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Labour McNulty Are Faulty – dedicated to NZ BORN victims of violent crime & govt oppression

What do you do when leaders of a country use police to oppress/terrorise a disabled NZ BORN suicidal VICTIM OF CRIME for a poem begging for ACC/health care she is entitled to by law (having WON 2 court cases in 2010 and was promised prior to Labour’s election) so she can return to work?  You rewrite it like any Warrior Poet would.

LABOUR MCNULTY ARE FAULTY

Labour McNulty of corruption are guilty
Neo-liberal Extremists, criminal and racist

Labour McNulty are the ones who are faulty
Neo-liberal Extremists, cruel global terrorists

Labour McNulty oppress and insult me
Neo-liberal Extremists, Mental Health are their fistS

Labour McNulty of corruption are guilty
Neo-liberal Extremists, handing power to richest

Labour McNulty are the ones who are faulty
Neo-liberal Extremists, know counsellors won’t fix this

Labour McNulty oppress and insult me
Neo-liberal Extremists, profit from war on the poorest

NeVeR eNd

I reworked this masterpiece to make it more relevant following Monday’s court appearance and hopefully to avoid more charges and arrests on top of the 16 I now face.  FOR MY NON-VIOLENT PROTESTS – all legal under United Nations Handbook on Civil Society.  Anybody been feeling those in power are UNCIVILISED as they celebrate welcoming in new Immigrants KNOWING they are driving disabled and impoverished locals from their homes and resources?  In South America the rich and powerful pay $millions to gangs of thugs to drive locals from their homes.  In New Zealand we pay Real Estate Agents.   Everything NAZI did in Germany was legal too.

The ONLY REASON we have government and law is to keep the peace between rich and poor, not incite violence and basic survival instincts.   Survival instincts I understand being an expert in traumatic stress disorders (after 17 years of study and experience), basic instincts which are further heightened by safety, shelter and food insecurity.   Noting also 20% of New Zealand born victims of crime experience 80% of all crime.  Proof of which is in global statistics that show New Zealand’s rates of domestic/flatmate violence and self-harm in women are HIGHEST IN THE WESTERN WORLD.  All of these people are entitled to extensive ACC treatment care rehabilitation and SAFE STABLE HOUSING IN THEIR OWN COMMUNITY.  FACT!

What I am exposing is just the tip of the iceberg, if our local and central government, judiciary and police are prepared to do something this cruel and corrupt to me – you know they are doing just as bad in other areas.  Like profiting the rich by denying poor people health care so they suffer and die.  How much more of this are New Zealanders going to take before they standing in the streets and participating in our grossly corrupted democracy?

When our national anthem says, and if an enemy should assail our coast  make us then a mighty host, God defend New Zealand.   They don’t mean have parties and welcome them to plunder and destroy us – they meant we would stand up and fight to reject them!  Instead our leaders laid down and profit from us suffering and dying.  Instead New Zealanders just TAKE IT LIKE COWARDS!   NO HOPE without REBELLION!

NOTE:  I am not talking about the immigrants who come here not knowing they are driving disabled and poor locals from their homes and resources so they can have them.  I’m talking about the people who do know and do it anyway, along with those who have created this abomination and profit from it.

Rotorua motels under pressure for taking in the city’s homeless – NEO-LIBERAL OBSCENITY

Tourist operators & Airbnb HATE HOMELESS PEOPLE THEY CREATED! WTF and the approach this idiot journalist and her corrupt neo-liberal terrorist bosses have taken is just as obscene.  Yet another neo-liberal abomination those in power love so much!!!!!!!  Go Jacinda Ardern and current government – that’s KIWI KINDNESS – neo-liberal style!

Look at this revolting story, completely ignorant and a woman from West Coast, not far from where I was bought up, ewwwwww.   Some really really stupid ignorant coasters, maybe just the farmers, cause only farms where she lived.

Our government impoverished 100,000s people, drove them from their homes so rich foreigners could come here and live, then convert 100,000s homes to tourist accommodation and moaning cause people feel unsafe.   WTF

What our disgusting media don’t tell you, is those people in motels will all have disabilities of some type and THE GOVERNMENT IS REQUIRED BY LAW to provide them with accommodation.  As they sold off most state housing and never built any more since the 1980s neo-liberal terrorist takeover, our government and richest in society have created this.   Those people aren’t VULNERABLE – its the Orwellian word for DISABLED PEOPLE – which includes large numbers of women affected by our world leading rates of DOMESTIC/FLATMATE violence.  #metoo

Wanting charities to FIND INVESTORS – WTF – what about all the charity money from lotto or all the 1000s of NOT FOR PROFITS AND CHARITY FOUNDATIONS THAT EXIST.  The ones who wasting their money on people’s  wants NOT NEEDS.    Our corrupt government changed the law and dictionary meaning of charity to include EXTRAVAGANT SPORTS, ARTS AND BUSINESS PROMOTION PROJECTS.

