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Terrifying Police ‘welfare’ visit instigated by corrupt cruel bigot at NZ Parliamentary Service

Here is the email I wrote to constable (who seemed really nice and genuine when talking to me at home, through my locked door.  He told me he would call me and I could email him, but when I tried to contact him was told by his boss he was busy and he wouldn’t be contacting me and was extremely reluctant to give me his email.    Why say you are going to call and then have no intention of doing it – that is what I am subjected to all the time, its a form of psychological torture cruel corrupt police use with 100,000s NZers.    Actually I don’t know this was the constable I spoke to, or Rutherford was the person with him saying nothing???  I have seen both Andrew Rutherford and Sgt Wakefield names in statements in the police evidence trashing me for my legal protests about abusive mental health services, ACC, government corruption etc.

I always freeze with any knock at the door, then I go to see who it might be, I have smokey glass in my door.  Saw it was probably a policeman and asked who it was, which he confirmed he was from Carterton police, welfare visit bullshit.  I went up and locked the door, talked to him through it, refused to open it.  Told him about the abuse on facebook and we agreed he was going to phone me back and get the screenshots I had.  When they left I was frozen for at least 10 mins, shaking and hyperventilating – hadn’t expected them and so scared of them now.

Police are told not to reveal the person who contact them about any ‘welfare’ ‘suicide’ issues – wonder why that is you think????  Legally they not allowed to name the person but are allowed to name who they work for because I won a court case years ago that clarified the situation.  Would it be because police are being used to oppress and intimidate people they are purposely driving to suicide and crime because of the inhuman/illegal living situations poorest people now in????  Hell yeah!

Below is the email I sent (which I have also sent to others in justice, human rights etc)  and below that are some of the things the person from Parliamentary Services? said under the fake account.  I have screen shots but can’t put them on here not enough memory on my free wordpress site.


From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 8 January 2020 5:46 AM
To: Andrew Rutherford > Michael Wakefield
Subject: Are you going to act on my complaint or not? If you don’t respond by end of today I will assume that is NO!


From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 7 January 2020 2:04 PM
To: Andrew Rutherford > Michael Wakefield
Subject: Screen shots of the facebook abuse I was subjected to

Are you the officer I spoke to through the door and my house??  Because this email is for that man.
I have talked to Sgt Wakefield – who I do not trust and he eventually gave me this email.  He told me someone from Parliamentary Services contacted the police that resulted in your ‘welfare’ visit.  I have been advised police follow my social media to make sure I don’t violate my bail conditions by mentioning certain very powerful people I upset, people I refer to now as Voldamort.  Perhaps it isn’t police, perhaps it is people more closely associated with the ruling political parties/government then contacting police to terrorise me?  Perhaps it is bad people within government agencies who are corrupt and nothing to do with a political party.
After being subjected to some revolting bigotry, discrimination, threats and abuse on facebook yesterday – so bad I took screen shots of it – I believe the person behind this facebook page was the person who contacted police.  This person could be someone from Parliamentary Services.  I have blocked them.  It is quite difficult to follow the conversations because there were two threads going, the last screen shot implies they are going to contact police (for me that is a threat).   The person called themselves Joaquin Guzman on facebook – which I googled and is actually the real name of the Sth American crime boss El Chapo, so the name is definitely fake.
If this is the case, which you need to investigate, there are serious repercussions for the public servant who said those things to me, which were extremely derogatory, insulting, degrading, abusive and blatant bigotry.
Parliamentary Services are instrumental in discrediting me and have some team they set up that targets activists like me.  I have a psychiatric report by Justin Barry-Walsh that outlines this group and what they do.  You should be able to access it via my current case because it was the first psych report that labelled me insane for what I rightly do.  If someone from that office has set up a fake account and knows they are ‘fishing for an adverse reaction’ for pleasure, that has criminal ramifications.  I made a formal complaint about this assessment to the medical council because it violates their rules around lack of bias when doing Independent 3rd party psychiatric reports.
You will have to ignore my derogatory comments assuming it is someone within the police who was doing it – I have every reason to be suspicious of motives of some senior police.
I have had an extremely difficult and traumatic Xmas and New Year, of course I feel bad when I am terrified of what police are going to do to me end of January.  Have me forcibly locked up or drugged up!!!!  Because ACC are still refusing to reinstate my IA of over $10,000 they are withholding or any services I am entitled to after winning 2 ACC reviews in 2010/11.  I am terrified I have no lawyer, knowing Michael Bott was a candidate in the 2011 general election for Labour, so obviously bias.
Also there is a possibility this person is being manipulated or instructed by a politician or person from a political party who doesn’t like my social media criticism of our current government and Prime Minister, because Parliamentary Services are located at Parliament Buildings.  If that is the case that would be a crime and gross violation of separation of powers.
Sgt Wakefield got annoyed with me   He didn’t like what I was saying and that scares me, because he will stop you looking into this further, please investigate this, please protect me from very powerful people in our government.  Police are there to uphold the law and act justly, no matter who the complainant or perpetrator is, rich or poor, powerful or powerless.
I made a comment on my vlog yesterday about the person abusing me because of the youtube video, you obviously have seen the video, have you read the comments below?  Have you read my comment below?
Police have been coming to my house for years for ‘welfare’ visits knowing I can’t get services I am entitled to.  Senior police refuse to listen to my complaints of crimes by those causing me harm by depriving me of ACC, health, welfare and justice entitlements.  I know its not usually the officers who come to my door but my brain is terrified of all of you now after the really bad things some police have done and never held to account for them.  I will have nightmares because of the visit today, it now triggers me because of all the unresolved ‘stuff’ I have to deal with.
I am instigating other legal challenges through the courts at the moment, one of them involves Parliamentary Services, perhaps they know and are motivated to hurt me because of this as well?
Why would Parliamentary Services be following my youtube channel in the first place?
Sincerely
Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE
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The comment I made on my facebook page was:   Police know reporting me to fb makes me want to top myself! That why they do it! All 4 Depression Line staff English immigrants.
I wrote it after having someone making several complaints to facebook over the past few months and me getting kicked off for a month for talking about suicide, government corruption etc.  Telling people the current system was abusive and targeted some people for persecution, depriving them of all health care and justice in the process.
I am not allowed to phone govt Depression line and yet facebook repeatedly gave me information TO HELP ME – NOT – that said I could call this number and would get all the help I needed.  The complete and utter bullshit facebook is sending to people who are suffering and want to die because they don’t have health care or necessities of life are insulting, perverted, elitist hatred and bigotry.

