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Complaint against Wairarapa police trying to drive me to suicide!

6 November 2019

New Zealand Police

IPCA – independent haters of human sewage like me

It is with terror and self-harm that I am writing yet another complaint I know will be ignored, as every other complaint I have ever made has been and things have only got worse with regard to my treatment by Wairarapa police. I am so traumatised by what happened I desperately needed to talk to someone about my complaint so I phoned the number for Police HQ I got some other non-urgent number. They told me they were putting me through to a police complaints line, but they put me through to the main police line and I didn’t realise.

I phoned them about 4pm and would like that recorded interview accessed and listened to. Except for the bit at the end when I found out it wasn’t a dedicated line for police complaints and I had been on the main line taking up time, also that the person wasn’t going to send the complaint she had written to IPCA as well as local police – not that I trust either after the years of psychological and physical abuse I have been subjected to for my justified legal protests about abusive mental health services and others.

 

Last time I complained I am sure the person sent it to IPCA as well, I was expecting that to happen, I got upset with the woman on the phone, because she said it wasn’t procedure.

 

I don’t want to do this, I don’t want to do this, I don’t want to do this – you are never ever going to do anything – making these complaints is worse than what they are doing to me – because you never stop it, no matter how many complaints I make you never ever stop them.

 

I’m not sure how this is going to turn out so I apologise in advance if it is all over the place, has spelling and grammatical errors, I won’t be able to go through and check it when I am finished I will be so distressed.

 

A warrant was issued for my arrest Friday 1 November after me breaking my bail conditions accidently regarding seeing   ?????  in front of my parked car putting money in the meter and I lost it and starting singing at him.

 

I was told by email, although I am sure a police car came down my street to make sure I was at my home. The officer didn’t come in but the email I received from Jennifer Hansen said there was a car available to pick me from Carterton and take me to Masterton. I refused as I was looking after my daughter’s dog for the week and as police had already said they would oppose my bail I couldn’t go in as there was nobody else to care for the dog. I said I would come in Monday morning. Hansen told me to be there early in the morning. The email is available if you want proof.

 

On Saturday I wrote a five page letter about what happened, long hand as I have no way of printing out typed documents at the moment. It was to the Presiding Judge and a copy for duty lawyer as I knew my mental health was really bad and ability to communicate was more impaired than it had ever been. This is what I call ‘managing impairments related to my disability’, which is how I was taught to approach things when I studied disability at Massey a few years ago.

 

As I had been incarcerated the entire day previously and ended up flipping out at the judge because of it, I didn’t hurry to get to the police station to hand myself in. I dropped off the letters, was assured the judge and lawyer would get them then returned to my car, parked along the street back of Masterton police station. I intended to get some chalk from the boot and go chalking some poetry on the street outside court and police station. It helps me deal with the disempowered way I am treated.

 

When I was coming back past the back of the police station two police officers followed me and arrested me, took me back to the station and processed me. But even from when I was walking in I started not being able to speak/communicate properly, I was obviously very unwell and very distressed by what was happening. When I was put into the cell I sat on the bed for about 5 mins but I was still freaking out really badly and started to rock backwards and forwards.   Then all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball in the corner of the cell on the floor so I did.

 

Foetal position with my hands over my face – WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME DO THIS – WHY DO YOU MAKE ME MAKE COMPLAINTS AND THEN DO NOTHING AND THINGS ONLY GET WORSE. I don’t want to remember what happened, it makes me want to kill myself I feel so despairing – all this just because I want my ACC reinstated after winning two reviews nine years ago.

 

Any officer that came near me I couldn’t respond to, I just cowered in the corner even more. I was there for hours. Then two officers came in and started to ask me questions, I was frozen. A male officer, who I didn’t see because my eyes were closed & my hands over my face asked me if I was awake, I couldn’t respond, he touched me and I flinched. He then said something about DHB phone call and I knew I couldn’t cope emotionally about what he was about to say so I put my fingers in my ears as strongly as I could. Putting my fingers in my ears is a common automatic response for me when I am psychologically overwhelmed.

 

I still couldn’t calm myself so I started involuntarily banging my head against the wall where I was sitting, which helped, I kept doing this for a long time. I peaked out from my position & couldn’t see anybody in the room so I stopped and relaxed a little. I couldn’t cry which was a really weird feeling as I was very distressed. I was numb.

 

I never responded to any officers the entire time I was there. I did eventually get up off the floor and walked around a bit but if I heard the buzzer of the door I immediately walked into the corner with my head away from the door and put my hands over my face. I was in the cells a long time police had other customers, men who came and went. I looked out of my cell and they waved out to me but I couldn’t speak – this is not like me I am usually ok at verbalising and last time I was in there all day I was singing and self-harming for most of it.   I hit myself repeatedly and do other things to self-harm, I don’t cut myself – too scared. Anything to make the pain I feel at what happening to me not be so overwhelming.

 

I finally got out of the cell and two older officers that have terrorised and insulted me were there – Cunningham and Basher. I was cowering from them, I felt safer with the man in black clothes attending to me. I was moved to the court cell, which I am afraid of after a really bad experience there last year coming over in a transport vehicle having been arrested in Wellington when protesting at Human Rights Commission. I was so cold, the vehicle was so cold and the cell was so cold and I was left there for so long. Going back in there triggers me further. I had managed to be able to communicate a little more and starting singing. I was there for ages too, I saw the duty lawyer who refused to read the letter and started asking me questions. I started answering them but quickly became angry and upset and ended up screaming at her so was removed. This is similar to what happened when they kept me in the cells all day the last time. I was trying to manage my disorder so I didn’t scream at anybody, that is why I wrote the letter but she wouldn’t read it.

 

I finally saw the judge, almost last person for the day, I had sat in the cell for hours listening to all the names being called, waiting for my name. For years the court had been accommodating my disorder and knowing how stressed and unwell I get put me up as early as possible so I could leave and go home.

 

The judge had my letter all day, she already knew what she was going to decide. I did start to cry when I finally got in front of her and represented myself reasonably successfully as I didn’t have to say much more than the letter. Judge Morris knows my case well and knows all I want is to leave and go home. It only took 10-15 mins to see her. Police did oppose bail, which she ignored thank God. I did start crying in the court and was distressed when the Police lawyer prosecuting me brought over tissues – why do people who are hurting you for a job want to be nice to you, it really screws with my head when police and others do that.

 

When I finally got my bail forms to sign the security guard acted strangely and told the registrar lady I had been in the cells since this morning when I dropped off the letter for the judge. They looked at each other ‘knowingly’, but didn’t say anything to me about that not being OK, it was more a feeling I got over the days following. I didn’t tell the security guard, who I get on with and feel safe around, about how distressed I was in the cells because he doesn’t like it when I’m in that bad a state (in a caring way). He has seen me in that sort of mess (state of unwellness/trauma/stressed) before outside/inside court a couple of times.

 

It is deeply humiliating when I’m that terrified and traumatised I act out like that – but I try my best to think of it as part of my disability and not beat myself up even more about it. However I do often have a serious suicidal episode some time later, anything from a few days to two weeks later. As I get no services, am terrified of mental health almost as much as police and have nobody to talk to who is capable of supporting me, I go through those horrendous things alone at home.   Complex PTSD has a 60% mortality rate because of suicide and I know it is a life and death situation for me every time I go through. I still don’t know how I make it and I do know it traumatises me more because it is like experiencing your best friend trying to kill you and put you out of your misery. You so desperately want to die because you can’t get help or justice you know you need – and from what you read, you are entitled to.

