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The Working Dead Zombies of the Economy – NEO-LIBERAL PROPAGANDA 101

I saw the news item below thinking how finally the media are saying something about 35 years of destroying our culture and decent society with their neo-liberal  REFORMS.  But once I started reading it realised it was just about wanting people to want government to cut taxes.  Nothing about getting rid of this 24/7 economy they have created WHICH IS KILLING US, DRIVING MORE TO SUICIDE THAN ANY OTHER COUNTRY IN THE WORLD.

The bit about going to other countries to find out how to fix it made me want to be sick.  We know what to fkn do, we were doing it until greedy corrupt business people decided they wanted to change it and make more money for themselves and destroy US PEASANT TENANTS AND WORKERS!  When the jealous greedy powerful people around the globe decided to rape our resources and our workers – drive our children to suicide, cause women to be raped and beaten with domestic/flatmate violence due to our leading the world in homelessness and unstable housing.  On top of that drive women to self-harm and eating disorders.

I have a book called Death of Economics (Ormrod) from 1980s, an American talks about New Zealand being the country that went from one of the most protected economies on the planet to one of the most open.   Said he didn’t know how governments would get away with something like that, they wouldn’t get elected again anywhere else.  But neo-liberal elites did the greatest brainwashing con job on us- through media and universities, driving neo-liberalism down kids throats like there WAS NO ALTERNATIVE.  I’ve done a paper in economics a few years ago at Victoria, the entire learning programme was about rote learning BS that didn’t even make sense but if you didn’t learn it the way they wanted YOU WOULD FAIL EVERYTHING AND NEVER GET A DECENT JOB.  Grrrrrr  It was our universities that turned bosses into arseholes obsessed with getting money out of people any way they could.

There are some very powerful people in and associated with this country that knew exactly what they were doing when they did these REFORMS and they knew exactly the outcome as well.  EVen the way they called them reforms without saying neo-liberalism or Austrian economic model.  The meaning of reform is improvement, 35 years later we know the only improvement was in how much wealth, land and money the richest people had.

They knew they were going to terrorise and destroy people THEY DIDNT’ GAF,  They knew they drove 100,000s NZers from this country desperate for work and decent bosses – destroyed families.   I was reading something recently that said small countries are exploited – ie environment and workers,  by big countries in an open global market – WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT IS HAPPENING.  Rich pig business people destroyed us and our culture, driving people to suicide and violence etc they just worked out how to create more jobs and profits out of it – with a big smile on their faces.

And don’t even start me on the charity, not-for-profit industry and how that has caused so much harm as people like me are rejected because I am intelligent and proud.  While addicts who will do anything for a fix to feel OK suck up to the legal and illegal DRUG PUSHERS.  I noted how the Samoan lady working huge hours had her husband at home with the kids while she did all the work.  And look at the amount they were getting back from Working for Families $100s of dollars.  And these FAMILIES who get WFF are some of the worst bigots and haters I face because I’m rotting on disability and don’t work.

Knowing all this and what is happening to me through police, courts and mental health it is quite obvious our government are grossly corrupt and they know it.  Shutting me down and driving me to suicide makes them not feel so guilty and/or stupid.

More to write on this but won’t right now, I got to get in my garden, my brain and body need it.

https://www.stuff.co.nz/business/116804041/the-working-dead-zombies-of-the-economy?fbclid=IwAR0EACdb0zm8R7bgaJqaynmY1oDN0X9TY0r_Qx6hBjNNzpyDOLY3YU6C__A

Check out discussion on my Youtube video, it explains lots

Link at below

You havn’t been listening to me – you are obsessed with this idea that we are individuals and don’t need other people – which is grossly untrue.  I’ve met three GOOD health professionals in 17 years, all of them were completely committed to supporting the person to heal in the way they needed to.  That is what Occupational Therapy is all about.  And I will again say THERE IS NO HEALING WHILE THE PERSON IS LIVING IN FEAR WITHOUT THE BASIC NECESSITIES OF LIFE LIKE SHELTER AND FOOD SECURITY.  Which currently is 20% of the NZ population 1 million people – mostly women and youth.   Gee and NZ has highest OECD stats in youth suicide and women self-harming – go figure.