Here are some of the things Joaquin Guzman (ie evil neo-liberal terrorist murderer at Parliamentary Services New Zealand) said on facebook before carrying out his threats to make sure I got services whether I liked them or not.

POLICE KNOW REPORTING ME TO FB MAKES ME WANT TO TOP MYSELF! THAT WHY THEY DO IT! ALL 4 DEPRESSION LINE STAFF ENGLISH IMMIGRANTS – newly arrived with accents.

Firstly my friend Lyn posted – Your voice is important to me.  Police need to back off and allow you the same rights as everyone else… The right to participate in the conversation.  You are constantly persecuted for telling your truth.  Its disgusting that cops play this game.
JOAQUIN GUZMAN  reporting you to Facebook makes you want to top yourself, what the hell lady, get over it.
LYN –  what a stupid insensitive comment
JOAQUIN –  Have you watched the videos, she got a few screws loose, no wonder police don’t take her seriously, they prob thing whats this crazy bat on?  lol
LYN – so why comment?  If you think she is crazy then why pick on her?  Is your self esteem so low that you feel better by bullying someone you think is vulnerable?  That’s very sad and you need to get some help.
JOAQUIN she needs the help not me, shes overthinking the situation and causing herself stress, just pointing out the facts.  There are plenty of ways to get assistance with mental health issues, its not hard, but when people are on here talking shit do they expect everybody to encourage that behaviour and feel sorry for them?
LYN you know nothing about mental health.  Help is almost inaccessible and you’re just making excuses for your bad behaviour
JOAQUIN – you can’t tell me what I know or not lol.  I know a lot more than you obviously. I have had anxiety and depression and other issues in my time, I got help with medication, counselling and psychological services, life coaching, cognitive behaviour therapy, all for free so can’t say that is accessible.  People need the hard work, not allowing that behaviour, str8 tell them your losing the plot cut that shit out, can make them realise they just acting like a fool, attention seeking and making drama from nothing like your mate JR Murphy does
JOAQUIN isn’t acceptable, bad behaviour as your say, yeah I’ve got an attitude, but I know what I want to say and I say it, not a softy like everybody seems to be these days
JR MURPHY/me to JOAQUIN GUZMAN – WTF – I want your phone number you ignorant pig who got all the services THAT I AM ILLEGALLY DEPRIVED OF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Thanks for the bigotry and hatred though, got screen shots you sick perverted, brainwashed fk of a MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!
You obviously looked at my most recent videos after years of being treated like human garbage AND KNOW NOTHING ABOUT WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME OVER THE YEARS FOR ASKING FOR ALL THOSE THINGS YOU GOT YOU FKN CNT OF A MAN!
Telling me I’m making drama out of nothing and ‘attention seeking’ gee you’re the great psychologist and learnt heaps from all the brainwashing shit that HELPED YOU!!!!! Did you read my website www.jrmurphypoet . com
How would a sick ignorant fk like you get all those services for free?????? Over a long period of time mmmmm Sex or violent offender I bet.  Or issue ridden child abuse victim – that never got over it just turned into a hater of all abused who don’t.  And why don’t some people GET OVER IT YOU SICK FK!
Did you have children to support while you were getting over it – as a single parent??? Did they try and take your kids for asking for services you describe above you sick fk?  Your rich parnets backing you up perhaps, you have a job and a house???? You’re a man WTF would you know about how women function or their responsibilities in the world you sick fk!!!!!!!!!!
Acting like a fool????  That would be difficult when I have psych reports saying I am intelligent, don’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional.  Show me the psych reports that say it about you and I might consider the hatred ignorance and bigotry you just vomited all over me.  Although you have triggered me really badly cause insults like yours are what I get from all mental health services and police and social agencies etc etc etc.  And of course make me highly suicidal – which sick fks like you and your police mates LOVE SOOOOO MUCH.
Wait – bet you’re an addict – they love drunks, junkies and gamblers in MH services.  While they hate people who self-harm, have eating disorders, ticks and phobias as a result of overwhelming trauma nd criminal neglect!!!!!
MMaybe that’s the problem you sick insulting fk of a MAN – you’re low IQ and stupid, that’s why these things work for you!!!!!
How do you get ‘life coaching’ for free?  LOL you are that pathetic you need a ‘life coach’.  I’m 55 you sinsulting elitist pig I know how to live and did well at it until I was 37!!!!!!!  How many times you been beaten up by the police you stupid pathetic ahole????
JOAQUIN and now you accuse me of that type of stuff, showing your madness now, I’m no pervert lol, illegally deprived, they probably hear your ranting and don’t want to hear the shit coming from your mouth, I’m not ignorant, I know of the things you don’t, all it takes is asking for referral from the doctor for an assessment about whatever it is you need, same for physical or mental issues

JR MURPHY Except I’m not allowed to see a doctor!!!!!!!!!! – Why insult me before you tell me the services you get – why do it???   Havn’t been allowed to see a doctor for over three years!!!!! But because you are and do, that means same must be happening for me.  You just don’t realise there are people like me in this country deprived of services because of their public protests!!!!

