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RNZ News – A distraught desperate despairing letter to Radio NZ

rom: Jayne R
Sent: Saturday, 14 September 2019 1:44 PM
To: rnz@radionz.co.nz <rnz@radionz.co.nz>
Subject: How many other things do our media cover up???

I know you cover up neo-liberalism and the damage it is doing, you cover up the housing market failure that is driving suicide, violence, crime and the destruction of our society, you cover up why so many people are suicidal but whine on with the same BS that people just need to talk to someone and a social worker will fix it, you cover up what is happening to me for years.
Nobody trusts what NZ media say any more, you are bias and manipulate it out of greed and elitism.  I have just had a discussion with my brother that ended in him telling me if my life was so difficult then I should end it permanently.   That’s what middle class and rich do to any of their family who end up in the darklands of this hell hole due to corruption in ACC, justice govt etc.
Yesterday I went to see my 25 yr old daughter for a coffee – I don’t see her very often, it hurts to much and too difficult, her partner and her have just built a house, they both work and she just got a $6,000 bonus from working at Powershop.  Apparently they made the biggest profit in their history – now I see the news item below and find out they are also a big greenhouse gas polluter.   My daughter throws food out, I barely have enough decent food to eat each week.

The media in New Zealand are destroying our society, you have got to stop lying to people, you have got to stop avoiding the serious issues and telling us about road accidents and how good the odd poor or disabled person is doing.  You are killing us, we are in a state of ANOMIE now, reading the front page of the Wairarapa Times-Age and its like you have all gone COMPLETELY INSANE.   A charity run by a foreigner who wants us to be like the UK – not like NZ – wealthy LABOUR ASSOCIATED local elites who run Trust House, profiting from market rents of state housing they were almost gifted, highest rate of pokie use in NZ and exploiting alcoholics through their pubs etc.

Then going on how the HIGHEST EVER PROFIT and ‘return to the community’ is PROOF they are fulfilling their purpose of ‘community wellbeing’.  THAT IS INSANE WHEN IT IS WELL KNOW WE HAVE THE HIGHEST RATE OF SUICIDE AND SELF-HARM IN NEW ZEALAND, highest rates of people being prescribed psychotropic drugs (to cope with how dysfunctional our society is), highest rate of compulsory treatments orders (because wealthy health elites demand people who are suffering are drugged up).

You’ve made a pact to talk about environmental issues you were avoiding before – what about a pact to talk about economic, human rights and constitutional issues that you are currently avoiding.   You are in denial and believing your own propaganda – IT IS NOT TRUE.

I emailed you earlier about my situation of being in court for a crime of writing a poem about a criminal who works for Bell Gully and Compass Health to stop poor people getting health care by underfunding – so there are more resources for rich people with private health insurance.   I know the man is a murderer, I know what he does and yet you do nothing to expose him.   You do nothing about local MPs in government who have done nothing to alleviate the suffering of disabled poor people – especially abuse victims in Wairarapa – is that because all our MPs are men, who think sexually assaulting, raping, hitting and neglecting women to the point of suicide IS A WAY OF CREATING JOBS FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT’ HAVE THOSE ISSUES???????????????

I will be putting this email on my website, just to show people what the media know and don’t say anything about.    I am intelligent, don’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional and yet two psych assessments (that were only done because I couldn’t get legal aid and was not well enough to represent myself) say I am completely insane and should be locked up under a compulsory treatment order FOR PROTESTING ABOUT HOW BAD MENTAL HEALTH SERVCIES ARE AND HOW OUR GOVERNMENT DEPRIVE DISABLED PEOPLE OF THE SAFE STABLE CULTURALLY APPROPRAITE HOUSING THEY ARE ENTITLED TO UNDER ACC AND OTHER LAWS.

You are the media, if you don’t tell us peasants the truth then we are going to continue to suffer and die.   As you make it worse and worse, the more lies you are telling, the bias, the ignorance, the trivialising of EXTREMELY SERIOUS issues that are destroying us.   Media are the ones who made us No 1 in the OECD for youth suicide, domestic/flatmate violence, self-harm, eating disorders and homelessness – YOU ALL DID IT – YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE.  I bet that is why Greg Boyed killed himself, he couldn’t take what he was doing any longer, he was a good person.

Why – why – why – why do you want suffering violence pollution and death – it is your friends and family who will be affected as well.   Mostly the violence etc is in the darklands, but it will affect more and more of the middle class and rich – NO MATTER HOW MANY POLICE YOU EMPLOY.   Those young cops aren’t going to be sticking at it for long – you are traumatising them as well – especially with suicides.  You have allowed the government to create this neo-liberal nightmare and you refuse to do anything to stop it.  There are solutions to this but nobody will act with any leadership or strength to change things for the better – YOU ARE INSANE, THE GOVERNMENT ARE INSANE, BIG BUSINESS ARE INSANE, OUR LEGISLATURE, EXECUTIVE AND JUDICIARY ARE ALL INSANE.  So much of what I see is illegal – but nobody challenges it in court or will even discuss it in public.   No we’re having a big meeting and discussion about more cancer funding…..   groan.

You leave me both enraged and in deep despair, why are you doing this to us – what did any of us ever do to you.   Check out some of my solutions (on this website) – ALL BASED ON PROFESSIONAL HEALTH MODELS, also my posts about Regional Rehab Centres and Regional Mental Health facilities.  Making sure everybody is working and participating – human garbage like me doesn’t get to participate I DON’T HAVE ANY MONEY!!!!!!  NONE LEFT, NOT FOR A $5 COFFEE.  That’s why so  many shops in Carterton are struggling, their incomes getting less and less because NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE HAVE ENOUGH MONEY and the rich can’t spend it fast enough.   Landlords, banks and government has it all.

https://www.rnz.co.nz/news/world/398763/climate-change-electrical-industry-s-dirty-secret-boosts-warming

New Zealand Mental Health perverting justice for #metoo Civil Society Activist

Check out the sort of letters I am forced to write on a regular basis, in an attempt to get justice in this country.    Heard some BS from Minister of Justice Andrew Little on news last night about some big review they are doing because our justice system had been Americanised, what does that mean?????    Andrew Little knows my case and refuses to do anything about it.   The Minister of Health does as well and refuses to do anything about it.  I know public mental health they are not using professionally recognised treatment and rehabilitation models and are in fact ILLEGALLY (against UN and international law) experimenting on people with mental health issues in NZ.  That they are prepared to pervert justice in this way, proves those at the top are insane and abuse their powerful positions in our society.

And check out the ‘awesome’ lawyer they have given me, so far EVERY lawyer I have ever had that supposed to be experienced in disability were THE WORST, MOST IGNORANT, COWARDLY, USELESS LAWYERS you would ever meet.   Obviously the dregs of the legal fraternity get to deal with those who experience the most crime, the most violence and the worst government violations of human rights in this country – according to the UN.   Which would of course explain why people like myself are being denied protection from harm, justice and right.

From: JR
Sent: Friday, 23 August 2019 6:50 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer <Jennifer.Hansen@police.govt.nz>; Alisdair Ross <shwedagon@xtra.co.nz>
Subject: Formal complaint of perverting course of justice

This is a formal complaint to police regarding people within public mental health services perverting the course of justice by ensuring I was not able to attend a court ordered psychiatric assessment.

Please refer to emails sent to Nelda Day at Masterton Court (I will send copies if you choose to investigate this crime), after I received notification of the assessment where I ask about the meeting being recorded and court security guard Jason being in attendance.   At the time I hadn’t read the emailed letter properly due to communication impairments I have when dealing with organisations I am terrified of (like public mental health and ACC).   I wasn’t aware of the out of court meeting until late Friday afternoon when lawyer Alisdair Ross phoned me and offered me $50 for petrol to get to Porirua.

I was called away suddenly for 10 days  (6-16 August) by my elderly mother who needed to be supervised (due to her health/heart issues) while staying to care for my  teenage nephews, while their parents were on a five week holiday through America and Canada.  My mother paid for everything and although I was very reluctant to go due to my serious mental health issues and issues with my affluent family, I also desperately needed to see my daughter who lives in ————–.   My daughter had a serious car accident three months ago and is lucky to be alive.  Because ACC refuse to reinstate my entitlement to professional health care and the Independence Allowance (they brag to WINZ and me about withholding over $10,000 in unpaid IA) I was unable to go to her and hug her due to overwhelming poverty and had been pining to do so since the accident.

I received the notice of the meeting by email on 12 August and responded immediately to Nelda Day, five days after the date on the letter/email.  Apparently mental health had tried to deliver it by courier but of course I was not home, so they chose to send it via Masterton court staff who I correspond with regularly.

I advised Alisdair Ross I was not able to attend the assessment at Forensic Mental Health in Porirua due to serious overwhelming phobic impairments I have dealing with public MH services over many years.  Particularly as a result of a life-threatening incident in 2002/3 where I was refused mental health services after ————- (note I am very distressed having to bring this event up and don’t want to go into the details as what happened is incredibly traumatising for me).   I am very isolated and have a very limited environment due to poverty and overwhelming fear of my cruel hostile violent community, including health and justice workers.  All psych assessments I have had done to date have been on court property with a security guard I know in attendance, this is what I was expecting (even though it is still incredibly difficult).  I offered to get to Wellington court rather than have the psychiatrist drive all the way to Masterton for the assessment (as Masterton court security are able to work in Wellington) because I know he is a busy person.  I also knew the second psych assessment was a formality as the assessments were only done to prove I was to unwell to represent myself in court as Legal Aid were continuing to refuse me a lawyer, after 18 months since the initial charges.

Snr Sgt Jennifer Hansen offered to fill out the Legal Aid forms herself in an attempt to rectify this gross violation of my rights.   I drove to Masterton within an hour of her offering, as filling out forms when I am extremely traumatised is another very difficult and debilitating impairment related to my disability.  I had nobody who could fill the form out for me, those very few people I now interact with are either not competent or well enough to do it and my family would insult and degrade me – tell me to not be so lazy and stupid and do it myself – if I asked
them.

