Category Archives: Poetry

Empower Me – Poem

Dedicated to new mayor, Greg Lang, and councillors of Carterton.

Empower Me

Empower me with courage
Empower me with faith
Empower me with self–belief
In what I do and say

Empower me with light
Empower me with dark
Empower me with balance
So I can hit my mark

Empower me with grace
Empower me with poise
Empower me with magnetism
Screen out the others noise

Empower me with clarity
Empower me with love
Empower me with understanding
Of what I have to give

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Are Masterton police being bullied #metoo – Snr Sgt bullying me


From: Jayne R
Sent: Monday, 30 September 2019 4:16 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer <J.Hansen@police.govt.nz>
Subject: Latest news report bit scathing of Snr Sgts Jennifer

Wondering if there any bullying going on in Masterton police, especially in regards to me, I see the faces of some of those officers when they are charging and processing me – THEY DO NOT WANT TO BE DOING IT – ITS OBVIOUS THEY ARE ASHAMED.  They know what’s going on, that is why I always got on with Wellington officers, they know how long I been protesting and they ALL agreed with what I was saying.  Wasn’t until I got really broke and had to start protesting over here that things got nasty.  Police were never my enemy and I have NEVER RESISTED ARREST or deserved anything but kindness, protection and justice.
Have teamed up with a few interesting new local body councillors – hopefully they all get in.  They are loving my ideas about dealing with our No 1 suicide rate.  Doesn’t matter what you do to me, I’ve got Jesus as my guide, my knowledge is my power and my actions are vital for a civil society, the more you hurt me the more people turn against those doing it.   Here’s my bullying poem dedicated to you and your fascist friends.
I’M BEING BULLIED

I’m being bullied and there’s no-one to tell
Beaten kicked and whipped, left in hell
I can’t find a lawyer, someone to care
I’ve read the laws, understand what’s in there

10 years of torture asking them why
Why do you ignore me, have left me to die
Why’s my life so worthless when others are not
If I had cancer this neglect it would stop

I have all the symptoms of traumatic stress
Have studied university books, the internet
I get no help rejected because
I believe in my spirit, my culture, my knowledge

I write to the paper, TV, radio
To those supposed to protect me I know
Say there’s laws that say this, laws that say that
Some that are good, others a brick bat

Human Rights laws with no power at all
Bill of Rights laws on which nobody can call
Laws only for lawyers and rich people to use
Laws made that meant something, now they’re abused

Laws that cost hundreds of thousands to create
Laws that protected the poor and the weak
Then came the wasps settled in the beehive
On which lawyers, accountants and bureaucrats now thrive

WHILE PEOPLE LIKE ME ARE LEFT TO DIE

Now there’s nobody taking responsibility
For the stings of the wasps in our capital city
Soldier ants fill our government buildings
Employed cause they’re soulless, ruthless, unquestioning

Like Marianne said they smile as they kill
And if you object you’re insane should take a pill
So if you’re one of those ants from the hill
I’m your worst nightmare, poet, artist, political

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Jayne R

Civil Society Activist

HUMAN SEWAGE

I am Human Sewage

I am human sewage, DHB decided so
The Chairman said do nothing, pretend we do not know

I am human sewage ACC decided so
The Minister said do nothing, keep up the torture show

I am human sewage the commissioners decided so
The Ombudsman said do nothing, we don’t wanna know what you know

I am human sewage the government decided so
The Prime Minister said do nothing, keep up the marketing show

I am human sewage our MPs decided so
When they all said we can’t do nothing, go away we don’t wanna know

I am human sewage mental health decided so
In the Wairarapa are ignorant bigots, running a suicide show

Turning me to human sewage, standing here just so
A witness to the lies they’re telling, cause they’re cruel & I know

I am human sewage, my family decided so
When they all sat back and did nothing, that’s why I’m here on show

Singing we have human sewage, created some years ago
When elitists took over this country & a neo-liberal agenda took hold

Aye aye aye aye aye
Aye aye aye aye aye

 

Been on my own all day, not good, wish I could go out but no money – wish I was dead – what purpose in living if you can’t work and forced to live in degrading, soul destroying poverty.  I don’t understand why I am not allowed services other people get – drunks, gamblers violent people, criminals get services and victims don’t?  WTF is that BS & none of the organisations who supposed to insure you get justice and services will help??  Its like I don’t exist.