Also, what might apply to a man DOES NOT APPLY TO A WOMAN, especially in the domain of trauma.  Men have to be self-reliant in more ways, although they still need ‘brothers’ – women are different we are NATURALLY reliant on men for safety and others for talking our problems through.  I don’t have a man for protection and my female friends are themselves so traumatised they can’t handle me talking about my fear of police and compulsory incarceration under mental health act FOR TELLING THE FKN TRUTH AND ASKING FOR HEALTH CARE I AM ENTITLED TO.

Mental health workers are bunch of self-righteous power tripping either psychopaths or co-dependents – mostly idiot Christians and deeply depressed people with revolting personalities that nobody would be friends with so they get into that line of work for the ego boost.  That is why I have so many problems with mental health services who genuinely HATE me and discredit me in the community cause I criticise them for making my region No 1 in NZ for suicide.  I’m intelligent, I understand my disorder, I know the law and rehab, I know how they are supposed to behave and when they do it wrong, I know the science, I know politics.  I can see straight through an abuser or a co-dependent CLINGON.

I agree with your sentiment but you’re just not understanding what we are both suggesting is essentially the same thing, I just know more of the jargon.  I studied Health 101 and rehab at Massey University for a year by correspondence.   When told to read a chapter I read the book plus I got out every book I could on trauma and studied that far beyond 1st year level.  I learnt their jargon, I learnt their models – that’s where I discovered Mason Durie and Whare Tapa Wha.   I become highly suicidal at the end and could not continue my area of study – BECAUSE I KNEW THEY WERE NOT APPLYING ANY OF THESE THINGS IN THE AREA OF HEALTH FOR MENTALLY INJURED ABUSE/TRAUMA/NEGLECT VICTIMS – it made me more unwell knowing this.  Although the jargon I learnt taught me how to interact with them using their language and proves without doubt in the area of Complex PTSD they are persecuting people purposely – we are the new Jew.

Was researching new Suicide Prevention maggot in Wairarapa, he has made completely inaccurate statements for years that mentally ill people are not violent or dangerous – WTF.   One of the symptoms of Complex PTSD is violence according to all scientific literature I have ever read!!!  Govt and police and MH know it as well.  They study same books/information I do.  This ignorant bigot started his new job by putting even more propaganda in the local free newspaper and other media – the same organisations that dont’ work for 80% of us because they are filled with issue ridden psychopaths and co-dependents, as I said before.  Combine that with the regular meetings they all have with mayors, local ‘social’ business leaders, MH services and police of course – so they all think the same BS – and I know my name comes up regularly.

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Wairarapa Police monitoring my social media – how are you today?

Did you see my chalking outside Masterton Police station yesterday – I took a video, its on my youtube channel link below.   Said I’m being bullied and there’s no-one to tell.  What about you?  ReFuSe corrupt authority.

I’m going to be involved in that inquiry and tell Debbie Francis what I have seen and heard in regards to my case.

Royal Society of New Zealand run by FREEMASON PERVERT Andrew Cleland

Wrote to Royal Society ages ago, heard nothing until this one line reply.  Then went searching for who this disgusting creep Andrew Cleland was and discovered HE’S A FREEMASON.  Don’t think they call themselves that any more but they really bad people – engineers – been controlling and manipulating TRADES for years.  Making sure only certain people got to be trained and had to be certified etc etc, in order to deprive huge numbers of people power, income and skills to build shelter and accumulate wealth 100s of years they have been doing it.

They’ve taken back control through HEALTH AND SAFETY legislation, building regulations etc and of course create even more jobs for their CULT?

Phoned Mr Cleland and told him what I thought of him of course he hung up.  I asked to be part of any discussion him and his bunch of elitist MURDERERS had so they could witness what they do to someone like me – they couldn’t handle it.  HAD TO REJECT ME AND AS REQUIRED BY THEIR CULT, DO THAT IN AS FEW WORDS AS POSSIBLE.