Since I had been given a lawyer there was no longer any reason for the psych assessment as I now had legal representation and could defend my Constitutional Law position regarding my challenging LEGAL non-violent protests, which all the charges I am currently under relate to.

I emailed Nelda Day several times but received no response back – I assumed she was forwarding my emails to Forensic Mental Health.   I phoned them myself at 8.30am on Monday 19 August, when the meeting was scheduled for, I left a detailed message with staff for L Pacey.  Told the receptionist about the requirement for the assessment to be in a court and how I was unable to attend due to impairments related to my disability.  Told them I had been away, apologised for the situation as I knew the psychiatrist was a busy person.  Gave them my mobile phone number (which they could have easily obtained from the court or police) and asked L Pacey to contact me and a new time to be organised urgently.

Early on Thursday morning I phoned Forensic Mental Health again (I do not have an email address for these people) and was told the new meeting was for 11am and it was 8.35am and they were demanding it was to be held in Porirua.  The woman who answered the phone was the same person as Monday, except now she was hostile and offensive and hung up on me when I responded appropriately to her bigotry.

I then proceeded to phone different places in an attempt to find an email address for Forensic Mental Health and the psychiatrist.   I phoned the Minister of Health’s office but they were unable to find me an email address without having to do enquiries themselves and I didn’t want to waste their time.  I then phoned public mental health services in Masterton and was put through to the head of adult mental health, a woman (I can’t recall her name).   When I asked for an email address for Forensic mental health to sort out an urgent appointment, she started laughing manically and didn’t stop when I asked why, so I hung up.

I am aware from people I know in the community, who have been in situations where I was being discussed by mental health workers, that public mental health services staff in Wairarapa don’t like me and are scared of me.   I have never done anything to threaten them with harm in any way, although I do now have a ‘tourettes’ type response when they insult degrade reject and trigger me.  Thankfully that only involves insults and swearing – a part of my condition these mental health professionals should understand and accommodate – not use to deny me all health care, justice and extensive welfare/services many other mentally ill people receive and I am denied.  Perhaps it is this hatred and fear that compels them to be unprofessional, oppressive, insulting and childishly vindictive in my case.  Perhaps it is my years of public and online protests about abusive criminally negligent local and national mental health services they don’t like?

What has happened to prevent me from attending this court required assessment will firstly upset the judge, when I agreed to go even though it was a waste of everybody’s time and I did my best to get out of it.  Secondly because it will yet again delay court proceedings which is traumatising and harmful to me, costly to the court and taxpayers.  Delaying court proceedings has happened because of police and others before, it is illegal under NZ and international law to use the justice system in a punitive way against a recognised Civil Society Activist (in the area of mental health and justice issues of the poor) as defined by the United Nations.

These people who arranged this meeting have perverted the course of justice and violated my rights as a disabled Civil Society Activist.   They have also violated Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act by not acting legally and causing me harm and distress.   As a result of this current situation I was very unwell on Wednesday night and police were called by govt/mental health 1737 STAFF WHO HAVE BEEN ORDERED NOT TO DEAL WITH ME, for self-harm and suicide concerns.   Being rejected from all forms of health services, severely aggravates the suicidal ideation aspects of my disability (which is a living nightmare trying not to kill yourself and having to deal with it alone), along with my valid extreme fear of police after several instances of unwarranted violence and bigotry is again punitive use of the justice system being ignored by Ind Police Conduct Authority and senior police officers.

Ms Hansen, please advise if you intend to act on this valid complaint of perverting the course of justice and violations of Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act 1961.  Mr Ross, please advise what you intend to do about arranging a psych assessment I can attend – please confirm the advice you have given me so far, which was it was nothing to do with you and I was to do what Forensic Mental Health told me to do or I would be jailed for failing to attend the unnecessary unwarranted second assessment.

Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

Jacinda Ardern corrupt neo-liberal oppressor who HATES disabled #metoo women


From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 23 July 2019 4:28 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer <Jennifer.Hansen@police.govt.nz>;
Jacinda Ardern MP <jacinda.ardern@parliament.govt.nz>;
Jan Logie MP <jan.logie@parliament.govt.nz>;
Sarah Jones <Sarah.Jones@acc.co.nz>;
golriz.ghahraman@parliament.govt.nz>;
Ann Rice <Ann.Rice@lawsociety.org.nz>;
Day, Nelda <Nelda.Day@justice.govt.nz>;
Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>

Subject: I woke up crying at 3am – my whole body wants to curl up and die AGAIN – you women are HATE!

Why are you doing this to me, all I asked for was the health care and home I am entitled to under the law – why do you do this to me and so many other terrorised victims of crime and criminal neglect?  Why do you HATE me?   I don’t understand – I have never hurt anybody, I have never hurt any of you –  they hurt me, you hurt me – just for asking for help I am entitled to.   Not what you now say is help, which is ACTUALLY HATE, I want what science says, what the law says, what UN treaties say – not begging, criminal neglect and being denied the necessities of life, which you enjoy soooo much, actual professional health models and those things ALL HUMAN BEINGS REQUIRE as defined by Abraham Maslow.

I’m sick again with this kidney/bladder infection again, its every month now, the tests were supposed to be five years ago.  You have made sure I have not even been allowed to see a doctor for the past four years.  How you all deceive and distract yourselves by focusing on other people and other countries is deeply disturbed behaviour.  We all live HERE – you know that country No 1 in the world for domestic/flatmate violence and self-harm by the women here – you all do that – you are all responsible for that – you all ignore that and you all ignore me and make sure I am harmed for telling the truth about what is going on and asking for those things me and other victims of abuse are entitled to under law.

The HATE you incite with your passive inaction – the HATE you perpetrate by avoiding the truth and by allowing what is happening to me – I have never hurt anybody, they hurt me, all I asked for was the ACC care and welfare I am entitled to under multiple laws – you allowed and participated in doing that.  I truly hope one day what you have done to me is exposed for what it is CRUEL OPPRESSIVE HATE!

Sincerely

Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

I see Jacinda whining poverty won’t be fixed in one budget – but at least she could stop Ministry of Social Development from degrading and terrorising poor with their red tape war.  At least they could stop all the BS ‘justice’ commissions, tribunals and courts from destroying and terrorising people.   There are so many things they could change in the next week that would let the pressure off the poorest and most affected by poverty – but they won’t.  Example stop the constant demand for health providers to write sick notes for people with long term disabilities!!!! Only people profiting from that are already filthy rich doctors.

Jacinda has also been instrumental in making sure none of my art, poetry, music or plays are ever performed, endorsed or seen by those in power or the community.  As Minister of the Arts she only supports those art projects that are extravagant and meaningless propaganda – just like her idol Helen Clark did.

Also they don’t want to fix poverty then where would all the rich and middle class throw their used furniture, clothing and crap they buy – so they can buy more crap?????

Our PM should be preparing for a global financial collapse and millions of NZers refusing to give up their homes to greedy landlords and banks.   Along with taking back land from people who were given too much money by banks and never ever worked for it – so we can grow food and provide for ourselves when the government and rich pigs have made sure we cannot!

Masterton Police – NINE new politically motivated charges – CORRUPTION RULES HERE!

Below is my last email to Snr Sgt Jennifer Hansen, there are others and I have had to cut some of it because I don’t want to be terrorised in my home and ASSAULTED AGAIN (because I know my complaints will be ignored).   I don’t know who the corrupt piece of garbage leading this ‘investigation’ is, I only met the two saps who arrested me.  An Englishman and NZ woman, I will be sending them some of the information they really need for the investigation this week, copies of the two ACC reviews I won in 2010/11 and copies of the two psychiatric reports by Dr Alan Doris that advise ACC not reinstating my care had caused me harm, which is illegal under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act.


From: JR
Sent: Friday, 19 July 2019 1:27 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: I have done everything I can to find out what my charges are about and what a breach of bail would be in relation to my rights to protest

I am restricted by bail conditions, imposed Monday 15 July – that I don’t even understand, especially towards two of my most direct oppressors –  person from the Labour party and person from Bell Gully govt health sector lawyers.  I have done everything I can to get the disclosure documents from police and some idea on how to proceed with protests against these two particularly cruel corrupt criminals.  I have phoned police enquiries line and told the appropriate person would be emailed – I received nothing back, even though the officer said I would.
You refuse to communicate with me so I’m going to go ahead and do what I believe is the right thing!  Anybody I have already publicly protested about I will continue to – I just won’t make public they are attempting to have me punished as a criminal for my non-violent legal protests, as a Civil Society Actor, (as defined by the UN Handbook on Civil Society) against them.  I will however say I am up on multiple minor criminal charges instigated by very powerful, cruel and corrupt people.
I will target (with chalk, poetry and my non-violent legal methods) the organisations involved in this gross miscarriage of justice against me as a disabled CSA and citizen, including police.  The other people named in your bail conditions, I have no idea if they are directly involved, what their names are from memory or if they have any links to stopping me getting health care , welfare and justice I am entitled to under law, so I won’t be using their names (although I assume the person from Treasury does).
Today I have seen public comment on facebook regarding the person from the Labour party and I intend to participate in this public discussion, with everything I know Mr X has done to me, just not using the fact he is trying to prosecute me for my challenging emails/social media posts?.  Which I am hopefully legally right in thinking this would be illegal (really not keen in spending any time in the cells, which is a nightmare for sexual abuse victims (as you well know) – I will do this even though it is grossly unjust and very very annoying!
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

Carterton District Council, New Zealand

 

18 July 2019

 

Mayor, Councillors and CEO

Carterton District Council

Holloway Street

CARTERTON

 

Dear Sir/Madam,

RE: DEMOCRACY/COUNCIL REPORTS AREA OF LIBRARY

I have recently been trying to familiarise myself with the Carterton Council accounts and operations. This has not been easy, it is so complicated and in such disarray I felt compelled to write this letter of complaint and of course solutions.

 

The area I was directed to was one poorly organised shelving unit beside the huge toy library area. I was looking at reports from 14 years ago. I asked staff about the current relevance of some documents, they had no idea. Since then I have found out they were obsolete around 10 years ago. What were they still doing there? How many are still there.