 

Police know what happens, they know how suicidal I am, they know what distresses me the most, they have become very good at triggering and psychologically manipulating/terrorising me. Keeping me in the cells all day is something they know causes me to flip out, which of course makes me look bad and them justified in their actions – WHICH THEY ARE NOT!

 

I have always maintained Wairarapa police are purposely inciting me to suicide so I don’t protest about the illegal unjust things happening to me (and other people disabled by Complex PTSD) at the hands of ACC, police and other very powerful cruel corrupt immoral people. I know from my own past experience and what other Wairarapa people have told me police here are really mean to suicidal people, which I am sure contributes significantly to Wairarapa having highest rate of suicide in New Zealand & highest rate of self-harm in the OECD.

 

Also the complaints from ?????  about violating my bail conditions were full of lies about what happened. Police said I approached him, which I definitely did not. Both of us were surprised when I looked up and he was right in front of my car. Note: there are angle parks with one central metre for about 10 of them. I only opened my car door and stood there singing with one arm on car roof and one on the door, for less than 30 seconds.

 

I emailed Jennifer Hansen the next day asking for the CCTV footage because I was thinking about the security guard comment to the court registrar. It can’t have been right that I was kept there all day, especially in the extremely traumatised state I was in. Felt if a doctor or psychiatrist had seen the situation he would not have allowed police to interrogate me further about other charges. People extremely traumatised who have Complex PTSD have to be in a less distressed state to be able to even answer questions and not to be traumatised further.

 

I DON’T WANT TO WRITE THIS, WHY DO YOU MAKE ME DO THIS ALL THE TIME AND NEVER HELP ME, NEVER DO ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME, NEVER MAKE IT STOP. Those violent assaults you ignored, those two officers who lied in court, the one who threatened me with seeing how bad police could be if I kept protesting – you never did anything. The assault with handcuffs that has left me permanently damaged you never even asked her to apologise, which is why I wear my wrist brace whenever I protest or have to see police for anything.

 

When they were thoroughly searching me before they put me in the cell on Monday the two woman asked me to take it off, at which I flinched and backed into the corner of the fingerprint room – they knew why. I did take it off and show it to them. They even said they knew I didn’t like being touched – which I don’t – few, if any, persecuted abuse victims with Complex PTSD do.

 

I emailed Jennifer Hansen the next day – did I say that above? Asked for the footage, complained about being kept in the cells all day in the state I was. I also asked about what the two officers who came into the cell actually said because I couldn’t hear them with my fingers in my ears as tightly as they were & banging my head against the wall. It was two more complaints, one of them was a blatant lie by one woman saying I had threatened to get people to come and hurt her – which is a blatant lie.   It is a fundamental principle of mine that God or Karma is the one to dish out punishment – NOT ME. I would not threaten it or for anybody else to do it EVER. I do hope the bad things happening to me and other terrorised impoverished abuse victims in New Zealand happen to these people. Because I know what they do is going to hurt an innocent poor person, but that appears acceptable to our government at the moment, no matter what Jacinda Ardern says publicly.

 

Now police have got people telling lies or they are on their behalf?????   It is very distressing, nobody believes anything I say due to bigotry, hatred, false statements by health ‘professionals’ & being discredited by public mental health services, police etc. This is the experience of majority of mentally injured abuse victims and certain mentally ill people in Wairarapa that I have met – usually protesting in the street.

 

Jennifer Hansen said I will be charged with the further two charges when I go to court on 18 November. I did refute the allegations about threatening harm vehemently by email.

It might be relevant to have the letter I gave to the judge on Monday morning but it is handwritten and I have reached then end of my ability to cope and need to get this complaint sent. I can’t stop crying…………………… Please make them stop, please I am begging you, as I have begged you before, but you never did anything. Wellington police were never as bad as Wairarapa have been……………………….. I am exhausted

(It has been very difficult sharing this with everybody, because I am terrified someone will call the police ‘concerned for my welfare’  and they will just hurt me more.)

Sincerely

 

Jayne R

Civil Society Activist

HUMAN SEWAGE

PS   I hope the Red Cross and Wairarapa DHB are happy with the cruel and unjust treatment I received from police because of their complaints.  I’m sure they’d be happy if I killed myself too – just like my brother.  ANOMIE in action.

Check out discussion on my Youtube video, it explains lots

Link at below

You havn’t been listening to me – you are obsessed with this idea that we are individuals and don’t need other people – which is grossly untrue.  I’ve met three GOOD health professionals in 17 years, all of them were completely committed to supporting the person to heal in the way they needed to.  That is what Occupational Therapy is all about.  And I will again say THERE IS NO HEALING WHILE THE PERSON IS LIVING IN FEAR WITHOUT THE BASIC NECESSITIES OF LIFE LIKE SHELTER AND FOOD SECURITY.  Which currently is 20% of the NZ population 1 million people – mostly women and youth.   Gee and NZ has highest OECD stats in youth suicide and women self-harming – go figure.

Also, what might apply to a man DOES NOT APPLY TO A WOMAN, especially in the domain of trauma.  Men have to be self-reliant in more ways, although they still need ‘brothers’ – women are different we are NATURALLY reliant on men for safety and others for talking our problems through.  I don’t have a man for protection and my female friends are themselves so traumatised they can’t handle me talking about my fear of police and compulsory incarceration under mental health act FOR TELLING THE FKN TRUTH AND ASKING FOR HEALTH CARE I AM ENTITLED TO.

Mental health workers are bunch of self-righteous power tripping either psychopaths or co-dependents – mostly idiot Christians and deeply depressed people with revolting personalities that nobody would be friends with so they get into that line of work for the ego boost.  That is why I have so many problems with mental health services who genuinely HATE me and discredit me in the community cause I criticise them for making my region No 1 in NZ for suicide.  I’m intelligent, I understand my disorder, I know the law and rehab, I know how they are supposed to behave and when they do it wrong, I know the science, I know politics.  I can see straight through an abuser or a co-dependent CLINGON.

I agree with your sentiment but you’re just not understanding what we are both suggesting is essentially the same thing, I just know more of the jargon.  I studied Health 101 and rehab at Massey University for a year by correspondence.   When told to read a chapter I read the book plus I got out every book I could on trauma and studied that far beyond 1st year level.  I learnt their jargon, I learnt their models – that’s where I discovered Mason Durie and Whare Tapa Wha.   I become highly suicidal at the end and could not continue my area of study – BECAUSE I KNEW THEY WERE NOT APPLYING ANY OF THESE THINGS IN THE AREA OF HEALTH FOR MENTALLY INJURED ABUSE/TRAUMA/NEGLECT VICTIMS – it made me more unwell knowing this.  Although the jargon I learnt taught me how to interact with them using their language and proves without doubt in the area of Complex PTSD they are persecuting people purposely – we are the new Jew.

Was researching new Suicide Prevention maggot in Wairarapa, he has made completely inaccurate statements for years that mentally ill people are not violent or dangerous – WTF.   One of the symptoms of Complex PTSD is violence according to all scientific literature I have ever read!!!  Govt and police and MH know it as well.  They study same books/information I do.  This ignorant bigot started his new job by putting even more propaganda in the local free newspaper and other media – the same organisations that dont’ work for 80% of us because they are filled with issue ridden psychopaths and co-dependents, as I said before.  Combine that with the regular meetings they all have with mayors, local ‘social’ business leaders, MH services and police of course – so they all think the same BS – and I know my name comes up regularly.