Their building in Wellington is black and PERFECT FOR GRAFFITI – I’m thinking a CHALK swastika to show what filthy fascist loving people they are would be completely appropriate in this situation!!!!  These people supposed to be the most intelligent in this country – YEAH RIGHT!!!!


From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 23 October 2019 9:41 AM
To: Andrew Cleland <Andrew.Cleland@royalsociety.org.nz>
Subject: Obviously the Royal Society is grossly corrupt – thank you for the confirmation

You are deeply disturbed sick people Andrew and a one line response proves it.  I’ve had those before from corrupt elitist perverted murderers in government.  You don’t regret anything – you love it – you love women and children being abused and killing themselves or being driven to violence and crime, you make money out of it don’t you Andrew.

Can’t even look me in the eye can you Andrew, none of you can, that is how deeply disturbed wealthy elites have become in our country controlled by neo-liberal terrorists.  Not long now and the government will be overthrown and people like me will regain some power – I will make sure personally the Royal Society of Sexual perverts and pedophiles is shut down and a thorough police investigation done so the worst of you can be prosecuted and imprisoned.   I would imagine once those people you illegally put in prison find out what you are and who you are YOU WILL GET THE BEATINGS AND VIOLENCE YOU DESERVE for the karma you have created from allowing 100,000s poor abused women, children and men to be persecuted and oppressed.

More proof for me the Epstein sexual abuse cult is just tip of the ROYAL iceberg.  I watch sexual abuse cases all around the world, I know what happening in England and how involved Royalty are in it.  Ewwwww, not long now and having the word royal anything as your name will be a sign you are part of the abuse and criminal neglect of sexual abuse victims.   You disgusting perverted, men and women I bet.

For those of you who re also filthy sex offender Catholics who hate abused women children and men (like Bill English and his wife) asking for justice and health care they are entitled to under law – you have been tested and you failed, God going to deal with you heretics.  Not long now!

You people make my skin crawl.  MURDERERS AND OPPRESSORS – Hitler would be so proud!

Sincerely
Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: Andrew Cleland <Andrew.Cleland@royalsociety.org.nz>
Sent: Tuesday, 22 October 2019 3:00 PM
To: Jayne R
Subject: RE: I have heard ABSOLUTELY NOTHING from you

Dear Jayne

I acknowledge receipt of your correspondence. My team have now considered the matters you have raised.  I regret to inform you the Society is unable to assist you in the ways you have requested.

Yours sincerely,

Dr Andrew Cleland FRSNZ
Chief Executive

 

DDI +64 4 470 5757
M +64 21 311 879
T +64 4 472 7421

Royal Society Te Apārangi

11 Turnbull Street, Thorndon, Wellington 6011
PO Box 598, Wellington 6140, New Zealand
ROYALSOCIETY.ORG.NZ

New Zealand Police advised of lawyer & mental health services perverting justice


From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 18 October 2019 11:41 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer <Jennifer.Hansen@police.govt.nz>
Subject: Another person perverting course of justice

Here is another complaint about my current lawyer perverting justice as well Jennifer.  Maybe if you and corrupt senior police who have illegally, cruelly and corruptly refused to protect me and uphold my valid complaints against ACC and others govt/health sector criminals, this wouldn’t be still happening to me and 100,000s other disabled mentally injured vulnerable abuse victims living in poverty.
POLICE ARE PEACEKEEPERS NOT SOLDIERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!   They aren’t there to ‘keep nz safe’  they are there to insure law is upheld so people like me aren’t harmed!  They are there to keep the peace between rich and poor more than any other organisation – WHY AREN’T YOU JENNIFER!!!!!!!!!   Did you watch the Prof Zimbardo video about why you are acting the way you do and you can stop at any time you want you know – your passive inaction is evil and you know it.  You’re a woman, why are you harming #metoo?
I’ve put a copy of this email on my website – have you all seen it????  Just thought I’d send a special copy to you, knowing how much you think of your staff and like to know what is going on.   I’ll be putting a copy of this email on there too and talking about it on my youtube channel!  First you have to expose corruption and cruelty before you can address it!
Sincerely
Jayne R
CSA
HUMA SEWAGE