I had the assesments you fwit – when decent psychiatrist Dr Alan Doris was doing them (over 5 yrs ago now), he was recommending inpatient care I was so unwell, ACC refused to listen to him, now years later I get assessments that say I don’t want services!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  When I’m being assessed because I was told by some fkn wnkr in the DIRECTOR OF MENTAL HEALTH’S OFFICE – that if I did get another assessment I WOULD DEFINITELY GET FKN SERVICES – BUT I DIDN’T.

JR MURPHY to Joaquin Guzman – hey Lyn just looked up this ahole and I reakon its a cop – Joaquin Guzman is the real name of El Chapo – that criminal murderer piece of shit Mexican drug lord, international criminal.  He thinks himself THE MAN – delusions of grandure and of course an evil sick fk – which obviously from his comments he is!!!!!  Can’t even call himself by his real name on facebook – I call myself JR Murphy because of my art and music but don’t hide my real name
JOAQUIN  Anybody can see a doctor…… this is what I”m meaning by your just nuts ranting on about shit, if I’m doing what the police and MH services say to you too, don’t you think its you with the issues?  If you went to them talking shit like you do here do you wonder why they react that way, if a cop tells you to be quiet and you don’t obey, yes they will physically assault you and arrest you if they feel the need, you don’t know what life coaching involves, it helps you deal with lifes issues you seem to struggle with so bad lol
NOTE:  I have never ever resisted arrest and when am told I am under arrest comply with everything police say – police who know me in Wellington don’t even use handcuffs.  Police in Wairarapa use them to assault me.  I do say no to police when protesting because I know my rights around it, where and what I am allowed to do.  Also police don’t ‘arrest you’ they detain you under Mental Health Act if it is to do with being suicidal/unwell and they are not allowed to physically assault you, no matter who you are or what you have done – especially a disabled mentally injured unwell abuse victim – but also a mass murderer (so long as they are not resisting arrest or in the throws of harming others).
JOAQUIN then posts two screen shots of his phone and website posts from here entitled GOTTA BE A P FREAK TO GET SERVICES IN NEW ZEALAND AND NZ GOVT & MEDIA NOWBLATANT AT INCITING RISE OF EXTREMIST GROUPS.  Also note the spelling of your instead of you’re, the appalling grammar lack of full stops etc – obviously an uneducated or young person who works for Parliamentary Services (probably a politician then).
JR MURPHY Again you insult me you ahole because I can’t see a doctor and you can – the police know I can’t see a doctor, so do WINZ, Mental Health, DHB, the doctor, etc etc.  Yes I have issues, I’m being deprived of services you sick fk!  They know all this stuff, I been dealing with police since ACC illegally dumped me from their services in 2009, sick months into a 2 1/2 year rehab plan THAT I WON TWO REVIEWS TO HAVE REINSTATED AND THEY STILL REFUSE I know what life coaching involves – I told you I’m not fkn stupid – but obviously you are.
YYou don’t know ANYTHING about neo-liberalism or politics do you!!!!!  Go onto my youtube channel and watch some of the videos I do from international experts on the breakdown of society, this is happening in New Zealand.  Unless of course you can explain why NZ has highest rates of child suicide, self-harm, domestic/flatmate violence and homelessness in OECD.  Thanks so much for all the bigotry and hatred I’m getting screen shots of it all, proves my case perfectly.
If you’re not a pervert, never raped or sexually and physically abused a woman or child then why are you so unwell and need all those services??? Were you just born a pathetic whimp who didn’t know how to live in the world????
JOAQUIN look at yourself, crazy bat, no wonder they don’t want anything to do with you
JR MURPHY If you’ve had mental health issues, then why do you keep insulting me by calling me crazy bat etc????   And now the laughing emoji – fk you’re predictable, if nothing else!!!!  You havn’t answered my questions about why you needed all those services????? Were you a pathetic anxious whimp of a man from the beginning???
JOAQUIN pathetic anxious whimp, that’s you lol, face the facts, your clinically insane and escaped the mental hospital ay lol
JR MURPHY Please tell me why you needed all those services – there must have been a reason?  I’m being genuine I want to know?
JOAQUIN see ya later weirdo, youv got big issues I watched your video to start and that was proof enough your fucked in the head, can’t go to the doctor because they will lock you up again
JR MURPHY What’s your real name so I can go to the people who helped you.  I’ve never been ‘locked up’ never been in a mental health unit – HAVE YOU????
JOAQUIN –  for the 3rd time, anxiety, depression and ADHD, not schizophrenia and bipolar like you seem to be
JR MURPHY –  Which video proves I’m fucked in the head???
JOAQUIN  all of them
JR MURPHY  So you hate women crying and distressed, or you have some other psychopathic thing to do with vulnerable people?  Give you have some sort of abusive power issues?
JR MURPHY  why did you want to kill yourself- depression is can’t get out of bed, have no hope for the future and want to kill yourself.  Why were you like that?  And what do you do for a job now?  Are you working?
JOAQUIN  depression isn’t just wanting to kill yourself hahaha your thick as fuck
JR MURPHY  have you ever been raped? Every been violently assaulted by police multiple times?  Ever been declined services? Ever had anything bad happen at all?
JOAQUIN yeah I’m a psychologist
JR MURPHY  So why were you depressed?  YOu can be anybody on facebook can’t you.  I’m guessing you not working, which is why you on here abusing me.   I know depression isn’t just being suicidal but they usually don’t do anything for you unless you are suicidal.
JOAQUIN everyone gets depression at one time or another, you are depressed obviously
JR MURPY  no they don’t and no I’m not but I do know people who are
JOAQUIN go get a life, stop focusing on negative shit, get over that shit, can’t change the past, only person that can make changes in your life is yourself, Nobody elses fault
JR MURPHY Did your life coach tell you that?  Are you working, do you have somewhere safe stable to live?  are you poor?
JOQUIN go for another assessment, be honest this time, you are in denial and blame everyone but yourself, goodbye nutcase, wish you a happy life in future and get those issues dealt with, I highly recommend cbt
JR MURPHY what negative shit, I’m just telling people what is happening now, I know I can’t change the past.  How can I change having nowhere safe stable or affordable to live?  How can I change police terrorising me for asking for health care I am entitled to???
JOAQUIN because you approach them acting crazy and they call the police to keep themselves safe because your mad lol.  your the negative shit
JR MURPHY I am honest, I don’t know any other way of being, I’m not a deceitful person, ask my friends.  I’m in denial of what?  You call me a nutcase then tell me to have a happy life.  Then you recommend CBT?  Like I said before, why insult me then offer me solutions that worked for you – probably because you are in a safe environment to do them?
JOAQUIN I’ll go show my thousands of followers on Instagram your madness, how many friends you got?  What you say doesn’t affect me, but my words sure hit the spot right lol
JR MURPHY Who do I approach?  I’m on Instagram are you under the same name?  You count Instagram followers as your friends??????  And you’re gloating you are hurting me with these comments???  Now I’ve worked out you’re mentally disturbed of course they don’t.  I’m getting screen shots of all this, for the research and activism I do as a disabled Civil Society Advocate.  Getting the underlying hatred those who have trained you out in the open is more proof of how destructive these methodologies are.
JR MURPHY this has been an excellent conversation – thank you – you helped me understand something – a piece of the puzzle of hatred against vulnerable abuse victims that had stumped me.  How old are you?
JOAQUIN the police abused you, go have a cry lol
JOAQUIN  hahahaha another good day out fishing here, very entertaining (happy face & fish emojis)
JR MURPHY –  So you are a sociopath – I guessed as much, you did all this to hurt me on purpose, just like EL CHAPO – do you think you are him???  
JJOAQUIN  go take your pills now, think you stopped taking them ay, keep typing I’ll be back to read them and show my workmates haha
JR MURPHY  Where do you work?
JOAQUIN  CATT Team  (which is name for emergency mental health teams)
Jr MURPHY  I have all I need, thanks for that, I do really appreciate your comments, its essential to understand the hatred society has created towards people with mental health issues as a result of trauma and poverty
JOAQUIN I’ll be making a recommendation and passing on your videos and comments, you can’t get help so I’ll do it for you k
JJOAQUIN then goes over to other facebook posts, one of my youtube video entitled Happy New Year Jacinda Ardern, God please stop them hurting me.
JOAQUIN  Crazy lady here, you need some assistance from mental health alrite, your torturing yourself with those thoughts, let it go from your mind and focus on something else.
As you will see I”m badly triggered and angry to start with, until I realise what this disturbed abusive sociopath is doing.  Notice how the abuse and comments get worse and more threatening, the more genuine and calm I appear.   I was testing this person out to see what his reaction would be whatever my approach, angry or calm and it validated other evidence I have seen of people being distressed and abused for it even more (like what security guard at court did when I became extremely distressed.
From what I can tell this person is young because they don’t spell correctly or use correct punctuation and grammar.  Or could be a Labour party member/supporter with a low IQ and poor education who has phoned the Labour party and made a complaint, who passed it on to Parliamentary Services?  Won’t know unless police do the investigation I have asked them to do.