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New Zealand Police advised of lawyer & mental health services perverting justice


From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 18 October 2019 11:41 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer <Jennifer.Hansen@police.govt.nz>
Subject: Another person perverting course of justice

Here is another complaint about my current lawyer perverting justice as well Jennifer.  Maybe if you and corrupt senior police who have illegally, cruelly and corruptly refused to protect me and uphold my valid complaints against ACC and others govt/health sector criminals, this wouldn’t be still happening to me and 100,000s other disabled mentally injured vulnerable abuse victims living in poverty.
POLICE ARE PEACEKEEPERS NOT SOLDIERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!   They aren’t there to ‘keep nz safe’  they are there to insure law is upheld so people like me aren’t harmed!  They are there to keep the peace between rich and poor more than any other organisation – WHY AREN’T YOU JENNIFER!!!!!!!!!   Did you watch the Prof Zimbardo video about why you are acting the way you do and you can stop at any time you want you know – your passive inaction is evil and you know it.  You’re a woman, why are you harming #metoo?
I’ve put a copy of this email on my website – have you all seen it????  Just thought I’d send a special copy to you, knowing how much you think of your staff and like to know what is going on.   I’ll be putting a copy of this email on there too and talking about it on my youtube channel!  First you have to expose corruption and cruelty before you can address it!
Sincerely
Jayne R
CSA
HUMA SEWAGE

From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 18 October 2019 10:22 AM
To: Alisdair Ross <shwedagon@xtra.co.nz>
Subject: As you don’t comprehend anything I say I’ll put it in writing – Please put the details of what you told me yesterday in writing also

Alisdair,
Firstly I want everything you told me yesterday in writing, about your ILLEGAL conversations with Forensic Mental Health and ACC and conversations with Judge Morris where I was not present.   You did not get my written authority to discuss anything with ACC, you didn’t turn up remember.   Your contact with Forensic Mental Health is…………………

Michele Eades WINZ Manager Masterton being a corrupt bigot for Labour Party

Have to stop watching and reading news, got to get more of what happening to me on the internet, as that is about as big a news as you can get in the SUICIDE, SEXUAL ABUSE, FREEDOM OF SPEECH, VIOLENCE, GOVERNMENT CORRUPTION, CORRUPT LEGAL SYSTEM CORRUPT HEALTH SYSTEM topics.

Below is a recent letter from Michele Eades, it was posted to me, PURPOSELY NOT EMAILED, because Michele and her chronies know I have issues opening my mail and were hoping I wouldn’t.  Also they know I had started copy and pasting emails to this website and didn’t want this one to go through.   I will show you the letter on my youtube channel so you know it is legitimate.  Also I will start posting all the emails she refers to and the recent one from her boss.  Which referred to legislation on a Worksafe website that she said validates their position about ME CAUSING HARM TO WINZ STAFF and visitors by being terrified, traumatised, distraught and self-harming – I’ve read it – it doesn’t.

Please note these letters are extremely difficult for me to go through and to respond to, it causes me significant distress and usually I have to self-harm to cope and start crying throughout the ordeal.  I desperately need a civil legal aid lawyer, the UN or someone to protect me from this discrimination, oppression and corruption.  If you had someone writing lies and this sort of offensive insulting degrading bigotry- YOU KNOW IS ILLEGAL UNDER NZ DISABILITY AND CONSTITUTIONAL LAWS – you would feel the same as me.

Go to my youtube channel and you will find the video I did AFTER I had been at WINZ, the extremely traumatised state I was in.

WINZ Letterhead – Masterton Service Centre

21 August 2019

Jayne R
…. Ave
Carterton

Dear Jayne

I am writing regarding your visit to the Wairarapa Service Centre in early August and the tone and content of your recent emails.

Your behaviour on 2 August 2019 was very upsetting to other clients in the Service Centre.  I need to be sure that staff, clients and visitors (including you) feel safe in the Service Centre.

When you visit our Service Centre you can expect to be treated with respect and concern for your circumstances.  However, I also need you to treat our team, and other clients and visitors appropriately and with respect.  This will enable us to provide a good service to everyone.

There are standards of behaviour that all clients need to meet when in our Service Centre.  In particularly this includes

  •  No behaviour upsetting to others, including yelling or abuse and
  •  No violence or threats (to yourself or to others)

In the future if you are verbally abusive, or distruptive you will be asked to leave the office until you regain your composure.  We are unable to provide you with a good service when you behave in the way you did on 2 August 2019.  You will be welcome to return to the office when you are composed.

Regardless of the situation, or how upset you are feeling it is not OK to call MSD staff inappropriate or abusive names, either in person or by email.  It is also not appropriate to request me to kill you.  It makes it difficult for us to provide you the service we want to and we cannot tolerate this.

If you email using abusive language we may not be able to continue to correspond with you by email, and instead you will need to either phone our contact centre, use MyMSD or attend appointments in the Service Centre.

I know that you have a number of things that you are managing in your life but would like to remind you that it is important that you seek support for these things from the appropriate experts.  We are not the experts, however, we are happy to facilitate referrals to the agencies if you would like us to do so.

In particular I would like to remind you of the following agencies that are available to support you.

Health: GP – Carterton Medical Centre 06 3798105
Wairarapa DHB:  069469800
Mental Health Services/crisis team 069469805
ACC: 0800101996
Tenancy: direct with landlord or tenancy tribunal

If you email regarding any of the above issues we can only remind you of the support available from these agencies and offer to connect you with them.  I would recommned that you go direct to them regarding your concerns rather than emailing me.

We do want to make sure that you are receiving all the financial assistance you’re entitled to so if you ever wish to apply for addiction assistance or check that you’re receiving what you’re entitled to please contact us.

I know that you prefer to communicate with us by email so hope that you will take this letter seriously and ensure that your language and messages are appropriate so that we can continue to support you.

Yours sincerely

 

Michele Eades
Service Centre Manager

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After reading that load of total fkn BULLSHIT, lies and cognitive dissonance it becomes overwhelming because I know how abusive or non-existent the ‘services’ are – I have been rejected and terrorised by them many times.   This is exactly what abusers of power do – they call it gaslighting, the more formal name is cognitive dissonance.   She wrote this letter that appears to be so genuine, sensible and sane – when I know it is not.  This is the words of a radicalised person on the most massive guilt trip about what she personally has done to ensure MY ACC CARE WAS NOT REINSTATED she has to delude herself to cope psychologically.   Even though other WINZ staff were trying to make ACC reinstate my care so I could get off welfare, Michele told me my legal problems were nothing to do with WINZ, it was my problem if I couldn’t get a lawyer or care, the meeting was cancelled.

Another comment I will make before I have to leave my computer and binge and vomit – I am screaming for my ACC care back so I can go back to work, not be unemployed and relying on these revolting people at WINZ (even the good people at WINZ, I don’t want these people in my life!).  ME AND EVERYBODY WHO FORCED TO GO IN THAT BUILDING HATE IT (except for the double dipper old people who work at really good jobs even though they are over 65 and/or get huge amounts of money from their wealth WHILE STILL BLUDGING OFF THE NZ TAXPAYER GETTING A BENEFIT of $100s every week – and free travel).

The things I said loudly as I was leaving was IF I CAN’T WORK I WOULD RATHER BE DEAD x 3  When you understand the context of my distraught behaviour then you would look at this letter just as I do – INSANE DELUDED BULLY JUSTIFYING THEIR UNJUSTIFABLE CRUEL BEHAVIOUR.

Just for a laugh I contacted all the people, except for Tenancy Tribunal on the list Michele gave me – all people who had been refusing me services for years, who did the same again.  Along with blaming me for my worsening terror trying to interact with services that were insulting, degrading, unprofessional and criminally negligent.  I’m not quite sure why these people have gone quite mad – I think it has something to do with those in power putting EVERYBODY who suicidal in the category of spoilt brat, middle class or rich kid with no ‘resilience’.