I wrote a proposal to the Lotteries commission months ago asking them to refocus their $billion into people in need.  That guy looking for investors should be applying for that sort of money, if that is what the government wants.   OF COURSE IT SHOULD BE THE GOVERNMENT & TAXES PROVIDING THE HOMES – AS REQUIRED BY LAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND AS REQUIRED BY MY CULTURAL RIGHTS!!!!!!!  But Robertson and our government don’t want to upset filthy rich pigs by REINSTATING some of the MASSIVE TAX CUTS they have received over the years.

This obscene situation (police using that word in charges against me) hit home on the weekend, when I randomly called into a book fair run by local Rotary Club.   When I asked what the money was to be spent on the man, said some sort of picture learning books for local school.  I said to him, isn’t that what education system supposed to pay for?  And should rich people pay more taxes, he agreed, he also kept calling what he was doing some sort of Christian thing about providing for children of the community – ewwwww.   Also those books are a NEED they a want, all these resources, all this time and energy, all this money GOING INTO THINGS THAT ARE NOT NEEDS.  No wonder kids are killing themselves, how bizarre is it to not have anywhere safe and stable to live, not have food security, living in poverty and at school rich people are raising money so you have a flash picture book.??????

I have to get through to these people, I am going to have to phone them, this is insane!

https://www.newshub.co.nz/home/new-zealand/2019/07/rotorua-motels-under-pressure-for-taking-in-the-city-s-homeless.html

Had a visit from police today – emails say it all I reakon


From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 6:15 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Re: Meeting – HELL NO, I WAY TO TERRIFIED AND UNWELL

s Hansen,

You can put it as nicely as you like, you know I am terrified of police and did not have a choice how I responded.  That was pretty obvious from my emails about how I wanted police to not come near me because I had recently started freaking out in the street when I saw a police car.  I’m not a criminal Jennifer, you are treating me like one, but I’m not, me hiding from you has been going on for a while, which is why you knew to come around to the bathroom I had gone to run and hide in, cause I have told you.

 

Ohhhh some matters, that means some really revolting powerful neo-liberal terrorist bigots, who hurt people like me ON PURPOSE AND FOR PROFIT, want me stopped from expressing how me and pretty much 50% of the population of NZ feel about what is happening in our country.  And about how 80% of us feel about abusive mental health services and our INHUMAN LIVING SITUATIONS caused by mass immigration and a lack of government providing for the disabled and poor local population in this hell hole – good on you for playing the game Jennifer.  Keeping all the written correspondence looking like you the good guys and I’m the bad person, Cambridge Analytica/Jacinda Ardern would be so proud.
As you are already well aware I don’t have a lawyer that can accompany me ANYWHERE, I can’t get the lawyer I am entitled to under the Magna Carta.  Alasdair Ross told me in no uncertain terms on Mon/Tues? that the ONLY work he would be doing was related to the criminal charges for legally protesting and being disabled, I was currently facing.  He is a legal aid appointed lawyer only for these charges, he is not MY LAWYER – human sewage like me don’t get our own lawyers.  As I am almost as terrified of lawyers as police and health professionals, after 17 years of gross injustice and not being able to get one.  Did you want to see the Law Society email and Susie Barnes letter about having unmet legal needs – which is illegal.
You are also well aware I do not have a support person, I have nobody in my life that is well enough or strong enough to accompany me in any of the things related to the punitive use of the justice system for my legal protests, police/government do.  Which I am subjected to for protesting and begging to have my ACC care reinstated after waiting nine years and/or a lawyer to protect me from this and other gross  injustices.
You witnessed the state of me when I had to fill out that form, you really think I can go through that again by going to the police station if I had a choice – HELL NO!  Not to mention all the triggering that happened back to the first serious assault by Q Hoera & threats by Allan French.  So still trying to drive them back to the hell they come from, yippee for me aye.  If you are going to arrest me and charge me etc, then I’ll come in, but I won’t be wanting any discussion about it, I’ll start singing if you try justifying your actions.  Or at least phone me first so I know you coming to arrest me, its so much less distressing for me than just turning up unexpectedly – don’t worry I wont’ run away.   That’s if giving any new charges to Alasdair Ross isn’t an option.
I’m crying now, after what I have been sending you, which you are completely ignoring.  There a great quote I saw last year on Aljazeera from a gang in Sth America, the leader of which refused to drive poor locals from their land to make way for neo-liberal terrorist elites.  He refused to do it for the $1million they offered him, but other gang members took the money.   He said THE TEARS OF THE POOR WILL CATCH UP WITH YOU ONE DAY.  I like that quote, makes me feel better somehow, makes me believe karma or God going to take its revenge for all the unnecessary suffering so many of us now experience.  In New Zealand we pay real estate agents $millions to do it legally – groan.  Everything Hitler did I Germany was legal, according to some famous activist guy.