Graeme Tulloch of international company (major importer of farm machinery that puts 10,000s farm workers out of work and indebts farmers) Tulloch machinery told me once every country/culture’s workers have a certain trait they are known for.  New Zealanders are now for covering up when they make mistakes.

NZ also has the highest rate of bowel cancer in the world, which I think psychologically relates to most people NOT DEALING WITH THEIR SHIT.   It is deeply ingrained in our culture because we are a country of people running away from their problems.  Then we were looked after really well by our government for a few decades, then neo-liberal global elites took over and now we’re being completely fkd by them!

This is the reason majority of people just cannot deal with what I tell them.  Especially if they are doing well, or they are in positions of power over us peasants.

GSL Contractors & Carolyn Fifield – HATE starts HERE

From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 20 September 2019 8:40 AM
To: enquiries@gsl.nz <enquiries@gsl.nz>
Subject: Important information for the owners and managers of GSL

Dear Sir/Madam,

It was disappointing  Carolyn Fifield refused to accept any responsibility whatsoever for the extremely fascist racist cruel elitist neo-liberal and bigoted comment she made to me on facebook recently.  I have phoned to speak to her as she promotes on the internet how she works for your organisation and is obviously a reflection of the elitist hatred rampant in our neo-liberal controlled society.  Calling me a junky because I am poor – anyway the comment she made was so offensive and distressing I got a screen shot and it is attached.   I just wanted to make sure the owners of GSL are aware Carolyn Fifield is such a publicly toxic bigot.

In fact I am an advocate and activist in the area of disability and care of sexual abuse victims (or more correctly ACC illegally denying impoverished terrorised sexual abuse victims the extensive treatment care rehab and homes THEY ARE ENTITLED TO UNDER NZ AND INTERNATIONAL LAW.  I am 54 years old and currently being denied ACC care so I can return to work after winning TWO ACC reviews NINE years ago.  There are reports saying I am intelligent, don’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional – which are all true.   Except I can’t be that intelligent because I have tried unsuccessfully for nine years to have my care reinstated to no avail and because I am poor cannot get a lawyer (which is illegal) – advocates tell me my case is too complicated and they can’t do anything.

I do not do drugs, I drink little alcohol, me and other victims of sexual abuse like me are the victims of the people Carolyn was ranting on about.  Although she doesn’t seem to understand those women are forced to stay with their abusers because the government stopped building state housing 35 years ago for disabled and poor people (many of whom had violent and dysfunctional upbringings).  They also sold off most of the state housing and then introduced 100,000s wealthy immigrants to New Zealand, knowing those immigrants would drive disabled and poor locals (of all ‘colours’) out of their homes and into dangerous situations.  Also extremely racist and bigoted businesses preferred wealthy immigrants who hadn’t been forced into crime and violence after neo-liberals drove 100,000s decent well paid manufacturing jobs to poor countries (like China – that is now a rich powerful country because of it).

