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Complaint against Wairarapa police trying to drive me to suicide!

6 November 2019

New Zealand Police

IPCA – independent haters of human sewage like me

It is with terror and self-harm that I am writing yet another complaint I know will be ignored, as every other complaint I have ever made has been and things have only got worse with regard to my treatment by Wairarapa police. I am so traumatised by what happened I desperately needed to talk to someone about my complaint so I phoned the number for Police HQ I got some other non-urgent number. They told me they were putting me through to a police complaints line, but they put me through to the main police line and I didn’t realise.

I phoned them about 4pm and would like that recorded interview accessed and listened to. Except for the bit at the end when I found out it wasn’t a dedicated line for police complaints and I had been on the main line taking up time, also that the person wasn’t going to send the complaint she had written to IPCA as well as local police – not that I trust either after the years of psychological and physical abuse I have been subjected to for my justified legal protests about abusive mental health services and others.

 

Last time I complained I am sure the person sent it to IPCA as well, I was expecting that to happen, I got upset with the woman on the phone, because she said it wasn’t procedure.

 

I don’t want to do this, I don’t want to do this, I don’t want to do this – you are never ever going to do anything – making these complaints is worse than what they are doing to me – because you never stop it, no matter how many complaints I make you never ever stop them.

 

I’m not sure how this is going to turn out so I apologise in advance if it is all over the place, has spelling and grammatical errors, I won’t be able to go through and check it when I am finished I will be so distressed.

 

A warrant was issued for my arrest Friday 1 November after me breaking my bail conditions accidently regarding seeing   ?????  in front of my parked car putting money in the meter and I lost it and starting singing at him.

 

I was told by email, although I am sure a police car came down my street to make sure I was at my home. The officer didn’t come in but the email I received from Jennifer Hansen said there was a car available to pick me from Carterton and take me to Masterton. I refused as I was looking after my daughter’s dog for the week and as police had already said they would oppose my bail I couldn’t go in as there was nobody else to care for the dog. I said I would come in Monday morning. Hansen told me to be there early in the morning. The email is available if you want proof.

 

On Saturday I wrote a five page letter about what happened, long hand as I have no way of printing out typed documents at the moment. It was to the Presiding Judge and a copy for duty lawyer as I knew my mental health was really bad and ability to communicate was more impaired than it had ever been. This is what I call ‘managing impairments related to my disability’, which is how I was taught to approach things when I studied disability at Massey a few years ago.

 

As I had been incarcerated the entire day previously and ended up flipping out at the judge because of it, I didn’t hurry to get to the police station to hand myself in. I dropped off the letters, was assured the judge and lawyer would get them then returned to my car, parked along the street back of Masterton police station. I intended to get some chalk from the boot and go chalking some poetry on the street outside court and police station. It helps me deal with the disempowered way I am treated.

 

When I was coming back past the back of the police station two police officers followed me and arrested me, took me back to the station and processed me. But even from when I was walking in I started not being able to speak/communicate properly, I was obviously very unwell and very distressed by what was happening. When I was put into the cell I sat on the bed for about 5 mins but I was still freaking out really badly and started to rock backwards and forwards.   Then all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball in the corner of the cell on the floor so I did.

 

Foetal position with my hands over my face – WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME DO THIS – WHY DO YOU MAKE ME MAKE COMPLAINTS AND THEN DO NOTHING AND THINGS ONLY GET WORSE. I don’t want to remember what happened, it makes me want to kill myself I feel so despairing – all this just because I want my ACC reinstated after winning two reviews nine years ago.

 

Any officer that came near me I couldn’t respond to, I just cowered in the corner even more. I was there for hours. Then two officers came in and started to ask me questions, I was frozen. A male officer, who I didn’t see because my eyes were closed & my hands over my face asked me if I was awake, I couldn’t respond, he touched me and I flinched. He then said something about DHB phone call and I knew I couldn’t cope emotionally about what he was about to say so I put my fingers in my ears as strongly as I could. Putting my fingers in my ears is a common automatic response for me when I am psychologically overwhelmed.

 

I still couldn’t calm myself so I started involuntarily banging my head against the wall where I was sitting, which helped, I kept doing this for a long time. I peaked out from my position & couldn’t see anybody in the room so I stopped and relaxed a little. I couldn’t cry which was a really weird feeling as I was very distressed. I was numb.

 

I never responded to any officers the entire time I was there. I did eventually get up off the floor and walked around a bit but if I heard the buzzer of the door I immediately walked into the corner with my head away from the door and put my hands over my face. I was in the cells a long time police had other customers, men who came and went. I looked out of my cell and they waved out to me but I couldn’t speak – this is not like me I am usually ok at verbalising and last time I was in there all day I was singing and self-harming for most of it.   I hit myself repeatedly and do other things to self-harm, I don’t cut myself – too scared. Anything to make the pain I feel at what happening to me not be so overwhelming.

 

I finally got out of the cell and two older officers that have terrorised and insulted me were there – Cunningham and Basher. I was cowering from them, I felt safer with the man in black clothes attending to me. I was moved to the court cell, which I am afraid of after a really bad experience there last year coming over in a transport vehicle having been arrested in Wellington when protesting at Human Rights Commission. I was so cold, the vehicle was so cold and the cell was so cold and I was left there for so long. Going back in there triggers me further. I had managed to be able to communicate a little more and starting singing. I was there for ages too, I saw the duty lawyer who refused to read the letter and started asking me questions. I started answering them but quickly became angry and upset and ended up screaming at her so was removed. This is similar to what happened when they kept me in the cells all day the last time. I was trying to manage my disorder so I didn’t scream at anybody, that is why I wrote the letter but she wouldn’t read it.

 

I finally saw the judge, almost last person for the day, I had sat in the cell for hours listening to all the names being called, waiting for my name. For years the court had been accommodating my disorder and knowing how stressed and unwell I get put me up as early as possible so I could leave and go home.

 

The judge had my letter all day, she already knew what she was going to decide. I did start to cry when I finally got in front of her and represented myself reasonably successfully as I didn’t have to say much more than the letter. Judge Morris knows my case well and knows all I want is to leave and go home. It only took 10-15 mins to see her. Police did oppose bail, which she ignored thank God. I did start crying in the court and was distressed when the Police lawyer prosecuting me brought over tissues – why do people who are hurting you for a job want to be nice to you, it really screws with my head when police and others do that.

 

When I finally got my bail forms to sign the security guard acted strangely and told the registrar lady I had been in the cells since this morning when I dropped off the letter for the judge. They looked at each other ‘knowingly’, but didn’t say anything to me about that not being OK, it was more a feeling I got over the days following. I didn’t tell the security guard, who I get on with and feel safe around, about how distressed I was in the cells because he doesn’t like it when I’m in that bad a state (in a caring way). He has seen me in that sort of mess (state of unwellness/trauma/stressed) before outside/inside court a couple of times.

 

It is deeply humiliating when I’m that terrified and traumatised I act out like that – but I try my best to think of it as part of my disability and not beat myself up even more about it. However I do often have a serious suicidal episode some time later, anything from a few days to two weeks later. As I get no services, am terrified of mental health almost as much as police and have nobody to talk to who is capable of supporting me, I go through those horrendous things alone at home.   Complex PTSD has a 60% mortality rate because of suicide and I know it is a life and death situation for me every time I go through. I still don’t know how I make it and I do know it traumatises me more because it is like experiencing your best friend trying to kill you and put you out of your misery. You so desperately want to die because you can’t get help or justice you know you need – and from what you read, you are entitled to.

 

Police know what happens, they know how suicidal I am, they know what distresses me the most, they have become very good at triggering and psychologically manipulating/terrorising me. Keeping me in the cells all day is something they know causes me to flip out, which of course makes me look bad and them justified in their actions – WHICH THEY ARE NOT!

 

I have always maintained Wairarapa police are purposely inciting me to suicide so I don’t protest about the illegal unjust things happening to me (and other people disabled by Complex PTSD) at the hands of ACC, police and other very powerful cruel corrupt immoral people. I know from my own past experience and what other Wairarapa people have told me police here are really mean to suicidal people, which I am sure contributes significantly to Wairarapa having highest rate of suicide in New Zealand & highest rate of self-harm in the OECD.

 

Also the complaints from ?????  about violating my bail conditions were full of lies about what happened. Police said I approached him, which I definitely did not. Both of us were surprised when I looked up and he was right in front of my car. Note: there are angle parks with one central metre for about 10 of them. I only opened my car door and stood there singing with one arm on car roof and one on the door, for less than 30 seconds.

 

I emailed Jennifer Hansen the next day asking for the CCTV footage because I was thinking about the security guard comment to the court registrar. It can’t have been right that I was kept there all day, especially in the extremely traumatised state I was in. Felt if a doctor or psychiatrist had seen the situation he would not have allowed police to interrogate me further about other charges. People extremely traumatised who have Complex PTSD have to be in a less distressed state to be able to even answer questions and not to be traumatised further.

 

I DON’T WANT TO WRITE THIS, WHY DO YOU MAKE ME DO THIS ALL THE TIME AND NEVER HELP ME, NEVER DO ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME, NEVER MAKE IT STOP. Those violent assaults you ignored, those two officers who lied in court, the one who threatened me with seeing how bad police could be if I kept protesting – you never did anything. The assault with handcuffs that has left me permanently damaged you never even asked her to apologise, which is why I wear my wrist brace whenever I protest or have to see police for anything.

 

When they were thoroughly searching me before they put me in the cell on Monday the two woman asked me to take it off, at which I flinched and backed into the corner of the fingerprint room – they knew why. I did take it off and show it to them. They even said they knew I didn’t like being touched – which I don’t – few, if any, persecuted abuse victims with Complex PTSD do.

 

I emailed Jennifer Hansen the next day – did I say that above? Asked for the footage, complained about being kept in the cells all day in the state I was. I also asked about what the two officers who came into the cell actually said because I couldn’t hear them with my fingers in my ears as tightly as they were & banging my head against the wall. It was two more complaints, one of them was a blatant lie by one woman saying I had threatened to get people to come and hurt her – which is a blatant lie.   It is a fundamental principle of mine that God or Karma is the one to dish out punishment – NOT ME. I would not threaten it or for anybody else to do it EVER. I do hope the bad things happening to me and other terrorised impoverished abuse victims in New Zealand happen to these people. Because I know what they do is going to hurt an innocent poor person, but that appears acceptable to our government at the moment, no matter what Jacinda Ardern says publicly.

 

Now police have got people telling lies or they are on their behalf?????   It is very distressing, nobody believes anything I say due to bigotry, hatred, false statements by health ‘professionals’ & being discredited by public mental health services, police etc. This is the experience of majority of mentally injured abuse victims and certain mentally ill people in Wairarapa that I have met – usually protesting in the street.

 

Jennifer Hansen said I will be charged with the further two charges when I go to court on 18 November. I did refute the allegations about threatening harm vehemently by email.

It might be relevant to have the letter I gave to the judge on Monday morning but it is handwritten and I have reached then end of my ability to cope and need to get this complaint sent. I can’t stop crying…………………… Please make them stop, please I am begging you, as I have begged you before, but you never did anything. Wellington police were never as bad as Wairarapa have been……………………….. I am exhausted

(It has been very difficult sharing this with everybody, because I am terrified someone will call the police ‘concerned for my welfare’  and they will just hurt me more.)

Sincerely

 

Jayne R

Civil Society Activist

HUMAN SEWAGE

PS   I hope the Red Cross and Wairarapa DHB are happy with the cruel and unjust treatment I received from police because of their complaints.  I’m sure they’d be happy if I killed myself too – just like my brother.  ANOMIE in action.

New Zealander Elisabeth Brunt the type of liberal EVERYBODY HATES!

Received my WINZ file, but anything that would incriminate them isn’t included, including the copies of my two ACC decisions which I know for a fact they have.  Not written down I bet and if it was deleted – just like corrupt people in power do according to the Cambridge Analytica tapes (check out youtube).

From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 8 October 2019 3:05 AM
To: Info (MSD) <Info@MSD.govt.nz>
Subject: Re: 20191002 Reply ROUTHAN – Failure to provide complete WINZ File is ILLEGAL AND CORRUPT!!!!

Ms Brunt,

Why have MSD failed to provide my entire WINZ file – that is grossly corrupt.  I know for a fact my WINZ file included the two Fairway ACC Reviews I won in 2010 & 2011.  I took them to your office and they are the ONLY REASON I receive a Invalids Benefit.

 

Also in the file I could find no details of the interactions between Tina Hemi, Richard Fry, police, ACC and mental health.  I know for a fact a previous lawyer of mine Susie Barnes was contacted by WINZ staff more than once regarding this meeting – I can find no record of the outcomes of those phone calls.  Also I know for a fact Stephen Fry was told not to pursue helping me get my ACC care and police to stop terrorising me – there is no record of WHY – I phoned him and asked him, he became extremely defensive and hung up on me because I was begging, overwhelmed with terror, distraught and crying.  I trust Tina, I had hope and you made her a liar who hurt me – it is psychological torture for me to be told I will get services and then have them not provided, this is what has been happening for NINE YEARS since I won the two ACC reviews.

I am still in shock at how ignorant, cruel and corrupt you are – answering the least important questions and repeating government propaganda.  Telling me your staff were client-centred when I recounted to you someone I know begging for food being told WINZ weren’t there to fill her cupboards.  That is cruel, that is psychologically harmful, that is oppression, that is economic violence, that is degrading, that causes huge extra stress in relation to food insecurity.  Not only was my friend subjected to that and refuses to go back to WINZ and beg for food when she needs it and is entitled to it, I was expected to counsel and comfort her, when we were both distressed about the reaction of your insulting fascist bigot staff member’s comment.  You are extremely deluded if you think all staff who work for WINZ are decent people who care about others – fascists, bigots, elitists and people who HATE poor people work for you as well – because there are no other jobs, people are FORCED to work for WINZ.  Nobody would work there if they had a choice – you degrade, denigrate and terrorise disabled poor people – who would want a job like that, except of course people with sociopathic and abusive power issues.

I have contacted WorkSafe myself and will be making a formal complaint about your illegal, punitive and grossly offensive use of the HSWA in an attempt to mitigate your GUILT for bullying me and preventing me from getting health care I am entitled to after winning two formal ACC reviews NINE YEARS AGO.   You are the ones traumatising your decent kind professional staff and other clients (including me) – Michele Eades and you try to blame me for your cruelty, incompetence and corruption – IT IS YOUR FAULT NOT MINE!   I have also made a complaint to the police for CAUSING ME HARM as a disabled person, abusing your position of power over me, then insulting me for making a valid complaint about it.

The insanity and ignorance of those people who lead our government is proven to me daily, you are definitely client-centred, you target clients like myself for punitive use of the welfare system.  You want people like me rotting on welfare and I can’t understand why when all your propaganda and marketing says the opposite.

You will be pleased I am now estranged from several of my family because of unemployment and poverty – they have money and great lives – a piece of capitalist human garbage like me like me should kill themselves if our lives so bad – just what you and your rich powerful cruel corrupt colleagues want.

I believe in karma and I HATE you for what you are doing,
I HATE you for harming me and others,
I HATE those who employ you,
I HATE your rich families and your friends,
I HATE you for making yourself rich out of harming me and others,
I HATE you because I never did anything to harm or terrorise you and yet you are doing it to me,
I HATE you because you stole from me and I never stole anything from you,
I HATE you for being deceitful and manipulative
I HATE you for insulting and denigrating me when I don’t even know you – you just do it because you think it is your job (I know what your job is I can read – I know what a PUBLIC SERVANT is and I know the law),
I HATE you because you go home from work and forget about me, while I live in terror and I can’t forget what you are doing to me 24/7
I HATE you for having somewhere safe stable and affordable to live and depriving me of same,
I HATE you because you profit from my suffering,
I HATE you because you have food security and make sure I don’t,
I HATE you for being women who pretend you care when YOU DO NOT,
I HATE you for being ignorant bigoted elitist women who make NZ No 1 in the world for domestic/flatmate violence,
I HATE you because you make NZ No 1 in the world for driving disabled, abused, terrorised and poor women to self-harm,
I HATE you for inciting hatred against me,
I HATE you for saying you care when it is quite obvious you do not,
I HATE you because you make sure NZ is No 1 in the world for homelessness
I HATE you for thinking it is ‘normal’ and legal for the government not to provide housing to abused women and girls like myself
I HATE you because you create the environment where children are harmed and harm themselves
I HATE you and hope what is happening to me and other terrorised impoverished abuse victims happens to you and people you care about
I HATE you for wanting me to suffer and die when I never did anything to you or anybody you care about
I HATE you for not allowing me to be a good mum
I HATE you for not allowing me to be a respected member of this community or my extended family
I HATE you for not allowing me to participate in society like people who work and are rich do
I HATE you for destroying my life
I HATE you abuse your power and harm innocent vulnerable people like myself

I HATE you for destroying so many lives and blaming your victims for their dysfunction

How does it feel to be that HATED and its not just me who feels like this – I’m just the person to say it because you people need to know YOU ARE HATE!  You incite HATE, you perpetrate HATE, you remind me of the information I have studied on sex offenders who think they are loving their victim by forcing them into degrading terrifying sexual acts – most so terrified they comply (just like people you terrorise who rotting on welfare).  I have NO CHOICE but be subjected to your degrading elitist ignorance and HATE, while ACC illegally withhold my entitlements, I cannot access professional health care I am entitled to and necessities of life (eg a safe stable affordable home in my community, safety, shelter and food security) what you are doing is HATE. Cruel, life-destroying HATE that violates the inherent dignity of all those clients you

target!