You and your friends will also be pleased to hear I had a bad reaction at the supermarket today.  Saw a couple I know, havn’t seen for a while,  part of Green Dollars – that I no longer participate in cause I to poor and unwell.  She started to come towards me and I involuntarily backed away like she was going to hit me or something, my eyes widened and I became terrified.  I’m sure you all know what is happening to me, but its quite new for me, really upsetting as well.  She said I havn’t seen you for a long time and asked me how I was , I couldn’t speak for a while, then said not good, thanks any way and pretty much ran away and hid from her and her husband rest of the shop.   So supermarket shopping going to be interesting from now on.    Shame I can’t wear a mask or something so nobody knows its me.

 

I can’t bear people asking me how I am, feel like I’m going to burst into tears or fall on the ground and curl up in a ball.  I can’t lie any more, I can’t lie about how bad I feel, how terrified I am and how angry I am as well.  Pretty sure its partly caused by watching all this govt and powerful corporation propaganda show all over our media.  Especially the mental health stuff, that being the most offensive insult of them all.  Went to Warehouse stationery today and there some drivel about At Risk Youth and Salvation Army all over the place – groan.  Just so you know cool people don’t like Christian nerds and ramming Christianity down a disabled suicidal mentally injured poor person’s throat ain’t going to go well.   Would be better if they had the professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe stable affordable homes THEY ENTITLED TO UNDER NZ LAW AND AS A PAKEHA/MAORI CULTURAL RIGHT.

One thing the last few days has taught me, is the corruption and ignorance of what happening in the darklands to human sewage like me, is SOOOOO BAD I am never going to get through to any of these people.  The bible must be right, someone quoted me that bit in Timothy? that says what things are like end of days and I ticked every one of them.  Considering what I do to try and get people to be good and follow the law, its not surprising, is it – even that is predicted in the bible.  Just wish I believed in it more and I wouldn’t cry, self-harm and scream fire and brimstone at people who hurting us.  Ahhh the wood dragon personality, you should look it up – just being real and blunt, its who I am.
I know you and your neo-liberal friends won’t believe this of course, but I don’t intend to bother challenging these people any longer, I’ll just keep sending complaints and being rejected and doing what I have to in order to survive.  I will still send letters etc and tell them they going to hell for what they doing to me and others, its part of the thing you supposed to do before judgement day or whatever might happen – I hedging my bets.  Also I will continue to be real about how unwell I am, why and how we can fix it ie what we are already supposed to be doing according to THE LAW.  Still not convinced the big giant hand going to come and save us like all cowardly & heretic Christians are – still don’t understand that experience at New Year – “All darkness is in light before me.”   Wonder if you can guess what it means. gee wish these righteous ethical spiritual battles/wars had more clear instructions for us soldiers.
As I have said MANY TIMES BEFORE I am a civil society activist as defined by the UN Handbook on Civil Society (that includes the bit about being offensive when necessary – even though my tourettes stuff really doesn’t give me a choice at the moment) and I would never hurt anybody.  I am non-violent and threatening to write a poem about someone who is corrupt and grossly unjust, or protest in front of their home, isn’t a crime.  Or going tourettes at some revolting ignorant power tripping psychologist isn’t either.  Nor challenging powerful violent bullies.  Or whoever the rich powerful person is that wants you to threaten me to stop what I am doing. ie telling the truth.
If they don’t listen to me violence only going to get worse – just trying to stop that from happening – it appears what psychiatrists and lawyers say about me is true and I much wiser than all of you.   Best of luck with that by the way, bet the Americans are kitting you all out right now with the best gears to stop a revolution in New Zealand.  Why cause this when we don’t have to, why do this when it is wrong AND WTF HAS THIS GOT TO DO WITH ACC DENYING ME SERVICES AFTER WINNING TWO REVIEWS NINE YEARS AGO.  I wouldn’t even be protesting if they had just given me the care, I got well, got a job and carried on my merry ignorant way.
Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless
Sincerely
JR
CSA
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: HANSEN, Jennifer
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 3:14 PM
To: Jayne R
Subject: Meeting