It is obvious from your website that you reject all New Zealanders who have been forced to commit crimes to survive over the past 30yrs.  So not only did neo-liberals force people into these situations with massive cuts to welfare – at the same time as they were the ones making everybody unemployed.  National made WINZ/MSD the most terrifying, degrading and abusive process they possibly could.  Paula Bennett who had everything handed to her on a plate, with a state home as a single mother and her free education as a DPB mum – took all that away from ME and women like me.  Especially those of us who were victims of serious sexual and violent crimes – I spent many years begging and pleading with her and others in the National party to have my care reinstated as required by law.  They had me terrorised by police and denied ALL HEALTH CARE instead.

I live in the darklands of this neo-liberal nightmare of hell, it is very dangerous here, people are very poor, you have to work out who the junkies are before they rob you blind, most people have serious mental health issues and hurt people like me.  Steal from me, terrorise me, bring dangerous people to my home, are lazy, can’t look after themselves, take advantage of me, attempt suicide etc.  That describes a string of ‘flatmates’ I have been forced to live with so I can survive.  Currently with all the disability money I am allowed I get $490 and my rent is $320, my elderly mother helps me keep my car going.  My food budget is $35 a week once my power and internet are paid for.  I try to put away $20 a week for emergencies.  Anyway I don’t want to tell you how terrifying and degrading being this poor for years is.

Everybody lives in terror of homelessness in the darklands, everybody lives in terror of dangerous gang members, addicts and mentally ill people.   People like me who are educated advocates and activists in the area of abusive mental health services, neo-liberal terrorism, poverty, suicide homelessness etc also live in terror of violent police, corrupted/bigoted mental health staff, continual threats of having all my invalids benefit removed and of course not being able to access the health care I need and am entitled to in order to return to work.  IF I DON’T WORK I CAN’T LIVE, IF I DON’T WORK I AM GOING TO BE RAPED AND HARMED AGAIN, IF I DON’T WORK I can’t go to funerals, participate in family events, belong to a club, go to any cultural event that costs ANYTHING – that includes gold coin donations.  I can’t go out for coffee or a meal, which is why all my working friends have ostracised me – plus of course they have a lot of new immigrants from the city and overseas to talk to now – they can ditch their local friends that are suffering – they don’t want to see that.

I felt I needed to write this email to the people who own and control GSL, who I am sure think like Carolyn.  I have been studying human behaviour towards disabled abuse victims for many years now – mainly to understand why people like myself were being treated like human garbage for asking for help they were entitled to by law.  I read lots of legislation, I read and understand the Human Rights ACt, Bill of Rights Act, ACC law, constitutional law – along with this I read signed ratified treaties the NZ government has made with the United Nations on Economic Social and Cultural Rights, Human Rights, Disabled Rights and civil rights, along with the definition of torture (which me and others who know our rights and what we are entitled to are being subjected to).  I know what the auditor-general is supposed to do, the attorney general and the solicitor general (they are corrupt and don’t), I know what Health & Disability Commission, Human Rights Commission, Ombudsman, Medical Council, State Services Commission, Parliamentary Services, Police, Law Society, Legal Aid, Police Conduct Authority, etc etc are supposed to do (they are corrupt and don’t).  This is why we have such high rates of suicide, violence and human rights abuses going on, this is why our country advances rich people and persecutes/exploits poor people – it is ILLEGAL but they still do it.

It is interesting how the government propaganda about suicide prevention isn’t working with people like Carolyn don’t you think.  Her comment that I am suicidal (it is part of the Complex PTSD I have to live with due to the rape and criminal neglect afterwards) because I’m some junkie in an imaginary world she has made up to justify her bigotry.   My children are now 24 and 25, as of last week both of my daughters, who only have boyfriends, own their houses and are in good, well paying jobs and good at what they do – they are intelligent, practical and kind – like their mother.  Their father left many years ago but is still in touch with them and adores them – although they tell me is annoying and very bossy.  After I was raped I started learning what was happening to me and why I couldn’t cope – I love knowledge and do my best to know a lot of things about a lot of things.  As a result of this knowledge I did my best not to pass my suffering on to them – it took every bit of my intelligence and skill I had to do that.  I suffered much more as a result but I did what was best for my children.

The people you talk about want the best for their children too, they are just caught up in poverty and social dysfunction so much they can’t escape from it.  I have very few friends at all and seldom go out in order to stay safe from poor and rich dangerous people.  Getting insulted and abused by someone in the community who knows I don’t work and doesn’t believe what I say about not getting health care I need to work is as harmful to me as a physical beating (in fact worse – the policeman who inflicted the worst physical assault on me I am not as afraid of as the policeman who came right up to my face and told me YOU WILL SEE HOW BAD POLICE CAN BE if you don’t shut up).  I would show them the psychiatric reports but it seems extreme to have to do that to stop people’s bigotry.  I could send a copy to Carolyn if she wants proof, I could send her a copy of the two ACC reviews I won in 2010 as well if she wants.  Does she want a copy of my bank statements to see what I spend my money on as well?

There are 1 in 5 people in New Zealand – 20% of the population that experience 80% of the crime according to police statistics and police officers at HQ in Wellington I have got to know over the years of protesting about mentally injured suicidal abuse victims being treated like criminals and denied ACC health care etc.  Most of those people are women who are forced to live with dangerous violent men – do you honestly think any woman with children would stay where it wasn’t safe IF THEY HAD ANY CHOICE???????????????   Because they don’t police are called continuously to different addresses, I have a lot to do with the police I talk to them about these issues – because they are at the coal face.  They know what I know about the social problems, they just don’t realise our government are purposely causing 80% of it with neo-liberal austerity against the poor by the rich.