From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 18 October 2019 10:22 AM
To: Alisdair Ross <shwedagon@xtra.co.nz>
Subject: As you don’t comprehend anything I say I’ll put it in writing – Please put the details of what you told me yesterday in writing also

Alisdair,
Firstly I want everything you told me yesterday in writing, about your ILLEGAL conversations with Forensic Mental Health and ACC and conversations with Judge Morris where I was not present.   You did not get my written authority to discuss anything with ACC, you didn’t turn up remember.   Your contact with Forensic Mental Health is…………………

Extensive corruption in mental health & legal sectors targeting people with Complex PTSD

Got a phone call from my lawyer yesterday, he continues to refuse to put anything in writing.  This was my reply, details how bad things are in THE VIOLENCE AND PERSECUTION OF THE POOR INDUSTRY.


From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 18 October 2019 10:22 AM
To: Alisdair Ross <shwedagon@xtra.co.nz>
Subject: As you don’t comprehend anything I say I’ll put it in writing – Please put the details of what you told me yesterday in writing also

Alisdair,

Firstly I want everything you told me yesterday in writing, about your ILLEGAL conversations with Forensic Mental Health and ACC and conversations with Judge Morris where I was not present.   You did not get my written authority to discuss anything with ACC, you didn’t turn up remember.   Your contact with Forensic Mental Health is deeply disturbing and illegal behaviour under the Privacy Act as you definitely had no authority to contact them.  Your repeating over and over again what good people they were and how they wanted to help when I have been screaming for services for over a decade and am in court currently on 23 police charges for protesting about THAT FACT (or the past nine years of being continually dragged through court for my legal protests that I was not getting health care and justice I entitled to.

You repeatedly asking me what I wanted for mental health care (reinstatement of my ACC care from 2009) and telling me those people at mental health are trying to help me is also extremely insulting.  You must have asked me what I wanted 10 times,  when I told you some of the things you asked the question again, like I hadn’t even spoken.  At one point you slowed right down and said the same words really slowly like I was some sort of imbecile – it was offensive and extremely disrespectful.  Which is why you triggered me, you are really good at it to the point I think you enjoy it and do it purposely.  My previous lawyer Susie Barnes would never have triggered me like that, or kept doing it when I said to stop.   I believe you are grossly corrupt Alisdair and have a hidden agenda working for some elite group of psychiatric and legal terrorists targeting poor abuse/trauma victims with Complex PTSD like myself.  As you already know Legal Aid will refuse me a lawyer if I sack you and I am still to unwell to represent myself so I have no choice but continue working with corrupt fascist bigot and elitist terrorist.

For past nine years those corrupt deceitful criminals at mental health have asked me the same question about what I wanted and then never done what they promised MANY MANY TIMES.  This is psychological torture that has destroyed my life and my relationships – that I doubt will ever be repaired because of what they have done!  DESTROYED MY FAMILY and doing their best to DESTROY ME!!!!!

Obviously these incompetent ignorant bigots in Forensic Mental Health want me to tell them how to fix it for me and 100,000s people with Complex PTSD.  As a result of interpersonal violence, combined with the inhuman living situations our government now expect disabled mentally injured people (mostly women) to survive and HEAL in – let alone thrive.  Although I am sure you all know this isn’t going to happen while govt bring 3,000 immigrants a week into New Zealand to drive disabled and poor locals from their homes, health care and justice.   I see in a news item today unemployment is past 10% for poorest and youngest New Zealanders, so rich educated immigrants are taking jobs from locals and homes.  It also talks about how much poorer people rotting on invalids benefit are than they have ever been because of huge increases in rent which I am subjected to in a private rental.  You are sick sick people Alisdair, those are your peers doing this aren’t they Alisdair.