Jayne,

As you are aware we attended your address this morning to speak with you however you declined to respond or open the door.

Police do need to address some matters with you however this needs to occur in person, not over the phone. I am therefore requesting for you to come to the Masterton Police Station tomorrow afternoon for this to occur.

Please let me know if this is not a possibility. You are welcome to bring your lawyer and/or a support person with you.

Regards,

Jen Hansen

Senior Sergeant AA93

Response Manager

Wairarapa Police

 

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From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 11:01 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Copy of the email I told you about

Which proves yet again you should be investigating and charging ACC under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act.  I am assuming those in BS Castle are stopping it, like they stopped Mike Sutton.  Yippee for disabled victims of crime aye!  The 1 million locals who subjected to 80% of it – mostly women I would imagine – which of course made the response to victims of ChCh shootings even more upsetting for those of us who get treated like human sewage by our communities.
Jayne

From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 10:32 AM
To: Alasdair Ross
Subject: The psych report will be a waste of time, I am trying to save the taxpayer money

Alasdair,
I am feeling a bit better today and my brain has spent the night processing all the data, so I woke up this morning and hope to explain things that you don’t understand after years working with mentally ill with lesser ability to operate in the  very complicated society we now have.  While I am a mentally injured person and would be quite capable of this level of functioning if I had the professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe stable place to live in my community I AM ENTITLED TO UNDER LAW.
The concept of low and high intelligence is irrelevant to me, as I know from the varied types of people I have associated with over my life, academic intelligence does not make you any more or less a person.  In fact people with more academic type intelligence like myself have an obligation to protect people who are not as good at these things. People who may be practical and good with their hands, natural healers and caregivers or amazing artisans, people I value more highly than those who good at University (who I am quite disgusted with at the moment).
You never answered me when me met if you were corrupt, but I don’t think you understood what I was talking about, and until this morning I didn’t really either.  After your comment yesterday that if I wanted mental health services then going through yet another terrifying and traumatising assessment was the ONLY WAY TO GET THEM.
Coincidentally my mental health file turned up today by courier – because of my disability I am unable to go through it, if I had you here I could, if I had the people and services I am entitled to under law, that I was receiving in 2009 through ACC – I would be able to.  In that file there is a report done 18months ago which says after meeting with me mental health decided I did not want any of the services they provide.   I was very upset about this and almost committed suicide when this report came out – I never have read it, a man from Directorate of Mental Health who promised me I would get services if I went through yet another assessment –  told me basics of what was in it.    When ACC illegally withdrew my care in 2009 and dumped me on public mental health, I was told repeatedly by these people they did not provide services like ACC had – which is deeply disturbing in so many ways – professional health care is professional health care, whoever provides it.
Mental health have continued to reject me for the past nine years and when I have tried to interact with organisations like Pathways or King Street Artworks the services were always grossly unreliable, unprofessional and in my case abusive psychological torture.  I know people within the system as well and I witness repeatedly the same appalling ‘health services’ (can’t even call it care) as I experienced when trying to get anything valuable, healing or caring from them.
It is a waste of time doing another report by public mental health because they do not provide the services I require, that I was receiving from ACC and won two Fairway reviews to have reinstated.
That is why you triggered me yesterday, your offensive comment about if I wanted services I had to go through this and accept what was offered.  What is offered DOES NOT WORK FOR PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF, never has and never will I imagine.  When ACC dumped me I spiralled into a really bad place and became highly suicidal as I lost so many people I was working with and relying on.  Mental health staff told me repeatedly, even when I was on the ground in the police station with my arms around a social workers ankles begging for care – MENTAL HEALTH DON’T PROVIDE SERVICES, YOU KNOW THAT JAYNE.   I know the MH worker who said that too me, Hugh – I knew him through a group I used to belong to and am sure I can get hold of him again if you need proof of what he said and what I am talking about.  He was an Occupational Therapist and intelligent man, he left mental health because he couldn’t stand by and watch people suffer and die.