That Labour Party have gone on and on and on and on and on about HATE SPEECH while knowing MSD and other government organisations are HATE IN ACTION as it relates to disabled poor mentally injured victims of crime and sexual trauma.  Governments are required by westminister law to protect the poor from the rich, you persecute the poor for the rich instead.  Governments are required by law to NOT DESTROY PEOPLE, not spread lies about people and give people access to right and justice.  Just so you are blatantly aware and there can be no confusion or misunderstanding – what is happening to me is NOT RIGHT AND NOT JUST.  But then you already know that because Michele told me my legal problems were nothing to do with WINZ – my legal problems being illegally denied a lawyer to force ACC to reinstate my care, so I can go back to work and not be rotting on welfare!

I HATE YOU!
Sincerely
Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

I received a reply to my two previous emails.   One sentence reply, dealing with absolutely nothing, its what you call ‘gaslighting’ – the abuser pretends everything is OK and try to make out their victim is over dramatizing things etc.  I find it extremely creepy, however I know my emails do have an affect on the people who read them, so I keep it as real as I can.

From: Info (MSD) <Info@MSD.govt.nz>
Sent: Tuesday, 8 October 2019 9:07 AM
To: jr
Subject: FW: 20191002 Reply – Failure to provide complete WINZ File is ILLEGAL AND CORRUPT!!!!

Dear Ms R

On behalf of Elisabeth Brunt, thank you for your email.  Your request for a copy of your file has been sent to Work and Income.

Yours sincerely

Ministerial and Executive Services

Elisabeth Brunt Head of Ministerial Services at MSD corrupt ignorant bigot or STUPID?

Refer to the letter I received from Eades on my previous post

From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 28 August 2019 3:23 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: I just got your letter and can’t stop crying

Ms Eades,
I am horrified by your letter, especially after the recent amount of publicity around the highest suicide rate in New Zealand history, which made me and many other people very unwell.
Please advise what inappropriate abusive names I used.   How was I verbally abusive when I was at WINZ???  (did not answer this question)   I desperately need a mental health support worker I am entitled to under law to assist me dealing with your organisation.
It was very distressing the way you pretended you didn’t know about ACC refusing me services and mental health refusing me services.  The reason I now interact with you rather than Tina Hemi who did try and get me services after putting AWAITING TREATMENT on my forms for the past nine years.
I am not managing in my life and I am refused all support, which you already know, which is why the meetings arranged last year were cancelled.    When I read your insulting, degrading, offensive, bigoted letter I phoned all the people on your list about support.
The GP practice manager I have emailed several times since I was told I was at the bottom of a 600 people waiting list to register with a Carterton doctor.   I was told I was not allowed to register with any other doctor in New Zealand, only those at Carterton Medical Centre.   As you know I would have to pay $75 to see a doctor if unregistered.   My entire budget for the week is $79 and you know I can’t borrow any money from WINZ because I can’t pay it back – I can’t live with dignity now.
I am too terrified to phone mental health service after being rejected and discredited by them for years, with all my formal complaints ignored.  Along with the times I have been involved with their services causing me more distress and almost driving me to suicide several times with unprofessional incompetent behaviour.    Many times I have been taken to the police station for a welfare concerns only to have mental health walk away, the first time this happened was one of the worst experiences of my life -because I had been forced to strip naked.
I phoned ACC yet again on the number you gave me and asked them for a letter explaining to you  I won two reviews in 2010/11 and ACC had not found me any health provider to reinstate my care, even though it is required by law.
As I have already advised you I have talked with the property manager/landlord and they refuse to do anything about the unsafe cladding or derelict shed on the property – I am not lying, I can send you the emails if you like.   I am to unwell and terrified to approach the Tenancy tribunal as last time I did that I was given three months notice and forced to leave – it was very traumatic as I was very unwell at the time and still had my children at home.   In fact given the excessive numbers of times I have been forced to move due to house sales, abusive flatmates and/or poverty have created an extreme fear of moving.   They already want me to move out so they can repair those things and rent the house out for even more money – but of course they could not provide me with a home that cost less or the same as where I do now.  You also know WINZ don’t fully compensate tenants on invalids benefit when their rents go up.
The last person I phoned was the complaints department at the DHB, once I was able to establish what you meant by putting the DHB main number on your letter.   The woman was very nice and is going to do some investigation into everything I told her, which you also know about.
You say you will connect me with services but that is what Tina and Richard were trying to do and you withdrew it all.    The other services you suggest don’t provide services to me, they do it for other people I know but not for me – you know that already.  You told me I should get a lawyer if I have problems with ACC, but I have tried many times and cannot, I have letters from the Law Society and lawyer Susie Barnes to that effect if you would like a copy.
I took your letter as an extremely serious threat to restrict my access to WINZ and have my Invalids benefit reduced or removed, if I couldn’t stop the extreme despair and distress I get into because of the communication impairments related to my disability.  I will consider how to deal with this over the next few days.   The government are calling for submissions on the United Nations Disability treaty, your letter will be a good example of how people with disabilities like mine are treated by our government.   Which is particularly disturbing in the region No 1 in NZ for suicide and No 1 in OECD and NZ for self-harm, you would imagine people in social agencies are aware of the fragility of traumatised disabled victims of violence, inhuman living situations and criminal neglect.
With regards to the imagined ‘distress’ of other people forced to use WINZ to survive, last time I protested outside your office and you called the police, several people seen me and approached me in the days following, saying how they supported what I was doing and hugged me.  They told me them and other friends felt exactly the same but were to scared to say anything.  Are you not aware 80% of the people forced to deal with WINZ feel exactly the same as I do but just aren’t as unwell as me and don’t say anything.  You must know of people who no longer receive a benefit because they committed suicide due to poverty, ongoing violence and unemployment.  You must know WINZ is extremely degrading and people are terrified of you and your organisation.
Thank you for your letter, it will be useful.
Sincerely
Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE
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From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 28 August 2019 3:55 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: More information

Ms Eades,
Your letter implies multiple times I am some sort of threat to people’s safety which is extremely offensive and bigoted.   I have never committed violence against any person, they have committed violence against me. I have never be arrested or prosecuted by police for violence or threatening violence, however I have made formal complaints about police for violence and threatening sexual violence against me for my legal non-violent protests.
When a person is so terrorised and distressed because of the inhuman dangerous living situation they have no choice,  are told repeatedly it is their fault, that is when they self-harm, violence towards others is related to uneducated psychotic people believing it is other people who cause their suffering.   Your letter implies my situation is my fault and I have choices, which forces me to self-harm to cope – I know for a fact I have no choices and being subjected to criminal negligence and human rights abuses by health, ACC, welfare and justice organisations and staff.
Sincerely
Jayne R
CSA
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: Jayne R>
Sent: Wednesday, 28 August 2019 8:41 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: And yet more information and an Official Information Act request

Ms Eades
I did say something about how bad I was feeling when I was forced to go in and fill out the forms you demanded.   I said if I couldn’t work I would rather be dead, which is the way most suicidal impoverished unemployed unwell victims of crime and neglect feel who are deprived of professional health care by ACC.   Me verbalising that actually makes people feel better, not worse – having it validated that other people feel as badly as you do is a comfort, not trauma.   Ignoring how bad people feel who are being forced to beg for shelter and food is what drives people to suicide, self-harm, violence etc.
Tina knew how distressing and deeply humiliating begging for money in front of people at WINZ was for me, she kindly and appropriately accommodated my disability and didn’t force me to go through something so degrading when I was so unwell and highly suicidal.   The act of being forced to publicly beg for money when I would be capable of earning my own money if I had the professional health care, welfare and justice I am entitled to, is what most makes me so desperate to end my life.  Because I know there is absolutely no hope for my future, or anybody like me after 17 years of asking for the health care I am entitled to and need so I can return to work.
I would also point out if anything I said was an act of rebellion, against your degrading, unjust, unprofessional, insulting treatment, under the NZ Bill of Rights I am allowed by law to protest inside a public building.  I have won a significant court case to that effect a few years ago for a protest I did inside Police Headquarters in Wellington.   Sending threats of treating me in a punitive way compared with other people on Supported Living Payment because of my disability and me verbalising how much I disagreed with the way I was being treated is illegal.  It is again a violation of the Bill of Rights and also civil, human and disabled rights under NZ constitutional laws, along with ratified United Nations treaties.   As the Manager of WINZ in the Wairarapa you should know the law in this area.
Under the Official Information Act can you please provide copies of all the MSD/public servant rules laws and regulations you based your letter on.  Please send in paper copy to 29 Clifton Avenue, Carterton within 28 days as required.  I am particularly trying to understand the reasoning behind your anger (rather than compassion) at me self-harming – which is a very distressing/humiliating part of my disorder and an aspect ACC, mental health services, police, politicians and others are happy to incite and leave untreated.  I don’t understand why you demand I don’t do it – what you and other government agencies cruelly do or don’t do to me and others causes it.  Again I would remind you Wairarapa has the highest rate of self-harm and eating disorders in NZ and the OECD.
Sincerely
Jayne R
CSA
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 28 August 2019 8:55 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Why did you send a letter by mail rather than respond by email?

Ms Eades,
Can you please explain why you sent your distressing letter via the post and not email?  You are well aware one of the most debilitating and difficult impairments involves serious issues opening being able to open my mail and the chances of me seeing the letter were remote??
This is an impairment related to my disability and documented by mental health professionals in past psychiatric reports as well as the two ACC reviews I won in 2010 and 2011 to have my ACC care reinstated.  You have copies of these documents.
Jayne Routhan
—–MICHELE REFUSED TO ANSWER SO SENT IT TO HER SELF-RIGHTEOUS BIGOT BOSS THE HATRED OF DISABLED POOR ABUSE VICTIMS COMES FROM THE VERY TOP PEOPLE COMPLETELY OUT OF TOUCH WITH REALITY – I ALREADY KNEW THAT

From: Jayne R
Sent: Sunday, 1 September 2019 12:30 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Official Information Act request and Privacy Act request for copy of my WINZ/MSD file

Under the Official Information Act can you please advise if APM workbroking services ever contracted to Masterton WINZ?

Would they have been the organisation that insulted, patronised and terrorised a mentally ill woman I know about 18 months ago?

Please provide this information urgently as her experience will need to be reported to the Chief Coroner investigating the Bremner murders last year.  Where an APM workbroker told murderer Ross Bremner she would be doing a report to WINZ and he would lose his benefit.
You will be pleased to know I had a very good meeting with one of NZs leading (most influential) psychiatrists last week, I’m sure you’ll be hearing more in regards to it.  I showed him your letter as proof of just how bad things were in Wairarapa.   He has a lot to do with mental health legislation and service provision, also how government organisations (public and private) deal with disabled suicidal people.
Under the Privacy Act can I please have a copy of my MSD file.  I know you have sent this previously but I was very unwell recently and burnt a lot of the papers in my spare room out of despair and hopelessness that anybody would ever help me or stop what was happening to me.
Sincerely
Jayne
CSA
HUMAN SEWAGE
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Note: They have left significant information and documents out of the file I was sent.

From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 17 September 2019 6:15 AM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: I am very frightened I feel like you are going to take my invalids benefit off me