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BELOW ARE THE EMAILS I SENT MICHELE EADES BEFORE HER LETTER ABOVE


From: Jayne R
Sent: Monday, 27 May 2019 9:46 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Re: for your information

Hi Michelle,
Since when do I have Ministry of Justice fines?????  Nobody has advised me of anything, are they allowed to take money out of my benefit without advising me?  Are you allowed to take money out of my benefit without advising me.
I can’t afford to pay $15 a week, I have told you repeatedly I cannot live on the money I was getting and certainly can’t do it now you have cut it by $30 – you told me when I first contacted you about the massive increase in my rent that you would change the repayment arrangements for anything I owed, why havn’t you done that.  Please advise what do I owe and who do I owe it to, can you please outline all this money coming out of my weekly benefit.
You know the terrible situation I have been in with flatmates because of impairments related to my disorder, also because I have been illegally put in harmful situations by Corrections and mental health services.  You know I am terrified and how the last person who contacted me about accommodation was a sexual deviant, when I put a notice up on the local supermarket board.  Today I have put a notice on Trade Me, this is the third time this year with no response, although I am terrified I am going to get yet another flatmate who takes advantage of my disability because I am still being illegally denied health care and support I am entitled to.
How can there be a maximum on accommodation supplement when the cost of rentals has gone through the roof.  The government not only are setting rental rates on their tenancy website, they are then not compensating disabled people on welfare who are forced to pay them.  Disabled people like myself who are required by multiple laws to be in state housing living in their communities in culturally appropriate situations.  I have relatives buried in Carterton cemetery, my children were born here, I have owned houses here, this is where I live, this is my community, this is my culture – ugly and cruel as it is now so many racist elitist neo-liberal immigrants live here (that includes immigrants to our region from within NZ) it is my home I belong nowhere else (fact is I don’t even belong here, no disabled human sewage like myself has a place here).  I know someone just moved here paying $400/week for an old small 3 bedroom, everybody on welfare paying less are completely terrified – do you get lists of the number of people you are driving to suicide, violence and addiction every week?
It is very strange you are so keen to pay the landlord even when they refuse to make this property safe as required by law.  Nothing I can do about it, can’t go to the Tenancy Tribunal because if I do I will never get another rental if I have to move.  The thought of moving makes me want to be sick – I don’t ever want to be forced to move again, it is inhuman and shows a complete failure of neo-liberalism and privatisation.
It is deeply distressing and harmful to have these constant forms reminding me what a worthless impoverished piece of garbage I truly am.  Why are there so many things, is it done purposely to terrorise and degrade people, to ensure they have to beg for food regularly so they will kill themselves????  If I don’t get health care, how does anybody expect me to work????  I don’t understand, that is why we have ACC law, to make sure people have all the help possible to return to work and not let injuries, physical or mental, to destroy their lives.   I never got the care I was entitled to and they destroyed my life, that is not only a violation of ACC law, it is a violation of Magna Carta – the founding document of our modern government and Rule of Law.  If government don’t follow the Magna Carta and Westminster Statute then the citizens who being destroyed have every legal right to ignore all laws.
If I can get a flatmate that isn’t going to harm me you can put the debt payments back up, but I definitely can’t pay it now, you are taking food and essentials from me, why are you doing that, what sort of person are you Michelle.  I have never taken food from you, never terrorised you or your family, never stood back and watched you being harmed, so why do you do it to me – I don’t understand.  You are a public servant you are supposed to uphold decency, civil and ethical behaviour, you swore an oath to uphold the law, not to do what corrupt government officials tell you to when you know it is wrong.
Why are you doing this to me, why are you doing this to so many people and hurting them so much they self-harm, suicide and become highly dysfunctional.
Sincerely
Jayne R
( Note fines were parking fines from protesting in Wellington in 2017 – I tried to get the Wellington Council to remove them, they refused – they don’t want poor people bringing their cars to wellington to protest about poverty, abusive mental health services and govt corruption.)
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From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 29 May 2019 5:19 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Letter for Carterton Food Bank

I am required to get a letter from WINZ to access any foodbank, can you please provide that letter that I am now so desperately poor I can’t afford food every week.  What a worthless piece of garbage I am and now even more people in town will know what a disgusting loser I am.  Imagine if I told them I had bulimia.  I just spoke to Carterton Food Bank, told them I was unwell and couldn’t pick it up because of how I self-harm and shake and tick.  I think they going to deliver it.  (They never did – just ignored me.)
They want a letter from you so I don’t have to go through that every week.  I FEEL SO ASHAMED, SO DEGRADED, OH GOD I WANT TO DIE, WHAT A WORTHLESS WORTHLESS WASTE OF AIR, I DON’T BELONG HERE, I DON’T BELONG ANYWHERE.  The woman on the phone hung up on me because I started crying and told her how bad I felt about having to beg for food.  I told them I was developing diabetes, which I am, because of all the carbohydrates I have to eat and asked for veges and meat/fish.  I would help out growing veges somewhere to repay them, because I never know how long I will be at this house and so can’t plan for food all year round.  I always thought growing food would be temporary until I got back to work.
My daughter had a bad car accident and I can’t go to her in Whakatane, I can’t stop crying – how am I supposed to have strong family relationships if I dont’ have any money to visit my family?  Today was my first pay and I couldn’t stop crying about that either.
Saw a documentary not long ago about peasant farmers in Sth America being driven from their land so rich people could build houses.  A gang member who refused $1million to do it said THE TEARS OF THE POOR WILL CATCH UP WITH YOU ONE DAY.  That’s why he refused but other greedy members of the gang did it.  In New Zealand our government do it to us, our neighbours do it to us, you do it to people for a job.  I wonder how many people cry and self-harm because of you Michelle.  We have the highest rate of self-harm in the world in Wairarapa and I am sure that would be related to abusive mental health services and poverty.  I know King Street Artworks trespasses any person who does that – a mental health provider banning some of the most desperate persecuted terrorised people in our community – gross violation of human rights against a person with a disability.  They don’t care of course because King Street is only for mild mentally ill people, not worthless garbage like me.
After 18 months Snr Sgt Jennifer Hansen offered to fill out the legal aid form for me yesterday, she said it on an email and I was in Masterton within 20 mins.   I had told Legal aid I couldn’t fill out the forms and they refused to provide me a lawyer to help me so for 18 months I just get terrorised over and over again.  But then you know ALL ABOUT MY CASE DON’T YOU MICHELLE, you know everything, you just don’t care the government are harming me – which is a criminal act under Sections 150a and 151 of the Crimes Act.
I wonder if I will ever stop crying, if I will ever stop hurting, if my heart won’t be broken forever, if I will ever be safe – after this long being forced to rot on welfare I am sure it will never ever stop.  Never, no hope ever, I wish someone would shoot me, I really do.
human sewage


From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 31 May 2019 3:47 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Can I please have letter for foodbank?