 

Council/library/events centre public employees are well trained in toy sleepovers and providing for children and tourist enjoyment. I believe their time and resources would be better spent on a community knowledgeable in the area of democratic process, rather than promoting wearing of gumboots as FALSE HOPE. This would give better value for money to ALL ratepayers and EVERYBODY’S hope for wellbeing. As an oppressed UN Civil Society Activist in the area of mental health and neo-liberalism it would be a huge help to me – ignorance is my greatest enemy.

 

This ‘democracy/government’ area of the library/events centre needs to be much bigger, more inviting and interactive for people. There are videos already available and we could make our own instructional videos for people to play and find out about participating in democracy. People don’t even understand what a democracy is, or what politics/political parties etc are either (eg socialism, capitalism, neo-liberalism) or how those people and beliefs impact on their day to day lives. We could have posters/charts etc which showed how things worked overall and on a small scale, all along the wall – with links to online information as well. The Council building does not have the facility, nor staff who are respected/trusted enough, for this information to be disseminated from there.

 

I have begun to wonder why the Events Centre has a huge area of display for tourists, new residents and children, while majority of LOCAL RATE PAYERS who fund this get NOTHING from it. I completely reject the idea overwhelming tourism and huge numbers of new residents are good for any local community or our finite planet.

 

We all know people are being driven mad and killing themselves, driven from the area or into dangerous situations, resorting to crime to survive or becoming overwhelmed with addictions and harming those they supposed to care about under this extremist neo-liberal economic model (which is also illegal from my research). There is now extensive reliable information on the internet and a world-wide backlash against this failed economic experiment. Sadly the very powerful and rich people who profit from it are NEVER EVER going to give up their excesses without direct and lawful action from those who suffer under it.

 

An urgent large scale project to establish this display would be extremely useful in the run up to the local body elections. I am sure privileged children and other non-essential activities could be deferred while this area is reconstructed, without using extravagant costly marketing ideas or requiring new equipment.

 

Residents could ask questions directly of current councillors or people running for council, look these people in the eye and be able to shake their hand. Rate payers could meet at the library to talk to councillors/candidates about their concerns and see what ideas they have for solving them. Maybe a schedule for the day/week? See if we can organise some debates and 10-20min speeches, this should be a council DUTY in a democracy. (Has anything been organised?)

 

These meetings could be live streamed if appropriate (just like Jill Greathead did for the Wairarapa Voice political group – who subjected me to horrendous discrimination and insults about my disability and civil right to freely participate and disseminate information in a public propaganda meeting attended by the Business Round Table/NZ Initiative, Swiss Ambassador, LGNZ – a propaganda organisation for neo-liberal mayors and NZ First).

 

There is democracy information online, however to access it requires a significant amount of skill, knowledge and guidance about where to go.   A new bright modern clear display would bring attention to this vital information of how a government and democracy works. People like myself who understand more of the process, are most interested in reading the details in reports and to know where to look for information and answers to valid serious questions. From personal experience mainstream media do not provide that information or opportunity.

 

There needs to be a MUCH BETTER filing system, and it needs to be kept current. I believe this would be extremely beneficial to the wellbeing and essential education of our community. I know the majority of citizens currently participating in democracy are affluent educated ‘professional’ people, only concerned with themselves, their businesses, families and their neo-liberal ideology. NOTE: Neo-liberals believe in forcing disabled and under/unemployed people without their own home/land, to beg for shelter, justice and food from charities. Over the past 30 years New Zealand has proven without doubt this is undignified and DESTROYS WELLBEING, it does not improve it!

 

We are No 5 in OECD for suicide, No 1 for youth suicide, women self-harming, domestic/flatmate violence and homelessness. Where once we were one of the most socially advanced, peaceful, ‘civilised’ countries on the planet we have regressed over 800 years to be one of the most socially depraved, violent, dysfunctional and uncivilised. Please refer to the most recent laws that have denigrated citizens Magna Carta rights – via Legislation NZ website).

 

I would like to see well presented ratified copies of UN treaties on Economic Social & Cultural Rights, Human Rights, Disabled Rights, Against psychological Torture and of course Civil Rights (which I have serious issues with at the moment). There are also many New Zealand constitutional laws which local and central government are defined/controlled by, they are only useful if those being ‘harmed’ know what they are and how to use them, which is the most important part of being a citizen in a democracy. There should also be hard copies of these treaties and laws available for people to take with them for free, nothing extravagant (just photocopies).

 

The business of democracy is a serious one, which involves unnecessary suffering and deaths of citizens, destruction of ‘Kiwi’ cultural rights and traditions, homelessness, poverty, inciting racism and bigotry, domestic violence, unemployment, suicide, crime and more. This display should be treated with the same seriousness to reflect that, eg not set out in a ‘child like’ way. And definitely not set out to misinform citizens that we currently have a well functioning democracy and government, because we definitely DO NOT.

 

Knowing from personal experience how ineffective current wellbeing and democracy services and library staff are, there will need to be extensive education in this area. Working on this democracy project might be sufficient to educate staff so they know how to answer ratepayer questions. Relying solely on a computer to provide the information is not appropriate or effective, which is reflected in the horrendous state of our community and society.   That is something I am aware of from my perspective as an intelligent educated disabled person rotting in poverty, on welfare being denied health care, welfare, housing and justice services required under New Zealand and international law.

 

Much of my knowledge, anger, unwellness and resentment comes from knowing the history of government, ‘socialist type laws’ and democracy in New Zealand. It is vitally important to show people comparisons and time-lines of when some of our unique constitutional laws were introduced, especially those that attempted to make us all one people in the most just, egalitarian ‘civilised’ country on earth. The fight against wealthy global elites who exploit peasant citizens for their own advancement is very old. That our country adopted their preferred extremist neo-liberal economic model is deeply distressing and of course achieved exactly what these cruel greedy powerful families wanted. Uncivilised societies will always revert to their most basic instinct of survival of the fittest – especially when their most basic human needs for safety, work, shelter and food security are removed.

 

Given my extensive knowledge of law, disability and the role of government in a democracy I am sure I could be of use to those developing this exhibit/information hub. It is crucial nothing important is left out and it is presented in a way that 80% of adult rate payers are able to understand and USE effectively. I don’t think hidden behind a column right beside the toy library is an appropriate place – after all children don’t pay rates and these topics are far beyond their comprehension and/or responsibility.   There are extensive areas for young people in the events centre/library, which from my personal observation are not used for anything important.

 

The excessive amounts of public money going into technology at the library has been most effective in improving the gaming experience for children and isolating people further with laptops. I apply the saying ‘garbage in, garbage out’, distracting children and adults with fictional stories, those things which aren’t important and manipulative ‘games’ is having a serious adverse impact on democracy and wellbeing in our society.

 

I vehemently disagree with the current neo-liberal controlled ‘Labour’ government, who have yet again dumped responsibility for solving the serious failures with their economic model onto ‘the community’ – ie wellbeing. There is absolutely NOTHING we can do locally about an extremist illegal form of economics that essentially advances globalist rich ‘big business’ people, while disadvantaging local small to medium sized businesses and further terrorising and profiting from the poorest 20-40% of our population.

 

Mayor John Booth and others have expressed how great it is that wellbeing has been put back in the hands of locals. From personal experience I know things are only going to get worse for me and others like me. I know the ignorance, bigotry and hate majority of people in this community have towards people who don’t work (or don’t have enough work), have disabilities between the ages of 17 and 70 years old, are victims of violent crimes and being denied extensive ACC/health care, welfare, homes and justice they are entitled to from central government under law. I know how badly women who have all their basic needs for safety, shelter and food security met, treat women like me who don’t.

 

I have no access the current myriad of ‘wellbeing’ religious, social enterprises, government and charity organisation and am in fact defamed, degraded, rejected, marginalised and police are used to terrorise me instead. Terrorise me for asking for the professional health care, welfare, housing and justice I am entitled to under multiple laws and court decisions. I am then further rejected and ignored because I am now a dysfunctional reflection of what is happening to me (a situation author and journalist Chris Hedges calls Anomie). Although my case is severe and extremely telling as to the levels of corruption and dysfunction within our current democracy. The only reason I don’t act on the suicidal ideation I now live with as a result of the harm I have been subjected to, is my concern for my fellow man and knowing cruel people associated with our government purposely drive me to suicide to silence me and what I say.

 

As an impoverished disabled artist, poet and intellectual, left to rot on welfare by ACC and others, it is my duty and obsession to truly reflect society – what I express is in opposition to the ‘ka pai’ HOPE marketing and propaganda we are subjected to constantly. When those with power exercise censorship and oppression to reject that truth, the psychological impacts for many are toxic rage that will not be silenced – whether we like it or not. For the miserly amount I am given on welfare (most of which my landlord and government get) I spend upward around 90 hours a week working for the good of my community by being focussed on my perspective from the bottom rather than the top. If ACC and others are going to deny people like myself the right to work and live with dignity, then I am going spend every waking hour dedicated to righting that very serious wrong – crime.

 

Please advise if the Councillors intend to redirect efforts of council, Events Centre and Library staff into putting together a professional and effective display of how to participate directly in a democracy. As effective as the work they did catering to the wants of children over the school holidays.

 

My rates spent on sleepovers for stuffed toys, groan, really? Did all those children who participated have safe stable decent homes to live in, with safe stable content parents? The PRIORITIES of our deeply dysfunctional society and those who lead it is the biggest barrier to justice, right, peace and a civilised society.

Sincerely

 

Jayne R

UN Civil Society Activist

 

 

Had a visit from police today – emails say it all I reakon


From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 6:15 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Re: Meeting – HELL NO, I WAY TO TERRIFIED AND UNWELL

s Hansen,

You can put it as nicely as you like, you know I am terrified of police and did not have a choice how I responded.  That was pretty obvious from my emails about how I wanted police to not come near me because I had recently started freaking out in the street when I saw a police car.  I’m not a criminal Jennifer, you are treating me like one, but I’m not, me hiding from you has been going on for a while, which is why you knew to come around to the bathroom I had gone to run and hide in, cause I have told you.