I am going to try and come in, there is a letter here I can’t open and even though your letter of 21 August 2019 has been extremely distressing and I am completely terrified I will come in today.  It is 4.30am, I havn’t been able to sleep all night I am so terrified of going into your office.
I phoned all those people you said, all of them refused to accept the impairments related to my disability about being too terrified to go to a doctor after four years ago being told if I got upset I would never be able to see a doctor ever again.  I only cry, rock and tick – I never did anything, I never hurt anybody, I don’t understand why the doctor and WINZ are doing this.   You know ACC are required by law to reinstate my care, you have the forms about the TWO ACC REVIEWS I WON nine years ago.  I don’t understand why you are doing this to me – I didn’t do anything to you.
Being forced to rot on welfare is not support, it is a cruel and degrading nightmare of hell I have been subjected to for over a decade – because ACC refuse to reinstate my care as a Victim of sexual abuse.  Jacinda Ardern and the Labour party keep saying on the news that they care about sexual abuse, why are they doing this to me, why are you doing this to me.
You never responded to the previous emails I sent you, why not?   You even said in your letter you knew that I couldn’t correspond by letter and preferred email due to my communication impairments.  Why do you send a letter???  I don’t understand.
You have done exactly what the doctor did when I didn’t do ANYTHING TO THREATEN YOU OR ANYBODY ELSE IN ANY WAY.    As I have said before people have told me they are not distressed by me being distressed, they find it comforting that someone else is expressing how they truly feel.
You didn’t tell me what I said that was abusive.
You do not treat me with respect or accommodate my disability, you treated me like a child and abused me for ticking, shaking, crying and self-harming to cope with how humiliating and degrading being forced to live off WINZ is after this many years.   Please explain how does an extremely unwell terrorised disabled mentally injured sexual abuse and criminal neglect victim act in situations that make her want to kill herself.   If ACC reinstated my care like they are supposed to by law, then I would be able to heal and return to work.
Public mental health services are not only abusive to people with Complex PTSD, they also do not accommodate communication impairments and phobias I have developed after this many years being denied professional health care and rotting terrified in poverty in the community with the highest rate of suicide and self-harm in New Zealand.   It is like that because of the appalling behaviour of people just like you Michele, you treat me like I am human sewage – Tina never did – but you took her away and made her life difficult for trying to get my ACC care reinstated.
You tell me there are standards of behaviour – but I have a stress disorder, being overwhelmed and terrified of having to beg to WINZ to survive because ACC are illegally refusing to reinstate my care and mental health services have refused me all services for many years and continue to do so because I am so phobic of doctors.  I tried to ask someone who is an advocate recently but she expected me to (I had to remove a couple of sentences for my safety).   I don’t understand?
You tell me to seek support for my extremely serious mental health issues (60% mortality rate for people with Complex PTSD), but I have done that many many times only to be either refused or the services are so bad they do their best to drive you to suicide with their unprofessional criminally negligent behaviour.  THAT IS WHY WAIRARAPA IS NO 1 IN NZ FOR SUICIDE AND SELF-HARM.  That is why all people who are not junkies/addicts/alcoholics and gamblers get no services.
I can’t manage my life, I live in continual fear of sexual and physical violence EVERY DAY after threats from a Sth African police officer.   I live in continual terror of having to leave where I am living and being homeless and destitute having to give away all my things – so I have absolutely nothing.   I DON’T WANT TO BE IN THIS SITUATION I DON’T WANT TO HAVE NOTHING, I DON’T WANT TO DIE, I DON’T WANT TO BE RAPED AGAIN, I DON’T WANT A MENTALLY ILL FLATMATE TO STEAL FROM ME ANY MORE, I DONT’ WANT TO HAVE TO LIVE WITH DANGEROUS PEOPLE – I DON’T WANT TO HAVE NO FOOD AT THE END OF EVERY WEEK.   Safety. shelter and food insecurity are inhuman in a society where most people have safety, homes and food and know they will in the future – I don’t.   I was too terrified to go to the local food bank after the past two times they were incredibly degrading and insulting – demanding I pick up the food I ordered and how dare I suggest they deliver it.
I didn’t suggest they deliver it at all, I just told them the truth about being so unwell and degraded by having to beg for food – rather than have the health care I was supposed to so I could return to work – that I couldn’t make myself do it.  I know how much those people gossip about the losers, bludgers and junkies they have to give food to in Carterton.
Then they phoned me every day for three days demanding I come and pick up the food parcel I said I needed – even though I told them on two answerphone messages and in an email I was unable to collect it.  It was extremely distressing and made things much worse – just like you know your letter made it much more difficult and terrifying to come into WINZ.  I am sure you would know this – that is why you did it.
I can’t go to the doctor because I have no mental health services, I can’t get mental health services until I go to the doctor???  I don’t understand???  And I am being forced to see Dr Hunefelt who is a terrible doctor, let me down and did not help me at all, she has depression and can’t cope whatsoever with any sadness or trauma – that is why she rejects me, is that why you reject me too Michele?    I wrote a new song on the weekend, based on Janis Joplin’s Piece of My Heart.  It is dedicated to all the women with power over me and who know my situation that terrorise and harm me who don’t protect me from what the government are doing to the most vulnerable poorest victimised sector of society – abused impoverished women.   You would be shocked at the numbers of women I have begged for help from who either harm me, like you do or just ignore what is going on, even though it is illegal and a crime.
Please find me a boarder, please I am begging you, but please make sure they are going to pay their half, do their half of the chores around the house, don’t bring dangerous people to my house, don’t rip me off, don’t steal from me, don’t take advantage of my impairments (I can’t tell people when they are doing something to rip me off or hurt me – I am so terrified I can’t speak).  It is something to do with being raped in my bed and the continuous line of flatmates (other than my own children) I have been subjected to over the years who have ALL hurt me further (except for one of them who was OK and my disabled friend Richard, but he is dead now – nobody told me he had died and I couldn’t afford to go to the funeral anyway – I can’t afford to go to any funerals, my mother abused me for that a few weeks ago).
I will come in today – I will try not to tick, or shake, or be terrified, or self-harm, I will try not to cry I know how much you hate it and hate me for doing it.  I know you want me to stuff down my terror and how degraded I feel.  It will take me all my concentration to do it so I don’t know if I will be able to speak.  I was going to bring someone I know to support me but he abused me on the weekend for believing in God and using Jesus and the bible to give me hope and keep me alive – hope it is end of days and this nightmare will be all over soon, for all the good poor people of our cruel corrupted illegal neo-liberal societies.
According to him I should take medication because of my insane belief in something spiritual.  This from a man who, without medication, suffers dangerous psychosis and paranoia.  (I can’t put the following paragraph on social media).
I am so scared coming in today, I know how much you HATE and DESPISE me for being so unwell and being terrified of degrading welfare and abusive health services for poor people with mental health issues in Wairarapa.  When I think of it become extremely nauseous and have to be sick, when I think of it I become terrified of you, of WINZ of that cruel hate filled elitist letter you wrote to threaten me.   I don’t understand why I’m not allowed to have my ACC care????  I won two reviews nine years ago, then I could get professional treatment care rehabilitation and a home to live in – which is what the law says.   I wouldn’t have to come into WINZ, I could earn my own money and I would never ever have to see you EVER AGAIN and you would never ever have to see me ever again either – which I know we would both be extremely happy about.
WINZ isn’t help when the government are the ones denying the health care etc you are entitled to under law – WINZ is a degrading nightmare of psychological torture and abuse.   I don’t know any person, except rich old people, who are forced to rely on WINZ to survive that like going there.  They all hate it, they all do everything they can to avoid begging for help (and mostly being rejected) from WINZ because of the pleasure many of your staff – especially women – get out of having power over people they consider inferior to themselves.
I am terrified of coming in today after what happened last time and the terrifying letter you sent demanding I don’t upset you for terrorising me?   I don’t understand, I really don’t, I think I do but then things become extremely bizarre and I’m told I’m insane for protesting about not getting my ACC care back after winning two reviews nine years ago.  Why would they do that to an intelligent victim of sexual abuse like me – I don’t understand at all – not when Jacinda Ardern and the Labour party are going on and on and on about the sexual assault of one (several) of their members.  They’re having enquiries and giving every impression the government cares about victims of sexual violence – when it is quite obvious from your letter and the way everybody is pretending ACC don’t owe me that care that they don’t care about sexual abuse victims at all?????   I don’t understand???
Why are you doing this to me Michele, why do you hate me, why are you persecuting and terrorising me for being real and truthful about how bad living in this country after 35 years of austerity against poor people that gets worse and worse every day – because landlords keep putting up rents so we can’t live?????   I don’t understand, I have never hurt you, are you humiliated perhaps, feel guilty perhaps???  I dont’ understand, my girls turned out great, they both now own their own homes – I did my best, despite how abusive ACC, MH and CYFS were to protect them from the world and my dysfunction – I still do.
I am so scared, you are going to hurt me again, you always hurt me, you hurt everybody who goes to WINZ.  You all pretend you care about people, but you don’t, you hate us, that is how you make me feel every time I go.   Tina Hemi was the only person who ever made me feel someone like me should get help, someone who doesn’t steal, doesn’t lie, is a victim of crime, doesn’t do drugs, doesn’t drink alcohol, doesn’t gamble.   What I don’t understand is why people in churches only want to exploit, humiliate and use me to support people who have everything they could ever need.  Or why they demand I help other people when I have nothing, no money and nothing left to give emotionally.  I learnt a long time ago you don’t help other people unless you truly believe they would help you – because all that happens is they suck you dry of everything and you want to die.
I wish with all my heart I didn’t have to go and beg you for help today, there are so many artistic things and ideas I have to support myself but of course no services and no money to do them.
I’m coming in today – I really think I am going to be too terrified to speak and after your threats I will do my absolutely best not to move or cry.  I will bring a note I write now, before I get there, because I don’t know if I will be able to function with my small motor skills in order to sign the form, or write more notes properly.
Have I said anything in this letter that violates any of the rules you demanded in your letter of 21 August 2019.  I am doing my best to manage my disability, I am sorry it makes you feel so bad and so full of hatred and bigotry towards me.   I don’t understand it either, I don’t understand any of this, I only understand what I know to be true and just.  I only understand what the law says you must do, I only understand what the United Nations, our culture and constitution say you must do, I only understand from the perspective of a middle class person who always worked, now thrown on the scrap heap and not allowed to – because I’m not allowed the health care I am entitled to and knowing how abusive, cruel and incompetent health services are.   I don’t understand what happened and how our country got to this point with nobody doing anything to stop it, I don’t understand why this is happening to me, all I want is what the law says, I don’t want to be anywhere near you as much as you don’t want to be anywhere near me Michele.
Its 5.47am I had better get dressed and go – I ended up with more petrol in my car than normal because the $15 limit didn’t work last time I got petrol.  The woman was on the phone inside and didn’t see me waiting, then stuffed it up.  When I realised I had gone over the $15 limit I started to panic, I went inside and started crying, saying I didn’t have $26.22, I was shaking and terrified – if you can’t pay for petrol they get the police to come and arrest you for stealing.  I don’t steal, I don’t lie, I have become so terrorised by poverty I live in a constant state of extreme fear.  If I didn’t have the number of things ACC, MOJ, police, MOH, DHB, HRC, HDC, Ombudsman, currently government MPs, executive (that is you) and judiciary are making sure I have in my life so I can’t cope with ANYTHING – then I would be OK – I would be able to return to work – I wouldn’t have absolutely no hope for the future and I wouldn’t be living in terror.
I don’t THREATEN VIOLENCE towards myself, that is what I am expected to do without professional health care and the necessities of life for a human being in New Zealand.   It would be extremely helpful and less stress for me if I had somewhere stable to stay that I couldn’t be kicked out of and I could have a flatmate so I didn’t have to live on my own.   No decent man wants a destitute worthless suicidal piece of human garbage like me, so there is no chance I am going to meet someone that has a house.   The only men in the darklands are rapists and abusers – I don’t want to live with anybody like that as almost a million women every year are.  I don’t want to live with sexual deviants or men who watch violent movies/TV/games and think they’re great.  I don’t want to live with men who are intellectually handicapped and perverts.
I started this email around 3am, I have to go in today or I feel like you are going to stop my benefit and I don’t know why.  I will try not to shake and tick or move at all, I will really really try, I will try and look normal so you feel better about what you are doing to me and other women with mental health issues as a result of abuse and criminal negligence by authorities.  I will try not to shake and be so terrified of you, I will put on Jesus cloak of protection, he will help me through this, he knows how scared I am, he knows what I am up against in this cruel degrading world.  He knows how I feel, he knows why I want to die having to beg for years for help I entitled to by law, he knows how bad things are for me, he knows all things, he sees your letter and the cruelty behind it.
God please help me now, please God if I don’t get WINZ services I will be homeless, they will take almost everything I own and I won’t have anything to do at all.   If I don’t sign this form that makes me feel sooooooooo bad, if I don’t beg for enough money to survive another week – God please protect and guide me and WINZ staff so I am not humiliated for too long in that horrible evil building, that horrible evil place where the government throw their victims of crime who don’t get over it in the allotted amount of time (which is perfect for rich affluent women and those with supportive families).
God please, I know I don’t believe in you enough, I know I should believe everything will work out, but after 17 years of things only ever getting worse I know you have done your best and it must be end of days.  It must be when good people who care about the poor and their fellow man are persecuted for asking for what they and others are entitled to by law.  God please let me die, please just let me die, P and M are better off without me, I can’t be a burden on them or they will end up where I am.  My brother said its best if I kill myself and so did my mother, I totally agree God, please take me, please give me cancer or something, please I am begging you I would much rather be dead than live in this nightmare of fear and hopelessness for human sewage like me.  Please God, please take me where I won’t hurt any more, where I won’t be made to feel bad every day, where I won’t be degraded to despised to terrorised for telling the truth and asking for what I am entitled to by law.  Please God take me where everybody tells the truth and everybody sticks to the rules.   Please God please
Sincerely
Jayne
HUMAN SEWAGE
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From: Jayne R
Sent: Saturday, 21 September 2019 2:11 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Some important academic information I just found on youtube – I’m sure you are aware of it but I wasn’t until now

Michele,
What you are doing to me is a crime, what you are allowing to be done to me is also a crime, the sort of information below helps me piece together your contemptable criminal behaviour.   Although I don’t understand where me being illegally refused ACC care after winning two court cases so I can recover from the rape/setback comes into neo-liberalism/elitism George is talking about?  I understand about profiting and creating jobs from the persecution/impoverishment/threats of homelessness and food insecurity with neo-liberalism, but not why very powerful people demand I don’t get my ACC care reinstated and don’t get a legal aid lawyer to make that happen.  Why do police and ministry of justice demand my benefit be removed until I attend court – when at the time I was being refused a lawyer and was to unwell to represent myself.
It makes your letter about me being denied invalids benefit because of the self-harm and distress I am in very disturbing – because you must be aware why I am like this and do nothing to insure I do get the necessities of life.   The rape and not guilty verdict were the catalyst, the criminal neglect and being deprived of safe stable affordable housing, treatment care and rehabilitation I am entitled to under ACC and other laws that is why I ended up like this.
I know there is nothing wrong with my brain, I’m intelligent, terrorised and well educated – there is something wrong with the brains of people who continue to deprive me (and other vulnerable abuse victims) of what the law says I am entitled to when they know it is based on a global failure of an economic theory called neo-liberalism.  Wish my father was still alive, he knew and nobody believed him either, it killed him in the end – both the impacts on his small business/ability to make enough to support himself and mum, as well as the cuts to health care for poor people (in order to drive people to buy health insurance).
Hopefully none of the words I have used are going to trigger your threats of not being allowed to communicate with WINZ and lose my invalids benefit.   I call you contemptable and a criminal because you are, I know the laws public servants are required to abide by and I know for a fact you don’t do it.   One day we might be on the same team against those who harm all us peasants to keep their power, land and money.
(LINK to George Monbiot youtube video, didn’t include here, its on other pages)
Jayne R
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LETTER FROM EADES BOSS – BRUNT – I CAN’T COPY TO DOWNLOAD SO WILL HAVE TO TYPE

Ministry of Social Development

 

Jayne R

jr@hotmail

Tena koe Jayne R

 

Thank you for your emails dated 28 August 2019 and 1 September 2019 addressed to Michele Eades, Service Centre Manager, Work and Income Masterton, regarding the letter that was sent to you on 21 August 2019. Your email have been referred to National Office for response.

 

At the outset I must say that I do appreciate the distress you experienced upon receiving the letter. I can assure you that it was not sent with the intention to threaten you or cause distress, but to outline the standards and behaviours that Work and Income expects from people who use its services and visit Service Centres. Your behaviour has been very upsetting to both staff and other people in the Service Centre and it was considered that this needed to be brought formally to your attention. You need to be aware that your actions can upset others, and if this happens again you will be asked to leave the Service Centre until you calm down. The letter does not have anything to do with your eligibility to receive a benefit.

 

The Ministry of Social Development (the Ministry) has made a concerted effort to introduce client-centre service culture changes exemplified by the client commitment including front of house changes in selected offices, the online Eligibility Guide and changes to guidelines on benefit suspensions. These changes have been made in consultation with clients who are reacting positively. More information on these changes can be found here: www .msd.govt.nz/about msd and our work/work programmes / service-culture/indext. Html

 

You have asked for a copy of all the rules, laws and regulations that the letter was based on. There are no specific rules, laws and regulations relating to the issuing of such letters, but the Health and Safety at Work Act (HSWA) 2015 requires organisations, such as the Ministry, to consider both physical and psychological harm as a result of conducting its business. That includes harm to both staff and others who might be in the workplace. The following link will take you to the WorkSafe website and the HSWA: https : // worksafe.govt.nz / laws and regulations / acts / hswa /.

 

The HSWA applies not only to businesses, officers and workers, but also to other people who come into the workplace, such as visitors or customers. They also have some health and safety duties to ensure that their actions don’t adversely affect the health and safety of others.

 

The Ministry has a Health and Safety Policy in place for its staff which references zero tolerance to harmful behaviours. A copy of the recently updated Health and Safety Policy is attached for your reference.

 

In your email of 1 September 2019 you ask if APM work broking services have ever been contracted to Work and Income in Masterton. I can confirm that the Ministry does hold a contract with APM for the Central Region, which includes the Masterton Work and Income office.

 

The Work to Wellness programme (run by APM) supports people who have a diagnosed mental health condition through wrap-around case management, to achieve and sustain employment outcomes that align with their individual goals.

 

This programme is available to people who have been assessed as appropriate and referred by Work and Income. Provider identified clients and clients that self-refer to providers for support must be fully assessed by Work and Income before agreement for referral is completed.

 

Once employment is achieved, both the employee and the employer receive post placement support for up to 365 days in a way that meets the needs of the client and employer.

Thank you again for writing. I hope this information is helpful.

Naku iti noa, na

Elisabeth Brunt

General Manager

Ministerial and Executive Services


MY RESPONSE TO THIS CORRUPT DECEITFUL BIGOT – WHO contradicts herself repeatedly, ignores my complaints,  LEAVES OUT ALL THE IMPORTANT INFORMATION AND ANSWERS TO MY QUESTIONS


From: Jayne R
Sent: Thursday, 3 October 2019 11:40 AM
To: Info (MSD) <Info@MSD.govt.nz>
Subject: Re: 20191002 Reply ROUTHAN