I am trying to save the court and mental health system time and money.   Yesterday I got Fairway Resolutions to send you copies of the two reviews I won, I have also asked ACC to provide you with the two reports by Dr Alan Doris, one of which I can find and will send you a copy today.  That report by Justin Barry-Walsh was extremely unprofessional, I studied health, rehabilitation and disability, I know what a professional report is supposed to look like.  I also know he violated medical council rules by only consulting with public mental health services who were refusing me care and having a serious conflict of interest in his association with the government – who are also hell bent on denying victims of crime like myself the extensive health care and homes we are entitled to under not just ACC law, but multiple other laws (including international ratified UN treaties).
This is what I want you to tell the judge on Monday.  I don’t want to waste the time of these people, they are busy and as you will see from above, there is no reason to do the next one.  If you can’t get me out of it I will do it, with whoever you choose, but I will be telling that person exactly the same thing and I still want Jason (Court security guard) to be there so I feel safe and in Wellington.
Also when the decision was made by the judge to get those psych reports done, the reason was that I was being refused Legal Aid and needed proof I couldn’t represent myself.  When I told you this when I met you, you acted like I had not even spoken, please explain why you did that?
I have just had the police here – absolutely terrified and can’t stop shaking – I locked everything and hid in my bathroom for an hour or more until I was sure they were gone and was able to take my fingers out of my ears and stop rocking.  Not sure why they came, I’ll email Snr Sgt Jennifer Henson and find out after I have finished this.  I used to answer the door and find out what they wanted, now I am so unwell and so terrified of them after so many unresolved physically and psychologically violent encounters that is the only thing I can do.
Because of my stress disorder I am always vigilant when in my lounge to every car that goes past and every person, always think it is police coming to hurt me again.  Thank God I locked the back door as well as the front, they tried to get in and tapped on my bathroom window – because I have told them how I react when they turn up.  Shame they didn’t phone me and tell me what they wanted, would have saved them time and not traumatised me quite as much.
I am really not sure if I will be able to put myself through appearing in court on Monday, especially now police have been here.  However I might protest outside, it will be busy on Monday, lots of people who like what I do.
If you can’t understand these instructions, or don’t want to do what I ask you please contact me.  Don’t worry I won’t flip out, that was more to do with personal shit that was happening.  I have serious attachment issues you see, part of the cruel criminal neglect I have suffered over the years.  Particularly the serious psychological damage ACC caused in 2009 when they illegally withdrew all my care.
Also I have my file here that you need to see, I can’t afford to photocopy it.
Please advise your address so I can send the Dr Alan Doris report.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE
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From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 10:49 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: YIPES, WHY WERE YOU AT MY HOUSE?

What the hell, you are never going to get a different response than what happened today, after years of unresolved physical and psychological abuse and my mental health being so bad, that is the only thing my body wants to do when it sees a police officer heading to my house.
I told you how bad it had become and that police shouldn’t approach me if I was freaking out in the street and what did you do – you came here anyway.  WHY DIDN’T YOU CALL, if you are pissed off with something I said to someone over past couple of days or something I emailed, then call me on the phone – you have my number.  Just add whatever to the charges I’m facing, its at your discretion after all.   Even calls upset me but not so much as actually coming to my home. YIPES
Not sure if you understand what a phobia is, but that is how I’m responding at the moment.   I did have a police car go past the other day and I was OK, was hoping it had stopped, you not listening to me probably just made the situation worse.
Also please don’t be so naïve as to think because I have met you and you were civil to me that I trust you one little bit.  I don’t trust anyone, for good reason, I DON’T TRUST ANYBODY. You are still the person refusing to investigate and charge ACC under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act.  In fact I sent quite a good letter to my new lawyer this morning, I might send you a
copy too – I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE.
Call me  –  please do not come back – I’m going to be terrified all day if I think you are going to come back – that does not help with what happening – I had just come right.   Even better text me.  If it was a welfare check then I got through this latest suicidal episode alone as usual, by self-harming and a young man on facebook I just got to know, and of course raging ‘tourettes’ against the machine that persecutes me and everybody like me.  If it was about me holding people in power to account, then like I said just charge me and add to the list.  I will probably be outside court on Monday while my new lawyer is inside, you can interact with me there, or give anything to him so he can pass on to me!
Sincerely
Jayne
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: JR
Sent: Tuesday, 2 July 2019 2:36 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Please ask officers not to approach me if I’m freaking out in the street