MY CARE IS SUPPOSED TO CONSIST OF:

Firstly it is to be professional and based on an internationally recognised rehabilitation model and ACC legislation.  I REFUSE TO HAVE A SOCIAL WORKER IN ANY TYPE OF THERAPEUTIC ROLE, I’ve been watching the sort of harm they do with people I know.  Everything Kumar says in his book Multidisciplinary Approach to Rehabilitation, which was the academic information I was taught while studying rehabilitation at Massey several years ago, that ACC and others do not apply.

I will not participate in any unprofessional experimental therapeutic work that I know does not work for people with CPTSD.  Experimenting on people is illegal under BORA and Human Rights treaties.

My care – as with any person who has a serious life-threatening debilitating disorder – will be overseen by a psychiatrist that follows/applies the work of Mason Durie and his Whare Tapa Wha model.  I would like Mason or Dr Alan Doris (who escaped to Australia) to recommend that person so I don’t get another arrogant, corrupt, incompetent, imperialist, ignorant, elitist bigot.

BEcause of the extreme trauma ACC caused removing all my care illegally in 2009, six months into a 2 1/2 yr rehab plan, I demand a contract be signed that my care will not be withdrawn without the agreement of at least two of my closest health providers, without this it will take many months (if at all) for me to trust what is happening and participate fully in therapy out of terror of another withdrawal that will this time kill me through suicide.

I had an OT two hours a week who helped me work out where the barriers were and what I could do to overcome the now multiple phobias I have to cope with.  My previous OT was the conduit between me and the services I needed, instructing the workers at the gym I was attending about my behaviour, liasing with any education or other organisation I became part of (if that is appropriate).  I have seen multiple programmes in prisons described in news reports that are currently not available for victims like myself.  Personally I would rather not commit a serious enough crime to end up in prison so I can access these therapy’s, eg theatre.  I also think it deeply flawed to be providing therapy to people once they have harmed people or committed crimes and not before.  Although I understand why because I attended the Victoria University, Gabrielle Maxwell organised on the Costs of Crime and how to funnel funding and services into these ‘criminals’.

I had previously a mental health worker for 3 hours a week, I need at least 15 hours a week and for that to be increased DEPENDING ON WHAT HAPPENS WITH THE OCCUPATIONAL THERAPIST AND PSYCHIATRIST.   You don’t seem to understand a therapeutic relationship, the idea is we work TOGETHER to reinstate me as much as possible to my previous level of functioning before the rape.  Where I was a business franchise owner and law student with two children.  I don’t have my children at home any longer which is no less stress for me as I am now living extremely isolated with more serious psycho-social issues following years of criminal neglect by ACC and mental health and discrimination in the community.

I must work, I must be able to rejoin the workforce OR I AM GOING TO DIE!   Nobody can safely or with inherent dignity live on welfare in this neo-liberal nightmare country as it is now constructed under neo-liberal terrorist economics.  As the Newshub report I read this morning outlines – I note this is the first time in 35 years any mainstream New Zealand news service has showed evidence of poverty worsening for those receiving welfare benefits.   It was disturbing to see elderly on benefits (some still working at good jobs and receiving old age pension) have had increases in their welfare benefits while disabled and poor were impoverished further.

Currently my talents lie in the arts, that is part of the stress disorder that you become highly creative when you are extreme stressed with life and death situations constantly – which I am when the suicidality wells up.  I need help with applying for funding and educating myself as to how best to profit from my work SO I CAN PAY FOR MY OWN HOUSE AND MY OWN FOOD AND PEOPLE DON’T DESPISE AND DEMEAN ME FOR HAVING TO BEG.   I am now phobic about asking for things from people after past 17 years of dealing with ACC, justice system and mental health, this prevents me from being able to market, publish, perform and profit from my talent/my work.