 

Ohhhh some matters, that means some really revolting powerful neo-liberal terrorist bigots, who hurt people like me ON PURPOSE AND FOR PROFIT, want me stopped from expressing how me and pretty much 50% of the population of NZ feel about what is happening in our country.  And about how 80% of us feel about abusive mental health services and our INHUMAN LIVING SITUATIONS caused by mass immigration and a lack of government providing for the disabled and poor local population in this hell hole – good on you for playing the game Jennifer.  Keeping all the written correspondence looking like you the good guys and I’m the bad person, Cambridge Analytica/Jacinda Ardern would be so proud.
As you are already well aware I don’t have a lawyer that can accompany me ANYWHERE, I can’t get the lawyer I am entitled to under the Magna Carta.  Alasdair Ross told me in no uncertain terms on Mon/Tues? that the ONLY work he would be doing was related to the criminal charges for legally protesting and being disabled, I was currently facing.  He is a legal aid appointed lawyer only for these charges, he is not MY LAWYER – human sewage like me don’t get our own lawyers.  As I am almost as terrified of lawyers as police and health professionals, after 17 years of gross injustice and not being able to get one.  Did you want to see the Law Society email and Susie Barnes letter about having unmet legal needs – which is illegal.
You are also well aware I do not have a support person, I have nobody in my life that is well enough or strong enough to accompany me in any of the things related to the punitive use of the justice system for my legal protests, police/government do.  Which I am subjected to for protesting and begging to have my ACC care reinstated after waiting nine years and/or a lawyer to protect me from this and other gross  injustices.
You witnessed the state of me when I had to fill out that form, you really think I can go through that again by going to the police station if I had a choice – HELL NO!  Not to mention all the triggering that happened back to the first serious assault by Q Hoera & threats by Allan French.  So still trying to drive them back to the hell they come from, yippee for me aye.  If you are going to arrest me and charge me etc, then I’ll come in, but I won’t be wanting any discussion about it, I’ll start singing if you try justifying your actions.  Or at least phone me first so I know you coming to arrest me, its so much less distressing for me than just turning up unexpectedly – don’t worry I wont’ run away.   That’s if giving any new charges to Alasdair Ross isn’t an option.
I’m crying now, after what I have been sending you, which you are completely ignoring.  There a great quote I saw last year on Aljazeera from a gang in Sth America, the leader of which refused to drive poor locals from their land to make way for neo-liberal terrorist elites.  He refused to do it for the $1million they offered him, but other gang members took the money.   He said THE TEARS OF THE POOR WILL CATCH UP WITH YOU ONE DAY.  I like that quote, makes me feel better somehow, makes me believe karma or God going to take its revenge for all the unnecessary suffering so many of us now experience.  In New Zealand we pay real estate agents $millions to do it legally – groan.  Everything Hitler did I Germany was legal, according to some famous activist guy.

You and your friends will also be pleased to hear I had a bad reaction at the supermarket today.  Saw a couple I know, havn’t seen for a while,  part of Green Dollars – that I no longer participate in cause I to poor and unwell.  She started to come towards me and I involuntarily backed away like she was going to hit me or something, my eyes widened and I became terrified.  I’m sure you all know what is happening to me, but its quite new for me, really upsetting as well.  She said I havn’t seen you for a long time and asked me how I was , I couldn’t speak for a while, then said not good, thanks any way and pretty much ran away and hid from her and her husband rest of the shop.   So supermarket shopping going to be interesting from now on.    Shame I can’t wear a mask or something so nobody knows its me.

 

I can’t bear people asking me how I am, feel like I’m going to burst into tears or fall on the ground and curl up in a ball.  I can’t lie any more, I can’t lie about how bad I feel, how terrified I am and how angry I am as well.  Pretty sure its partly caused by watching all this govt and powerful corporation propaganda show all over our media.  Especially the mental health stuff, that being the most offensive insult of them all.  Went to Warehouse stationery today and there some drivel about At Risk Youth and Salvation Army all over the place – groan.  Just so you know cool people don’t like Christian nerds and ramming Christianity down a disabled suicidal mentally injured poor person’s throat ain’t going to go well.   Would be better if they had the professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe stable affordable homes THEY ENTITLED TO UNDER NZ LAW AND AS A PAKEHA/MAORI CULTURAL RIGHT.

One thing the last few days has taught me, is the corruption and ignorance of what happening in the darklands to human sewage like me, is SOOOOO BAD I am never going to get through to any of these people.  The bible must be right, someone quoted me that bit in Timothy? that says what things are like end of days and I ticked every one of them.  Considering what I do to try and get people to be good and follow the law, its not surprising, is it – even that is predicted in the bible.  Just wish I believed in it more and I wouldn’t cry, self-harm and scream fire and brimstone at people who hurting us.  Ahhh the wood dragon personality, you should look it up – just being real and blunt, its who I am.
I know you and your neo-liberal friends won’t believe this of course, but I don’t intend to bother challenging these people any longer, I’ll just keep sending complaints and being rejected and doing what I have to in order to survive.  I will still send letters etc and tell them they going to hell for what they doing to me and others, its part of the thing you supposed to do before judgement day or whatever might happen – I hedging my bets.  Also I will continue to be real about how unwell I am, why and how we can fix it ie what we are already supposed to be doing according to THE LAW.  Still not convinced the big giant hand going to come and save us like all cowardly & heretic Christians are – still don’t understand that experience at New Year – “All darkness is in light before me.”   Wonder if you can guess what it means. gee wish these righteous ethical spiritual battles/wars had more clear instructions for us soldiers.
As I have said MANY TIMES BEFORE I am a civil society activist as defined by the UN Handbook on Civil Society (that includes the bit about being offensive when necessary – even though my tourettes stuff really doesn’t give me a choice at the moment) and I would never hurt anybody.  I am non-violent and threatening to write a poem about someone who is corrupt and grossly unjust, or protest in front of their home, isn’t a crime.  Or going tourettes at some revolting ignorant power tripping psychologist isn’t either.  Nor challenging powerful violent bullies.  Or whoever the rich powerful person is that wants you to threaten me to stop what I am doing. ie telling the truth.
If they don’t listen to me violence only going to get worse – just trying to stop that from happening – it appears what psychiatrists and lawyers say about me is true and I much wiser than all of you.   Best of luck with that by the way, bet the Americans are kitting you all out right now with the best gears to stop a revolution in New Zealand.  Why cause this when we don’t have to, why do this when it is wrong AND WTF HAS THIS GOT TO DO WITH ACC DENYING ME SERVICES AFTER WINNING TWO REVIEWS NINE YEARS AGO.  I wouldn’t even be protesting if they had just given me the care, I got well, got a job and carried on my merry ignorant way.
Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless
Sincerely
JR
CSA
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: HANSEN, Jennifer
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 3:14 PM
To: Jayne R
Subject: Meeting

Jayne,

As you are aware we attended your address this morning to speak with you however you declined to respond or open the door.

Police do need to address some matters with you however this needs to occur in person, not over the phone. I am therefore requesting for you to come to the Masterton Police Station tomorrow afternoon for this to occur.

Please let me know if this is not a possibility. You are welcome to bring your lawyer and/or a support person with you.

Regards,

Jen Hansen

Senior Sergeant AA93

Response Manager

Wairarapa Police

 

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From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 11:01 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Copy of the email I told you about

Which proves yet again you should be investigating and charging ACC under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act.  I am assuming those in BS Castle are stopping it, like they stopped Mike Sutton.  Yippee for disabled victims of crime aye!  The 1 million locals who subjected to 80% of it – mostly women I would imagine – which of course made the response to victims of ChCh shootings even more upsetting for those of us who get treated like human sewage by our communities.
Jayne

From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 10:32 AM
To: Alasdair Ross
Subject: The psych report will be a waste of time, I am trying to save the taxpayer money