 

Elites R Cannibals – Poem

Don’t believe a thing they say
Rich and powerful had their day
Have your pitchforks at the ready
Elites are few and we are many

3 decades thieving from us peasants
Using propaganda for things unpleasant
Now farming us like animals
REBEL !!  Resist these cannibals

All history proves we will win
Against this enemy within
Now’s the time to decide
How violent will be this turning tide!!

Never enD

Simon What You Forgot

Simon What you forgot
Poor suffering and dying not our lot

Simon What you forgot
The people found out your evil plot

Simon What you forgot
Justice and right will stop your rot

Simon What you forgot
Karma coming to cruel greedy snot

Simon What you forgot
The tears of the poor will get you lot!

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Labour McNulty Are Faulty – dedicated to NZ BORN victims of violent crime & govt oppression

What do you do when leaders of a country use police to oppress/terrorise a disabled NZ BORN suicidal VICTIM OF CRIME for a poem begging for ACC/health care she is entitled to by law (having WON 2 court cases in 2010 and was promised prior to Labour’s election) so she can return to work?  You rewrite it like any Warrior Poet would.

LABOUR MCNULTY ARE FAULTY

Labour McNulty of corruption are guilty
Neo-liberal Extremists, criminal and racist

Labour McNulty are the ones who are faulty
Neo-liberal Extremists, cruel global terrorists

Labour McNulty oppress and insult me
Neo-liberal Extremists, Mental Health are their fistS

Labour McNulty of corruption are guilty
Neo-liberal Extremists, handing power to richest

Labour McNulty are the ones who are faulty
Neo-liberal Extremists, know counsellors won’t fix this

Labour McNulty oppress and insult me
Neo-liberal Extremists, profit from war on the poorest

NeVeR eNd

I reworked this masterpiece to make it more relevant following Monday’s court appearance and hopefully to avoid more charges and arrests on top of the 16 I now face.  FOR MY NON-VIOLENT PROTESTS – all legal under United Nations Handbook on Civil Society.  Anybody been feeling those in power are UNCIVILISED as they celebrate welcoming in new Immigrants KNOWING they are driving disabled and impoverished locals from their homes and resources?  In South America the rich and powerful pay $millions to gangs of thugs to drive locals from their homes.  In New Zealand we pay Real Estate Agents.   Everything NAZI did in Germany was legal too.

The ONLY REASON we have government and law is to keep the peace between rich and poor, not incite violence and basic survival instincts.   Survival instincts I understand being an expert in traumatic stress disorders (after 17 years of study and experience), basic instincts which are further heightened by safety, shelter and food insecurity.   Noting also 20% of New Zealand born victims of crime experience 80% of all crime.  Proof of which is in global statistics that show New Zealand’s rates of domestic/flatmate violence and self-harm in women are HIGHEST IN THE WESTERN WORLD.  All of these people are entitled to extensive ACC treatment care rehabilitation and SAFE STABLE HOUSING IN THEIR OWN COMMUNITY.  FACT!

What I am exposing is just the tip of the iceberg, if our local and central government, judiciary and police are prepared to do something this cruel and corrupt to me – you know they are doing just as bad in other areas.  Like profiting the rich by denying poor people health care so they suffer and die.  How much more of this are New Zealanders going to take before they standing in the streets and participating in our grossly corrupted democracy?

When our national anthem says, and if an enemy should assail our coast  make us then a mighty host, God defend New Zealand.   They don’t mean have parties and welcome them to plunder and destroy us – they meant we would stand up and fight to reject them!  Instead our leaders laid down and profit from us suffering and dying.  Instead New Zealanders just TAKE IT LIKE COWARDS!   NO HOPE without REBELLION!

NOTE:  I am not talking about the immigrants who come here not knowing they are driving disabled and poor locals from their homes and resources so they can have them.  I’m talking about the people who do know and do it anyway, along with those who have created this abomination and profit from it.

Kieran McAnulty is Faulty – poem

Kieran McAnulty of corruption is guilty
Neo-liberal extremist, authoritarian & racist

Kieran McAnulty is the one who is faulty
Neo-liberal extremist, cruel global terrorist

Kieran McAnulty ignores and insults me
Neo-liberal extremist, Mental Health is his fist

Kieran McAnulty of corruption is guilty
Neo-liberal extremist, handing power to richest

Kieran McAnulty is the one who is faulty
Neo-liberal extremist, a counsellor won’t fix this

Kieran McAnulty ignores and insults me
Neo-liberal extremist profits from war on the poorest

HATE starts HERE !!