Until I am healed I cannot see me being able to work at a ‘normal’ job because I am still most phobic about going for a job interview and as I know from years of experience, people will judge and reject me as being insane on just one meeting if I present in a  triggered traumatised state (as my disability is situational).  This is also hampered because of the lies mental health, police and others have spread in the community and of course my deteriorating mental health due to ACC and others.  I am discriminated against often and I challenge people with my activism which they don’t like – because it is true.  So getting a job will be almost impossible in Wairarapa and the way government agencies and members of parliament are currently terrorising me through the courts my knowledge and skills in mental health will not be taken advantage of by government – so I would never get a job for the government in any capacity – ALTHOUGH THEY DESPERATELY NEED MY HELP TO STEM THE SUICIDE EPIDEMIC they purposely created.

There will be no HOT POTATO CARE (please refer to medical evidence by world expert Karlen Lyons-Ruth), where I am given services and they are removed as soon as I show any improvement – only to let me crash and retraumatise me even more because I am not ready and KNOW IT!    I CAN ASSURE YOU THE SOONER health providers ARE OUT OF MY LIFE THE BETTER I WILL BE – RELYING ON ABUSIVE UNRELIABLE UNPROFESSIONAL HEALTH SERVICES IS WORSE THAN HAVING NO SERVICES AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Which is why we have so much suicide in New Zealand of course!

The OT or the mental health worker, (whoever is the more suitable or trusted – because I DO NOT TRUST ANY PERSON ON THIS PLANET, PARTICULARLY ANY HEALTH ‘PROFESSIONAL’ to do what they say) must be available to take me to the doctor. This is my most essential issue at the moment after being prevented from seeing a doctor due to an illegal and cruel CONTRACT Carterton Medical Centre (written by Simon Watt from Compass Health & Bell Gully) made me sign over three years ago.   The same threats of having all my health care removed by CMC have recently been extended to WINZ and also the local library when I burst into tears because of an email about being arrested AGAIN.  Apparently I am supposed to leave the building, compose myself and return.  Except it is the very act of going into these government buildings/situation and being demeaned, degraded and discriminated against that sets off the more extreme expressions/impairments/behaviours of my CPTSD – like self-harming.   Years of this sort of treatment has caused serious psychological harm, which is evident from my behaviour.

JUDSON AND WALSH’S ASSESSMENT THAT I AM PERMANENTLY IMPAIRED IS NOT ACCURATE AT ALL – that these ‘senior’ mental health professionals believe that would explain the appalling state of mental health services in New Zealand.  The idea that I am going to be like this forever is utterly ridiculous if I get the professional treatment care rehabilitation and housing I am entitled to under New Zealand law!   If I don’t get that care of course things will not improve and I will die – which I am sure is what our government, the legal profession and the health profession want to keep people employed in VIOLENCE/MENTAL HEALTH INDUSTRY.

Wanting me to provide every last detail of care IS NOT HOW REHABILITATION WORKS, that you don’t know that Alisdair could be explained – how leading psychiatrists and ACC don’t know that is incompetent, negligent and discrimination.  I would be working with an expert psychiatrist in the field of traumatic stress disorders, I guarantee you this person will know what is happening – just like OT Glenda van de ven Long did when I was working with  her.  Just like Dr Alan Doris did when I talked to him during several assessments – but was never allowed him as my psychiatrist – CORRUPTLY AND ILLEGALLY.

Part of my rehabilitation must include a full gym membership as I need the support of the staff, plus I have other physical health issues that now need to be addressed and will limit what I can do.  My previous OT facilitated my going to gym.  I need a full medical (to see a doctor more than once) as I have concerns about skin cancer, my ankle and hip as well.  I become easily overwhelmed and would not cope initially with a long consultation as I am terrified of doctors after the appalling bigoted incompetent unprofessional disrespectful treatment I have received.

I need a professional needs assessment ONCE I HAVE BECOME FAMILIAR WITH THE PEOPLE I AM WORKING WITH – and there cannot be more than three people or organisations who are expected to know my impairments and assist me in firstly managing them and then overcoming them WHICH IS ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED!!!

