system at the moment, like Trust House, to save face a little, if they turned their attention to my ideas and housing – not buying more pubs.  It would stop the plethora of really really bad, offensive, unprofessional, inappropriate MAN UP – stopping (creating) violence businesses – groan.

I can picture big warehouse type facilities where houses are being built by teams of people with all types of disabilities.   Surrounded by cranes and hoists, teams of people being supervised by professionals and volunteers (like at the mens sheds). Houses would be for people with all types of economic social and cultural NEEDS and disabilities.  Must be sustainably made.  This is after the banks (giving free loans for business who participate) and private companies muck in and help build the facilities I envisage.  Once these places were set up I know we could pump out 100,000s of houses in a matter of months if the entire country got involved.  Including university students.  Got to use the fit and healthy too.  Not so much big equipment, wouldn’t be safe with so many people on site.  (Have you ever seen Mormons put up one of their churches over a few days, its cool to watch.)  An initial national combined effort, that would create the resources and infrastructure to be sustainable – COMPLETELY WITHIN THE BUDGETS and resources we currently have available.

It is imperative however we ensure (as required by international and NZ law) the cultural rights of Pakeha and Maori who want to own sufficient land to support themselves in times of hardship.  I am a firm believer in the quarter acre section for those who have been bought up in those environments.  If we grew our own vegetables and shared them, we could send more overseas.  At the moment our foreign trade in food (eg dairy, kai moana and meat) is happening at the expense of the poorest in our society, THIS MUST NOT HAPPEN, for scientific reasons.  Te Tangata Te Tangata Te Tangata – It is triggering those affected most basic instincts of survival of the fittest and tribalism – it is uncivilised and our laws were designed to stop that.

Under Libertarian beliefs they supposed to be using charity to support people in need, how did that get perverted into supporting sports, arts and business projects, cycle trails for tourists, etc.  It was the Charities Act  http://www.legislation.govt.nz/act/public/2005/0039/latest/DLM344368.html  (Note: arts for people who suffer trauma is a recognised medical therapy, extravagant arts projects like the giant screw installed across from Trust House at the roundabout in Masterton, is an insulting offensive $350,000 abomination.)

Surprise surprise, those in power went mad and started using charity to advance the rich and persecute then exploit us peasants.  Like that hasn’t happened many of times since the beginning of recorded history.  The most disturbing part now is HOW HAVE INTELLECTUALS AND JUSTICE SYSTEM LET IT GET THIS BAD, it is beyond me how an intelligent society with laws and universities who do record history let this happen.  It is terrifying to me, that someone as insignificant, powerless and disabled as me is the one saying WOAH this isn’t right and this has to stop.

Lets hope my 17 years of dogged determination, research and knowledge pays off.  Knowledge is power they reakon.  And what does not destroy you makes you stronger.  Two sayings I have on my wall.   The years of knowledge I now have and the times I have almost been destroyed by criminal neglect/negligence inciting suicide – I must be the most powerful person on the planet.

I want those who being hurt like I do and feel like I do to remember NON-VIOLENCE is the only way to defeat those in power who incite this HATE.  To all those who don’t understand what incites violence, suicide and crime I AM SURE you will understand what I am suggesting is definitely going to provide HOPE – real HOPE – real SUPPORT – real PEACE in our society.  Not just talking and marketing that changes nothing, as we have seen for the past 30 years, groan.

Kia kaha and aroha to us all – Pakeha and Maori – lets make this work – lets show the world it can work.  Capitalism and Democracy I mean, not the opposite of that, neo-liberalism – definitely not neo-liberalism – definitely definitely not.