Dear Ms Brunt,
That letter is just as insulting. demeaning, fascist and elitist as Michele Eades, answers no questions about me being illegally and purposely left to rot on welfare by ACC, health services and WINZ.   Yet another rich powerful WOMAN inflicting their self-righteous ignorant neo-liberal HATRED onto a poor powerless WOMAN.
As you work directly for Jacinda Ardern can you please pass on the emails I have sent to her, including links to my youtube channel and website explaining what very powerful, very corrupt, psychopathic/sociopathic, cruel immoral people in our government are not doing what the law says and terrorising people like myself.  She is the Minister of the Arts, I have written to her about having my art censored and being violently assaulted by police for it – for asking for my ACC care to be reinstated after winning two reviews in 2010 and 2011.
It must be getting very uncomfortable for your organisation as neo-liberals, to contain those of us who are now well educated and informed about the form of economic violence and terrorism you operate and promote – ie celebrate making the rich richer and working out ways to oppress and exploit the disabled terrorised poor.
You are dealing with someone who knows what is happening to them is illegal, corrupt, cruel, abusive and oppressive.  Have you even read the legislation you refer to about KEEPING YOUR STAFF SAFE – obviously not.  I am not going to waste my time describing the HATRED and DEMEANING CRUELTY you purposely subject disabled, unemployed, underemployed poor people to on a daily basis – I LIVE THAT NIGHTMARE!
I am truly thankful for those world leading academics like George Monbiot, Chris Hedges, Prof David Harvey, Richard Woolf and artists like Lee Camp etc for validating what is happening to me and explaining why.   Except for the part where I am illegally denied ACC care, I don’t see how that is part of neo-liberalism – except of course I know for a fact ACC are illegally limiting treatment care rehabilitation and housing entitlements to mentally injured victims of crime – mostly women.  I will refer you to my website at www.jrmurphypoet.com and my youtube channel  JR Murphy Poet where I will be responding to your deluded, deceitful elitist bigotry.
Because of my intelligence and education I can explain to you why women who have all their needs met respond to women like myself the way you have.   In a terrorised feudal society as we now have, you have to reject what I am saying in order to keep your belief in the world as being safe and just place – when IT IS NOT.  This is especially important to women like you because that is YOUR FAULT – NOT MINE.  I spend almost all my waking hours educating myself and trying to work out how I can stop you from doing the most EVIL things you do – like handing over housing for disabled and poor to private enterprise (that includes the worst of the worst – charities and not-for-profits like Trust House).
You don’t want the people at WINZ to see the distress you cause people like myself, because it distresses them – AS IT SHOULD – these people are human beings.  Using medications to drug people terrorised by poverty, years of austerity, demeaning welfare hatred, unemployment, domestic violence and shelter and food insecurity is deeply disturbing ILLEGAL behaviour.  Profiting from and exploiting the suffering of people like myself after years of neo-liberal governments like yours shows you are the ones who are insane and corrupt and cruel and criminals – NOT ME.
To you Elisabeth and those who work for ministerial services, I know the law, I know the NZ constitution, I know what I am entitled to, I know what I need, I know my disability, I know the science, I know the politics, I know how corrupted it has become by handing over government responsibilities to uncivilised, issue ridden, unprofessional, greedy people in private enterprise and charities/not-for-profits.   I also know I am a good person on a mission from God with Jesus as my guide, I know the role of artists in a cruel society and I know how abusers of power oppress and discredit artists like myself.  Although if I had the treatment care rehabilitation and safe home I am entitled to under NZ law then I probably wouldn’t be an artist, as my creativity is related to living under inhuman, unsafe conditions without the necessities of life.
You would be very pleased to hear I am now estranged from most of my family who believe – as you obviously do – that I don’t want to work and if my life is so bad I should kill myself.  Thankfully my children are intelligent and I keep them informed as much as I can – without traumatising them, something that people like myself find very hard to do as they don’t have the intelligence, knowledge and spiritual fortitude of faith I do – so pass their trauma onto their children.   Which of course you already know as you market extensively about ‘getting children out of poverty’ by turning them against their PURPOSELY IMPOVERISHED DISABLED PARENTS!
I am both ashamed and disgusted by your response – and am quite sure you would have been one of those withholding details of the sexual abuse of that young woman in the Labour party!   Its time to face up to the fascism and oppression of people with mental health issues as a result of violence and sexual abuse you created Elisabeth, time to face up to it, acknowledge it, admit it and do what is required under New Zealand constitutional laws and signed contract treaties with the United Nations.  Do what the Germans did to those they oppressed – which includes compensation so the resources illegally taken from us are restored and they get to lead a decent life in a civilised society.
We are not a corporation we are a country, you are not a corporation you are a government, the ONLY REASON we have government and law is to keep the peace between rich and poor – I am sure you know that piece of legislation from the Imperial Laws Application Act.   I am sure you will know those part of the Magna Carta that are still legal enactments in this country – ie you are not allowed to destroy people like me, you are not allowed to lie about me and you must give me access to right and justice -WHICH OF COURSE YOU DO NOT.
I should also probably point out that if the bible is true and it is end of days and as I expect I am one of those women sent to test society – then you have completely and utterly failed the test and will be removed from your position of power and punished for what you are doing to me and others.  Noting – if you are gay or HATE Christians for some reason please don’t take your bigotry out on me for my beliefs!  Also everything cruel and corrupt you get police, justice, welfare and health workers to do to me discredits and disempowers you.  You can fool some of the people all of the time and most of the people some of the time – but you can’t fool all of the people all of the time!!!  Not my words, some other intelligent educated person from history.
Please pass onto your ‘goons’ there is no point in hurting me, if it isn’t me it will be someone else, everybody knows neo-liberalism is a failure and has caused extensive cruelty and corruption within our society.  I am a good person, I have never hurt anybody, they hurt me – you hurt me.  This is your job, you go home every night and forget about it, using the extreme amount of money you earn to make your life so wonderful.  This is my life, I have no home and no money and that is YOUR FAULT – NOT MINE!
NOTE: I am currently arranging for an exhibition of my work and that of other terrorised poor who are suicidal and self-harm.  It will not be open to the public because they have suffered enough and do not need to be traumatised more by our criminal neo-liberal terrorist government.   Entry to the exhibition will be by invitation and limited to those who are directly responsible for purposely driving us to suicide, self-harm (and many to violence).  This will include include you, your office staff, Michele Eades and of course Jacinda Ardern to name but a few.  Wairarapa being NO 1 in NZ for driving people to suicide and so close to Wellington there will be no excuses for refusing to confront the harm you cause to society – you drive children to suicide better than any other western country ON THE PLANET.  Time you stopped.   Please refer to my website for all the solutions you should be applying RIGHT NOW and please inform Jacinda Ardern of this exhibition, who I am, details of my website and youtube channel, what I do and what is happening to me.
Sincerely
Jayne R
UN Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE
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From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 4 October 2019 5:29 AM
To: Info (MSD) <Info@MSD.govt.nz>
Subject: Re: 20191002 Reply ROUTHAN – Ms Brunt has quoted Worksafe and HSWA without OBVIOUSLY READING IT

Ms Brunt,
I have reviewed the Worksfae HSWA link you gave me, which you OBVIOUSLY HAVE NOT READ, I would point out YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO ENSURE MY SAFETY.  Given I am the disabled person rotting on welfare for years, thanks to ACC illegally refusing to provide and then reinstate the care I am entitled to under NEW ZEALAND LAW, it would be expected that I am the one who deserves protection under the law you threw in my face to justify your horrendous actions.
Everyone is responsible 

HSWA ensures that everyone has a role to play and makes everyone’s responsibilities clear:

  • Businesses have the primary responsibility for the health and safety of their workers and any other workers they influence or direct. They are also responsible for the health and safety of people at risk from the work of their business.
  • Officers (company directors, partners, board members, chief executives) must do due diligence to make sure the business understands and is meeting its health and safety responsibilities.
  • Workers must take reasonable care for their own health and safety and that their actions don’t adversely affect the health and safety of others. They must also follow any reasonable health and safety instruction given to them by the business and cooperate with any reasonable business policy or procedure relating to health and safety in the workplace.
  • Other people who come into the workplace, such as visitors or customers, also have some health and safety duties to ensure that their actions don’t adversely affect the health and safety of others.
I am the person who is being demeaned and oppressed by the work you do.
Officers such as yourself, given your extremely powerful position, know for a fact ACC are illegally withholding me services and the police are persecuting me for protesting about not getting those services.  You know this because you get your staff to call the police to come and terrorise me for my legal non-violent completely distraught protests about what you are omitting to do under the law in my regard.  You also comply with corrupt police and Ministry of Justice staff who threaten to have all my invalids benefit removed because I LEGALLY AND RIGHTFULLY UNDER MAGNA CARTA refuse to attend court because I am illegally being denied Legal Aid and legal representation.
Recent news reports have exposed how MSD workbrokers were responsible driving a terrified and terrorised mentally ill man to murderer and suicide of his mother and two others after telling him his benefit would be removed.  When I was threatened (oppressed) with having all my invalids benefit removed and got the email in the middle of the night, I didn’t kill myself as I so desperately wanted to end my life, instead I went protesting at 3am in the morning I was outside Masterton District Court with my signs, mostly curled up in a ball crying and rocking backwards and forwards deeply distressed on the steps.  Waiting for them to open so I could get the letter I needed to give to WINZ to say I had attended court and not to remove my benefit.
Just a reminder to you what removing my invalids benefit would do – firstly I would not be able to pay my rent and would be made homeless, I have never in my life not paid my rent and to not pay would mean I would FOREVER have a black mark on my name and have an even lesser chance of EVER getting another rental – considering the extreme and illegal lack of housing in New Zealand for disabled and poor people.   I would lose most of my furniture, art, household items, sentimental items etc that I have had for many years – I don’t have much and most of them were given to me (as I have been rotting on welfare for so long thanks to ACC).  It is almost guaranteed if I did get somewhere to live it would be with an abusive dangerous thieving mentally ill person, as from years of personal experience that is all I get when I try and find a flatmate to share costs and responsibilities of living in a rental property.
That you have misquoted a piece of law to validate your illegal, corrupt, cruel, insulting, demeaning, oppressive, terrifying, criminal, psychological torture of a disabled mentally injured sexual abuse victim is deeply disturbing behaviour from a WOMAN as powerful as yourself.   I can’t imagine the qualifications and experience it takes to get to as powerful position as you have but obviously knowledge of the law and rights of disabled people aren’t on the list!
My self-harm behaviour is a direct result of your staff telling me they would help sort out getting the ACC care I am entitled to under law and getting the police to stop terrorising me for my LEGAL NON-VIOLENT protests about this most grievous situation – then having corrupt senior management staff STOP THE MEETINGS THOSE WINZ STAFF WHO ACTUALLY ARE HUMAN AND ARE CONCERNED FOR MY WELFARE were organising.  Stopped the meetings from happening but didn’t tell me, just left me waiting and hoping after all these years I would get the ACC care I desperately need and am entitled to after winning two ACC reviews in 2010/11.
Understandably my awesome Case Manager Tina Hemi was distraught and being caused psychological harm herself by being prevented from doing what she had promised – after writing AWAITING TREATMENT on my forms and hearing the extreme distress and ongoing harmful situations I was being exposed to as a disabled poor sexual abuse victim in our cruel violent abusive society.  I am sure if Tina (and Richard Fry) knew the law and didn’t fear for her job, she would make her own complaint to Worksafe under HSWA.   Have you advised Tina and Richard their rights in this regard – because I know both of them were distraught being shut down and made into liars by you and your management staff.  Abusers of power like yourself always ‘gaslight’ their victim with lies and half-truths, making them think they are the bad ones.  Years of study and personal experience have made me acutely aware of how this is done – feel free to refer to Prof Philip Zimbardo (I am the person in the cupboard if you are referring to the Stanford Prison Experiment).  YOu should also review the Milgram Experiment and be assured from someone who knows, you are one of the 60% of people who would kill someone on encouragement from someone who said they were a ‘professional’ (eg in a white coat – was it a psychiatrist perhaps?)
Now I have further expressed myself and responded to your horrendous inaccurate abusive letter I will add it to my UN complaint and advise as many people as I possibly can about what is happening.  I have to go through this psychological torture/abuse just to get the ACC care I am entitled to and desperately need – please advise me why this is again, you must know, because nobody will tell me.  That is a crime under New Zealand law and international law, sadly the attorney-general is grossly corrupt and refuses to allow me to take a case against the government in this regard.  Hopefully one day I will get the lawyer I am entitled to under the NZ constitutional documents and will never have to interact with you, your HATEFUL ABUSIVE OPPRESSIVE ORGANISATION or any of the ignorant bigoted sociopaths in it EVER AGAIN.  Kia kaha and aroha to all the decent people at the cliff face who are harmed by what they see happening to WOMEN TREATED AS HUMAN SEWAGE LIKE ME.
Sincerely
Jayne
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE
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NOTE:  While typing out the letter from Brunt I saw several other questions that weren’t answered and her complete rejection of the staff member who said WINZ AREN’T HERE TO FILL YOUR CUPBOARDS – when my friend asked for a food grant she DESPERATELY NEEDED.   I’ll send her another email soon about it and post here.

Michele Eades WINZ Manager Masterton being a corrupt bigot for Labour Party

Have to stop watching and reading news, got to get more of what happening to me on the internet, as that is about as big a news as you can get in the SUICIDE, SEXUAL ABUSE, FREEDOM OF SPEECH, VIOLENCE, GOVERNMENT CORRUPTION, CORRUPT LEGAL SYSTEM CORRUPT HEALTH SYSTEM topics.

Below is a recent letter from Michele Eades, it was posted to me, PURPOSELY NOT EMAILED, because Michele and her chronies know I have issues opening my mail and were hoping I wouldn’t.  Also they know I had started copy and pasting emails to this website and didn’t want this one to go through.   I will show you the letter on my youtube channel so you know it is legitimate.  Also I will start posting all the emails she refers to and the recent one from her boss.  Which referred to legislation on a Worksafe website that she said validates their position about ME CAUSING HARM TO WINZ STAFF and visitors by being terrified, traumatised, distraught and self-harming – I’ve read it – it doesn’t.

Please note these letters are extremely difficult for me to go through and to respond to, it causes me significant distress and usually I have to self-harm to cope and start crying throughout the ordeal.  I desperately need a civil legal aid lawyer, the UN or someone to protect me from this discrimination, oppression and corruption.  If you had someone writing lies and this sort of offensive insulting degrading bigotry- YOU KNOW IS ILLEGAL UNDER NZ DISABILITY AND CONSTITUTIONAL LAWS – you would feel the same as me.

Go to my youtube channel and you will find the video I did AFTER I had been at WINZ, the extremely traumatised state I was in.

WINZ Letterhead – Masterton Service Centre

21 August 2019

Jayne R
…. Ave
Carterton

Dear Jayne

I am writing regarding your visit to the Wairarapa Service Centre in early August and the tone and content of your recent emails.

Your behaviour on 2 August 2019 was very upsetting to other clients in the Service Centre.  I need to be sure that staff, clients and visitors (including you) feel safe in the Service Centre.

When you visit our Service Centre you can expect to be treated with respect and concern for your circumstances.  However, I also need you to treat our team, and other clients and visitors appropriately and with respect.  This will enable us to provide a good service to everyone.

There are standards of behaviour that all clients need to meet when in our Service Centre.  In particularly this includes

  •  No behaviour upsetting to others, including yelling or abuse and
  •  No violence or threats (to yourself or to others)

In the future if you are verbally abusive, or distruptive you will be asked to leave the office until you regain your composure.  We are unable to provide you with a good service when you behave in the way you did on 2 August 2019.  You will be welcome to return to the office when you are composed.

Regardless of the situation, or how upset you are feeling it is not OK to call MSD staff inappropriate or abusive names, either in person or by email.  It is also not appropriate to request me to kill you.  It makes it difficult for us to provide you the service we want to and we cannot tolerate this.

If you email using abusive language we may not be able to continue to correspond with you by email, and instead you will need to either phone our contact centre, use MyMSD or attend appointments in the Service Centre.

I know that you have a number of things that you are managing in your life but would like to remind you that it is important that you seek support for these things from the appropriate experts.  We are not the experts, however, we are happy to facilitate referrals to the agencies if you would like us to do so.

In particular I would like to remind you of the following agencies that are available to support you.

Health: GP – Carterton Medical Centre 06 3798105
Wairarapa DHB:  069469800
Mental Health Services/crisis team 069469805
ACC: 0800101996
Tenancy: direct with landlord or tenancy tribunal

If you email regarding any of the above issues we can only remind you of the support available from these agencies and offer to connect you with them.  I would recommned that you go direct to them regarding your concerns rather than emailing me.

We do want to make sure that you are receiving all the financial assistance you’re entitled to so if you ever wish to apply for addiction assistance or check that you’re receiving what you’re entitled to please contact us.

I know that you prefer to communicate with us by email so hope that you will take this letter seriously and ensure that your language and messages are appropriate so that we can continue to support you.

Yours sincerely

 

Michele Eades
Service Centre Manager

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After reading that load of total fkn BULLSHIT, lies and cognitive dissonance it becomes overwhelming because I know how abusive or non-existent the ‘services’ are – I have been rejected and terrorised by them many times.   This is exactly what abusers of power do – they call it gaslighting, the more formal name is cognitive dissonance.   She wrote this letter that appears to be so genuine, sensible and sane – when I know it is not.  This is the words of a radicalised person on the most massive guilt trip about what she personally has done to ensure MY ACC CARE WAS NOT REINSTATED she has to delude herself to cope psychologically.   Even though other WINZ staff were trying to make ACC reinstate my care so I could get off welfare, Michele told me my legal problems were nothing to do with WINZ, it was my problem if I couldn’t get a lawyer or care, the meeting was cancelled.

Another comment I will make before I have to leave my computer and binge and vomit – I am screaming for my ACC care back so I can go back to work, not be unemployed and relying on these revolting people at WINZ (even the good people at WINZ, I don’t want these people in my life!).  ME AND EVERYBODY WHO FORCED TO GO IN THAT BUILDING HATE IT (except for the double dipper old people who work at really good jobs even though they are over 65 and/or get huge amounts of money from their wealth WHILE STILL BLUDGING OFF THE NZ TAXPAYER GETTING A BENEFIT of $100s every week – and free travel).

The things I said loudly as I was leaving was IF I CAN’T WORK I WOULD RATHER BE DEAD x 3  When you understand the context of my distraught behaviour then you would look at this letter just as I do – INSANE DELUDED BULLY JUSTIFYING THEIR UNJUSTIFABLE CRUEL BEHAVIOUR.

Just for a laugh I contacted all the people, except for Tenancy Tribunal on the list Michele gave me – all people who had been refusing me services for years, who did the same again.  Along with blaming me for my worsening terror trying to interact with services that were insulting, degrading, unprofessional and criminally negligent.  I’m not quite sure why these people have gone quite mad – I think it has something to do with those in power putting EVERYBODY who suicidal in the category of spoilt brat, middle class or rich kid with no ‘resilience’.