Carolyn’s vitriolic hatred and bigotry highlighted perfectly how ignorant and full of hate towards terrorised poor people THOSE WHO HAVE EASY AFFLUENT LIVES WITH EVERYTHING THEY COULD POSSIBLY NEED are.   Below you will see one of the many youtube videos available explaining the damage neo-liberal extremism has done, also look up anything that refers to ANOMIE, which is what we essentially have in NZ now.  I find Chris Hedges, Mark Blyth, David Harvey, Lee Camp, Bryan Bruce, etc very interesting and accurate in their analysis of world neo-liberal terrorism of poor by richest.  I suggest you learn more of the truth, rather than relying on New Zealands grossly corrupted media – NZ news has absolutely no relevance to what is happening to me and others in the darklands and any attempt to fix it with the violence and suicide promotion industry.  Ahhh neo-liberals they know how to profit from everything, including persecution and human rights abuses of the poor THEY PURPOSELY CREATED – to make us a low wage economy.

Please get Carolyn to contact me, it is imperative she understands the vast majority of poor people in our community are people with genuine need and disabilities, whether psychological or physical.   Men suffer most with physical injuries and ailments because they are expected to continue to work no matter how much pain they are in – that is often a reason they become violent because they can’t feed their families and they are hurting trying to.  My father was a general carrier and contractor, that is how I grew up, I know what happened to him in the 1980s when his work dried up after the council was privatised (the new contractor bought all the council equipment for low prices – when the council had just replaced everything the year before).  So the new company in town had new equipment, all the council contracts as well as could compete with my father for other work.

I hope this email goes some way to addressing the HATE ignorance and bigotry Carolyn and those like her feel towards all poor people rotting on welfare.  To make that comment on the social media page of a MEMBER OF PARLIAMENT who is extremely ignorant bigoted and full of hatred towards people like myself (who get lumped in with dangerous people) was very disturbing to me.  Especially when I have encountered other such abuse and discovered the person doing it was a troll for a wealthy health organisation – that relies on government funding for its research and survival.  Because the nature of the abuse I was subjected to and reliance of your company on continued mass immigration of wealthy who can afford to build homes, also government contracts etc I made a formal complaint to the State Services Commission so they can investigate Carolyn’s link with the National Party.  Next month they will start making public those who get govt contracts – it has been kept secret until now – I am sure that will expose extensive corruption in the process, just from small contractors I know being deprived of govt contracts that were given to politically aligned friends and family.

This email and the disgusting offensive comment by Carolyn will be going on social media – perhaps if Carolyn had called me back when I asked and GSL had dealt with the situation properly – instead of telling me private facebook communications by staff were nothing to do with them, things might have been different.   All these years as a disabled advocate I am just sick and tired of people like Carolyn saying such revolting things and refusing to take any responsibility whatsoever for her ignorance, bigotry and HATE.

I just tried to upload the screen shot of Carolyns comments and my computer won’t do it – this is new.  Someone is trying to stop me exposing what is happening as recently my computer stopped recognising my printer so I can’t print anything either.  Below is a transcript of the facebook exchange on Paul Goldsmiths’ facebook page – it should still be there if you want to check for yourself around 14 September.

 

Heading was – “National will build on an economy that builds on infrastructure kiwis need.”

My comment was:  Why?  You didn’t do it for the 10 yrs you were in govt????   In fact you bought in 100,000s immigrants and ILLEGALLY drove disabled and poor locals from their homes into dangerous situations, causing rape, violence, child abuse, addiction and of course your favourite SUICIDE.

Carolyn Fifield responded:  JR Murphy really…… National was involved in huge infrastructure programmes that provided jobs, skills and expertise to NZers rather than the Labour beneficiaries who chose to live off the tax payer.  Guess what the immigrants come and do the jobs you choose not to do and they are still coming in excess of 100,000s each year….. Jacinda has just changed how she reports this to you and to cover her government lies.  Meth addiction is ILLEGAL and those beneficiaries who chose to raise their families in Meth addicted homes breach their tenancy agreements CHOOSE THEIR FUTURE AND THAT OF THEIR POOR CHILDREN.  Blaming others for your illegal activity, then choosing rape, violence, child abuse, addiction and of course your favourite SUICIDE is the result of your poor choices in life catching up with you….. love how the poor and illeducated blame everything on others.

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Having a legal brain I will point out the LIE National are telling about infrastructure kiwis NEED.   Infrastructure is required by NZ and international law to provide housing health care and justice.   Roading is not a requirement under law – making bigger roads for the huge increase in immigrants is a want – not a need.  Making bigger universities (eg Victoria) that only rich people can access or poor people who want to be in debt for decades (and forced to go overseas to get enough money to pay it back – if they do at all) is a want not a NEED.  Not sure about the expertise??  That involved bringing in 10,000s affluent educated foreigners to drive even more NZers from their homes and the good well paid jobs.  Why didn’t Nats just use them to train the locals, then send them back to where they came from.

It is a well known fact the government needed to bring in huge amounts of immigrants because the local population were deeply impoverished and all the resources and money concentrated in the hands of the wealthy – as described in the video below.   They brought in wealthy foreigners to buy up resources and delay NZ going bankrupt.  That is why our debt is $100billion ish – mostly increased by National Party.  I could go on but I won’t.

I sent GSL and Carolyn a youtube video about neo-liberalism and what it does – so they would understand where I am at and what they are doing – which is rise of the extremist alt right.

Immigrants coming to NZ to avoid participating in global issues & democracy

The other day I was chalking an empty shop in Carterton and two people around 60 stopped to talk.  They had immigrated to New Zealand 20 years ago, they were quite proud of the fact they left England to get away from the problems there and didn’t want anything to do with participating in New Zealand democracy/politics.