Can I please have the letter the website requires, I phoned someone from Carterton foodbank a couple of days ago, I got upset and the woman hung up on me.  So I don’t know if I’m going to get any food or not and I really need it.  It makes me really unwell when I have food insecurity, makes my fight flight and freeze response really bad.
I don’t want to beg for food from you, it makes me feel really really bad, really ashamed and worthless.  If I hadn’t been raped and neglected like I was it could have been me in your job, I’m an intelligent person, I even have reports to say that, I don’t understand why you think its OK for ACC and the government to stop me getting health care I am entitled to and force me to beg for food when it is obvious how much this contributes to me wanting to kill myself EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Jill Greathead at the Carterton Council told me foodbanks were for people on welfare who couldn’t afford to live, that is what they were set up for, that is what neo-liberalism required.  I am still extremely distressed about not being able to go and see my daughter who had the car accident, it is her birthday on 3 June.  Her sister just told me her and some friends going up for her birthday, but no room for me to go.  My heart is breaking – how am I supposed to have a supportive family if I’m too poor to go to them when something happens.
If I had the $10,000 ACC are withholding at least I could try and do something to make some money, try and get my art, music and things I make to provide me with enough money to live – so I don’t have to be on welfare when it is sooooooo degrading and abusive in my case.
Jayne
HUMAN SEWAGE


From: Jayne Routhan
Sent: Friday, 31 May 2019 10:58 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Proof I am looking for a flatmate, so far nobody has called

I also have it listed on a facebook site, but nobody suitable so far, only a couple of people have inquired.
I was reading the letter you sent demanding I provide proof I am trying to change my circumstances so I am not living in such poverty I want to kill myself.
Was watching the government wellbeing budget and just couldn’t stop crying, what a lie, what an enormous lie – so all rich people will think poor people are getting help.  There is no way back to wellness when you don’t have the necessaries of life and wealthy immigrants are driving you from your homes into worsening and more dangerous situations.  Our government does that on purpose and profits from it, creates jobs out of persecuting poor people.   Do you know what it is like to know definitely that is happening and how illegal and corrupt it is, how many laws it violates and nobody does anything to stop it.
1600 more mental health workers, 1600 more USA trained ignorant issue ridden sociopaths whose only objective is to create money and jobs for drug companies and themselves.  This is never going to end is it Michelle, denying garbage like me health care and keeping us terrorised is going to continue isn’t it.  I bet any new services goes to youth and soldiers – yet again persecuted abused women will miss out – as we always miss out.  Its like I’ve stepped back into the dark ages.
Still don’t understand why you and your bosses HATE me so much they incite me to suicide just for asking for ACC care I’m entitled to – I have to go back to work Michelle or I am going to die.  I can’t stop crying about not being able to go and see my daughter in Whakatane after her car accident, its her birthday, a group of her friends are going up for a party and her sister – there is no room for me.  There are so many people who have died that I cared about and couldn’t afford to go to their funerals.  I don’t understand why you HATE me so much, I really don’t.  I have never hurt you, I never hurt anybody you love, I never stole money from you, I never took your food away, I never took your house away, I never hurt you – why are you hurting me, why are you letting them hurt me.    Please I don’t understand, you must know why they deny me professional health care and yet make such a huge deal about providing mental health services WHEN NOWHERE I CAN FIND THAT I WILL GET ANYTHING I AM SUPPOSED TO HAVE.
Why do people want me dead Michelle, why do they want me unemployed and terrorised, I just want to return to work.  I tried to heal myself, I DID EVERYTHING I COULD POSSIBLY DO, I almost died trying so many times.  I can’t do this on my own and I can’t do this with health people who are insulting patronising and abusive.  That seems to be all you train now, people in the past were OK, but those being trained through our corrupted American neo-liberal controlled universities are REALLY REALLY BAD.
Wellness budget and you know as well as I do, nothing has changed for 99.9% of the people forced to beg for welfare that you HATE/HARM enjoy having to beg.

That is why people kill themselves, because what the media and government say happens is exactly the opposite to what does happen.

Will just keep trying not to kill myself and hold on until amagedon or whatever the bible calls it comes, its soon, lots of people know its soon.  Hopefully I know enough violent people to be reasonably safe from them when the violence erupts here – because it is going to.   Organisations like yours will be targeted I am sure, you are where the degradation and HATRED is inflicted on people.  So much HATE I am subjected to and people wonder why I verbalise hate, why I self-harm, why I’m bulimic, why I can’t cope.
Wish I was dead today, if I can’t work I don’t want to live – nobody does.
HUMAN SEWAGE


From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 31 May 2019 11:07 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: I can’t understand how my wellbeing will be improved from this budget can you please explain how

Its all over the news this budget is about helping suicidal human sewage like me.  Can you please explain how that is going to work in my case, are they going to stop the 3mthly filling out of forms that make me want to kill myself and self-harm.  What happened with you, happened even worse at the police station – I had to get a police woman to fill out the Legal Aid forms because Legal Aid refused me a lawyer and I couldn’t do them myself for past 18 months.
Its a shame as a woman you HATE me because I was raped, sodomised and the person found not guilty, then refused health care, welfare, justice and safe place to live I am entitled to under new Zealand law.  Because I need services and resources a rich/middle class person wouldn’t need in being restored to ‘wellness’ you HATE me, you enjoy watching me beg like the other day, you enjoy me crying and terrified.  I don’t understand why you HATE me Michele I really don’t, you must hate me because you don’t want me to get health care I am supposed to have after winning two court cases nine years ago.  You must HATE all the women forced to beg for welfare, ewwwww.
Did I tell you I phoned for a food parcel but they never came, although I couldn’t wait around all day, by 11.30am I have to go out and see another person or I start self-harming and become bulimic.  Maybe I was away when they came around and they thought I must not have wanted the food if I wasn’t prepared to stay in my house all day waiting.  Or maybe they knew I would be waiting and just didn’t want to bring the food because I was so distraught on the phone????  YOu told me I have no food allowances left, so what am I supposed to do now – do you know how bad ostracized and worthless I feel.
I bet you don’t, I hope one day my tears will catch up with you and those who do this to me and other abuse and trauma victims.
WISH I WAS DEAD WISH I WAS DEAD WISH I WAS DEAD
JR
HUMAN SEWAGE
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From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 12 June 2019 7:25 PM
To: myjobsearch_wairarapa (WORKANDINCOME) <myjobsearch_wairarapa@workandincome.govt.nz>
Subject: Letter for local food bank – please provide OIA/Privacy Act details that were missing.

I have received the details of the fines, which I email Wellington City Council about and why under Bill of Rights and Magna Carta I should not have to pay them based on protesting about serious legal and social issues, as well as me being MADE PURPOSELY POOR by ACC and the government.

I have not received the information about what all the LOANS are for – I don’t even know what they are for, not only do I want the information for revolting bigots/gossips in the community who enjoy denigrating poor people by making them beg for food, I want if for me UNDER THE OFFICIAL INFORMATION ACT, ARE YOU GOING TO PROVIDE THEM.  I can’t go to the food bank and beg for food until I get them.  I phoned a couple of weeks ago, they said I would get food but nobody turned up, I left messages but nobody returned my call.

If people are going to gossip and spread cruel lies about me, then I’d rather a few of them actually knew what was going on.
Please also advise in writing how long I have been on welfare WAITING FOR TREATMENT I am supposed to have received from ACC nine years ago after winning two reviews.  I would like this information and I want to make sure my community knows what is going on as well.

Do you have all the information about the number of living/flatmate/boarder situations I have been in where I have been ripped off and left extremely traumatised, exploited and even more impoverished.