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Saw what this corrupt liar said on his facebook page about suicide and mental health services, that I know are going to make things even worse.  Half the NZ local population driven to suicide and these Labourites just love to create jobs from the suffering American neo-liberal economic extremism causes.  Grrrrrrrr.

NOTE:  My comment calling him RACIST – I truly believe Maori/Pakeha are a modern RACE of people, a race with combined cultures,  which would be understandable when the Treaty of Waitangi signed by Maori leaders and the monarchy made us all one people over 150years ago.  All over the neo-liberal western world immigrants, for whatever reason, are driving disabled and poor locals from their homes, livelihoods, they are displacing the most vulnerable and weakest members of the local population.  Governments are doing this and purposely (illegally) ignoring and censoring the impacts of this.

The MP who promised before he was elected (over two elections) to help me get mental health care ACC supposed to reinstate nine years ago & the $10,000 in Independence allowance they brag about withholding from me.   So angry, had to write this poem  and will be putting it up everywhere to cope – pen is mightier than the sword they reakon.   His facebook page is full of his neo-liberal Labour (USA version of democrats ewwww) mates making comments about how great he is, its sickening.

Half the NZ population (2.5 million of us, 99% born in NZ)  being driven to suicide due to poverty, fear and HATE caused by AMERICAN neo-liberal economic extremism.  Profiting and creating jobs from the economic suffering our own government is creating is about as depraved AND ILLEGAL as you can get I reakon.   Counsellors and social workers doing our governments DIRTY WORK, listening to the suffering of the poorest WHEN THEY SHOULD BE GOING TO HIM DIRECTLY AND PARTICIPATING IN OUR DEMOCRACY – TAKING TO THE STREETS – LIKE POOREST IN EVERY OTHER COUNTRY IS!!

Its Kieran and your politicians you need to be talking to, not some poorly trained/brainwashed unemployable self-righteous ignorant young person.  Who doesn’t know what NZ was like BEFORE neo-liberals took it over – and that’s exactly the way those abusers in power like it.

Do your own research, ask Kieran why counsellors ARE NOT considered health workers and yet Social Workers were made health workers only a few years ago.  It helps them UPLIFT children from families and although sometimes this is justified, the abuses of power and complete failure of the complaints system means many decent people now being terrorised.   My knowledge of how bad ACC and system is for victims of crime/rape and abuse makes me rage at this generalisation and denigration of mental health services – when these people need and are entitled to extensive PROFESSIONAL support.

What they are doing is purely experimental in the area of suicide and mental health.  THERE Is ABSOLUTELY NO medical evidence to suggest very unwell suicidal people in inhuman living situations (caused mostly by housing crisis) will benefit from phone ‘counselling’.  YET ANOTHER THING OUR CORRUPT GOVERNMENT DO TO VIOLATE OUR HUMAN RIGHTS – experiment on people!!

Mental health services neo-liberal Labour govt want are going to deprive the most unwell and deserving victims of crime the extensive treatment care rehabilitation and homes they are entitled to under ACC and many other laws.  Instead people who commit violent and sexual crimes, who are addicts and dangerous are going to GET EVEN MORE HELP.  Along with affluent spoilt brat children who can’t get their own way as adults and use unfounded threats of suicide to get it.   World has gone mad – if I didn’t believe in the bible before, what I’m seeing around me sure looks like end of days to me.  LETS HOPE SO!

 

New Poem – TAKE HEART

Take down those crusty paintings
Refined heART upon the wall
Take down those crusty paintings
In office, house and hall

Take stock of our priorities
Remember why we live
Take stock of our priorities
And what we have to give

Take heART the world is waking up
Peace and justice will soon reign
Take heART the world is waking up
To the class war game

Take over our courts and parliaments
Put new heART upon the walls
Take over our courts and parliaments
Until this Oligarchy falls

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I Don’t Want To Live

I don’t want to live in this cruel evil place
When charities are used to degrade & disgrace
Where self-righteous bigots work for the rich
Enjoying disabled & poor thrown drugged in a ditch

I don’t want to live in this cruel evil place
When naïve artists are used to ignore a disgrace
Where lawyers & doctors & wealthy elites
Enjoy driving mad those not allowed to compete

I don’t want to live in this cruel evil place
When media are used to brainwash & disgrace
Where idols on TV bullshit every word
Enjoying the fact those hurting aren’t heard

I don’t want to live in this cruel evil place
When landlords & agents exploit poor a disgrace
Where those profiting from the economics of hate
Enjoy their houses, our money, their holidays, our fate