Alasdair,
I am feeling a bit better today and my brain has spent the night processing all the data, so I woke up this morning and hope to explain things that you don’t understand after years working with mentally ill with lesser ability to operate in the  very complicated society we now have.  While I am a mentally injured person and would be quite capable of this level of functioning if I had the professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe stable place to live in my community I AM ENTITLED TO UNDER LAW.
The concept of low and high intelligence is irrelevant to me, as I know from the varied types of people I have associated with over my life, academic intelligence does not make you any more or less a person.  In fact people with more academic type intelligence like myself have an obligation to protect people who are not as good at these things. People who may be practical and good with their hands, natural healers and caregivers or amazing artisans, people I value more highly than those who good at University (who I am quite disgusted with at the moment).
You never answered me when me met if you were corrupt, but I don’t think you understood what I was talking about, and until this morning I didn’t really either.  After your comment yesterday that if I wanted mental health services then going through yet another terrifying and traumatising assessment was the ONLY WAY TO GET THEM.
Coincidentally my mental health file turned up today by courier – because of my disability I am unable to go through it, if I had you here I could, if I had the people and services I am entitled to under law, that I was receiving in 2009 through ACC – I would be able to.  In that file there is a report done 18months ago which says after meeting with me mental health decided I did not want any of the services they provide.   I was very upset about this and almost committed suicide when this report came out – I never have read it, a man from Directorate of Mental Health who promised me I would get services if I went through yet another assessment –  told me basics of what was in it.    When ACC illegally withdrew my care in 2009 and dumped me on public mental health, I was told repeatedly by these people they did not provide services like ACC had – which is deeply disturbing in so many ways – professional health care is professional health care, whoever provides it.
Mental health have continued to reject me for the past nine years and when I have tried to interact with organisations like Pathways or King Street Artworks the services were always grossly unreliable, unprofessional and in my case abusive psychological torture.  I know people within the system as well and I witness repeatedly the same appalling ‘health services’ (can’t even call it care) as I experienced when trying to get anything valuable, healing or caring from them.
It is a waste of time doing another report by public mental health because they do not provide the services I require, that I was receiving from ACC and won two Fairway reviews to have reinstated.
That is why you triggered me yesterday, your offensive comment about if I wanted services I had to go through this and accept what was offered.  What is offered DOES NOT WORK FOR PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF, never has and never will I imagine.  When ACC dumped me I spiralled into a really bad place and became highly suicidal as I lost so many people I was working with and relying on.  Mental health staff told me repeatedly, even when I was on the ground in the police station with my arms around a social workers ankles begging for care – MENTAL HEALTH DON’T PROVIDE SERVICES, YOU KNOW THAT JAYNE.   I know the MH worker who said that too me, Hugh – I knew him through a group I used to belong to and am sure I can get hold of him again if you need proof of what he said and what I am talking about.  He was an Occupational Therapist and intelligent man, he left mental health because he couldn’t stand by and watch people suffer and die.
I am trying to save the court and mental health system time and money.   Yesterday I got Fairway Resolutions to send you copies of the two reviews I won, I have also asked ACC to provide you with the two reports by Dr Alan Doris, one of which I can find and will send you a copy today.  That report by Justin Barry-Walsh was extremely unprofessional, I studied health, rehabilitation and disability, I know what a professional report is supposed to look like.  I also know he violated medical council rules by only consulting with public mental health services who were refusing me care and having a serious conflict of interest in his association with the government – who are also hell bent on denying victims of crime like myself the extensive health care and homes we are entitled to under not just ACC law, but multiple other laws (including international ratified UN treaties).
This is what I want you to tell the judge on Monday.  I don’t want to waste the time of these people, they are busy and as you will see from above, there is no reason to do the next one.  If you can’t get me out of it I will do it, with whoever you choose, but I will be telling that person exactly the same thing and I still want Jason (Court security guard) to be there so I feel safe and in Wellington.
Also when the decision was made by the judge to get those psych reports done, the reason was that I was being refused Legal Aid and needed proof I couldn’t represent myself.  When I told you this when I met you, you acted like I had not even spoken, please explain why you did that?
I have just had the police here – absolutely terrified and can’t stop shaking – I locked everything and hid in my bathroom for an hour or more until I was sure they were gone and was able to take my fingers out of my ears and stop rocking.  Not sure why they came, I’ll email Snr Sgt Jennifer Henson and find out after I have finished this.  I used to answer the door and find out what they wanted, now I am so unwell and so terrified of them after so many unresolved physically and psychologically violent encounters that is the only thing I can do.
Because of my stress disorder I am always vigilant when in my lounge to every car that goes past and every person, always think it is police coming to hurt me again.  Thank God I locked the back door as well as the front, they tried to get in and tapped on my bathroom window – because I have told them how I react when they turn up.  Shame they didn’t phone me and tell me what they wanted, would have saved them time and not traumatised me quite as much.
I am really not sure if I will be able to put myself through appearing in court on Monday, especially now police have been here.  However I might protest outside, it will be busy on Monday, lots of people who like what I do.
If you can’t understand these instructions, or don’t want to do what I ask you please contact me.  Don’t worry I won’t flip out, that was more to do with personal shit that was happening.  I have serious attachment issues you see, part of the cruel criminal neglect I have suffered over the years.  Particularly the serious psychological damage ACC caused in 2009 when they illegally withdrew all my care.
Also I have my file here that you need to see, I can’t afford to photocopy it.
Please advise your address so I can send the Dr Alan Doris report.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE
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From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 10:49 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: YIPES, WHY WERE YOU AT MY HOUSE?

What the hell, you are never going to get a different response than what happened today, after years of unresolved physical and psychological abuse and my mental health being so bad, that is the only thing my body wants to do when it sees a police officer heading to my house.
I told you how bad it had become and that police shouldn’t approach me if I was freaking out in the street and what did you do – you came here anyway.  WHY DIDN’T YOU CALL, if you are pissed off with something I said to someone over past couple of days or something I emailed, then call me on the phone – you have my number.  Just add whatever to the charges I’m facing, its at your discretion after all.   Even calls upset me but not so much as actually coming to my home. YIPES
Not sure if you understand what a phobia is, but that is how I’m responding at the moment.   I did have a police car go past the other day and I was OK, was hoping it had stopped, you not listening to me probably just made the situation worse.
Also please don’t be so naïve as to think because I have met you and you were civil to me that I trust you one little bit.  I don’t trust anyone, for good reason, I DON’T TRUST ANYBODY. You are still the person refusing to investigate and charge ACC under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act.  In fact I sent quite a good letter to my new lawyer this morning, I might send you a
copy too – I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE.
Call me  –  please do not come back – I’m going to be terrified all day if I think you are going to come back – that does not help with what happening – I had just come right.   Even better text me.  If it was a welfare check then I got through this latest suicidal episode alone as usual, by self-harming and a young man on facebook I just got to know, and of course raging ‘tourettes’ against the machine that persecutes me and everybody like me.  If it was about me holding people in power to account, then like I said just charge me and add to the list.  I will probably be outside court on Monday while my new lawyer is inside, you can interact with me there, or give anything to him so he can pass on to me!
Sincerely
Jayne
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: JR
Sent: Tuesday, 2 July 2019 2:36 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Please ask officers not to approach me if I’m freaking out in the street

I had a really bad reaction to police today, I was on my bike, havn’t been for ages, I find going out difficult.  Came around the corner from High Street in Carterton into Rexwood Street and a police car was coming towards me.   I pulled my bike onto a lawn stood up, put my head down, closed my eyes and my hands up to my face, listening to the car go past, wait at the intersection and leave.  HE DIDN’T LEAVE, he reversed back and bought the car over and parked near me, I completely freaked out then.
Totally terrified, kept repeating go away and leave me alone, ran away to the other side of the road with my bike and stood beside a shrub  shaking with my back to him for about 5 mins, hoping he would, he did.   I am still freaking out about it, couldn’t stop shaking first few hours, got to my friends and for at least 2 hours was on the verge of crying.  Didn’t want to bike back home but had to, don’t know how I am going to force myself to go out again.  It is so humiliating to have that happen and I’m really upset about it.
The officer did say something but I don’t know what, he wasn’t intimidating or anything, he was probably concerned cause he could see I was distressed.   Please tell them not to approach me at the moment, I don’t know what’s going on, I’ve never had this sort of response before.  I’m hoping if I’m protesting I’ll cope, bit more mentally prepared and empowered.  I’m hoping it won’t last, or get worse.
When I put my head down, shut my eyes and put my hands to my face/ears/eyes it is me responding to being overwhelmed, I can’t take in any more stimuli from my environment I must have total concentration on what is happening so I don’t end up curled up in a ball on the ground.
I’m not sure what has triggered this, but I suspect its just EVERYTHING, unresolved EVERYTHING and meeting my lawyer for first time yesterday and having to recount four years of what been happening that got me to this point.  Also being so isolated doesn’t help.
Sincerely
Jayne

From: JR
Sent: Sunday, 30 June 2019 1:51 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Update

Am sick again, my bladder and kidneys again, that time of the month, I desperately need those tests done I supposed to have five years ago, I desperately need a doctor, I desperately need my ACC care reinstated.  But then you know all that don’t you Jen and you enjoy doing nothing about it.
Heard through the grapevine police told those real estate agents to stop whining.  Please advise how police explained away what they have done to me, what ACC have done to me and how the selling off of local housing to rich new residents (everybody who rich who owns and can buy property) and driving disabled and poor locals from their homes, causing suicide, self-harm, violence and addiction?
Still can’t understand why I was not allowed at that meeting, don’t understand why minutes weren’t kept if it was a formal council meeting.  With council members who refuse to meet with me and have done for years.
Also just managed to take myself for a slow walk to see mentally ill friend of mine I worried about, Salvation Army dumped him for two people they liked better and needed paid jobs – he had worked for them for free for over 3 years.   On the way home I reacted badly when I saw a police car coming towards me, stopped put my head down and became petrified, couldn’t move – cried the rest of the way home and still crying now.
How insane am I going to look now if that keeps happening in the street, no wonder I seldom go out.  Wonder why its got this bad at the moment???  Probably because I been let down by several different organisations and people which are obviously corrupt and feel it is their legal duty to refuse any complaints I ever make – because I’m the one who is mentally ill – not the people hurting me or denying me care – I am.
The most horrendous hate going on facebook, from immigrants, when any Kiwi says there is nowhere for them to live they call them fascist and abuse them.   Got really abused when I said how much I hate Salvation Army for what they have done to me and my friend – its all those great ex-junkes, criminals, alcoholics etc.  You say anything against the Salvation Army and they know every way to abuse someone.   I’m sure you’ll be laughing at me telling you this because of my ‘tourettes’ stuff.
WISH I WAS DEAD
JR
HUMAN SEWAGE
I’m wondering do you know why ACC refuse to reinstate my care after waiting nine years – nobody will tell me – someone must know.  You must be making the decision not to apply Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act in regard to ACC and mental health for some reason – I can’t think what – except of course you and the government are corrupt – but I would like to know.

From: JR
Sent: Friday, 28 June 2019 10:36 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: OIA request

Ms Hansen,
I was given details of two police officers (Scott Millar and Barry Bysouth) who attended a meeting with Carterton District Council staff and a number of real estate agents at the end of May.  Under the OIA request the council were forced to tell me it happened – even when it is illegal/unconstitutional and I was not invited.  They also told me no minutes were kept of this OFFICIAL MEETING and refused to tell me what transpired.
As police are so good at keeping record of these sorts of things can the two officers involved please provide details of what happened at the meeting and what the outcome was????  You never responded to my emails at the time?  After what happened with Chris McGaw recently and 3 Mile I am concerned you are spreading vindictive lies and hate so other people in the community don’t know just how corrupt our government really are.
It has come to my attention recently that because I refer to the bible in some of my correspondence gay people in positions of power are discriminating against me on the basis of the few things I know about the bible and hope they are true in regards to end of days and all the bad people being removed so decent people like myself can get on and live with dignity.   Are you gay Jennifer, why do you HATE me and want me to commit suicide and be persecuted for telling the truth about what is happening to me and other disabled mentally injured victims of crime and ACC.
It has also come to my attention that Freemasons are considerably powerful in New Zealand and HATE all victims of crime rotting on welfare because they cannot get health care, welfare/homes, or justice they are entitled to by law.  According to the horrendous bigot I encountered on the Freemasons facebook page, any health care or welfare I am entitled to under NZ laws and international treaties aren’t valid.  Apparently I have a sense of entitlement that is offensive to ALL FREEMASONS, when I am just asking for Rule of Law to be followed.   You know those laws Jennifer – Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act, plus racism I am being subjected to as a native resident of New Zealand.
Please send the details of what transpired at Carterton Council in writing, it only needs to be a couple of paragraphs about why police would turn up to this in the first place and what happened.  I don’t get to have meetings with council and real estate agents about them violating constitutional laws and accept the fact they are profiting from driving disabled and poor locals out of their homes in acts of HATE and inciting HATE with their never-ending offensive, insulting marketing (that comes right into our homes).
What a disgrace the business and leaders of this community are, what a disgrace the police are – you must be really desperate for work if persecuting disabled victims of crime who being denied health care and homes they are entitled to is what you want to do for a living.
JR
CSA
HUMAN SEWAGE

Wairarapa Citizens Advice Bureau – start of the neo-liberal TORTURE WHEEL of HATE


From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 26 June 2019 7:28 PM
To: wairarapa@cab.org.nz
Subject: Your TV show is horrible, its like you describe another world NOBODY I KNOW BELONGS TO

I was watching it again today at 6.58pm and I heard you talk about insurance – I DON’T HAVE INSURANCE AND NOBODY I KNOW CAN AFFORD IT EITHER. I don’t understand what budget guy was on about.