Why make New Zealand your home then refuse to participate in civic affairs, what sort of New Zealander is that – not one that GAF about where they live, that’s for sure.   Makes me wonder how many other foreigners come here and do the same thing, trying to hide from and avoid the complete breakdown of neo-liberal controlled countries.   You SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED TO LIVE HERE IF YOU AVOID YOUR CIVIC RESPONSIBILITIES!

You should also have to give up your foreign passport if you want to live or own property in New Zealand – I am not allowed to live in any other country, why should these globalist leeches be allowed to have two countries????

This also reminds me of that horrendous English woman who runs Citizens Advice Bureau show on local radio and TV.  Lying to everybody, pretending everything is great in New Zealand, pretending we have justice and our government isn’t corrupt.  Pretending landlords are all so honest and good people, while tenants are not.   And that ignorance and rejection of local people who are suffering, like we are the human sewage of society and everything happening to us is our own fault.   They still won’t interact with me and they are still filled with older people who mostly affluent bigoted English, Sth African and New Zealanders, ewwwwww.

If intelligent people refuse to respond to the truth of what this country and ‘community’ have become then the only outcome is violence and hate.   Lets hope I’ve had my fair share and it starts raining down of the middle class and rich – after all they are the ones who deserve it the most with the arrogance, ignorance and feigned concern by making people like me beggars.   I KNOW WHAT I AM ENTITLED TO UNDER NZ AND INTERNATIONAL LAW – making me and others beg for it will be the downfall of those who created this Libertarian nightmare of hell!

Corrupt New Zealand Police vs disabled suicidal UN Civil Society Activist

Thought I’d post some emails between me and police at the moment, they follow the general behaviour by cruel corrupt neo-liberal controlled police I have been subjected to over many years now.  Just for asking for health care from ACC (required by law to provide professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe housing to VICTIMS OF CRIME) after winning two court cases nine years ago.

I did everything I possibly could to get Legal Aid and a lawyer, they ignored me.  The Forensic Mental Health assessments I told her were by people who were not legally supposed to be assessing me because of conflicts of interest – all three of them.  Someone associated with Mason Durie was supposed to be, not these neo-liberal terrorist murderers who have made NZ No 1 in the world for driving women to self-harm, youth to suicide and No 5 for suicide in general.  Forensic Mental Health services and Directorate of mental health ARE CORRUPT, THEY KILL PEOPLE, THEY ARE THE ONES DENYING SERVICES AND HARMING PEOPLE.  Its not necessarily those at the cliff face, they often do their best – its the people at the top who are corrupt – the ones getting obscene amounts of money.  I know this is true, I deal with these murderers!
Here is the first email making a formal complaint to police, I should have remained cynical and not got my hopes up 🙁

From: Jayne Routhan
Sent: Tuesday, 14 May 2019 10:19 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Report Forensic Mental Health Services perverting course of justice

Hi,
I know you won’t do anything about this but UN staff told me to make sure I do things in writing and get copies.  I know my file says I’m a nutter and only protest about not having my ACC care reinstated after winning two reviews nine years ago because I am a nutter.  Its not true of course, but then what is any more, when you know how corrupt and cruel people in govt, police, health, law etc are because of what is happening to you its overwhelming.
Forensic Mental Health services have perverted the course of justice, they have sent three different psychiatric assessors all with conflicts of interest.   Medical Council rules for health professionals providing third party reports, including for the court, requires assessors to remove themselves from an assessment if they have a conflict of interest.  Which Peter, Justin Barry-Walsh and David Chaplow all have.   Also making the assessment the day after I am due in court on 23 May in order to delay proceedings and I’m guessing so Judge Morris is out of the way is criminal.
Attached are my complaints to Medical Council, but I know the law and I know whoever is sending the people above, rather than someone recommended by Mason Durie is perverting the course of justice.   It has been almost 18months since I threw washable red poster paint over the white ribbon banner in Masterton police station.  In protest at being violently assaulted and threatened with worse by local police for a NON-VIOLENT completely justifyable CHALK protest about being prosecuted for the second time for Misuse of a Telephone for phoning ACC very unwell screaming for my care to be reinstated, after waiting eight years since I won the reviews.
This is a valid report of a crime, please advise if you are not going to act on it – rather than doing nothing so there is nothing in writing to prove you are ignoring serious constitutional crimes against a disabled Civil Society Activist – who has never hurt anybody – who just asking for health care she is entitled to and desperately needs so she can return to work, can live with dignity, not want to kill herself, be safe and have a normal life like you.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: HANSEN, Jennifer <Jennifer.Hansen@police.govt.nz>
Sent: Tuesday, 28 May 2019 8:26 AM
To: JR
Subject: Complaint

Hi Jayne,

As discussed with you I spoke with both prosecutions and court staff.

With regards to Legal Aid, you were advised in July last year that your application had been denied and had 15 days to respond. I am told you can reapply but do not know what the outcome of that application would be. I recall you saying that you find filling out forms difficult or stressful so please let me know if I can assist with this.

With regards to the medical assessments ordered, these are ordered by Forensic Services. They decide on the date, time and the person to complete the assessment. The court do not have a say in this.

I’m sorry but as it stands I do not see this matter as being a perversion of the course of justice.

Regards,

Jen Hansen

Senior Sergeant JHAA93

Response Manager, Wairarapa Police

jennifer.hansen@police.govt.nz

021909085

 

NOTE:  It is well documented in my health information I am not able to fill out forms, I was never allowed a lawyer to help me in the past 18 months since I threw red paint on the White Ribbon Banner in Masterton police station for police violently assaulting me, lying in court able it and IPCA doing nothing.  In fact the court process I was in when the police lied was a perversion of justice when my lawyer at the time was harassed by ACC lawyers Meredith Connell.  But I can’t get a lawyer to appeal the conviction and I am now so unwell I can’t do it myself – as I have in the past.