ACC need to provide someone to deal with the years of unopened mail caused by them REFUSING TO REINSTATE MY CARE AS REQUIRED BY TWO ACC REVIEWS IN 2010/11.   ACC need to provide a professional to insure I get the $10,000+ in independence allowance they have been illegally withholding for years and I WILL NOT BE REQUIRED TO ATTEND YET ANOTHER ASSESSMENT TO GET THAT MONEY – that was required to be reinstated in 2010 according to the Fairway Review.

I also had monthly massages in 2009 which need to be weekly, when the gym is reinstated as it balances out the activity and release of rage with calm and quiet.   Yin and yang.  This also works psycho-socially as I am touched in a good healing way, not an abusive way.  That I have to explain why I need and am entitled to these things under law, to my lawyer and top government psychiatrists is not only strange its completely inappropriate.  A rehabilitation plan is developed between health professionals and the disabled person – not during a court case for protesting about being denied the professional treatment care rehab and home I am entitled to under ACC law & many other laws and UN treaties.

The six week residental rehabilitation programme I was supposed to go on years ago, as stated by Dr Alan Doris, will need to be organised.  Given our cruel corrupt government removed all the places that were suitable this will need to be part of $millions government have pledged to increase in services/resources for people with more acute mental health issues, especially as a result of abuse.   People with CPTSD are not accommodated by public mental health services, I read a news report by the new suicide prevention officer at Wairarapa DHB who said people with mental illness were not violent.   Violence is a symptom of Complex PTSD according to Bessell van der Kolk, whose work I greatly admire.  If only we would listen to the artists to guide services/resources as he suggests in his great book Traumatic Stress Disorders.  Copies of which I showed both forensic psychiatrists assessing me.

Personally I do not allow myself to act on the violence I feel and use my activism, self-harm and other techniques so I don’t become violent.  These so far work very well and I have never been violent towards any person, however I am treated like I am violent.  I recall the first time I started protesting about not getting mental health services I was entitled to from ACC my police file says on it DANGER TO POLICE SAFETY.   I was never and have never been a danger to police safety, I believed police were there to uphold justice and the law, my brother in law was a senior police officer, I didn’t realise there are corrupt police officers who are dedicated to protecting corrupt criminal people in power and persecute honest disabled people fighting for their rights to health care and justice.

Hopefully this answers your question about WHAT HEALTH CARE I WANT, making it clear this is not the full extent of what I am entitled to and need AS I WOULD REQUIRE THE APPROPRIATE HEALTH PROFESSIONALS AND MODELS TO BE PUT IN PLACE TO INSURE AND WORK THAT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

You said I have to meet with you, which I have no choice about, however you must organise it through Masterton District Court, it will be recorded BY ME and security guard Jason will need to be there to support me and protect you in case I can’t keep control of the overwhelming rage I feel at what you and your friends at Forensic mental health are doing to not just me – to 100,000s of desperate innocent terrorised poor abused people – mostly women.   YOU DRIVE CHILDREN TO SUICIDE AND PEOPLE TO VIOLENCE AND SELF-HARM – you people are murderers and oppressors of the worst form.  How you sleep at night knowing what you do is beyond my comprehension as a civilised decent person.

In the future please communicate with me through email so I have proof of what you are saying and as requested at the beginning of this email please advise the details of who you have been talking to and what you have been doing that you advised me of yesterday in your telephone call.

Sincerely

Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

Mark Richardson targets poor people AGAIN & newshub actually reports it

This is horrendous, I am poor thanks to ACC, I am intelligent as well and know exactly what to do with money IF I WAS ALLOWED ANY OF IT OTHER THAN BASIC NECESSITIES MOST OF THE TIME.

Rich people have gone completely insane, its mostly the bullies, they’re deluded and trying to justify their wealth THEY GOT BY BLUDGING OFF A BANK – AND NOT WORKING FOR IT!

https://www.newshub.co.nz/home/lifestyle/2019/10/mark-richardson-targets-poor-people-in-startling-lotto-claim.html