Sincerely
Jayne R
HUMAN SEWAGE
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From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 2 July 2019 9:37 PM
To: Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: Complaint and update

Hi Michele,
I havn’t been able to organise everything required to go and beg for food from the local foodbank, I am getting by but my stress disorder is really really bad, having so little food sets off every part of my basic instincts when I have food insecurity.   Not being able to make myself go through the deeply degrading and overwhelming process of providing all that information in order to beg for a weeks food – what I consider INHUMAN AND PSYCHOLOGICAL VIOLENCE!
Also upset when my friend told me her visit to WINZ this week, where she was so broke after not being paid by her small part time job last week because she was sick and unable to phone and tell them she hadn’t worked.   After finally, with all of us encouraging her for the past two years, while around six different health and welfare professionals allowed her to suffer in poverty on disability, she was transferred to the invalids benefit.  When she told me, we both cried on my front porch, she had been to unwell to fight for what she was entitled to, too unwell to go against her doctors rhetoric about GOING ONTO INVALIDS BENEFIT WOULD BE A STEP BACKWARDS!!!!!  A filthy rich pig doctor saying that to a woman with so little and me her friend having to help her when I could, so did others – who were almost as poor.
When she went in, she got someone different – I HATE NEW WINZ STAFF, they usually the most revolting haters.  When she politely said – because she is a proud person and HATES begging for food too – can I please have a food grant I have no food in my cupboards.  The maggot across from her said WE’RE NOT HERE TO FILL YOUR CUPBOARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!    We’re not here to fill your cupboards!!!!!!
If WINZ are not there to put food in your cupboards and in your fridge THEN WHY DO THEY EXIST AT ALL.   You wouldn’t understand what it is like and how deeply humiliating it is if people visit you – when you having very little in your cupboards and fridge – I DO – ESPECIALLY AT THE MOMENT.  Rich people like you have friends and family over for a meal I am assuming – you would think that would be part of our Pakeha/Maori culture – SHARING FOOD – like humans have been doing for 10,000s years.  But not in 21st Century New Zealand under the cruellest most corrupt deceitful government I am sure we have ever had.
Please advise me if people aren’t allowed to have ANY FOOD IN RESERVES AT ALL then what happens if their is a regional environmental emergency or something like that??????    She needed $100, but the maggot across from her would only give her $50.  WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING, YOU ALSO HAVE NO CLEANING SUPPLIES, I cant stop crying.  I have always believed staff are a reflection of management and so far you are definitely that from my experience.  Telling me to get a lawyer rather than Tina and Stephen trying to help me, when my forms say AWAITING TREATMENT for almost 10 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Been having problems with the property manager here   (can’t put next three paragraphs in due to fear of eviction).
Last time I went to the tenancy tribunal the advice I was given got me and my kids kicked out of Reading Street when landlord just gave me 3 months notice, which they didn’t have to explain.
Shame I’m too unwell to fight them through the Tenancy Tribunal, if I had my ACC care reinstated I would have that support.  They used to help me with forms and things back then – I dont’ have anybody in my life to do it – I’m surrounded by terrorised disabled poor people, they can barely run their own lives, let alone help me out.  I can’t ask them also because I have become extremely unwell in situations when I have to fill out forms begging for ANYTHING and they would no longer associate with me if they saw that.
WISH I WAS DEAD EVERY SINGLE DAY, SOOOOO WISH I WAS DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jayne R
HUMAN SEWAGE
————–AFTER I RECEIVED LETTER FROM EADES, NEXT POST HAS EMAILS I SENT

Ministry of Justice/Government perverting the course of justice, this is no accident

Start at the bottom to start at the beginning of this little saga (one of dozens I experience regularly).    You have to believe me our government – neo-liberals in business and with power over our government – DRIVE PEOPLE TO SUICIDE, VIOLENCE, ADDICTION AND CRIME ON PURPOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

From: Jayne
Sent: Monday, 16 September 2019 10:28 AM
To: Alisdair Ross <shwedagon@xtra.co.nz>
Subject: Have you had anything to do with this Alisdair????

 

I made a request for transcripts of all my court appearances since January 2018 and SOMEONE told Lauri not to do it – was that you Alisdair???

What an interesting terrifying traumatic two days I have had aye.  How horrendous have the hours of torment from suicidal ideation I have been through, how many times I have self-harmed and binged and thrown up to cope with this oppression, persecution, ill-treatment, harm, psychological torture, torture.  All this to stop me, as a victim of sexual abuse, from getting the extensive ACC treatment, care rehab and home I am entitled to under ACC and other laws.

Look at how many people in power know what is happening to me and do nothing – that’s apart from the people who are the oppressors.   People wonder why I reference NAZI Germany when I’m talking about what me and others are subjected to in the ‘darklands’.

Also I realised Judge Morris and you didn’t demand I was seen in the dock last week, is because what I said wouldn’t be on record.  THAT WILL NOT BE HAPPENING AGAIN – I CAN ASSURE YOU.

Yippee for me aye – must really upset all your elitist friends that I don’t kill myself and the only reason is because I know that is what you are wanting.

Jayne

From: Jayne
Sent: Monday, 16 September 2019 10:19 AM
To: dc, masterton <masterton.dc@justice.govt.nz>; Day, Nelda <Nelda.Day@justice.govt.nz>
Subject: You are required to provide this information within 20 working days BY LAW

 

I have spoken to Lauri, its obvious this isn’t her fault the information wasn’t provided, she was just doing what she was told.   She did tell me she was told not to send the information until my next court date – which of course has absolutely nothing to do with my previous court dates and my FORMAL LEGAL REQUEST below.

This is very sad and upsetting for me, I still try to believe our justice system and the police are not grossly corrupt and persecuting me for asking for the ACC care I am supposed to have (as a victim of sexual abuse) after winning to Tribunal reviews in 2010/11.  When the level of corruption is as blatant as this it breaks my heart.  It breaks my heart even more it is mostly women doing this to me – what did I ever do to any of you.  I have never hurt anyone they hurt me!!!!!  Being so mentally unwell I ‘go tourettes’ and insult and swear at the people WHO ARE DIRECTLY INVOLVED IN HARMING ME does not count as injustice.

So within the past two days my brother has told me if my life is so difficult I should kill myself.  A woman on facebook has told me I’m a meth addict and everybody like me is causing all suicide, violence and addiction etc. The woman who said these things I have tracked down to a government contractor called GSL, who like SCL Bioscience are either paid by National Party or do it freely in order to get government contracts they want…………………………..    A ‘friend’ of mine told me believing in anything spiritual requires a person to take medication – like he is on for his violent psychosis, voices in his head, etc.

Honestly, if society gets any more insane I’ll start really believing it is end of days.  AM I REALLY THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS COUNTRY THAT TELLS THE TRUTH AND DEALS WITH THE MOST DIFFICULT ISSUES????    THE ONLY ONE??????   But then two Forensic Psychiatrists have told me I’m definitely insane and should be locked up until I think something different and don’t believe a thing I’m seeing.     George Orwell’s 1984 is a book of prophecy after all.

Please advise me how I make a complaint about not receiving this information – especially who told Laurie not to send the information???  And if that was Nelda, who told her not to do it – because I am almost sure it isn’t her leading this punitive use of the police and justice system.    You are the law, you are required to uphold the law, because of our current lawless society we have violence, bigotry and hate.   YOu are human beings you must know this, you must know abused women desperately need other women to help them, not to hurt them.

If you can’t tell me the truth through email, you know my address, please put a note in my letterbox with any information that might be helpful to me?  Please I want to meet my grandchildren, I want my daughters to be proud of me and for me to be their mum like I should be, I want my family to accept me – not reject me.  None of this will happen if you don’t protect me and uphold the law.  I want my life back and I want help others to get their lives back – I know what needs to happen to stem the suicide rate, I know what needs to happen to curb violence, self-harm and violence.  Everything I know is based on science and law – EVERYTHING.   Please stop hurting me and help me.

Sincerely

Jayne R

Civil Society Actor

From: Blyth-Carter, Lauri <Lauri.Blyth-Carter@justice.govt.nz>
Sent: Thursday, 30 May 2019 5:10 PM
To: jrouthan
Subject: RE: Can I please have the transcripts of all my court appearances since January 2018

 

Hi Jayne, Nelda has asked me to respond to your requests on her behalf.  Please note this email will confirm receipt of your email.  I am currently getting the information together to provide to you.  You can expect to hear from me  no later than Tuesday, 4 June 2019.