I contacted Legal Aid Services many times, I was abused for saying I had a disability, I was insulted and abused for begging for a lawyer.  If I didn’t have a lawyer and I definitely don’t have an advocate – only rich people get advocates, they cost money and I don’t have any money because I don’t have the health care I am entitled to so I can return to work.  I even wrote a formal complaint to the Legal Aid Board saying I couldn’t get Legal Aid – those people refusing me legal aid rejected it and refused to give it to them.

I was in the Masterton police station ABSOLUTELY TERRIFIED within 20 mins of Jennifer offering to help with the form, my car petrol light was flashing all the way home from Masterton.   I had flashback after flashback in the foyer from the excessive violence and psychological abuse I had been subjected to by Masterton police both in the cells and in the foyer.  Jennifer knew this, she watched it happening and me verbalising what was going on, she completely ignored it.  HATE STARTS WITH EX-SILVER FERN JENNIFER HANSEN, ewwwww.  Bet she only got that job for one reason, ewwwwww, she’s good looking and fit, not saying she screwed her way to the top, just saying she got that job because she is completely obedient to authority and hates all people disabled and poor people.

Starting to get overwhelmed posting this, have so many emails that could prove what they are doing to me, but as soon as I start going through them my stress disorder goes off the scale and I start wanting to self-harm and suicide.  God or Jesus or holy spirit or any spiritual entity who cares about suffering of innocent people please send me someone, please send help, please I am begging you, there is nobody else who will help me, I have nobody to turn to, everybody lies about what is going on.

 

Sent: Monday, 3 June 2019 5:43 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Can’t stop crying

Woke up this morning, delayed reaction to your hate and corruption, all I can think about is you and what you are doing to me.  Its stupid of me really, to expect justice, honesty and integrity – I should know by now NZ senior police aren’t like that under the rule of neo-liberal terrorists.

Its stupid of me really to want to kill myself because of what you have said and done, to be rejected over and over again when I beg for help I am supposed to have so I can return to work.

Wonder how many other people you do it to???  Do you all get together and laugh about me?  Try to work out more ways to terrorise me and drive me to suicide to shut me up – or of course what neo-liberals want and have me locked up in a psych hospital or prison???  I have never hurt anybody, I don’t understand why I can’t have health care I am supposed to have so I can return to work – they set it up so people can’t live on welfare, they rant on about everybody working, yet they have refused me health care for nine years after winning two court cases?????  I don’t understand why you are letting them do this to me when it is a crime????

Watched a documentary on a country in Sth America somewhere, where neo-liberals were paying violent gangs to drive the impoverished local population from their land.  A leader of one of the biggest gangs told the journalist how they had been approached but refused – others in the gang left and took up their offer.  The reason the gang boss gave for turning down the $millions was this proverb:
“Tears of the poor will catch up with you one day.”
So many local people living in despair after 30 years of American neo-liberals advancing the rich and persecuting the poor for profit.  So many local people FORCED to live off begging and charity to survive.  You were an elite athlete, you must have lived off charity money, how did it make you feel?  Or is that acceptable to neo-liberals and its only if you’re a victim of crime who can’t work full time that you supposed to feel like worthless human sewage.
Actually, my heart has been broken about you rejecting my serious and valid complaints of crimes against me since I came in for you to fill out those forms.  Its like you took Thor’s hammer to my chest and heart, with all your might you swung it and hit me as far as you possibly could from you.  Its part of this ANOMIE thing everybody is talking about now, the complete breakdown of society due to the breakdown of social bonds that is a direct result of neo-liberals advancing the rich and persecuting the poor for profit.
Why are you doing this to me, what did I ever do to you?  How can you even think it is your job to reject and hurt me, when it is your job to uphold the law for rich and poor.  That is why police swear and  oath to the Queen, or has the monarchy issued some statement of hatred and degrading inadequate charity to poor.  If she has and if the government and the police expect human sewage like me to beg for food and shelter every week THEN WHY DON’T YOU ALL JUST SAY THAT – WHY DON’T YOU PUT THAT IN THE NEWS – so at least rich people don’t HATE poor people for the situation they are in.   If middle class and rich working people, family and friends included, knew human sewage like me was expected to be unemployed and beg for food then they wouldn’t abuse or reject me for it – would they.
I don’t understand I really don’t, I thought I lived in a country that followed the law????   I don’t understand, all the marketing I see about police says you are good people, when I know you are not.   I don’t understand why I am not allowed my ACC care reinstated so I can return to work and at least be able to afford to live????   I don’t understand, I keep thinking I understand and then I sink into a place of utter hopelessness and despair, because I really don’t understand why you personally would do this to me – I never hurt you, I never hurt anybody – THEY HURT ME.
So many tears, so many years, so much despair & those in power don’t care.
I’m sorry I would rather die than beg – that’s why young people kill themselves you know – they are proud and don’t want to beg.  They know being given charity is a way of controlling and degrading someone, I know being given charity is a way of controlling and degrading me.
To know how corrupt our government are and how corrupt the police are regarding persecuting disabled mentally injured victims of crime is beyond my ability to cope.  I’m trying to express it through my art, working every day, mostly in tears, sometimes with courage and hope, but mostly with despair and crying.  Feels like I will never stop crying knowing how cruel people are because they believe in religion – neo-liberalism has been classified as a religion.
More police coming on board but less access to them, now we’re not allowed to phone the police station – that’s a neo-liberal corruption tactic by the way.  They do it with ACC, WINZ and so many other organisations put there to help people – help neo-liberals call socialism so they can say they don’t have to do it – even though its still law – we don’t live by rule of law anymore those do we Jennifer.  That’s what rejecting my complaints of crime are about, along with prosecuting me for minor charges for my legal justified protests.  I can’t stop crying, I have to go…. I have no hope, I wish I was dead.
HUMAN SEWAGE