I don’t want to live in this cruel evil place
When being suicidal and poor is Number 1 a disgrace
Where suicide prevention is police violence, forced drugs
Enjoying abuses of power being fascists and thugs

I don’t want to live in this cruel evil place
When I’m called a bludger, a nutter, a disgrace
Where they make me a criminal for doing what’s right
Enjoying the fact they profit while I fight

I don’t want to live in this cruel evil place
When I’m treated as worthless, rejected a disgrace
Where I’m only a burden to those that I love
Enjoying life’s not possible while the ground I’m above

I don’t want to live in this cruel evil place
When everybody ignores the injustice disgrace
Where charities and governments inflict blow after blow
Enjoying the profits and power from their marketing show.

I WOULD RATHER BE AN ANGLE!

(Like the one at the park next to Trust House – well meaning ignorance.)

……..

A sad testament to Jacinda Ardern’s Labour government – still Libertarian at heart with the perversion of the charity industry.  New Zealand 2019 after that marketing show in front of the United Nations.  I know dozens of things they could do immediately to relieve the pressure on those with disabilities, could be done under urgency and would put money into the community at the grass roots level.  For example, making ACC provide full entitlements, including money and safe stable culturally appropriate, disabled enhanced homes – as required by law.  Putting all people who suffer an illness/injury on invalids benefit within six months, poor people who spend in the community are being defrauded of $60 per week for YEARS.  Law says 2 years, but doctors were encouraged not to do it.  These people are forced to get WINZ documents signed four times a year rather than once a year which takes up time for health services already overstretched.  Now nurses are going to do it the chances more women will be denied ongoing disability allowances is going to get worse – from my extensive experience.

I at library and left other page of poem at home, another four verses, might make it into a punk or metal song, I love the restriction of rhyme and word, makes the art even better.  Also love repetition, I’ve woken up two mornings in a row with two new verses, but havn’t written them down, not good to dwell on those things that drive your despair.  They’re there waiting though, very stressed and very creative at the moment.  Havn’t been on my website for ages, computer out of action, I’m sure it a virus as those in power try and shut me down.

Only reason I can think I am such a threat is my demand for drug free methods of treatment – the pharmaceutical industry is extremely powerful and profitable.  I have been posting a lot on my youtube channel through my spare phone, but its not easy with 2 hour downloads for 5 mins.

Definitely know corruption in mental health is at the top in the Directorate of mental health, was discussing this with Stephen Enright in that office.  Far as he is concerned us peasants supposed to look after ourselves, traumatised terrorised unwell people, being exploited and further harmed by traumatised terrorised unwell people.  Thats the Libertarian Utopia Peter Thiel, Helen Clark, Ruth Richardson and John Key etc wanted.  That is illegal under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act 1961 – see other pages for links.  Grrrr

Doing heaps of art at the moment, got several guerrilla protest missions planned, should be scary fun, have asked the police to keep a sense of humour.  Lots more I havn’t done because I’m really frightened after the assault with handcuffs, my wrist never fully recovered, putting away my firewood for winter isn’t pleasant – and makes me dislike the police and IPCA intensely.

I havn’t been typing, just realising how much I miss it, how therapeutic it is for me, been doing it for so many years.  Been hand writing things and photocopying at a local shop.  Always fighting in the red tape war, like I said, check out my youtube channel.  JR Murphy Poet

ADDED 12 March – things really rough at the moment, I go from passionate and strong to terrified and weak, my brain trying to cope with the insanity of being so poor I have to beg for food while being owed $10,000 by the government and even have a legal decision to say they were supposed to pay me $18 a week for the past 10 years.

Got told by head person at WINZ that now deals with me, when I had to beg for money for firewood today (that I HAVE TO PAY BACK), ACC was my problem and nothing to do with them.  She got angry and aggressive because I was crying and distraught, told me she would hang up if I didn’t calm down – calm down – how do they expect people to react to what I am being subjected to.   More examples of corruption, just asking for health care, welfare and home I’m entitled to by law and that is what I get, purposely made to beg for money from the government rather than get the $10,000 for my Independence Allowance I could use to help me get help and create a business from my art or the multiple other ideas I have.

And as for Jacinda Ardern saying this morning Kiwibuild wasn’t doing well due to MARKET FAILURE – WTF – not Market fkn failure its failure of the government and neo-liberal terrorist elites.  How that marketing maggot sleeps at night is beyond my comprehension.