 

Warmest regards

 

 

Lauri Blyth-Carter

Service Manager

Masterton High/District Court

DDI: +64  (DETAILS REMOVED BY MY CHOICE BECAUSE I AM A NICE PERSON AND I PRETTY SURE THIS ISN’T LAURIE’S FAULT

Mobile:  I REMOVED THIS NUMBER

www.justice.govt.nz

 

 

 

 

From: Jayne R>
Sent: Tuesday, 28 May 2019 5:42 a.m.
To: Day, Nelda <Nelda.Day@justice.govt.nz>
Subject: Can I please have the transcripts of all my court appearances since January 2018

 

Hi Nelda,

 

Sorry to be a pain, I’m working on something, can I please have a copy of all the transcripts regarding my case since January 2018.  Including those I did not appear at because of my legal protests about gross violations of my magna carta rights.  Do you have a list of dates?

 

Actually, do I have a court file???  That shows ALL the convictions and times I have been to court and what the outcomes were? Can’t remember being in court for any issue prior to 2009 when ACC illegally removed all my entitlements.  Could I please have a copy of this – electronic and printed version by mail to 29 Clifton Avenue, Carterton.

 

Just wrote this little poem based on Westminster Law, off to chalk it in Carterton this morning.  Imperial Laws Application Act 1988, Westminster Statute the 1st – common right be done to all, rich as poor.  Seems so simple and yet we all know now so violated as law is created to advance the rich and persecute the poor for profit Oh well they leave me rotting on welfare so nothing more interesting or valuable to my society than fighting for the most basic right of a human being to exist and live on the planet.  If only they knew what brilliant value for money I am.  Rent goes up $40/wk tonight and government going to give me extra $3, knowing I already can’t live, yippee for me aye.  $480 a week and my rent is $320 and after a string of dangerous abusive flatmates the terror of trusting another person has to be ignored due to the need to survive.  Isn’t it a shame MY COMMUNITY and its leaders are so happy for this to be happening to me and other vulnerable impoverished abuse victims.

 

The ONLY purpose of government and law

Is to keep the peace between rich and poor

 

Thank you

 

Jayne

UK article on austerity by private school extremists explains Wairarapa HATRED

The following article explains why such extreme levels of violence and hatred against me for my valid and legal NON-VIOLENT protests.   Wairarapa is full of private schools and of course hatred of poor people here is absolute.  That is why they sold off ALL STATE HOUSING in the region and removed the state housing statistics from all public record – they wanted to drive disabled and poor from the region and/or exploit/persecute those left as much as they possibly could.

I was interviewed independently by the Mental Health Inquiry legal staff, the woman told me the reason we were No 1 in NZ for suicide etc was due to elitism.   That community leaders, mental health services, police and welfare agencies would continue to deprive people like myself of professional mental health services and necessities of life BECAUSE THEY thought of people with mental health issues as ‘the poor’.  They were the rich and they would either lock them up, drug them up and of course exploit them to create jobs – jobs for other ‘poor’ losers.  That why mental health system so bad, there so many mentally ill people with serious issues in it!

It is very sad – I never knew the levels of hate by those in positions of power here were all based on how much money a person had.

It is also very sad that the current Governor General lives here and John Hayes, ex member of parliament, ex United Nations worker and person who started United Nations Association of New Zealand also lives here.   He abused me several times for protesting about persecution of disabled impoverished abuse victims in Wairarapa.

The local newspaper Wairarapa Times-Age is owned and dedicated to wealthy, private school educated elites, everything is from their perspective.   The way they now insult, exploit and terrorise those disabled victims of crime and suicidal people is the reason we No 1 for suicide.   That is why they demand police oppress and terrorise me for asking for health care and basic necessities of life.  What goes wrong of course is I am only asking for ACC care I entitled to after winning two court cases nine years ago – so I can heal and return to work, so I can live a normal life.  I am naïve, I never really understood hate of certain people was related to how much money they had – I don’t think those who do it realise either.   I know a few rich people, they say hello and treat me OK when I am with them – but they will often talk of other poor and disabled people unkindly – not associating me with them.

The one thing the article and EVERYBODY who talks about homeless doesn’t talk about – is the  number of ‘mostly women’ FORCED TO LIVE IN DANGEROUS SITUATIONS due to housing crisis and illegal lack of state housing for them.   NZ is No 1 in the OECD for domestic/flatmate violence and Wairarapa is No 1 in the world for women self-harming.  Shame local POLICE AND DECENT PEOPLE HERE aren’t PUTTING THESE TWO SOCIAL ISSUES TOGETHER YET, I am sure they are in denial and don’t want to admit it.   Another reason to hurt me, I confront them with that fact, especially judges, mental health and people in power – especially people in charities, groan, they are the worst.   Its the emotional payment they get for ‘helping’ people, but that sort of charity denigrates their impoverished disabled victims.  They should be demanding govt do the right thing so there aren’t so many social problems and people in need, not playing into the hands of Libertarian neo-liberal extremists.

https://www.rt.com/op-ed/444375-uk-un-extreme-poverty/

NZ women donate bras to support Pacific sisters – WTF!

WTF – the two government departments who terrorise me the most are sending bras to Fiji – what about 100,000s impoverished NZ female victims of crime ACC deny entitlements to and MOJ justice too – who can’t afford bras????  WTF

I’ve had two Fijian flatmates over past 20 years, both women, both stole from me, both lied, both ripped me off because I am a nice person.  Both violated my trust and both became highly abusive and violent when I challenged their thieving and deceit!!!!!  One was a younger woman who was making five hour phone calls to Fiji OVERNIGHT, WHILE I WAS SLEEPING, who ran up a huge phone bill then moved out and left it for me to pay.  I also went through this lying cows third abortion with her.   The other one was older and under mental health, she used to lie to police and mental health staff about people hurting her, who were angry because she was stealing from them and not paying her rent etc.  Also she was filthy, I felt sorry for her and trusted her and she ripped me off and then phoned police (knowing how terrified of them I am) to say I had assaulted her when I took her house key off her.   Told her if she walked out of the house to go gamble THE RENT MONEY SHE OWED ME, she wouldn’t be coming back in.   I upended the purse she was holding and the key fell out – I DIDN’T ASSAULT ANYBODY.     These are the only two Fijian women I have ever had anything to do with and they were both as bad as each other.

The women in these organisations are cruel, ignorant and full of nothing but HATE for disabled victims of crime.   It is ALL WOMEN who make sure I don’t get my ACC care reinstated after winning two court cases in 2010/11, make sure I didn’t get legal aid for past 17 years for my civil case against ACC for illegally denying me care.  Not to mention the current criminal case I can’t get police to prosecute or a lawyer for.  BECAUSE I AM POOR

This is insane and extremely distressing – women in these organisations purposely harm me and other women and abuse victims like me.   This must be propaganda for these organisations and NZ public.  The only women they employ in these organisations are compliant ignorant and bigoted women – they hate all poor women and anybody asking for health care or justice they entitled to under multiple laws.

These rich women have WARDROBES FULL OF UNUSED BRAs – WTF.  I have one bra and my 75 year old mother bought it for me because I can’t afford it and the bra I had been wearing was very old and full of holes.  When my mother saw it she insulted and chastised me for wearing it and demanded she buy me a new one – I was humiliated and degraded.  I don’t have big breasts so its reasonably cheap to buy a bra for me but I know women with bigger breasts who suffer so much pain and humiliating because they can’t afford decent bras.  While these rich women who work for Ministry of Justice and ACC have wardrobes full of them.   This makes me cry.  I have myself bought bras for disabled poor women – that was when I had a flatmate and had a little bit extra money.  After a trail of mentally ill flatmates who stole and terrorised me I’m too terrified to have one now.