Also you went on about people being proud and EVERYBODY is poor some time in their life and its OK to ask for help.   Again, not sure what world you live in, but the darklands is full of people who are permanently injured/disabled/sick,  many suffering affects of violence and degrading, grinding, never ending poverty.   People who are depressed for years on end, people who drink, people who on strong psychotic medication, gamblers, people who are dying, people who self-harm to cope,  suicidal people -lots of them, people who do illegal and legal drugs that turn them into boring zombies, people who live in old run down houses paying $320/wk, people who can’t go to funerals, who can’t throw a party for their 21 year old son.  Those who can’t visit their child after a car accident that almost claimed their lives, so they can hug them.

You reject everything I say about what is happening, Wairarapa has censored by art for almost a decade, telling community what was happening. You all ignored it, you all ignored it and look at people who poor and victims of crime as OBJECTS OF PITY.  You/govt put us here, you made us poor, you and ACC, and mental health, and our cruel corrupt government and all the immigrants, and neo-liberalism – inequality and austerity over past 30 years.

Its so distressing, you tell lies to people about what human sewage like me actually get to survive.  Grant says he has to go to WINZ with people every week – BECAUSE SOME WINZ STAFF ARE SOOOO DEGRADING and forms are so complicated (while businesses get less forms & less complication).  Only today a disabled friend who desperately needed a food grant because she was only paid $30, she started a part time job, she has not been well and didn’t go last week. WINZ still took money off her.  Even though she had no money on her phone & couldn’t phone WINZ, who today was completely panicked as to how she was going to live this week.  I have to listen to the stories all the time, it upsets and terrifies me too.  WHEN SHE BEGGED for a food grant from WINZ and said to the woman I have nothing in my cupboards.  She responded immediately by saying “Food grants aren’t there to fill your cupboards.”  My friend burst into tears, what are they there for then???

My friend has also finally been moved over to the invalids benefit after four years – supposed to be only 2 and will be extremely relieved to get $120 a week (after rent and power paid) instead of the $50 she has been getting.   She is in her 40s, she was an abuse victim, she was also a caregiver for many years, a very good one.  Becoming so unwell after getting involved with a violent man she could no longer go to work and pretend nothing was wrong, she just cried and cried.  Disabled friends told her for years ago to go to her doctor about it as we all knew we was so broke and none of us could help her out because we barely get enough ourselves.  She got up the courage year ago to ask her doctor Matt Mills – he told her it would be a step backwards if she went on invalids over 12 months ago and refused to do it.  The suffering and poverty she has had to go to, the degrading begging for food and people at foodbanks being so happy she is there begging.

Do you want me to go on your show and tell you and your listeners the facts of what rotting on welfare is like, thanks to ACC and other appalling health services, like mental health.   You people are so horrible when you say people can get over it, people should have hope. THERE IS NO HOPE AND THERE IS NO GETTING OVER IT – because when you live in the darklands to experience 80% of the crime, another trauma is just around the corner.  Another dangerous mentally ill person, for me more police violence, more ACC refusing to reinstate my care when  I won two court cases nine years ago.  More intimidation, more hate, more discrimination.

You wonder why I flip out and ‘go tourettes’ but if I try and tell anybody I’m abused myself for it – I am a reflection of the HATE and terror I am subjected to.  As an artist it is my obligation to show you what you are doing.  I get $490 with the energy grant of $20 for a few months.  My rent is $320, I have lived like this and worse for 17 years.  My forms say I been waiting for treatment for past 9 years, that how I get invalids and temporary addition support.  I know other people who live almost worse, going in and out of temporary, soul destroying jobs, that hurt their bodies and often aggravate there already terrible mental health.

You all keep saying how wonderful everything is, or talking about how well people who work are getting on, never about human sewage like me and people I know.   I am sure you have been told a big pile of lies about me, the number of complaints I make about very serious issues that are ignored.  Being refused care over and over between public mental health services and ACC providers,  keep being told I am going to get care, they advertise it is there and when I try access it I am denied.  Or I encounter such appalling staff behaviour, incompetence and discrimination I am severely traumatised and cannot return.  The agencies here are all co-ordinated in their efforts to lavish some people with huge amounts of ‘support’ while others like me are terrorised by police, discredited, degraded and rejected.

Please stop lying on TV about what is happening in this community, none of you would be able to cope for years on welfare, begging for health care and somewhere safe to live that you entitled to – NONE OF YOU.    Pretending there is help for people, when the amount of help is so low and so difficult to access, it is so degrading and their are so many forms that ask horrendous degrading insulting questions.   YOU PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (eg govt providing 1000 homes for homeless people when there over 40,000 homeless – many living in dangerous situations who also ignored).

It is shameful what you do, it is hurting this community, you need to get real about what life is like for the TARGETED disabled, mentally injured victims of crime, mentally ill, hurt and sick.  It is like we don’t even exist ALSO watching huge amounts of charity money being wasted on extravagant sports arts and business projects – its disgusting, its offensive, it is insulting and IT IS CRUEL.

Going on and on and on and on about caring about each other and helping each other when the government spends its days persecuting the poorest and most vulnerable people.  Forcing long term disabled people to beg and repeatedly go to doctors just for forms.   What Jacinda ardern is still doing to people on welfare is CRUEL NOT KIND.  You are the community WHY DON’T YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If people on disability were getting invalids benefit rates that would be $60 a week more IN THE COMMUNITY, IN THE HANDS OF SHOPS AND OTHER SERVICES. I believe there are $millions being withheld by doctors, social workers and medical people – because John Key govt went around telling them people are addicted to welfare.  ewwww Poor people spend their money locally, rich people who coming to Wairarapa more likely to spend their money somewhere else.  Poor victims of crime who have never hurt anybody, who are treated like human sewage in this community – so badly they can’t heal LIKE RICH PEOPLE WHO ARE ABUSED CAN.  RICH PEOPLE WITH RICH FAMILIES!!!!!

Was talking with a young woman at karaoke last week, she had mental health issues – suicidal – and her and her friends saying same thing – what the government says and what they do are two different things.  What you at CAB say is supposed to happen just doesn’t happen for most people.  Its like telling people they can get a lawyer, that is not true in my case and I have letters from lawyers and Law Society saying I cannot get a lawyer to make ACC reinstate my care.  You all know this, you all know some of what is happening to me and YOU DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING – YOU MAKE THINGS WORSE BY IGNORING IT.

Nobody cares what people who have everything they need want to make their lives happier – like a destitute victim of crime denied ACC care to patronise and degrading so they feel superior.  You can say all you want on TV how people should take charity – BUT WHY SHOULD THEY WHEN THEY ONLY FORCED TO BEG BECAUSE THEY BEING DENIED HEALTH CARE THEY ENTITLED TO OR WELFARE THEY ENTITLED TO OR JOB THEY ENTITLED TO (refer ratified UN treaty on economic social and cultural rights).
I hate this country, I hate its people, those people who have come here recently are full of HATE for those they are driving from their homes.  I have these immigrants abuse me on facebook and call me a filthy fascist for even saying immigrants are diving disabled and poor locals from their homes and creating suicide, violence, rape, abuse etc.  Then I have gang members threatening me with harm for not wanting abuser Harry Tam on abuse any state care inquiry.

You people are so sheltered, “I wish I could touch you and then, you would know how much pain I got through, then you might help me get the care I am legally entitled to”.  I havn’t seen a doctor in over four years, I’m sick, not just mental health, also my ankle knee and bladder – I was supposed to have tests five years ago, but because ACC refuse to reinstate my care so I have a mental health worker and support I still cannot go.  If I did it would cost me $75 I would have to pay WInZ back because I’m not registered.  Only people who under Pathways or some other organisation get to see or register with doctors.    Again it a matter of if they like you or not, its grossly unprofessional and criminally negligent but then when do health providers, especially mental health workers EVER take responsibility for the harm they cause.

Sincerely
JR
HUMAN SEWAGE

Kieran McAnulty please help me understand why this is happening to me?

Feeling really distressed, like my heart is breaking, I just want this nightmare to end.  I’m so tough and angry and fighting some of the time, but most of the time I just don’t understand and feel like I do below.

YIPES – just checked this post and someone has deleted the email – bloody hell, wonder what else they have changed on my website.    These people are so powerful and have soooooo much money, I am sure they would kill me outright if they could get away with it – driving IMPOVERISHED VICTIMS OF CRIME to suicide who ask for health care and justice is 21st century government cruelty and HATE.