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BELOW ARE THE EMAILS I SENT MICHELE EADES BEFORE HER LETTER ABOVE


From: Jayne R
Sent: Monday, 27 May 2019 9:46 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Re: for your information

Hi Michelle,
Since when do I have Ministry of Justice fines?????  Nobody has advised me of anything, are they allowed to take money out of my benefit without advising me?  Are you allowed to take money out of my benefit without advising me.
I can’t afford to pay $15 a week, I have told you repeatedly I cannot live on the money I was getting and certainly can’t do it now you have cut it by $30 – you told me when I first contacted you about the massive increase in my rent that you would change the repayment arrangements for anything I owed, why havn’t you done that.  Please advise what do I owe and who do I owe it to, can you please outline all this money coming out of my weekly benefit.
You know the terrible situation I have been in with flatmates because of impairments related to my disorder, also because I have been illegally put in harmful situations by Corrections and mental health services.  You know I am terrified and how the last person who contacted me about accommodation was a sexual deviant, when I put a notice up on the local supermarket board.  Today I have put a notice on Trade Me, this is the third time this year with no response, although I am terrified I am going to get yet another flatmate who takes advantage of my disability because I am still being illegally denied health care and support I am entitled to.
How can there be a maximum on accommodation supplement when the cost of rentals has gone through the roof.  The government not only are setting rental rates on their tenancy website, they are then not compensating disabled people on welfare who are forced to pay them.  Disabled people like myself who are required by multiple laws to be in state housing living in their communities in culturally appropriate situations.  I have relatives buried in Carterton cemetery, my children were born here, I have owned houses here, this is where I live, this is my community, this is my culture – ugly and cruel as it is now so many racist elitist neo-liberal immigrants live here (that includes immigrants to our region from within NZ) it is my home I belong nowhere else (fact is I don’t even belong here, no disabled human sewage like myself has a place here).  I know someone just moved here paying $400/week for an old small 3 bedroom, everybody on welfare paying less are completely terrified – do you get lists of the number of people you are driving to suicide, violence and addiction every week?
It is very strange you are so keen to pay the landlord even when they refuse to make this property safe as required by law.  Nothing I can do about it, can’t go to the Tenancy Tribunal because if I do I will never get another rental if I have to move.  The thought of moving makes me want to be sick – I don’t ever want to be forced to move again, it is inhuman and shows a complete failure of neo-liberalism and privatisation.
It is deeply distressing and harmful to have these constant forms reminding me what a worthless impoverished piece of garbage I truly am.  Why are there so many things, is it done purposely to terrorise and degrade people, to ensure they have to beg for food regularly so they will kill themselves????  If I don’t get health care, how does anybody expect me to work????  I don’t understand, that is why we have ACC law, to make sure people have all the help possible to return to work and not let injuries, physical or mental, to destroy their lives.   I never got the care I was entitled to and they destroyed my life, that is not only a violation of ACC law, it is a violation of Magna Carta – the founding document of our modern government and Rule of Law.  If government don’t follow the Magna Carta and Westminster Statute then the citizens who being destroyed have every legal right to ignore all laws.
If I can get a flatmate that isn’t going to harm me you can put the debt payments back up, but I definitely can’t pay it now, you are taking food and essentials from me, why are you doing that, what sort of person are you Michelle.  I have never taken food from you, never terrorised you or your family, never stood back and watched you being harmed, so why do you do it to me – I don’t understand.  You are a public servant you are supposed to uphold decency, civil and ethical behaviour, you swore an oath to uphold the law, not to do what corrupt government officials tell you to when you know it is wrong.
Why are you doing this to me, why are you doing this to so many people and hurting them so much they self-harm, suicide and become highly dysfunctional.
Sincerely
Jayne R
( Note fines were parking fines from protesting in Wellington in 2017 – I tried to get the Wellington Council to remove them, they refused – they don’t want poor people bringing their cars to wellington to protest about poverty, abusive mental health services and govt corruption.)
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From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 29 May 2019 5:19 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Letter for Carterton Food Bank

I am required to get a letter from WINZ to access any foodbank, can you please provide that letter that I am now so desperately poor I can’t afford food every week.  What a worthless piece of garbage I am and now even more people in town will know what a disgusting loser I am.  Imagine if I told them I had bulimia.  I just spoke to Carterton Food Bank, told them I was unwell and couldn’t pick it up because of how I self-harm and shake and tick.  I think they going to deliver it.  (They never did – just ignored me.)
They want a letter from you so I don’t have to go through that every week.  I FEEL SO ASHAMED, SO DEGRADED, OH GOD I WANT TO DIE, WHAT A WORTHLESS WORTHLESS WASTE OF AIR, I DON’T BELONG HERE, I DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE.  The woman on the phone hung up on me because I started crying and told her how bad I felt about having to beg for food.  I told them I was developing diabetes, which I am, because of all the carbohydrates I have to eat and asked for veges and meat/fish.  I would help out growing veges somewhere to repay them, because I never know how long I will be at this house and so can’t plan for food all year round.  I always thought growing food would be temporary until I got back to work.
My daughter had a bad car accident and I can’t go to her in Whakatane, I can’t stop crying – how am I supposed to have strong family relationships if I dont’ have any money to visit my family?  Today was my first pay and I couldn’t stop crying about that either.
Saw a documentary not long ago about peasant farmers in Sth America being driven from their land so rich people could build houses.  A gang member who refused $1million to do it said THE TEARS OF THE POOR WILL CATCH UP WITH YOU ONE DAY.  That’s why he refused but other greedy members of the gang did it.  In New Zealand our government do it to us, our neighbours do it to us, you do it to people for a job.  I wonder how many people cry and self-harm because of you Michelle.  We have the highest rate of self-harm in the world in Wairarapa and I am sure that would be related to abusive mental health services and poverty.  I know King Street Artworks trespasses any person who does that – a mental health provider banning some of the most desperate persecuted terrorised people in our community – gross violation of human rights against a person with a disability.  They don’t care of course because King Street is only for mild mentally ill people, not worthless garbage like me.
After 18 months Snr Sgt Jennifer Hansen offered to fill out the legal aid form for me yesterday, she said it on an email and I was in Masterton within 20 mins.   I had told Legal aid I couldn’t fill out the forms and they refused to provide me a lawyer to help me so for 18 months I just get terrorised over and over again.  But then you know ALL ABOUT MY CASE DON’T YOU MICHELLE, you know everything, you just don’t care the government are harming me – which is a criminal act under Sections 150a and 151 of the Crimes Act.
I wonder if I will ever stop crying, if I will ever stop hurting, if my heart won’t be broken forever, if I will ever be safe – after this long being forced to rot on welfare I am sure it will never ever stop.  Never, no hope ever, I wish someone would shoot me, I really do.
human sewage


From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 31 May 2019 3:47 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Can I please have letter for foodbank?

Can I please have the letter the website requires, I phoned someone from Carterton foodbank a couple of days ago, I got upset and the woman hung up on me.  So I don’t know if I’m going to get any food or not and I really need it.  It makes me really unwell when I have food insecurity, makes my fight flight and freeze response really bad.
I don’t want to beg for food from you, it makes me feel really really bad, really ashamed and worthless.  If I hadn’t been raped and neglected like I was it could have been me in your job, I’m an intelligent person, I even have reports to say that, I don’t understand why you think its OK for ACC and the government to stop me getting health care I am entitled to and force me to beg for food when it is obvious how much this contributes to me wanting to kill myself EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Jill Greathead at the Carterton Council told me foodbanks were for people on welfare who couldn’t afford to live, that is what they were set up for, that is what neo-liberalism required.  I am still extremely distressed about not being able to go and see my daughter who had the car accident, it is her birthday on 3 June.  Her sister just told me her and some friends going up for her birthday, but no room for me to go.  My heart is breaking – how am I supposed to have a supportive family if I’m too poor to go to them when something happens.
If I had the $10,000 ACC are withholding at least I could try and do something to make some money, try and get my art, music and things I make to provide me with enough money to live – so I don’t have to be on welfare when it is sooooooo degrading and abusive in my case.
Jayne
HUMAN SEWAGE


From: Jayne Routhan
Sent: Friday, 31 May 2019 10:58 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Proof I am looking for a flatmate, so far nobody has called

I also have it listed on a facebook site, but nobody suitable so far, only a couple of people have inquired.
I was reading the letter you sent demanding I provide proof I am trying to change my circumstances so I am not living in such poverty I want to kill myself.
Was watching the government wellbeing budget and just couldn’t stop crying, what a lie, what an enormous lie – so all rich people will think poor people are getting help.  There is no way back to wellness when you don’t have the necessaries of life and wealthy immigrants are driving you from your homes into worsening and more dangerous situations.  Our government does that on purpose and profits from it, creates jobs out of persecuting poor people.   Do you know what it is like to know definitely that is happening and how illegal and corrupt it is, how many laws it violates and nobody does anything to stop it.
1600 more mental health workers, 1600 more USA trained ignorant issue ridden sociopaths whose only objective is to create money and jobs for drug companies and themselves.  This is never going to end is it Michelle, denying garbage like me health care and keeping us terrorised is going to continue isn’t it.  I bet any new services goes to youth and soldiers – yet again persecuted abused women will miss out – as we always miss out.  Its like I’ve stepped back into the dark ages.
Still don’t understand why you and your bosses HATE me so much they incite me to suicide just for asking for ACC care I’m entitled to – I have to go back to work Michelle or I am going to die.  I can’t stop crying about not being able to go and see my daughter in Whakatane after her car accident, its her birthday, a group of her friends are going up for a party and her sister – there is no room for me.  There are so many people who have died that I cared about and couldn’t afford to go to their funerals.  I don’t understand why you HATE me so much, I really don’t.  I have never hurt you, I never hurt anybody you love, I never stole money from you, I never took your food away, I never took your house away, I never hurt you – why are you hurting me, why are you letting them hurt me.    Please I don’t understand, you must know why they deny me professional health care and yet make such a huge deal about providing mental health services WHEN NOWHERE I CAN FIND THAT I WILL GET ANYTHING I AM SUPPOSED TO HAVE.
Why do people want me dead Michelle, why do they want me unemployed and terrorised, I just want to return to work.  I tried to heal myself, I DID EVERYTHING I COULD POSSIBLY DO, I almost died trying so many times.  I can’t do this on my own and I can’t do this with health people who are insulting patronising and abusive.  That seems to be all you train now, people in the past were OK, but those being trained through our corrupted American neo-liberal controlled universities are REALLY REALLY BAD.
Wellness budget and you know as well as I do, nothing has changed for 99.9% of the people forced to beg for welfare that you HATE/HARM enjoy having to beg.

That is why people kill themselves, because what the media and government say happens is exactly the opposite to what does happen.

Will just keep trying not to kill myself and hold on until amagedon or whatever the bible calls it comes, its soon, lots of people know its soon.  Hopefully I know enough violent people to be reasonably safe from them when the violence erupts here – because it is going to.   Organisations like yours will be targeted I am sure, you are where the degradation and HATRED is inflicted on people.  So much HATE I am subjected to and people wonder why I verbalise hate, why I self-harm, why I’m bulimic, why I can’t cope.
Wish I was dead today, if I can’t work I don’t want to live – nobody does.
HUMAN SEWAGE


From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 31 May 2019 11:07 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: I can’t understand how my wellbeing will be improved from this budget can you please explain how

Its all over the news this budget is about helping suicidal human sewage like me.  Can you please explain how that is going to work in my case, are they going to stop the 3mthly filling out of forms that make me want to kill myself and self-harm.  What happened with you, happened even worse at the police station – I had to get a police woman to fill out the Legal Aid forms because Legal Aid refused me a lawyer and I couldn’t do them myself for past 18 months.
Its a shame as a woman you HATE me because I was raped, sodomised and the person found not guilty, then refused health care, welfare, justice and safe place to live I am entitled to under new Zealand law.  Because I need services and resources a rich/middle class person wouldn’t need in being restored to ‘wellness’ you HATE me, you enjoy watching me beg like the other day, you enjoy me crying and terrified.  I don’t understand why you HATE me Michele I really don’t, you must hate me because you don’t want me to get health care I am supposed to have after winning two court cases nine years ago.  You must HATE all the women forced to beg for welfare, ewwwww.
Did I tell you I phoned for a food parcel but they never came, although I couldn’t wait around all day, by 11.30am I have to go out and see another person or I start self-harming and become bulimic.  Maybe I was away when they came around and they thought I must not have wanted the food if I wasn’t prepared to stay in my house all day waiting.  Or maybe they knew I would be waiting and just didn’t want to bring the food because I was so distraught on the phone????  YOu told me I have no food allowances left, so what am I supposed to do now – do you know how bad ostracized and worthless I feel.
I bet you don’t, I hope one day my tears will catch up with you and those who do this to me and other abuse and trauma victims.
WISH I WAS DEAD WISH I WAS DEAD WISH I WAS DEAD
JR
HUMAN SEWAGE
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From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 12 June 2019 7:25 PM
To: myjobsearch_wairarapa (WORKANDINCOME) <myjobsearch_wairarapa@workandincome.govt.nz>
Subject: Letter for local food bank – please provide OIA/Privacy Act details that were missing.

I have received the details of the fines, which I email Wellington City Council about and why under Bill of Rights and Magna Carta I should not have to pay them based on protesting about serious legal and social issues, as well as me being MADE PURPOSELY POOR by ACC and the government.

I have not received the information about what all the LOANS are for – I don’t even know what they are for, not only do I want the information for revolting bigots/gossips in the community who enjoy denigrating poor people by making them beg for food, I want if for me UNDER THE OFFICIAL INFORMATION ACT, ARE YOU GOING TO PROVIDE THEM.  I can’t go to the food bank and beg for food until I get them.  I phoned a couple of weeks ago, they said I would get food but nobody turned up, I left messages but nobody returned my call.

If people are going to gossip and spread cruel lies about me, then I’d rather a few of them actually knew what was going on.
Please also advise in writing how long I have been on welfare WAITING FOR TREATMENT I am supposed to have received from ACC nine years ago after winning two reviews.  I would like this information and I want to make sure my community knows what is going on as well.

Do you have all the information about the number of living/flatmate/boarder situations I have been in where I have been ripped off and left extremely traumatised, exploited and even more impoverished.

Sincerely
Jayne R
HUMAN SEWAGE
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From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 2 July 2019 9:37 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Complaint and update

Hi Michele,
I havn’t been able to organise everything required to go and beg for food from the local foodbank, I am getting by but my stress disorder is really really bad, having so little food sets off every part of my basic instincts when I have food insecurity.   Not being able to make myself go through the deeply degrading and overwhelming process of providing all that information in order to beg for a weeks food – what I consider INHUMAN AND PSYCHOLOGICAL VIOLENCE!
Also upset when my friend told me her visit to WINZ this week, where she was so broke after not being paid by her small part time job last week because she was sick and unable to phone and tell them she hadn’t worked.   After finally, with all of us encouraging her for the past two years, while around six different health and welfare professionals allowed her to suffer in poverty on disability, she was transferred to the invalids benefit.  When she told me, we both cried on my front porch, she had been to unwell to fight for what she was entitled to, too unwell to go against her doctors rhetoric about GOING ONTO INVALIDS BENEFIT WOULD BE A STEP BACKWARDS!!!!!  A filthy rich pig doctor saying that to a woman with so little and me her friend having to help her when I could, so did others – who were almost as poor.
When she went in, she got someone different – I HATE NEW WINZ STAFF, they usually the most revolting haters.  When she politely said – because she is a proud person and HATES begging for food too – can I please have a food grant I have no food in my cupboards.  The maggot across from her said WE’RE NOT HERE TO FILL YOUR CUPBOARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!    We’re not here to fill your cupboards!!!!!!
If WINZ are not there to put food in your cupboards and in your fridge THEN WHY DO THEY EXIST AT ALL.   You wouldn’t understand what it is like and how deeply humiliating it is if people visit you – when you having very little in your cupboards and fridge – I DO – ESPECIALLY AT THE MOMENT.  Rich people like you have friends and family over for a meal I am assuming – you would think that would be part of our Pakeha/Maori culture – SHARING FOOD – like humans have been doing for 10,000s years.  But not in 21st Century New Zealand under the cruellest most corrupt deceitful government I am sure we have ever had.
Please advise me if people aren’t allowed to have ANY FOOD IN RESERVES AT ALL then what happens if their is a regional environmental emergency or something like that??????    She needed $100, but the maggot across from her would only give her $50.  WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING, YOU ALSO HAVE NO CLEANING SUPPLIES, I cant stop crying.  I have always believed staff are a reflection of management and so far you are definitely that from my experience.  Telling me to get a lawyer rather than Tina and Stephen trying to help me, when my forms say AWAITING TREATMENT for almost 10 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Been having problems with the property manager here   (can’t put next three paragraphs in due to fear of eviction).
Last time I went to the tenancy tribunal the advice I was given got me and my kids kicked out of Reading Street when landlord just gave me 3 months notice, which they didn’t have to explain.
Shame I’m too unwell to fight them through the Tenancy Tribunal, if I had my ACC care reinstated I would have that support.  They used to help me with forms and things back then – I dont’ have anybody in my life to do it – I’m surrounded by terrorised disabled poor people, they can barely run their own lives, let alone help me out.  I can’t ask them also because I have become extremely unwell in situations when I have to fill out forms begging for ANYTHING and they would no longer associate with me if they saw that.
WISH I WAS DEAD EVERY SINGLE DAY, SOOOOO WISH I WAS DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jayne R
HUMAN SEWAGE
————–AFTER I RECEIVED LETTER FROM EADES, NEXT POST HAS EMAILS I SENT

New Zealand Women in Power – #metoo poor intelligent oppressed women DO EXIST!

The screen shots were from a facebook page called ACC exposed sensitive claimants – I was called old and stupid for what I know – this was from quite obviously ignorant uneducated young women.   Interesting how neo-liberals have managed to turn all sectors of society against each other.

From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 2 October 2019 11:06 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer <Jennifer.Hansen@police.govt.nz>; Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>; Sarah Jones <Sarah.Jones@acc.co.nz>; Jacinda Ardern MP <jacinda.ardern@parliament.govt.nz>; Clare Matthews [WrDHB] <Clare.Matthews@wairarapa.dhb.org.nz>
Subject: This is the hatred I am subjected to BECAUSE I am so unwell & can no longer defend myself against ACC or health professionals

To:  Jennifer Hansen, NZ Police,
Michele Eades, WINZ Mgr Masterton,
Sarah Jones ACC,
Jacinda Ardern PM and
Clare Matthews DHB complaints.