I had a really bad reaction to police today, I was on my bike, havn’t been for ages, I find going out difficult.  Came around the corner from High Street in Carterton into Rexwood Street and a police car was coming towards me.   I pulled my bike onto a lawn stood up, put my head down, closed my eyes and my hands up to my face, listening to the car go past, wait at the intersection and leave.  HE DIDN’T LEAVE, he reversed back and bought the car over and parked near me, I completely freaked out then.
Totally terrified, kept repeating go away and leave me alone, ran away to the other side of the road with my bike and stood beside a shrub  shaking with my back to him for about 5 mins, hoping he would, he did.   I am still freaking out about it, couldn’t stop shaking first few hours, got to my friends and for at least 2 hours was on the verge of crying.  Didn’t want to bike back home but had to, don’t know how I am going to force myself to go out again.  It is so humiliating to have that happen and I’m really upset about it.
The officer did say something but I don’t know what, he wasn’t intimidating or anything, he was probably concerned cause he could see I was distressed.   Please tell them not to approach me at the moment, I don’t know what’s going on, I’ve never had this sort of response before.  I’m hoping if I’m protesting I’ll cope, bit more mentally prepared and empowered.  I’m hoping it won’t last, or get worse.
When I put my head down, shut my eyes and put my hands to my face/ears/eyes it is me responding to being overwhelmed, I can’t take in any more stimuli from my environment I must have total concentration on what is happening so I don’t end up curled up in a ball on the ground.
I’m not sure what has triggered this, but I suspect its just EVERYTHING, unresolved EVERYTHING and meeting my lawyer for first time yesterday and having to recount four years of what been happening that got me to this point.  Also being so isolated doesn’t help.
Sincerely
Jayne

From: JR
Sent: Sunday, 30 June 2019 1:51 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Update

Am sick again, my bladder and kidneys again, that time of the month, I desperately need those tests done I supposed to have five years ago, I desperately need a doctor, I desperately need my ACC care reinstated.  But then you know all that don’t you Jen and you enjoy doing nothing about it.
Heard through the grapevine police told those real estate agents to stop whining.  Please advise how police explained away what they have done to me, what ACC have done to me and how the selling off of local housing to rich new residents (everybody who rich who owns and can buy property) and driving disabled and poor locals from their homes, causing suicide, self-harm, violence and addiction?
Still can’t understand why I was not allowed at that meeting, don’t understand why minutes weren’t kept if it was a formal council meeting.  With council members who refuse to meet with me and have done for years.
Also just managed to take myself for a slow walk to see mentally ill friend of mine I worried about, Salvation Army dumped him for two people they liked better and needed paid jobs – he had worked for them for free for over 3 years.   On the way home I reacted badly when I saw a police car coming towards me, stopped put my head down and became petrified, couldn’t move – cried the rest of the way home and still crying now.
How insane am I going to look now if that keeps happening in the street, no wonder I seldom go out.  Wonder why its got this bad at the moment???  Probably because I been let down by several different organisations and people which are obviously corrupt and feel it is their legal duty to refuse any complaints I ever make – because I’m the one who is mentally ill – not the people hurting me or denying me care – I am.
The most horrendous hate going on facebook, from immigrants, when any Kiwi says there is nowhere for them to live they call them fascist and abuse them.   Got really abused when I said how much I hate Salvation Army for what they have done to me and my friend – its all those great ex-junkes, criminals, alcoholics etc.  You say anything against the Salvation Army and they know every way to abuse someone.   I’m sure you’ll be laughing at me telling you this because of my ‘tourettes’ stuff.
WISH I WAS DEAD
JR
HUMAN SEWAGE
I’m wondering do you know why ACC refuse to reinstate my care after waiting nine years – nobody will tell me – someone must know.  You must be making the decision not to apply Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act in regard to ACC and mental health for some reason – I can’t think what – except of course you and the government are corrupt – but I would like to know.