Look up Kieran, not many of you would have heard of him, he high up on party list, now keep an eye on Jacinda and you will see him as one of the privileged few standing behind her in many of the marketing/propaganda shots.  Pretty sure he sits behind her in Parliament, ewwwww.

rom: JR
Sent: Sunday, 23 June 2019 11:33 PM
To: kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz
Subject: WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF, WHY AREN’T YOU HELPING ME GET ACC I SUPPOSED TO HAVE – I DON’T UNDERSTAND

I don’t understand why you are doing this Kieran.  You promised me for four years before you got into Parliament that you would help me get my ACC care when YOU WERE IN GOVERNMENT.   I don’t understand why you lied, I don’t understand why ACC are continuing to refuse to reinstate my care I WON TWO COURT CASES NINE YEARS AGO.  I don’t understand why ACC continue to gloat about having $10,000 in unpaid Independence Allowance sitting there and refusing to give it to me.

I don’t understand why you HATE me, I don’t understand why your staff HATE me, I don’t understand what is happening, I don’t understand why everybody is so desperate that I don’t get ACC care or the money reinstated.  Please it is really really terrifying for me not to know WHY YOU ARE DOING THIS TO ME, WHY ACC ARE DOING THIS TO ME, WHY POLICE ARE DOING THIS TO ME.

Please I don’t understand, I thought I lived in a democracy, I thought police upheld the law, I thought the government were honest, I don’t understand, why did I ever do to you, why are you doing this to me.

Did you see me in Carterton?????  I was coming to recite my poem about you, to your face, to show you what you are doing to me and other people???   I don’t understand, I really don’t please help me understand, please.  What am I supposed to do,  what have I done wrong, what do you want me to do????   I don’t understand, I don’t want to die, I just want to get help and get back to work so I can afford to live.  I’m an intelligent person Kieran, why are you doing this to me, I just want to work, why won’t you let me get the help I am entitled to so I can work.  I would do this protesting if I got the help you know I entitled to and desperately need.

Please, please I can’t stop crying, please, why are you trying to drive me to suicide, I don’t understand.  You told me, you promised me my ACC care would be reinstated when you become the government.  You said you couldn’t do anything if you weren’t the government – I don’t understand.    Have you known all along the government and ACC were driving people to suicide purposely.  You can’t be that cruel can you???

The more you hurt me, the more I have to protest, the more you hurt innocent victims of crime who desperately need safe stable housing, food security and enough money to live, the more I will have to go and stand in the street with signs and chalk everywhere.  Why won’t you allow me to see a doctor, why do you allow the police to not investigate and take ACC and MH to court for denying me services I AM ENTITLED TO – THAT YOU SAY ARE THERE IN ALL YOUR MARKETING.

I met a young woman at the karaoke on Thursday, she loved my poetry, she could sing, she said she has lots of friends that all saying what the government say they are doing is opposite to what they are doing.   Also met a young musician starting up a new musician club – HE LOVED MY attitude and my work.     Kieran you are hurting people on purpose, you are responsible for women and children being sexually and physically abused, you are responsible for people being so poor they have to beg for food and those who are too proud to have to kill themselves.

I don’t understand Kieran, please tell me why Tracey Martin and the OT CEO are expected to resign and yet politicians aren’t allowed to investigate my complaints????   You told me when you got into power separation of powers meant you could not intervene in government organisations and yet everybody is expecting the minister to step down??????  I don’t understand???????

My heart is broken, I am a good person Kieran, why are you doing this to me, why do you have police, ACC, courts etc doing this to me, I don’t understand.  What is going on at ACC that you are prepared to violate RULE OF LAW and make sure I don’t get help and don’t get back to work and don’t have anywhere safe and stable to live – I DON’T UNDERSTAND KIERAN.

So I been doing a bit of chalking and telling people about your poem – when I read that poem it actually makes me feel better, it relieves some of the overwhelming distress and despair you make me feel, your government makes me feel.  I’m sure you must be well trained in how to drive people to suicide and violence who ask for health care, homes and to be treated with dignity – but I don’t understand why.  I can see why people call someone like reptilian – are you – do you take drugs to make you so callous, cruel and corrupt.  Has someone promised you money, riches for your lifetime?????  Are all those things other people say about how corrupt and cruel the government, police, courts etc true.

I never wanted to believe it, I never have, I can’t understand why you would be so cruel to a victim of abuse and of course all the other bad things that have happened since – mostly because I didn’t have anywhere safe and stable and affordable to live.  I can’t stop crying, please please help me understand why you are doing this to me.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: JR
Sent: Sunday, 23 June 2019 11:50 PM
To: kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz
Subject: You can read the email online


From: Jayne Routhan
Sent: Sunday, 23 June 2019 11:33 PM
To: kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz
Subject: WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF, WHY AREN’T YOU HELPING ME GET ACC I SUPPOSED TO HAVE – I DON’T UNDERSTAND

I don’t understand why you are doing this Kieran.  You promised me for four years before you got into Parliament that you would help me get my ACC care when YOU WERE IN GOVERNMENT.   I don’t understand why you lied, I don’t understand why ACC are continuing to refuse to reinstate my care I WON TWO COURT CASES NINE YEARS AGO.  I don’t understand why ACC continue to gloat about having $10,000 in unpaid…….

Alan Pollard Trust House Wairarapa PLEASE CONTACT ME URGENTLY

Here is my latest email to Trust House

From: jrouthan@hotmail.co.nz
Sent: Friday, 14 June 2019 11:49 AM
To: info@trusthouse.co.nz
Subject: Attention: Alan Pollard

Dear Alan,
I have yet again left you a message to contact me, which you have failed to do many times before.

The reason this time is my absolute disgust and trauma watching your latest marketing propaganda on Wairarapa TV.  If you look up the word propaganda I am using it correctly.  I know this marketing is in response to my latest graffiti art exposing the corruption, greed, suffering, suicide, social dysfunction, violence, crime and extreme harm being caused to our community in the Wairarapa region.

Harm that is caused by Trust House and their appalling immoral (criminal as all neo-liberal advancing rich and persecuting poor for profit is) behaviour giving money to middle class and rich people though extravagant COMPLETELY UNNECESSARY WANTS through sports, arts, tourist and business promotion.

It is interesting how my years working on getting the treatment care rehabilitation, safe home and justice I am entitled to from ACC alerted me to the gross corruption, suicide, violence, crime etc neo-liberals like yourself were perpetrating in our society.  How you had in fact committed cultural genocide on our unique Pakeha/Maori country that from its inception rejected English elitsm and inequality at its most vile.  Your demand for Trust House properties to have houses removed and filled with high rise apartments for us filthy disgusting poor is proof you are doing this.  I know for a fact 1/4 acre sections are MY PAKEHA CULTURE, these were so people could be self-reliant even if global financial trade and markets crashed and NZ became impoverished.  We could still grow food for ourselves and each other.

Anyway enough of me telling you what you are, you know what you are – that is why every time I do a protest you come back with an intensive advertising campaign to try and brainwash (which is illegal under UN international law) the majority of people with your propaganda.  Backed up of course with the propaganda experts in New Zealand Mediaworks.

Seems to me those in power are starting to realise those being harmed (which is more and more people as immigrants are welcomed to NZ when the government know there is nowhere for them to live and they will be driven into more dangerous and inhuman living situations).

I have many ideas on how corrupt cruel neo-liberal criminals/terrorists like yourself can get out of your predicament.  It will help you all save face a little but it is still going to require admitting what you have done to INCITE hate, suicide, violence, unemployment, elitism, terrorism, homelessness and TERROR into the hearts of the most vulnerable and poorest citizens.  NOTE: THAT DOES NOT INCLUDE ADDICTS – I don’t like addicts, they are the people who most hurt me – I’m sick of addicts getting so much when I GET ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

Corrupt government officials have purposely made sure I get no health care whatsoever, I havn’t seen a doctor in over three years, I get no professional mental health services, I am not even allowed to go to the foodbank, I am not allowed to phone 1737, I am not allowed to phone Healthline.  When I go to the hospital for anything – which I am terrified of doing because of the police violence and how I was treated after it by nursing staff – things are made very difficult for me.  After a recent accident the A&E doctor ordered x-rays and when I went to get them they had been cancelled and even requests for why and who were refused.

What they are doing to me to hurt me for trying to get ACC care I am entitled to and home I am entitled to under multiple NZ laws is deeply disturbing in the 21st Century.  Proves without doubt, just on my case alone, that New Zealand IS NOT a democracy and DOES NOT follow Rule of Law.  You must of course know this because you do everything you can to censor and oppress the truth I am telling.  That is what happens with bigoted new immigrants, its comparative to the number of step parents who serious abuse step children – they have no connection to them so they find it more easily to be abusive without guilt.

I’ve been talking with Toby at Wairarapa TV who is freaking out currently because I warned him, out of courtesy, I was going to make a complaint to the Broadcasting Standards Authority about your horrendous propaganda about how you are Commercial Strength for Public Good – even saying it now makes me dry reach and cry (that is a literal comment by the way).  The art I am creating in response to this is Corporate Power for Public exploitation.  Corporate power for public persecution. Corporate HATE for public VIOLENCE.  So so many things I will be doing, new process I have is so cheap to do and so effective according to people I know.

Two weeks ago my daughter who lives in Whakatane had a bad car accident and could have died, she is very lucky.  She didn’t end up with any permanent injuries just a lot of bruising whiplash etc.  I was the first person Megan rang the day after, it was her birthday yesterday, she turned 24.  Ask a mother you know how they would feel if they couldn’t go to their child – no matter what age – and hug them.  Like those people around her are doing, like her boyfriends parents are doing, her boyfriends mother who she doesn’t know that well is their holding my baby comforting my baby.  I can’t go because I am too poor because ACC refuses to reinstate my care after winning two court cases nine years ago so I can return to work and afford to live.

Her father has been to see her and her sister (who just built a house in Solway) is going to see her.  I can’t send her a present and Megan only feels sorry for me, so both of my children barely speak to me and nobody ever asks me how things are because they know I would say OK when I am not copying and highly suicidal because of it (on top of the rape trauma that set this ball in motion 17 years ago – 17 years begging ACC for what I know I am entitled to and need).