I am sure you will use the information (facebook screen shots) I have attached useful to further your plan of how to stop AN INTELLIGENT EDUCATED TERRORISED IMPOVERISHED ABUSE VICTIM get the ACC, HEALTH SERVICES, LAWYER/ADVOCATE and  JUSTICE I am entitled to under medical science, and NZ and international law.   Good on you all, what amazing powerful women leaders you all are.  #metoo

As ACC appears to use tattoo to prove harm, I’m wondering is that why I get NO SERVICES FOR NINE YEARS –  because I don’t use tattoo to display my suffering & trauma for everybody to see?   Also I don’t do drugs, don’t gamble, don’t drink alcohol, don’t commit crimes, don’t lie – it must be that, I don’t get any health care because I don’t do all those things, I am refused reinstatement of my care because I don’t do any of those things???

Although I can see how Debra Cafety was triggered, after misinterpreting what I said and went tourettes on me – can’t you.  You all know this is happening don’t you, you all happy with terrorised impoverished abuse victims turning to tattoo to self-harm and thinking its great – ewwwwww.    Honouring each other – that’s insane, your marketing propaganda and illegal immoral cruel neo-liberal economic policies create this ANOMIE.  It is even more insane for people who are supposed to be intelligent to create this purposely in our society.

You all know I am now so unwell I can’t get a lawyer or advocate to get my ACC care reinstated, you all know I am so unwell I am terrified of health providers, you all know this and all you do IS HURT ME MORE – OPPRESS ME MORE, TERRORISE ME MORE – DEGRADE ME MORE – REJECT ME MORE – INSULT MY INTELLIGENCE MORE – IMPOVERISH ME MORE.   How can I not believe in the bible and this is end of days – publicly you all appear to be and do the opposite of what you are and do to me (and I’m sure other impoverished abused intelligent women fighting for justice and right).

Sincerely

Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

UN Association of New Zealand – corrupt globalists or not? You choose?

Got latest news from UN Association of New Zealand and was incensed considering my situation and what I know.

From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 1 October 2019 9:26 AM
To: United Nations Association of New Zealand <office@unanz.org.nz>
Subject: Children should be taught in schools about democracy & constitutional law, HOW TO NOT DESTROY THE WORLD ON A GLOBAL SCALE USING THE UN & GLOBAL TRADE

And here is the news from an oppressed disabled Civil Society Actor in New Zealand who has been told by your organisation for years  (and Amnesty) that you don’t deal with individual cases – no matter the levels of violence and injustice.  No matter which group of disabled/persecuted people you belong to and advocate for.  Yet you turn up to have a say in human rights consultations like last year.  YOu were there at Victoria University when they tried to evict me from the meeting for no reason – I got an apology about that from the university.

Since then I have been formally trespassed for being upset with a woman from a quasi govt organisation that decides on the types of work us peasants will be trained for to cater to employers.   Apparently the American running it was wondering why disabled people were not included in employment needs, while the NZ woman who part of that group was an elitist patronising insulting bigot who was happy disabled sexual abuse victims (mostly women)being illegally denied extensive ACC treatment care rehab and SAFE HOME TO LIVE IN then entitled to under law WERE SUFFERING AND KILLING THEMSELVES, having their children taken and forced to live in dangerous situations due to illegal lack of housing – AND DEPRIVED OF WORK THEY CAN DO CONSIDERING THEIR DISABILITIES AND COMMITMENT TO THEIR CHILDREN.

The above is a long sentence I know, can’t be bothered fixing it.   Was watching an excellent youtube video by academic George Monbiot about how GLOBALISATION was the death nell for capitalism because it doesn’t work on a global scale.   Mmmmmm isn’t your organisation the one that promotes global trade above all reason & proof of its destruction.  Aren’t you that part of the United Nations that everybody is working to shut down and stop.  Also National Party MP and your founder John Hayes was my MP in Wairarapa and extremely bigoted, abusive and fascist from my PERSONAL EXPERIENCE of years begging for my ACC care to be provided as required by law.  Wairarapa became No 1 for suicide during his reign of neo-liberal terror. He is also associated with the neo-liberal charity abomination Trust House Wairarapa, where they take from the poor with ‘market’ rents and give to the middle class and rich for sports, arts and business projects.

PLEASE NOTE:  The Oxford (and every other) dictionary definition of CHARITY is giving to people in NEED – not people who have all their needs met and just WANT MORE & MORE & MORE & MORE.    Meaning of the world CHARITY was changed by our corrupt neo-liberal controlled government through the Charities Act – how Orwellian is that.  Changing the meaning of words, go figure!  I’m starting to wonder if neo-liberal terrorists use Orwell’s book 1984 as their manifesto!

Here are the facts and maybe one day – although I very much doubt it – you will actually do something to help me and other victims(mostly women) of domestic/flatmate violence who subject to 80% of the crime in this country.  Neo-liberalism is a failure, housing market is a failure, human rights are a failure, UN is a failure, capitalism is a failure, democracy DOESE NOT EXIST and RULE OF LAW DOESN’T EITHER for us oppressed disabled poor rotting in the darklands of this neo-liberal terrorist hell.

YOu should really check out my facebook page Jayne E Routhan I just started it and first time since I was hurt 17 years ago telling my affluent family what is happening to me.  Its going about as hate filled as you can get.  So far my brother has told me if my life is so hard I should kill myself, then yesterday that I am a violent toxic poison person for telling my family HE HAD TOLD ME TO KILL MYSELF.   Although I am connecting with other ostracised members of the family who understand what happening as well.

Currently up on 23 minor police charges for my LEGAL NON-VIOLENT protests within the rules of UN Civil Society Handbook – which I show the judge at times.  Latest round in years of being charged with minor crimes only to have them dropped or win them, dozens of them since 2002 (after rape & trying to get ACC care I entitled to) Two of these charges relate to a current sitting Labour Party member I am not allowed to name and Bell Gully Compass Health.  One related to a piece of art I blutacked to the Labour party office in Masterton and a poem I put on my website.   Also for throwing red paint on the White ribbon banner in Masterton police station after I was violently assaulted and threatened with rape for protesting that I couldn’t get my ACC care and was phoning them highly suicidal, self-harming, almost psychotic and they had police trying to prosecute me for Misuse of a Telephone for begging to have my care reinstated.  You already know all of this I have contacted you several times before over the past 10 years.

Please respond to this email, advise me why you have refused all these years to interact with me and what you intend to do in the future now you know what is happening to me.  Thank you
I look forward to your urgent reply.
Sincerely
Jayne R
Civil Society Actor
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: United Nations Association of New Zealand <office@unanz.org.nz>
Sent: Monday, 30 September 2019 1:39 PM
To: jrouthan@hotmail.co.nz <jrouthan@hotmail.co.nz>
Subject: September Newsletter United Nations Association (UNA NZ)

Latest from the UN and UNA NZ

 

Latest news from the UN Association of NZ
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September 2019

Ka nui te mihi kia koutou katoa
Dear Members and Supporters of the United Nations Association

The United Nations is an organisation that serves the world. If there is a problem in one country they try to solve it by negotiation.

The younger generation should be taught in schools about United Nations activities. At the start of UN model assembly, recently held in Hamilton, I asked the High School students, “Have you heard of UNDP?”. They did not know the answer. After giving the answer I ask them, “Who was the first female head of the United Nations Development Program?”. They do not know the answer. I then ask, “Do you know the name of the previous Prime Minister of New Zealand?”. Then they will say, Hon. Helen Clark.

Our topic for this year for Hamilton Model UN, which you can read about further down in this newsletter ,was Climate Change. This is a very hot topic locally and internationally.

On the 27th September, school students are striking from school and university to protest lack of acton on climate change and push for a climate emergency declaration. These students are our future. They are awake to the effects of climate change on their lives. This strike, they are calling for adults to join them.

I come across various students who say to me that they have taken part in the Waikato Model UN Assembly in the past. Students who had won the speech trophy had ended up as solicitors and doctors, doing well in life. One of them had even ended up as Prime Minister.

I will be glad if the New Zealand Government could introduce UN activities into the curriculum of the school education system and our Prime Minister Hon. Jacinda Arden should be able to suggest this since she had won the Waikato branch speech trophy in the past. There is a lot of reason for this request.

You are welcome to forward and share this newsletter with anyone interested in strengthening the work of the United Nations.

Ngā manaakitanga,

Mano Manoharan
Waikato Branch President
United Nations Association of New Zealand

UNA NZ and Family Planning host United Nations Population Fund Executive Director, Dr. Natalia Kanem.
On the 16th September UNA and Family Planning hosted an afternoon discussion with UNFPA Executive Director Dr. Natalia Kanem. 

Dr. Natalia Kanem is the Executive Director of United Nations Population Fund (UNFPA) and the United Nations Under-Secretary-General. Dr. Kanem brings more than 30 years of strategic leadership experience in medicine, public and reproductive health, social justice and philanthropy. Dr. Kanem is among the highest-ranking women at the United Nations and the first Latin American to head the agency. This year marks the 25th anniversary of the International Conference on Population and Development (ICPD) which recognised that reproductive health as well as women’s empowerment and gender equality, are the pathway to sustainable development. How far have we come? What challenges do we face? The discussion was an exciting opportunity to learn more about the direction of the UNFPA and where we need to focus going forward.

Pictured above: Dr Natalia Kanem (centre) Executive Director of UNFPA with Peter Nichol (right – President UNA NZ) & Joy Dunsheath (left – Immediate Past President)

New Zealand Sustainable Development Goals Summit Hosted in Auckland this Month 

On the 2nd September, experts from all sectors addressing New Zealand’s sustainability challenges gathered at the 2019 New Zealand Sustainable Development Goals summit. The theme focused on ‘Accelerated action, together.’.

Victoria Rhodes-Carlin, a member of the steering committee spoke about UN Youths event ‘the Aotearoa Youth Declaration’ that is hosted in Auckland very year and creates the Youth Declaration policy document. The Youth Declaration gives decision makers access to youth perspectives on key issues. Including, many issues encompassed by the SDG’s. Read the Youth Declaration 

A keynote address was given by Helen Clark.

Sophie Handford- National Coordinator for the climate strike shared a youth perspective on sustainability. The next School Strike for Climate takes place on the 27th September. Find more information here. 

Dr Gillian Greer Co-writer of the SDG peoples report chaired a panel discussion on gaps between where we are and where we are as reported in New Zealand’s National voluntary review on the SDG’s. You can read the peoples report here here  and the national voluntary review  here. The panel also discussed how to bridge those gaps trough collaboration. 
Read more about the summit, which plans to be hosted again nest year, here.

68th United Nations Civil Society Conference
In late August the United Nations Civil Society Conference was held in Salt Lake Utah, USA. 

The conference focused on building inclusive and sustainable cities and communities.

The Secretary-General of the United Nations reminded the conference that well planned cities equip us for inclusive societies and place us well to address the Climate Crisis. He highlighted the role of Civil Society in addressing global challenges and the importance of partnership in working toward to the Global Goals. You can see his full address here. 

You can read the full outcome statement of the conference here.

Hamilton students take on model UN! 

The Waikato branch of UNANZ hosted a Model UN event for highschool students at the end of August.

The topic of the event was a burning one: ‘Minimising the Negative Effects of Climate change’.

The event drew not just students from many schools across Hamilton but also multiple public figures. Including, the Mayor of Hamilton Andrew King, Former Chairperson of Environment Waikato, Pala Southgate and multiple member of parliament, Tim Macindoe and David Bennett who all delivered speeches to the students.

The ‘countries’ discussed their main concerns regarding the topic and outline the policies they had implemented to address them. The main issues included deforestation, extreme weather events, sea-level rise, and the resultant socio-economic implications. Many positive remedies were discussed such as reforestation, renewable energy and international cooperation to heal shared heritage.

The countries were challenged to discuss international agreements focusing specifically on the Paris Agreement and Kyoto Protocol. The countries were divided in opinion. Many highlighted poverty and population growth faced by developing countries as stumbling blocks for achieving positive targets. When debating the resolution was the hidden costs and impacts of seemingly sustainable technological innovations. Many countries called for second thought to possible consequences of new technologies and new research and development to find the most efficient alternatives to fossil fuels.

After the final voting was done, the concluding ceremony was composed of speeches from the President of the Waikato UNA NZ, the Secretary General, the judges, and one of the volunteers who is into environmental sustainability.

The prizes were distributed to the best speaker, the best team, and the team with the best costumes- notably the french delegation pictured.

Multilateralism: Time for a Revamp? Asks Helen Clark
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12th August 2019- Annual Peter Fraser Lecture, Wellington. Last month Helen Clark gave the annual lecture in the name of Rt Hon Peter Fraser. Rt Hon Peter Fraser was Prime Minister from1940-1949 who attended and played an active role in the San Francisco conference where the United Nations charter was negotiated in 1945.

Helen Clark spoke about the current state of multilateralism, the importance of staying engaged with it, seeking to improve its performance and create more inclusive forms of it.

Helen Clark noted the success of multilateralism specifically in human rights and development. She went on to discuss the pressure on the multilateral system now, discussing big challenges such as peace and security and climate action.

Finally, Helen Clark argued that a more inclusive form of multilateralism may be the way forward. She commended the ILO for its tripartite membership consisting of governments, unions and employer organisations.

She highlighted challenges for the UN and its core institutions to broaden their governance but noted lessons for the UN in the way others had broadened their stakeholder engagement. And suggested that experimenting more with that in the governance of the core multilateral system could be useful in getting broader engagement in global affairs.

You can read the full speech on Helen Clark’s website, here.

SDG focus: Action for People and the Planet

Last month saw the SDG of the month and Secretary General highlight climate change. The theme continues this month with a focus on ‘action for people and planet’

The theme comes among a month of important meeting such as the Youth Climate Summit on the 21st September. Another notable event is the Climate Action Summit, the first of its kind bringing together public and private stake holders. Finally, the Sustainable Development Goals Summit on the 24th and 25th September.

Exclusive Blog by UN Secretary-General António Guterres

The Secretary-General wrote an exclusive blog detailing his thoughts on taking action for people and the planet in a month of several important meetings.

“This month, world leaders will gather in New York for a week of critical meetings to accelerate action for sustainable development, including the Climate Action Summit and the SDG Summit. I have asked leaders to announce concrete plans of action that can boost global ambition. … If we want our planet to remain the same – healthy and able to support prosperity and opportunity for all — we will have to completely transform our world.

 

As the SDG summit takes place in New York this September key actors call for the world to ‘make it happen’.

UNA NZ Education Portal Resources

The UNA NZ Education Portal is an excellent web page for UN-related resources.  This month’s featured Portal webpage is SDG 2: Zero Hunger. Given the governments announcement of their latest policy to provide free school lunches to New Zealand’s most under privileged children and the focus on poverty in the latest access radio session (featured in this newsletter) we thought this month we would focus on SDG 2: Zero hunger.

Click here to learn more.

Wellington Access Radio featuring SDG One: No Poverty

Past President of the UNA NZ, Joy Dunsheath, will be featured monthly on Wellington’s Access Radio (106.1FM) discussing ways people can help do more to support a more just and equitable society.

This month’s programme focuses on SDG One: No Poverty with Dr Pushpa Wood and Andrew Johnston.

Listen to this episode here. 

Save the Date: UN Day 2019

On the 24th October UNA NZ will be hosting UN Day celebrations at Premier House in Wellington. The event will feature speakers such as High Commissioners. Invitations will be sent electronically via email and registration through Eventbrite is essential.

Notice: UNA NZ Office available part-time

The UNA NZ Wellington office is still available for sharing one full day or one-half day per week. It is located centrally on Boulcott St.  The office is fully furnished, and has internet connections, heating and ventilation, and an office kitchen available for use.

This would suit an NGO needing an office for one day per week or for occasional use.

For more information, please contact: Joy Dunsheath joy.dunsheath@xtra.co.nz or office@unanz.org.nz

Get your copy of our latest magazine

Be sure to check out the UNA NZ News 2018, which includes the Dame Laurie Salas Memorial Lecture, speeches and reflections from our National Conference on the topic of the role of Global Summits in solving global problems, and latest research reports by the UNA NZ. It also highlights some of the work of the wider UN family in NZ. Members should have received a copy of the magazine. If you have not received a copy, please contact your Branches. Read it now online here

Check out our newly updated website!