The propaganda and MOJ ACC websites say people like me get professional health care, get our entitlements, get what the law demands in the area of justice and lawyers – BUT IT IS ALL A LIE FOR 100,000s of us.  Its a lie their corrupt bosses tell their staff, themselves and a lie they tell the public  through our corrupted neo-liberal media.  I know this because I’m being terrorised through the court system for protesting about this gross injustice.

Another point to this is THESE WOMEN HAVE NEVER WORN BRAs so why can’t they go out, go to meetings, participate in their society because they don’t have one?????????  Why are they humiliated in their own country – NO WOMAN IN THE WORLD WORE A BRA UNTIL 100 years ago!!!!  Why is any women humiliated about not wearing a bra??????  Wheather by choice or by poverty – These rich self-righteous bigoted women HATE POOR WOMEN IN NZ and would never donate these bras to a local charity – that us poor peasants they created supposed to get our clothes from.   WTF – more proof of the HATRED AND BIGOTRY they feel for NZs impoverished women.   30 years of austerity against poorest most vulnerable women in NZ and this is the result, foreigners are considered more deserving than their neighbours.  Of course ACC and MOJ women are expected to persecute impoverished NZ women for a job!!!!!!

Radio NZ women ewwwww – I phoned them the other day, absolutely distraught about what was happening to me.  THE WOMAN journalist on the other end just kept saying how she was sorry this was happening to me, but refused to investigate or print anything about it.  The plight of NZs terrorised disabled female (and male) victims of sexual abuse and violence is covered up – rich women refuse to tell it because they don’t want to believe it is true!!!!!

I’m reminded of the quote about THE FURTHER A SOCIETY DRIFTS FROM THE TRUTH THE MORE IT WILL PERSECUTE THOSE WHO SPEAK IT.

https://www.rnz.co.nz/national/programmes/checkpoint/audio/2018707864/nz-women-donate-bras-to-support-pacific-sisters

Jacinda Ardern & Meghan Markle join forces in Vogue to INSULT #METOO & POOR WOMEN!

I was horrified to see this news item this morning all over mainstream media – two powerful elitist maggots instrumental in making sure ALL disabled and poor victims of crime, violence and government corruption continue to suffer, live in terror, be killed and suicide.   Its sick – I write to Jacinda, she knows how abusive welfare forms and processes are for disabled abuse victims.  She knows how abusive mental health services are, she knows the government are using taxes to advance rich and business while denying disabled and poor their most basic human needs – safety, shelter and food security.

I see also Ardern’s popularity is going down – because our corrupt media have started their run up to our elections next year – this is a new thing for NZ, we never used to get political crap on TV until it was election time.    I believe the objective of neo-liberal terrorist murderers who control our media is to turn people off even watching TV news.   Ardern is nothing more than a globalist marketing phoney who has done nothing to help the most impoverished local population in New Zealand.  Ardern has caused and incited more harm, more racism, more bigotry and of course MORE HATE.   She says one thing and acts to do the opposite, ewwwwww.

The radicalised global neo-liberal elites who run all mainstream media and BS for rich pigs obviously trying to incite HATE against these women – because that is all I feel when I read what this murderer Ardern is doing.    She is the one telling police to prosecute and terrorise me rather than give me the ACC care and $10,000 they owe me.  Keep me unemployed, deny me all health care, terrorise me for asking for health care I am entitled to.  JACINDA ARDERN IS A CORRUPT LYING NEO-LIBERAL TERRORIST MAGGOT karma coming to that evil bich!

And of course the Royal Family who we all know is embroiled in sexual abuse scandals and using the judiciary to avoid responsibility and prosecution.   Alongside the millionaires, alongside the film industry – ewwwww and still the rich keep spouting BS and lies.   I truly hope these two lying maggots of women, who are leeches off us peasant women –  WHO PAY FOR THEIR LIFESTYLES and pay with our lives get the karma they deserve and experience the suffering and terror we do every day.

https://www.newshub.co.nz/home/politics/2019/07/jacinda-ardern-urges-us-to-come-back-to-humanity-in-promo-video-for-vogue-s-forces-of-change-issue.html

Jacinda Ardern corrupt neo-liberal oppressor who HATES disabled #metoo women


From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 23 July 2019 4:28 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer <Jennifer.Hansen@police.govt.nz>;
Jacinda Ardern MP <jacinda.ardern@parliament.govt.nz>;
Jan Logie MP <jan.logie@parliament.govt.nz>;
Sarah Jones <Sarah.Jones@acc.co.nz>;
golriz.ghahraman@parliament.govt.nz>;
Ann Rice <Ann.Rice@lawsociety.org.nz>;
Day, Nelda <Nelda.Day@justice.govt.nz>;
Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>

Subject: I woke up crying at 3am – my whole body wants to curl up and die AGAIN – you women are HATE!

Why are you doing this to me, all I asked for was the health care and home I am entitled to under the law – why do you do this to me and so many other terrorised victims of crime and criminal neglect?  Why do you HATE me?   I don’t understand – I have never hurt anybody, I have never hurt any of you –  they hurt me, you hurt me – just for asking for help I am entitled to.   Not what you now say is help, which is ACTUALLY HATE, I want what science says, what the law says, what UN treaties say – not begging, criminal neglect and being denied the necessities of life, which you enjoy soooo much, actual professional health models and those things ALL HUMAN BEINGS REQUIRE as defined by Abraham Maslow.

I’m sick again with this kidney/bladder infection again, its every month now, the tests were supposed to be five years ago.  You have made sure I have not even been allowed to see a doctor for the past four years.  How you all deceive and distract yourselves by focusing on other people and other countries is deeply disturbed behaviour.  We all live HERE – you know that country No 1 in the world for domestic/flatmate violence and self-harm by the women here – you all do that – you are all responsible for that – you all ignore that and you all ignore me and make sure I am harmed for telling the truth about what is going on and asking for those things me and other victims of abuse are entitled to under law.

The HATE you incite with your passive inaction – the HATE you perpetrate by avoiding the truth and by allowing what is happening to me – I have never hurt anybody, they hurt me, all I asked for was the ACC care and welfare I am entitled to under multiple laws – you allowed and participated in doing that.  I truly hope one day what you have done to me is exposed for what it is CRUEL OPPRESSIVE HATE!

Sincerely

Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

I see Jacinda whining poverty won’t be fixed in one budget – but at least she could stop Ministry of Social Development from degrading and terrorising poor with their red tape war.  At least they could stop all the BS ‘justice’ commissions, tribunals and courts from destroying and terrorising people.   There are so many things they could change in the next week that would let the pressure off the poorest and most affected by poverty – but they won’t.  Example stop the constant demand for health providers to write sick notes for people with long term disabilities!!!! Only people profiting from that are already filthy rich doctors.

Jacinda has also been instrumental in making sure none of my art, poetry, music or plays are ever performed, endorsed or seen by those in power or the community.  As Minister of the Arts she only supports those art projects that are extravagant and meaningless propaganda – just like her idol Helen Clark did.

Also they don’t want to fix poverty then where would all the rich and middle class throw their used furniture, clothing and crap they buy – so they can buy more crap?????

Our PM should be preparing for a global financial collapse and millions of NZers refusing to give up their homes to greedy landlords and banks.   Along with taking back land from people who were given too much money by banks and never ever worked for it – so we can grow food and provide for ourselves when the government and rich pigs have made sure we cannot!