You never want to believe just how corrupt the government, health and justice system are, you just don’t. YOu just don’t want to believe the network of rejection and hate for VICTIMS OF CRIME trying to get ACC care they entitled to and desperately need is that bad at all points – especially where decisions about complaints being made.
What a morning, flipped out at court registrar because she’s told me a judge I didn’t know about has decided Capital Coast DHB – ie forensic mental health are going to give me a list of psychiatrists and psychologists WHO ARE ALLOWED TO DO REPORTS FOR THE COURTS. Even that shows how corrupt our government are – can’t stop crying – I don’t know why I cry, past 17 years should be proof enough that our government persecute poor VICTIMS OF CRIME on purpose. Drive people to suicide ON PURPOSE.
There was a court hearing and I wasn’t told about it – I also not allowed a lawyer up until now. They given me some new person, but I DON’T TRUST HIM ONE BIT. His happy happy happy on the phone made me want to throw up! How could a person who has EVERYTHING and a great life know what happening to me and GAF – he’ll be all brainwashed by the I AM HOPE propaganda etc.
Had knock at more door half hour ago and I can’t move – petrified it police – still can’t move – not sure how long I be stuck here.
ALSO MEDICAL COUNCIL
I made a complaint about Justin Barry-Walsh psych report to Medical Council of NZ, I phoned them and they told me they were responsible for independent third party reports, NOT HDC, although their phone lines and those who answered phone kept telling me lies that they weren’t. Cause of what happened with court this morning, I phoned them again to find out what the hell was happening.
Now the woman on the phone is telling me the formal complaint – which was extensive and took me huge energy and extreme trauma to write IS BEING CONSIDERED TO SEE IF MEDICAL COUNCIL CAN DECIDE ON IT. WTF – they told me to send the complaint, they told me they were going to decide on it – NOW THEY TELLING ME THEY DECIDING ON WHETHER TO DECIDE ON IT. I completely lost it with this revolting self-righteous stuck up young woman.
Our entire mental health system has been set up to persecute Victims of Crime trauma and poverty. WTF –
Trying not to freak out, trying to keep calm, the suicidal hell is on full blast – keep repeating to myself over and over END OF DAYS – END OF DAYS – END OF DAYS – END OF DAYS. Keep going until the end,, it will be over soon those spiritual beings in charge of the earth will be back soon to stop what is happening.