Selected International Days This Month

September

5 September – International Day of Charity
8 September – International Literacy Day
10 September – World Suicide Prevention Day
12 September – United Nations Day for South-South Cooperation
15 September – International Day of Democracy
16 September- International Day for the Preservation of the Ozone Layer
21 September – International Day of Peace
23 September – International Day of Sign Languages
26 September – International Day for the Total Elimination of Nuclear Weapons
26 September – World Maritime Day
27 September – World Tourism Day
28 September – International Day for Universal Access to Information
30 September – International Translation Day

October

1 October – International Day of Older Persons
2 October – International Day of Non-Violence
5 October – World Teachers’ Day
7 October – World Habitat Day
9 October – World Post Day
10 October – World Mental Health Day
11 October – International Day of the Girl Child

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Are Masterton police being bullied #metoo – Snr Sgt bullying me


From: Jayne R
Sent: Monday, 30 September 2019 4:16 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer <J.Hansen@police.govt.nz>
Subject: Latest news report bit scathing of Snr Sgts Jennifer

Wondering if there any bullying going on in Masterton police, especially in regards to me, I see the faces of some of those officers when they are charging and processing me – THEY DO NOT WANT TO BE DOING IT – ITS OBVIOUS THEY ARE ASHAMED.  They know what’s going on, that is why I always got on with Wellington officers, they know how long I been protesting and they ALL agreed with what I was saying.  Wasn’t until I got really broke and had to start protesting over here that things got nasty.  Police were never my enemy and I have NEVER RESISTED ARREST or deserved anything but kindness, protection and justice.
Have teamed up with a few interesting new local body councillors – hopefully they all get in.  They are loving my ideas about dealing with our No 1 suicide rate.  Doesn’t matter what you do to me, I’ve got Jesus as my guide, my knowledge is my power and my actions are vital for a civil society, the more you hurt me the more people turn against those doing it.   Here’s my bullying poem dedicated to you and your fascist friends.
I’M BEING BULLIED

I’m being bullied and there’s no-one to tell
Beaten kicked and whipped, left in hell
I can’t find a lawyer, someone to care
I’ve read the laws, understand what’s in there

10 years of torture asking them why
Why do you ignore me, have left me to die
Why’s my life so worthless when others are not
If I had cancer this neglect it would stop

I have all the symptoms of traumatic stress
Have studied university books, the internet
I get no help rejected because
I believe in my spirit, my culture, my knowledge

I write to the paper, TV, radio
To those supposed to protect me I know
Say there’s laws that say this, laws that say that
Some that are good, others a brick bat

Human Rights laws with no power at all
Bill of Rights laws on which nobody can call
Laws only for lawyers and rich people to use
Laws made that meant something, now they’re abused

Laws that cost hundreds of thousands to create
Laws that protected the poor and the weak
Then came the wasps settled in the beehive
On which lawyers, accountants and bureaucrats now thrive

WHILE PEOPLE LIKE ME ARE LEFT TO DIE

Now there’s nobody taking responsibility
For the stings of the wasps in our capital city
Soldier ants fill our government buildings
Employed cause they’re soulless, ruthless, unquestioning

Like Marianne said they smile as they kill
And if you object you’re insane should take a pill
So if you’re one of those ants from the hill
I’m your worst nightmare, poet, artist, political

eNd

Jayne R

Civil Society Activist

HUMAN SEWAGE

Further complaints about all bias psych assessors I expected to see

1 May 2019

 

Medical Council of NZ

PO Box 10509

The Terrace

WELLINGTON 6143

 

Dear Sir/Madam,

 

Please find attached a complaint about psychiatrist Justin Barry-Walsh in his capacity as a consulting forensic psychiatrist in my current Bill Of Rights/criminal case for protesting about mental health services, police, housing, ACC and government.

 

Firstly, I have yet another bladder infection which is making me feel yuk, also my knee is getting sorer since I fell a few weeks ago. Really need to see a doctor, is there anything you can do about that urgently, I havn’t seen a doctor for over three years.

 

Included are copies of documents, books etc I showed at the assessment but he didn’t respond to me about any of these things, we didn’t talk about treatments at all. I mostly cried and was extremely distraught telling him the worst of what was happening, how my behaviour had deteriorated etc.   Don’t want to start again, I don’t want to cry today.

 

Yesterday I was talking to court staff who said every person there had tried to get me health care I was entitled to, it was people higher up in police, health and government who were refusing. I believe the motivation behind this is sinister and punitive to punish me for my LEGAL NON-VIOLENT PROTESTS about what was happening to me and others like me. That is against the laws of New Zealand (including Crimes Act) and United Nations treaties, freedom of expression and freedom of speech. Sadly justice organisations in this country are grossly corrupted by neo-liberal extremists, nothing more than marketing. Freedom of speech means you are free from economic, psychological and physical violence.

 

I know there may not be any way for the Medical Council to help me with the lack of health care I am being subjected to, but I hope and pray with all my heart you can. I just want to get better and go back to work, I have to or I won’t survive and will have no hope for the future. I have so much to offer my community and the world with my art and what I know. Please free me from the torment of suicidal ideation at the hands of these terrible faceless people.

 

You should also consider contacting police after reading what has been happening to me and the serious life-threatening situation I am living with unsupported. In fact I am supporting others who are getting services and in better living situations than me.

 

I hope you believe me, I hope you can help me, nobody else will, when I write these things down it seems so surreal this is happening to me in New Zealand in 2019.

 

Sincerely

 

 

Jayne R

Civil Society Activist

HUMAN SEWAGE


3 May 2019

 

Medical Council of NZ

PO Box 10509

The Terrace

WELLINGTON

 

Dear Sir/Madam,

 

This letter is to form part of my complaint about Justin Barry-Walsh and others using psychological abuse/torture in an attempt to drive me to suicide.

 

I am not sure how to talk about the background to this as it is very traumatising for me, I have communication impairments and need someone to insure I relate all the relevant information needed for the Medical Council to make a decision. Can you please help me work out how to do this, I am not sure myself, whether phone or face to face. I have no support to do this from anybody else.

 

This is in regard to being in court for my legal and valid protests about police violence, being illegally denied health care, punitive use of the justice system, government corruption, gross injustices in mental health and housing sector, etc. Legal Aid refused me legal aid, even when the judge said they were required to provide it so I had a lawyer.

 

On 1 May I heard from Nelda Day court officer that the second psych assessment would be 24 May, THE DAY AFTER I was due in court. The date of 23 May was made four weeks ago, the Forensic Service was required to provide a suitably qualified culturally appropriate ‘impartial’ psych assessment as requested by Judge Morris before the next court date – not the day after. The 23rd was chosen because I have a long term relationship of sorts with Judge Morris and she is determined to do whatever she can to get me the health care and justice I am entitled to under law – so I don’t end up in court repeatedly for my ongoing protests. She was going to be there on 23 May, she may not be there 10 days later.

 

I was advised the assessor was going to be Dr David Chaplow, ex Director of mental health and one of the people I have spent the past 17 yrs complaining/protesting about.   The first assessor was not who the court staff were told it would be, it was a very gay sounding man called Peter who only 18 months before wrote a report saying I didn’t want services – which was a horrendous lie.   Then I got Dr Barry-Walsh who I thought to be trustworthy, but obviously wasn’t from his report. Now they want Dr Chaplow, when I had requested Mason Drury or ANYBODY he recommended who knew Whare Tapa Wha and assessed on a culturally appropriate basis, ie as a Pakeha New Zealander. The judge supported this in her formal request to Forensic Services, it was ignored.

 

Finding out the court had organised the psych assessment for the day after I was due in court made me very angry and I challenged court staff about this.   I was told to contact Forensic Services as they were the ones who organised it, there was nothing they could do. Giving consideration to my extremely poor mental health what they were doing was psychological torture, vindictive, punitive use of the justice system and criminal under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act. It is also a perversion of justice which is a crime and subject to 7 years jail if convicted and of course many other human rights and disability rights laws.  I looked on the website and tried to phone head of Forensic Services Dr Emery-Palmer http://www.mhaids.health.nz/about-us/directors-of-area-mental-health-services/ given the seriousness of what was happening.

 

I went through to a call centre, the person asked me who I was because psychiatrists did not talk with patients who phoned, I told her I was not a patient. She phoned through to Dr Emery-Palmer and returned to me saying the doctor had said I was a patient and not to put me through. I reiterated I was not a patient and tried to explain the situation, the woman hung up on me.

 

As a writer I have a pretty good grasp of the English language and just to make sure looked up the word patient.   I am definitely not a patient by definition of the word, I am not registered with any health provider, I have not received any services from mental health for many years – no matter how many times I begged for professional health care I was entitled to. I have not received anything from public mental health services, except some counselling 25 years ago and the odd bit of social work (which is not health care). I did have some interaction with an Occupational Therapist in 2009 but when ACC illegally withdrew my actual professional rehabilitation the OT couldn’t cope and rejected me also. I had been working with a very professional and amazing OT Glenda vandervenLong at the time who was funded by ACC. The interaction with Hugh Gaywood-Eyre OT was more a therapeutic interaction, there was no ‘health care’ involved.

 

The last interaction I had with Hugh was at Masterton police station, I was on the floor with my arms around the ankles of the social worker sitting beside him begging for health care. Hugh told me to get up and stop embarrassing myself, that I knew as well as him there were no longer services in mental health. He left the service not long after that, I knew him through a club I belonged to for a while, we have discussed what happened, he left MH services as he couldn’t cope with how badly they treated people.

 

Being a patient would require some sort of regular interaction with the same person, I can’t recall that happening for a very long time. It distresses me greatly that other people appear to get professional health care and I do not. I have never understood why and people treat me like I’m a liar and delusional when I tell them what is happening to me, because it doesn’t happen to them. Hopefully the Medical Council and police can work out what has been happening to me. The only possible reason I can think of is my public protests and formal complaints, it is illegal to harm or disadvantage someone who makes a complaint.

 

With everything the media and government say about mental health services and the horrendous ‘suicide promotion’ propaganda we are all subjected to day after day, my mental health is denigrated even further by my experience of EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE to what is expected.

 

It appears to me Dr Emery-Palmer may be part of this appalling abusive behaviour by Forensic Services, I truly believe only a police investigation would be able to explain what is happening and how many it is happening to. I know from the laws I read it is not allowed to happen to me or anybody else.

 

Mental health services have more power over people and the opportunity for more abuses of power than police. What is happening to me might explain New Zealand’s world leading suicide, self-harm, domestic violence and eating disorder rates. Perhaps I am part of a targeted group of disabled people who are prevented from accessing professional health care, using professional health and rehabilitation models and whose valid complaints are illegally rejected.

 

Please make this stop, please, I have never hurt anybody, I barely drink, I don’t do drugs, I don’t steal, I don’t rip people off, I don’t bludge off people, I don’t gossip, I don’t gamble, I am not a sexual deviant or pervert of any sort. I am an honest good person just wanting health care I need and am entitled to so I can return to work for wages, so I can live with dignity and in safety without having to beg for food. My house is tidy and clean, my gardens are done, I share jars of jam & pickle I make with others, most of it goes to waste (when I get given fruit or produce people don’t want). I don’t want to live like this as an outcast of society, I am intelligent, I have reports that say it, I have a report from Justin Barry-Walsh 6 years ago that said I was intelligent, didn’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional. That is still true, unfortunately I don’t know if Justin is as sound minded.

 

I am 54 years old, why are they doing this to me, I am going to be destitute the rest of my life if they don’t help me, there is no point in living if this is what my life is going to be like.   Please I want to meet my grandchildren, please I don’t want to be despised by my family and the community, please I havn’t done anything wrong and I don’t understand why this is happening to me when every law and report I read says exactly the opposite should be happening. Please if I don’t work I know I will be raped, harmed and exploited again, please help me, this is what is happening in the ‘darklands’ where I live every day. Its very hard to avoid junkies and being told repeatedly to interact with very self-righteous wealthy Christians is extremely offensive. The times I have gone to churches for support I have ended up being the one supporting them, working for them for nothing, often doing things for people who were getting health services and had safe stable homes to live in.

 

Did I tell you about them cancelling an x-ray the doctor at A & E said I needed, so I went there and was told there was no appointment?   Did I tell you about mental health staff gossiping to people in the community about what a bad person I was (who then came and told me). If I was a patient of mental health services then I would be able to make formal complaints about this gossip and the horrendous violations of my most basic rights, I am not so I can’t.   How can somebody be a PATIENT of a health system that completely rejects them?   They treat sex offenders and abusive thieving junkies better than they treat their victims, I know that for sure.

 

What is happening to me is a criminal act and a deliberate perversion of justice

 

 

Yours sincerely

 

 

Jayne R

HUMAN SEWAGE



From: AGreig@mcnz.org.nz <AGreig@mcnz.org.nz>
Sent: Monday, 9 September 2019 5:04 PM
To: ‘jrouthan@hotmail.co.nz’ <jrouthan@hotmail.co.nz>
Subject: RE: Complaint

Hello Ms Routhan

The reason we did not take this any further, is that there is nothing in the documentation you gave us showing how the doctor breached the third-party assessment statement. This means we will not be taking any further action with this matter.

You asked us to provide you with the documentation we sent you, and I have attached a pdf file with the information you sent us in 2019.

You have also made a Privacy Act request for ‘all documentation in the consideration of my case’. We are compiling this material, and will provide it you to. I note that we have 20 working days from your request to provide you with this material.

Regards

 

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Andrew Greig
Manager Professional Standards

Te Kaunihera Rata o Aotearoa |Medical Council of New Zealand
www.mcnz.org.nz | agreig@mcnz.org.nz

This email may contain legally privileged or confidential information which is intended for the use of the addressee only. If you receive this mail in error, please delete it from your system immediately and notify us at either the above email address or on +64 4 384 7635.

From: Jayne Routhan [mailto:jrouthan@hotmail.co.nz]
Sent: Wednesday, 28 August 2019 9:51 a.m.
To: Andy Greig <AGreig@mcnz.org.nz>
Subject: Re: Complaint

Mr Grieg,

I have never received advice from the Medical Council of NZ that you were refusing to consider my valid complaint of bias by Justin Barry-Walsh and others from Forensic Mental Health services.

1.  Please advise the date and method of MCNZ response.

2.  Please advise how you were confused about the extreme bias Justin Barry-Walsh and two other assessors with conflicts of interest in my case, it is quite obvious from the report and FMH sending people who were supposed to be assessors yet had already refused me services.  Conflicts of interest and bias in independent third party psychiatric assessments are illegal according to your own rules.  You do know your rules Mr Grieg????

3.   Did the complaint go through the official complaint channels or did you stop it before it got to those people?

4.   Who where the people that made the decision?

4.   Please provide all documentation in the consideration of my case?

5.   Can you please explain in more detail why you rejected my valid complaint?

5.   Why would you list what the MCNZ does, I have read your rules and the legislation I know what you are supposed to do, I am not stupid or illiterate – in fact I have psych assessments that confirm I am intelligent, don’t have a personality disorder and not delusional?   Your response would suggest the opposite of you and your organisation.  Do doctors driving our world leading suicide, self-harm and violence statistics concern you at all, or are you more interested in the profits and jobs created for doctors?

6.   Please return all the documentation I sent you to 29 Clifton Avenue, Carterton.   I am very poor and cannot afford large amounts of photocopying, I will require all the documents I sent you for another avenue I have for justice and protection from government oppression of people with mental health issues like myself.

7.   My complaint was extensive and detailed, I was very careful to explain the situation using health, disability and legal jargon so people like yourself could understand.  I have spent time studying disability and rehabilitation at Massey University, also law, human rights etc.  Along with living amongst the  purposely impoverished, violent and suicidal rejects of neo-liberalism.   Is my extensive knowledge and experience of no consequence to you?  Do you believe yourself to be superior to me due to your affluence and powerful position?

8.   I spoke to a woman in your office a few weeks ago that told me MCNZ were making a decision whether to make a decision about my valid complaint.    I was also told by the same woman in May I had a valid complaint according to the rules, which is why I sent the complaint.  Can you please advise this woman’s name, I require it for upcoming legal proceedings.  Do the men bully and denigrate the intelligent women in your organisation?

I look forward to your reply, these are all requests under the Privacy Act and as required by law the information should be forwarded to me within 28 days.

Sincerely

Jayne Routhan

UN Civil Society Actor

I HAVE JUST REALISED EMAILS ARE DISAPPEARING – I CAN’T FIND THE ORIGINAL EMAIL FROM THIS CORRUPT ELITIST PIG – I do recall something being said during the Cambridge Analytica scandal that they make sure the emails are deleted off the system after a few weeks – maybe they make it automatic.   So will start posting more copies on here of the worst ones in future.

 

GSL Contractors & Carolyn Fifield – HATE starts HERE

From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 20 September 2019 8:40 AM
To: enquiries@gsl.nz <enquiries@gsl.nz>
Subject: Important information for the owners and managers of GSL

Dear Sir/Madam,

It was disappointing  Carolyn Fifield refused to accept any responsibility whatsoever for the extremely fascist racist cruel elitist neo-liberal and bigoted comment she made to me on facebook recently.  I have phoned to speak to her as she promotes on the internet how she works for your organisation and is obviously a reflection of the elitist hatred rampant in our neo-liberal controlled society.  Calling me a junky because I am poor – anyway the comment she made was so offensive and distressing I got a screen shot and it is attached.   I just wanted to make sure the owners of GSL are aware Carolyn Fifield is such a publicly toxic bigot.

In fact I am an advocate and activist in the area of disability and care of sexual abuse victims (or more correctly ACC illegally denying impoverished terrorised sexual abuse victims the extensive treatment care rehab and homes THEY ARE ENTITLED TO UNDER NZ AND INTERNATIONAL LAW.  I am 54 years old and currently being denied ACC care so I can return to work after winning TWO ACC reviews NINE years ago.  There are reports saying I am intelligent, don’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional – which are all true.   Except I can’t be that intelligent because I have tried unsuccessfully for nine years to have my care reinstated to no avail and because I am poor cannot get a lawyer (which is illegal) – advocates tell me my case is too complicated and they can’t do anything.