From: JR
Sent: Friday, 28 June 2019 10:36 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: OIA request

Ms Hansen,
I was given details of two police officers (Scott Millar and Barry Bysouth) who attended a meeting with Carterton District Council staff and a number of real estate agents at the end of May.  Under the OIA request the council were forced to tell me it happened – even when it is illegal/unconstitutional and I was not invited.  They also told me no minutes were kept of this OFFICIAL MEETING and refused to tell me what transpired.
As police are so good at keeping record of these sorts of things can the two officers involved please provide details of what happened at the meeting and what the outcome was????  You never responded to my emails at the time?  After what happened with Chris McGaw recently and 3 Mile I am concerned you are spreading vindictive lies and hate so other people in the community don’t know just how corrupt our government really are.
It has come to my attention recently that because I refer to the bible in some of my correspondence gay people in positions of power are discriminating against me on the basis of the few things I know about the bible and hope they are true in regards to end of days and all the bad people being removed so decent people like myself can get on and live with dignity.   Are you gay Jennifer, why do you HATE me and want me to commit suicide and be persecuted for telling the truth about what is happening to me and other disabled mentally injured victims of crime and ACC.
It has also come to my attention that Freemasons are considerably powerful in New Zealand and HATE all victims of crime rotting on welfare because they cannot get health care, welfare/homes, or justice they are entitled to by law.  According to the horrendous bigot I encountered on the Freemasons facebook page, any health care or welfare I am entitled to under NZ laws and international treaties aren’t valid.  Apparently I have a sense of entitlement that is offensive to ALL FREEMASONS, when I am just asking for Rule of Law to be followed.   You know those laws Jennifer – Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act, plus racism I am being subjected to as a native resident of New Zealand.
Please send the details of what transpired at Carterton Council in writing, it only needs to be a couple of paragraphs about why police would turn up to this in the first place and what happened.  I don’t get to have meetings with council and real estate agents about them violating constitutional laws and accept the fact they are profiting from driving disabled and poor locals out of their homes in acts of HATE and inciting HATE with their never-ending offensive, insulting marketing (that comes right into our homes).
What a disgrace the business and leaders of this community are, what a disgrace the police are – you must be really desperate for work if persecuting disabled victims of crime who being denied health care and homes they are entitled to is what you want to do for a living.
JR
CSA
HUMAN SEWAGE

Neo-liberal Capitalism ABOUT TO cause global financial collapse CONFIRMED!

I been following comedian Lee Camp for a while, he is excellent and you should follow him too.    Although he is based in America and so are the problems he highlights – because we are pretty much controlled by Americans in New Zealand, the similarities and reasons for what is happening to our society is obvious.

This latest youtube interview on Lee’s show is BRILLIANT – and Richard Wolff is an awesome teacher – WAY BETTER THAN ME.  Although I don’t agree with this ‘basic income stuff’ – I live rotting on welfare, invalids benefit because ACC/govt refuse me health care to return to work.  The way people who unemployed FOR ANY REASON are treated by society in general is appalling – that includes being made to beg for food and shelter etc.  I am more for everybody (including people with disabilities) having the opportunity to work within their capabilities if they possibly can.  I also prefer the idea that people are NOT ALLOWED TO WORK LONG HOURS, everybody works 30 hrs a week for example.

Here is the link, please share with all your friends, then you will understand why that neo-liberal terrorist Adrian Orr, in charge of Reserve Bank put down the interest rates – and why it is sooooo bad for our country.

 

Corruption in justice system and forensic mental health :-(

You never want to believe just how corrupt the government, health and justice system are, you just don’t.  YOu just don’t want to believe the network of rejection and hate for VICTIMS OF CRIME trying to get ACC care they entitled to and desperately need is that bad at all points – especially where decisions about complaints being made.

What a morning, flipped out at court registrar because she’s told me a judge I didn’t know about has decided Capital Coast DHB – ie forensic mental health are going to give me a list of psychiatrists and psychologists WHO ARE ALLOWED TO DO REPORTS FOR THE COURTS.  Even that shows how corrupt our government are – can’t stop crying – I don’t know why I cry, past 17 years should be proof enough that our government persecute poor VICTIMS OF CRIME on purpose.  Drive people to suicide ON PURPOSE.

There was a court hearing and I wasn’t told about it – I also not allowed a lawyer up until now.  They given me some new person, but I DON’T TRUST HIM ONE BIT.  His happy happy happy on the phone made me want to throw up!  How could a person who has EVERYTHING and a great life know what happening to me and GAF – he’ll be all brainwashed by the I AM HOPE propaganda etc.

