Kieran McAnulty please help me understand why this is happening to me?

Feeling really distressed, like my heart is breaking, I just want this nightmare to end.  I’m so tough and angry and fighting some of the time, but most of the time I just don’t understand and feel like I do below.

YIPES – just checked this post and someone has deleted the email – bloody hell, wonder what else they have changed on my website.    These people are so powerful and have soooooo much money, I am sure they would kill me outright if they could get away with it – driving IMPOVERISHED VICTIMS OF CRIME to suicide who ask for health care and justice is 21st century government cruelty and HATE.

Look up Kieran, not many of you would have heard of him, he high up on party list, now keep an eye on Jacinda and you will see him as one of the privileged few standing behind her in many of the marketing/propaganda shots.  Pretty sure he sits behind her in Parliament, ewwwww.

rom: JR
Sent: Sunday, 23 June 2019 11:33 PM
To: kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz
Subject: WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF, WHY AREN’T YOU HELPING ME GET ACC I SUPPOSED TO HAVE – I DON’T UNDERSTAND

I don’t understand why you are doing this Kieran.  You promised me for four years before you got into Parliament that you would help me get my ACC care when YOU WERE IN GOVERNMENT.   I don’t understand why you lied, I don’t understand why ACC are continuing to refuse to reinstate my care I WON TWO COURT CASES NINE YEARS AGO.  I don’t understand why ACC continue to gloat about having $10,000 in unpaid Independence Allowance sitting there and refusing to give it to me.

I don’t understand why you HATE me, I don’t understand why your staff HATE me, I don’t understand what is happening, I don’t understand why everybody is so desperate that I don’t get ACC care or the money reinstated.  Please it is really really terrifying for me not to know WHY YOU ARE DOING THIS TO ME, WHY ACC ARE DOING THIS TO ME, WHY POLICE ARE DOING THIS TO ME.

Please I don’t understand, I thought I lived in a democracy, I thought police upheld the law, I thought the government were honest, I don’t understand, why did I ever do to you, why are you doing this to me.

Did you see me in Carterton?????  I was coming to recite my poem about you, to your face, to show you what you are doing to me and other people???   I don’t understand, I really don’t please help me understand, please.  What am I supposed to do,  what have I done wrong, what do you want me to do????   I don’t understand, I don’t want to die, I just want to get help and get back to work so I can afford to live.  I’m an intelligent person Kieran, why are you doing this to me, I just want to work, why won’t you let me get the help I am entitled to so I can work.  I would do this protesting if I got the help you know I entitled to and desperately need.

Please, please I can’t stop crying, please, why are you trying to drive me to suicide, I don’t understand.  You told me, you promised me my ACC care would be reinstated when you become the government.  You said you couldn’t do anything if you weren’t the government – I don’t understand.    Have you known all along the government and ACC were driving people to suicide purposely.  You can’t be that cruel can you???

The more you hurt me, the more I have to protest, the more you hurt innocent victims of crime who desperately need safe stable housing, food security and enough money to live, the more I will have to go and stand in the street with signs and chalk everywhere.  Why won’t you allow me to see a doctor, why do you allow the police to not investigate and take ACC and MH to court for denying me services I AM ENTITLED TO – THAT YOU SAY ARE THERE IN ALL YOUR MARKETING.

I met a young woman at the karaoke on Thursday, she loved my poetry, she could sing, she said she has lots of friends that all saying what the government say they are doing is opposite to what they are doing.   Also met a young musician starting up a new musician club – HE LOVED MY attitude and my work.     Kieran you are hurting people on purpose, you are responsible for women and children being sexually and physically abused, you are responsible for people being so poor they have to beg for food and those who are too proud to have to kill themselves.

I don’t understand Kieran, please tell me why Tracey Martin and the OT CEO are expected to resign and yet politicians aren’t allowed to investigate my complaints????   You told me when you got into power separation of powers meant you could not intervene in government organisations and yet everybody is expecting the minister to step down??????  I don’t understand???????

My heart is broken, I am a good person Kieran, why are you doing this to me, why do you have police, ACC, courts etc doing this to me, I don’t understand.  What is going on at ACC that you are prepared to violate RULE OF LAW and make sure I don’t get help and don’t get back to work and don’t have anywhere safe and stable to live – I DON’T UNDERSTAND KIERAN.

So I been doing a bit of chalking and telling people about your poem – when I read that poem it actually makes me feel better, it relieves some of the overwhelming distress and despair you make me feel, your government makes me feel.  I’m sure you must be well trained in how to drive people to suicide and violence who ask for health care, homes and to be treated with dignity – but I don’t understand why.  I can see why people call someone like reptilian – are you – do you take drugs to make you so callous, cruel and corrupt.  Has someone promised you money, riches for your lifetime?????  Are all those things other people say about how corrupt and cruel the government, police, courts etc true.

I never wanted to believe it, I never have, I can’t understand why you would be so cruel to a victim of abuse and of course all the other bad things that have happened since – mostly because I didn’t have anywhere safe and stable and affordable to live.  I can’t stop crying, please please help me understand why you are doing this to me.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: JR
Sent: Sunday, 23 June 2019 11:50 PM
To: kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz
Subject: You can read the email online


From: Jayne Routhan
Sent: Sunday, 23 June 2019 11:33 PM
To: kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz
Subject: WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF, WHY AREN’T YOU HELPING ME GET ACC I SUPPOSED TO HAVE – I DON’T UNDERSTAND

I don’t understand why you are doing this Kieran.  You promised me for four years before you got into Parliament that you would help me get my ACC care when YOU WERE IN GOVERNMENT.   I don’t understand why you lied, I don’t understand why ACC are continuing to refuse to reinstate my care I WON TWO COURT CASES NINE YEARS AGO.  I don’t understand why ACC continue to gloat about having $10,000 in unpaid…….