I do not do drugs, I drink little alcohol, me and other victims of sexual abuse like me are the victims of the people Carolyn was ranting on about.  Although she doesn’t seem to understand those women are forced to stay with their abusers because the government stopped building state housing 35 years ago for disabled and poor people (many of whom had violent and dysfunctional upbringings).  They also sold off most of the state housing and then introduced 100,000s wealthy immigrants to New Zealand, knowing those immigrants would drive disabled and poor locals (of all ‘colours’) out of their homes and into dangerous situations.  Also extremely racist and bigoted businesses preferred wealthy immigrants who hadn’t been forced into crime and violence after neo-liberals drove 100,000s decent well paid manufacturing jobs to poor countries (like China – that is now a rich powerful country because of it).

It is obvious from your website that you reject all New Zealanders who have been forced to commit crimes to survive over the past 30yrs.  So not only did neo-liberals force people into these situations with massive cuts to welfare – at the same time as they were the ones making everybody unemployed.  National made WINZ/MSD the most terrifying, degrading and abusive process they possibly could.  Paula Bennett who had everything handed to her on a plate, with a state home as a single mother and her free education as a DPB mum – took all that away from ME and women like me.  Especially those of us who were victims of serious sexual and violent crimes – I spent many years begging and pleading with her and others in the National party to have my care reinstated as required by law.  They had me terrorised by police and denied ALL HEALTH CARE instead.

I live in the darklands of this neo-liberal nightmare of hell, it is very dangerous here, people are very poor, you have to work out who the junkies are before they rob you blind, most people have serious mental health issues and hurt people like me.  Steal from me, terrorise me, bring dangerous people to my home, are lazy, can’t look after themselves, take advantage of me, attempt suicide etc.  That describes a string of ‘flatmates’ I have been forced to live with so I can survive.  Currently with all the disability money I am allowed I get $490 and my rent is $320, my elderly mother helps me keep my car going.  My food budget is $35 a week once my power and internet are paid for.  I try to put away $20 a week for emergencies.  Anyway I don’t want to tell you how terrifying and degrading being this poor for years is.

Everybody lives in terror of homelessness in the darklands, everybody lives in terror of dangerous gang members, addicts and mentally ill people.   People like me who are educated advocates and activists in the area of abusive mental health services, neo-liberal terrorism, poverty, suicide homelessness etc also live in terror of violent police, corrupted/bigoted mental health staff, continual threats of having all my invalids benefit removed and of course not being able to access the health care I need and am entitled to in order to return to work.  IF I DON’T WORK I CAN’T LIVE, IF I DON’T WORK I AM GOING TO BE RAPED AND HARMED AGAIN, IF I DON’T WORK I can’t go to funerals, participate in family events, belong to a club, go to any cultural event that costs ANYTHING – that includes gold coin donations.  I can’t go out for coffee or a meal, which is why all my working friends have ostracised me – plus of course they have a lot of new immigrants from the city and overseas to talk to now – they can ditch their local friends that are suffering – they don’t want to see that.

I felt I needed to write this email to the people who own and control GSL, who I am sure think like Carolyn.  I have been studying human behaviour towards disabled abuse victims for many years now – mainly to understand why people like myself were being treated like human garbage for asking for help they were entitled to by law.  I read lots of legislation, I read and understand the Human Rights ACt, Bill of Rights Act, ACC law, constitutional law – along with this I read signed ratified treaties the NZ government has made with the United Nations on Economic Social and Cultural Rights, Human Rights, Disabled Rights and civil rights, along with the definition of torture (which me and others who know our rights and what we are entitled to are being subjected to).  I know what the auditor-general is supposed to do, the attorney general and the solicitor general (they are corrupt and don’t), I know what Health & Disability Commission, Human Rights Commission, Ombudsman, Medical Council, State Services Commission, Parliamentary Services, Police, Law Society, Legal Aid, Police Conduct Authority, etc etc are supposed to do (they are corrupt and don’t).  This is why we have such high rates of suicide, violence and human rights abuses going on, this is why our country advances rich people and persecutes/exploits poor people – it is ILLEGAL but they still do it.

It is interesting how the government propaganda about suicide prevention isn’t working with people like Carolyn don’t you think.  Her comment that I am suicidal (it is part of the Complex PTSD I have to live with due to the rape and criminal neglect afterwards) because I’m some junkie in an imaginary world she has made up to justify her bigotry.   My children are now 24 and 25, as of last week both of my daughters, who only have boyfriends, own their houses and are in good, well paying jobs and good at what they do – they are intelligent, practical and kind – like their mother.  Their father left many years ago but is still in touch with them and adores them – although they tell me is annoying and very bossy.  After I was raped I started learning what was happening to me and why I couldn’t cope – I love knowledge and do my best to know a lot of things about a lot of things.  As a result of this knowledge I did my best not to pass my suffering on to them – it took every bit of my intelligence and skill I had to do that.  I suffered much more as a result but I did what was best for my children.

The people you talk about want the best for their children too, they are just caught up in poverty and social dysfunction so much they can’t escape from it.  I have very few friends at all and seldom go out in order to stay safe from poor and rich dangerous people.  Getting insulted and abused by someone in the community who knows I don’t work and doesn’t believe what I say about not getting health care I need to work is as harmful to me as a physical beating (in fact worse – the policeman who inflicted the worst physical assault on me I am not as afraid of as the policeman who came right up to my face and told me YOU WILL SEE HOW BAD POLICE CAN BE if you don’t shut up).  I would show them the psychiatric reports but it seems extreme to have to do that to stop people’s bigotry.  I could send a copy to Carolyn if she wants proof, I could send her a copy of the two ACC reviews I won in 2010 as well if she wants.  Does she want a copy of my bank statements to see what I spend my money on as well?

There are 1 in 5 people in New Zealand – 20% of the population that experience 80% of the crime according to police statistics and police officers at HQ in Wellington I have got to know over the years of protesting about mentally injured suicidal abuse victims being treated like criminals and denied ACC health care etc.  Most of those people are women who are forced to live with dangerous violent men – do you honestly think any woman with children would stay where it wasn’t safe IF THEY HAD ANY CHOICE???????????????   Because they don’t police are called continuously to different addresses, I have a lot to do with the police I talk to them about these issues – because they are at the coal face.  They know what I know about the social problems, they just don’t realise our government are purposely causing 80% of it with neo-liberal austerity against the poor by the rich.

Carolyn’s vitriolic hatred and bigotry highlighted perfectly how ignorant and full of hate towards terrorised poor people THOSE WHO HAVE EASY AFFLUENT LIVES WITH EVERYTHING THEY COULD POSSIBLY NEED are.   Below you will see one of the many youtube videos available explaining the damage neo-liberal extremism has done, also look up anything that refers to ANOMIE, which is what we essentially have in NZ now.  I find Chris Hedges, Mark Blyth, David Harvey, Lee Camp, Bryan Bruce, etc very interesting and accurate in their analysis of world neo-liberal terrorism of poor by richest.  I suggest you learn more of the truth, rather than relying on New Zealands grossly corrupted media – NZ news has absolutely no relevance to what is happening to me and others in the darklands and any attempt to fix it with the violence and suicide promotion industry.  Ahhh neo-liberals they know how to profit from everything, including persecution and human rights abuses of the poor THEY PURPOSELY CREATED – to make us a low wage economy.

Please get Carolyn to contact me, it is imperative she understands the vast majority of poor people in our community are people with genuine need and disabilities, whether psychological or physical.   Men suffer most with physical injuries and ailments because they are expected to continue to work no matter how much pain they are in – that is often a reason they become violent because they can’t feed their families and they are hurting trying to.  My father was a general carrier and contractor, that is how I grew up, I know what happened to him in the 1980s when his work dried up after the council was privatised (the new contractor bought all the council equipment for low prices – when the council had just replaced everything the year before).  So the new company in town had new equipment, all the council contracts as well as could compete with my father for other work.

I hope this email goes some way to addressing the HATE ignorance and bigotry Carolyn and those like her feel towards all poor people rotting on welfare.  To make that comment on the social media page of a MEMBER OF PARLIAMENT who is extremely ignorant bigoted and full of hatred towards people like myself (who get lumped in with dangerous people) was very disturbing to me.  Especially when I have encountered other such abuse and discovered the person doing it was a troll for a wealthy health organisation – that relies on government funding for its research and survival.  Because the nature of the abuse I was subjected to and reliance of your company on continued mass immigration of wealthy who can afford to build homes, also government contracts etc I made a formal complaint to the State Services Commission so they can investigate Carolyn’s link with the National Party.  Next month they will start making public those who get govt contracts – it has been kept secret until now – I am sure that will expose extensive corruption in the process, just from small contractors I know being deprived of govt contracts that were given to politically aligned friends and family.

This email and the disgusting offensive comment by Carolyn will be going on social media – perhaps if Carolyn had called me back when I asked and GSL had dealt with the situation properly – instead of telling me private facebook communications by staff were nothing to do with them, things might have been different.   All these years as a disabled advocate I am just sick and tired of people like Carolyn saying such revolting things and refusing to take any responsibility whatsoever for her ignorance, bigotry and HATE.

I just tried to upload the screen shot of Carolyns comments and my computer won’t do it – this is new.  Someone is trying to stop me exposing what is happening as recently my computer stopped recognising my printer so I can’t print anything either.  Below is a transcript of the facebook exchange on Paul Goldsmiths’ facebook page – it should still be there if you want to check for yourself around 14 September.

 

Heading was – “National will build on an economy that builds on infrastructure kiwis need.”

My comment was:  Why?  You didn’t do it for the 10 yrs you were in govt????   In fact you bought in 100,000s immigrants and ILLEGALLY drove disabled and poor locals from their homes into dangerous situations, causing rape, violence, child abuse, addiction and of course your favourite SUICIDE.

Carolyn Fifield responded:  JR Murphy really…… National was involved in huge infrastructure programmes that provided jobs, skills and expertise to NZers rather than the Labour beneficiaries who chose to live off the tax payer.  Guess what the immigrants come and do the jobs you choose not to do and they are still coming in excess of 100,000s each year….. Jacinda has just changed how she reports this to you and to cover her government lies.  Meth addiction is ILLEGAL and those beneficiaries who chose to raise their families in Meth addicted homes breach their tenancy agreements CHOOSE THEIR FUTURE AND THAT OF THEIR POOR CHILDREN.  Blaming others for your illegal activity, then choosing rape, violence, child abuse, addiction and of course your favourite SUICIDE is the result of your poor choices in life catching up with you….. love how the poor and illeducated blame everything on others.

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Having a legal brain I will point out the LIE National are telling about infrastructure kiwis NEED.   Infrastructure is required by NZ and international law to provide housing health care and justice.   Roading is not a requirement under law – making bigger roads for the huge increase in immigrants is a want – not a need.  Making bigger universities (eg Victoria) that only rich people can access or poor people who want to be in debt for decades (and forced to go overseas to get enough money to pay it back – if they do at all) is a want not a NEED.  Not sure about the expertise??  That involved bringing in 10,000s affluent educated foreigners to drive even more NZers from their homes and the good well paid jobs.  Why didn’t Nats just use them to train the locals, then send them back to where they came from.

It is a well known fact the government needed to bring in huge amounts of immigrants because the local population were deeply impoverished and all the resources and money concentrated in the hands of the wealthy – as described in the video below.   They brought in wealthy foreigners to buy up resources and delay NZ going bankrupt.  That is why our debt is $100billion ish – mostly increased by National Party.  I could go on but I won’t.

I sent GSL and Carolyn a youtube video about neo-liberalism and what it does – so they would understand where I am at and what they are doing – which is rise of the extremist alt right.

RNZ News – A distraught desperate despairing letter to Radio NZ

rom: Jayne R
Sent: Saturday, 14 September 2019 1:44 PM
To: rnz@radionz.co.nz <rnz@radionz.co.nz>
Subject: How many other things do our media cover up???

I know you cover up neo-liberalism and the damage it is doing, you cover up the housing market failure that is driving suicide, violence, crime and the destruction of our society, you cover up why so many people are suicidal but whine on with the same BS that people just need to talk to someone and a social worker will fix it, you cover up what is happening to me for years.
Nobody trusts what NZ media say any more, you are bias and manipulate it out of greed and elitism.  I have just had a discussion with my brother that ended in him telling me if my life was so difficult then I should end it permanently.   That’s what middle class and rich do to any of their family who end up in the darklands of this hell hole due to corruption in ACC, justice govt etc.
Yesterday I went to see my 25 yr old daughter for a coffee – I don’t see her very often, it hurts to much and too difficult, her partner and her have just built a house, they both work and she just got a $6,000 bonus from working at Powershop.  Apparently they made the biggest profit in their history – now I see the news item below and find out they are also a big greenhouse gas polluter.   My daughter throws food out, I barely have enough decent food to eat each week.

The media in New Zealand are destroying our society, you have got to stop lying to people, you have got to stop avoiding the serious issues and telling us about road accidents and how good the odd poor or disabled person is doing.  You are killing us, we are in a state of ANOMIE now, reading the front page of the Wairarapa Times-Age and its like you have all gone COMPLETELY INSANE.   A charity run by a foreigner who wants us to be like the UK – not like NZ – wealthy LABOUR ASSOCIATED local elites who run Trust House, profiting from market rents of state housing they were almost gifted, highest rate of pokie use in NZ and exploiting alcoholics through their pubs etc.

Then going on how the HIGHEST EVER PROFIT and ‘return to the community’ is PROOF they are fulfilling their purpose of ‘community wellbeing’.  THAT IS INSANE WHEN IT IS WELL KNOW WE HAVE THE HIGHEST RATE OF SUICIDE AND SELF-HARM IN NEW ZEALAND, highest rates of people being prescribed psychotropic drugs (to cope with how dysfunctional our society is), highest rate of compulsory treatments orders (because wealthy health elites demand people who are suffering are drugged up).

You’ve made a pact to talk about environmental issues you were avoiding before – what about a pact to talk about economic, human rights and constitutional issues that you are currently avoiding.   You are in denial and believing your own propaganda – IT IS NOT TRUE.

I emailed you earlier about my situation of being in court for a crime of writing a poem about a criminal who works for Bell Gully and Compass Health to stop poor people getting health care by underfunding – so there are more resources for rich people with private health insurance.   I know the man is a murderer, I know what he does and yet you do nothing to expose him.   You do nothing about local MPs in government who have done nothing to alleviate the suffering of disabled poor people – especially abuse victims in Wairarapa – is that because all our MPs are men, who think sexually assaulting, raping, hitting and neglecting women to the point of suicide IS A WAY OF CREATING JOBS FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT’ HAVE THOSE ISSUES???????????????

I will be putting this email on my website, just to show people what the media know and don’t say anything about.    I am intelligent, don’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional and yet two psych assessments (that were only done because I couldn’t get legal aid and was not well enough to represent myself) say I am completely insane and should be locked up under a compulsory treatment order FOR PROTESTING ABOUT HOW BAD MENTAL HEALTH SERVCIES ARE AND HOW OUR GOVERNMENT DEPRIVE DISABLED PEOPLE OF THE SAFE STABLE CULTURALLY APPROPRAITE HOUSING THEY ARE ENTITLED TO UNDER ACC AND OTHER LAWS.

You are the media, if you don’t tell us peasants the truth then we are going to continue to suffer and die.   As you make it worse and worse, the more lies you are telling, the bias, the ignorance, the trivialising of EXTREMELY SERIOUS issues that are destroying us.   Media are the ones who made us No 1 in the OECD for youth suicide, domestic/flatmate violence, self-harm, eating disorders and homelessness – YOU ALL DID IT – YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE.  I bet that is why Greg Boyed killed himself, he couldn’t take what he was doing any longer, he was a good person.

Why – why – why – why do you want suffering violence pollution and death – it is your friends and family who will be affected as well.   Mostly the violence etc is in the darklands, but it will affect more and more of the middle class and rich – NO MATTER HOW MANY POLICE YOU EMPLOY.   Those young cops aren’t going to be sticking at it for long – you are traumatising them as well – especially with suicides.  You have allowed the government to create this neo-liberal nightmare and you refuse to do anything to stop it.  There are solutions to this but nobody will act with any leadership or strength to change things for the better – YOU ARE INSANE, THE GOVERNMENT ARE INSANE, BIG BUSINESS ARE INSANE, OUR LEGISLATURE, EXECUTIVE AND JUDICIARY ARE ALL INSANE.  So much of what I see is illegal – but nobody challenges it in court or will even discuss it in public.   No we’re having a big meeting and discussion about more cancer funding…..   groan.

You leave me both enraged and in deep despair, why are you doing this to us – what did any of us ever do to you.   Check out some of my solutions (on this website) – ALL BASED ON PROFESSIONAL HEALTH MODELS, also my posts about Regional Rehab Centres and Regional Mental Health facilities.  Making sure everybody is working and participating – human garbage like me doesn’t get to participate I DON’T HAVE ANY MONEY!!!!!!  NONE LEFT, NOT FOR A $5 COFFEE.  That’s why so  many shops in Carterton are struggling, their incomes getting less and less because NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE HAVE ENOUGH MONEY and the rich can’t spend it fast enough.   Landlords, banks and government has it all.

https://www.rnz.co.nz/news/world/398763/climate-change-electrical-industry-s-dirty-secret-boosts-warming