She was down here several months ago because her father who lives in Palmerston North had a bad turn.  She came to Carterton for the night with her boyfriend and stayed with a friend, not with me.  I met her for a quick coffee first day they arrived.  We organised for them to come for brunch before they left to go back to Palmy the next day.  I had no money, someone had loaned me money to get my car warranted and three months rego, I used that buying food for brunch, only bacon, some nice bread and eggs and a few other things so they wouldn’t see I had no food in my cupboards BECAUSE I WAS SO ASHAMED AND DIDN’T WANT HER BOYFRIEND OR HER TO KNOW.  Why should my children be forced to buy me food when ACC are currently holding $10,000 in unpaid Independence Allowance they were supposed to reinstate 2010/11 when I won the two ACC court reviews.  Money they hold and gloat about it to WINZ who then tell me to go to the food bank because I’ve used up all my food grants.

This is just one of hundreds of inhuman living situations I am being subjected to, one of the hundreds of reasons to have absolutely no hope for the future, for being safe from dysfunctional and addicts in the community as well as violent abusive neo-liberal police.  I can’t save for my retirement like other people do, so when they talk about it I become extremely distressed knowing how dangerous and inhuman my living situation is going to be forever.  Killing myself would be the end to the suffering for myself and my children – rest of my family are just like you so I don’t care what happens to them.  I don’t have any friends who work any more after the last one (who I saved the life of during a heart emergency and was executor of her will) violently assaulted me and subjected me to a tirade of abuse so bad it could easily have been you standing there.  Telling me I was a loser who didn’t want to work, it was my fault I was poor, etc etc etc etc etc.

I look forward to your phone call to arrange a time, but I have no intention of doing anything less than a face to face meeting with you and whoever you think necessary.   It is essential that this meeting is recorded for my protection.  That includes local police or preferably Jason, the security guard at Masterton Court who I trust to protect me and you.  It is part of my extremely life-threatening disability Complex PTSD that I have violence issues.  Nothing I can do about it except understand our government purposely drive terrorised victims of crime and economic violence to physical violence against those around them, police etc.  To create jobs in your CORPORATE TERRORIST world and of course to create self-righteous indignation against those you know are being purposely persecuted and exploited and disenfranchised and marginalised and……….  I also developed a tourettes type aspect to my disorder and had it confirmed by medical professionals, I cannot stop the insults and swearing in my head from coming out of my mouth when I am insulted or patronised.

For 17 years taxpayers have been paying my wages and I have worked tireless and at great personal expense to do EVERYTHING within my power, knowledge and experience to ensure justice and right is upheld in New Zealand.  I have worked for below minimum wage and suffered the most horrific long term persecution, degradation and discrediting in my community because of my work.

I will be making this email public and again try to rally myself from the depths of suicidal hell in the neo-liberal darklands of Death Valley Wairarapa.  You can choose to ignore it or you can choose to stop persecuting people who DO NOT DESERVE IT and work out with me how to change your violent abusive behaviour and that of others who perpetrate HATE, rather than just respond with HATE SPEECH.

Hopefully this email won’t result in further economic, housing and police violence – which I am thinking it has about a 50/50 chance of doing.

To start the ball rolling getting my art, poetry, music etc into the faces and minds of the people I identify as harming people when they don’t understand the consequences of what they do is top priority and imperative.  Ensuring I am not financially disadvantaged for doing this is also important.

PLEASE CONTACT Toby WAIRARAPA TV if you want to engage with me and what I am trying to do – to help all New Zealanders and restore civil society in New Zealand.  Please reassure him my idea of doing shows that explain all the constitutional laws and UN treaties etc NZ government are supposed to act under would be OK with you.  Explaining to people about human rights, disabled rights, civil rights to protest, economic social and cultural rights, how to participate in a democracy and what Rule of Law means etc is actually supported by Trust House and he can go ahead and start to organise it.

You should also go to my website and see my latest idea about redirection of ALL CHARITY MONEY into people in need – where it always should have been, not in extravagant sports, arts, tourism and business projects.  Where Trust House has become a neo-liberal abomination due to this insane focus away from people in need, victims of crime, people hurt at work, home sport etc, people who get sick, etc etc.  You really must know how many people in this community completely despise Trust House, they’ll take money from them of course, but most people in this community are ashamed.  Trust House might have worked when NZ had a mostly decent society prior to 1984 neo-liberal takeover but not now – now what you do is sickening and deeply disturbing.    Tell me do you come up with those marketing phrases to brainwash yourselves that what you do is good, or does someone else????  Ewwwwwww

NOTE: I will be continuing and stepping up my non-violent graffiti, along with encouraging others to do it.  However I know how angry people are right now, angry and unwell after years of this elitist insanity, so make sure you don’t blame me for people blaming you for the HATE you incite.  I’ve spent 17 years trying to stop it and over that time told Trust House many times what was happening, only to be ignored.

I truly hope you are deeply ashamed in the part you and others have played to drive suicide in our region, I truly hope you have the courage, ethics and morals to take responsibility for the violence and harm you have caused with your ignorance and bigotry.  I truly hope you take this opportunity I am offering you to address your horrendous behaviour and share what innocent decent artists and intellectuals like me are going through.  I never used to understand I was intelligent until a psychiatric report said I was intelligent, didn’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional – which of course makes everybody who disagrees with me, all of those things.

Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless

I gave the receptionist my phone numbers, here they are again, 379 6403 or 027 3040120, wonder if your staff think of poorly of you as so many of us do.  Must be shameful for them knowing what you do and how people they know and care about are treated during this government created housing crisis.

Sincerely
JR
UN Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

Wairarapa Real Estate industry & local govt trying to violate my FREEDOM OF SPEECH – AHHHH NAH

Was warned by someone there is a meeting today in Carterton demanded by local real estate agents – particularly Harcourts – with Mayor John Booth and the Carterton District Council.  Here is my email response to various people and I’m putting this on my website TO PROTECT MYSELF.  Please read and contact Mayor John Booth  NZ 06 379 4030 or any member of the council about it, contact your MP about it as well.  Everybody is fine to protect fascists when their freedom of speech is violated – so I need the arts and legal community to protect me.

The more people who know what is happening the safer I am, wonder if my landlord been put under any pressure to evict me yet?   They were here yesterday doing some work, everything seemed OK, but you can’t trust anybody in this neo-liberal terrorist heart of New Zealand.   I only live a few kms from the VERY CENTRE of New Zealand – middle earth.  And I can assure you I am Frodo and this is a fight for our humanity – yipes.


From: JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 10:06 AM
To: news TVNZ; Breakfast TVNZ; theprojectnz@mediaworks.co.nz; am@amandamillar.co.nz; radiomediaworks@gmail.com; tdbadvertising@gmail.com; contact@9news.com.au
Subject: URGENT – Freedom of speech and expression for suicidal victims of crime in New Zealand – YEAH RIGHT! – AHHHHH NAH!

Freedom of speech and expression – YEAH RIGHT!
Attention The Rock Suicide Jockeys
Attention Martyn Bradbury
Attention Jack Tame
Attention all the nice presenters who don’t know what is going on in the darklands beyond the cliff face.

From: JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 9:37 AM
To: Iain Lees-Galloway MP; golriz.ghahraman@parliament.govt.nz; Andrew Little; Jacinda Ardern MP; kieran.mcanulty@parliament.govt.nz; alastair.scott@parliament.govt.nz; ron.mark@parliament.govt.nz; Ann Rice; Petitions OHCHR; United Nations Association of New Zealand; Bryce Edwards; submissions@theintercept.com; submissions@truthdig.com
Subject: URGENT for you information – so none of you can say you didn’t know what was going on


From:JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 9:31 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: URGENT for you information

You had better be prepared to protect me from what is happening with Mayor John Book, Carterton Council and their illegal secret consultations with local Real Estate businesses.  You are most welcome to be there to mediate and record the meeting as well, in fact it would be a very good idea for you to be there.  Groan
Seems my latest works of art are causing a real stir in the community – and yes I am being told by people who agree with what I say to tone the rage down a bit – after the years of persecution and my resulting disability it is very difficult – I can assure you I am trying.  It would be extremely helpful if I had my ACC care reinstated as required by law and the $10,000 ACC are withholding from me.
Also why would Harcourts be coming to Carterton to have a meeting?  They don’t have an office in Carterton and I havn’t been anywhere near them. I used to work for Harcourts back in the days of Mary & Pat Mahoney, so this meeting should and could be very interesting and very helpful to you and me.
Please contact me 027 3040120 if you are any part of this??? Please remember Westminister Statute the 1st – common right be done to all rich as poor and Magna Carta and my rights to freedom of speech and expression.  Police aren’t there to keep NZ safe – that is neo-liberal corruption – the police are there to keep the peace between rich and poor – AS PEACEKEEPERS not soldier.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Actor

From: JR
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 9:16 AM
To: info@cdc.govt.nz
Subject: Mayor John Booth URGENT – MEETING BETWEEN YOU AND REAL ESTATE IS ILLEGAL – VIOLATION OF NZ CONSTITUTIONAL LAWS

Dear John,
I have been told you are getting extreme pressure from Real Estate Agents in Wairarapa to DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY LEGAL PUBLIC PROTESTS in order to violate my freedom of speech and expression.
YOU NEED TO CANCEL THAT MEETING – it is illegal for you to co-operate with these rich people when you refuse to co-operate with a poor person like myself, especially an artist and Civil Society Actor as defined by the United Nations.
You are the government, if those Real Estate Agents want to do graffiti art and marketing on the streets with their views on those things that incite HATE in our community then they are most welcome to.  It is the law that you keep the peace between rich and poor, IT IS ILLEGAL TO ADVANCE THE RICH AND PERSECUTE THE POOR.
If you want to continue with the meeting you need to contact me and see when I am available to also attend.  The meeting will need to be recorded for my safety and legal purposes.  I will be advising the Minister for Local Government of the meeting and what is happening, again for my protection and legal purposes.
You are putting me through all of this just so ACC doesn’t have to reinstate my health care after winning two ACC reviews nine years ago – BECAUSE I AM A DISABLED MENTALLY INJURED VICTIM OF CRIME and criminal negligence and don’t have the necessaries of life I am entitled to under CURRENT NZ LAWS and UN signed ratified international treaties.  Wow, you people have completely lost the plot, abuses of power will do that to pretty much any person.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Actor
HUMAN SEWAGE