Had knock at more door half hour ago and I can’t move – petrified it police – still can’t move – not sure how long I be stuck here.

ALSO MEDICAL COUNCIL

I made a complaint about Justin Barry-Walsh psych report to Medical Council of NZ,  I phoned them and they told me they were responsible for independent third party reports, NOT HDC, although their phone lines and those who answered phone kept telling me lies that they weren’t.  Cause of what happened with court this morning, I phoned them again to find out what the hell was happening.

Now the woman on the phone is telling me the formal complaint – which was extensive and took me huge energy and extreme trauma to write IS BEING CONSIDERED TO SEE IF MEDICAL COUNCIL CAN DECIDE ON IT.  WTF  – they told me to send the complaint, they told me they were going to decide on it – NOW THEY TELLING ME THEY DECIDING ON WHETHER TO DECIDE ON IT.  I completely lost it with this revolting self-righteous stuck up young woman.

Our entire mental health system has been set up to persecute Victims of Crime trauma and poverty.  WTF –

Trying not to freak out, trying to keep calm, the suicidal hell is on full blast – keep repeating to myself over and over END OF DAYS – END OF DAYS – END OF DAYS – END OF DAYS.  Keep going until the end,, it will be over soon those spiritual beings in charge of the earth will be back soon to stop what is happening.

Fk

Kieran McAnulty is Faulty – poem

Kieran McAnulty of corruption is guilty
Neo-liberal extremist, authoritarian & racist

Kieran McAnulty is the one who is faulty
Neo-liberal extremist, cruel global terrorist

Kieran McAnulty ignores and insults me
Neo-liberal extremist, Mental Health is his fist

Kieran McAnulty of corruption is guilty
Neo-liberal extremist, handing power to richest

Kieran McAnulty is the one who is faulty
Neo-liberal extremist, a counsellor won’t fix this

Kieran McAnulty ignores and insults me
Neo-liberal extremist profits from war on the poorest

HATE starts HERE !!

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Saw what this corrupt liar said on his facebook page about suicide and mental health services, that I know are going to make things even worse.  Half the NZ local population driven to suicide and these Labourites just love to create jobs from the suffering American neo-liberal economic extremism causes.  Grrrrrrrr.

NOTE:  My comment calling him RACIST – I truly believe Maori/Pakeha are a modern RACE of people, a race with combined cultures,  which would be understandable when the Treaty of Waitangi signed by Maori leaders and the monarchy made us all one people over 150years ago.  All over the neo-liberal western world immigrants, for whatever reason, are driving disabled and poor locals from their homes, livelihoods, they are displacing the most vulnerable and weakest members of the local population.  Governments are doing this and purposely (illegally) ignoring and censoring the impacts of this.

The MP who promised before he was elected (over two elections) to help me get mental health care ACC supposed to reinstate nine years ago & the $10,000 in Independence allowance they brag about withholding from me.   So angry, had to write this poem  and will be putting it up everywhere to cope – pen is mightier than the sword they reakon.   His facebook page is full of his neo-liberal Labour (USA version of democrats ewwww) mates making comments about how great he is, its sickening.

Half the NZ population (2.5 million of us, 99% born in NZ)  being driven to suicide due to poverty, fear and HATE caused by AMERICAN neo-liberal economic extremism.  Profiting and creating jobs from the economic suffering our own government is creating is about as depraved AND ILLEGAL as you can get I reakon.   Counsellors and social workers doing our governments DIRTY WORK, listening to the suffering of the poorest WHEN THEY SHOULD BE GOING TO HIM DIRECTLY AND PARTICIPATING IN OUR DEMOCRACY – TAKING TO THE STREETS – LIKE POOREST IN EVERY OTHER COUNTRY IS!!

Its Kieran and your politicians you need to be talking to, not some poorly trained/brainwashed unemployable self-righteous ignorant young person.  Who doesn’t know what NZ was like BEFORE neo-liberals took it over – and that’s exactly the way those abusers in power like it.

Do your own research, ask Kieran why counsellors ARE NOT considered health workers and yet Social Workers were made health workers only a few years ago.  It helps them UPLIFT children from families and although sometimes this is justified, the abuses of power and complete failure of the complaints system means many decent people now being terrorised.   My knowledge of how bad ACC and system is for victims of crime/rape and abuse makes me rage at this generalisation and denigration of mental health services – when these people need and are entitled to extensive PROFESSIONAL support.

What they are doing is purely experimental in the area of suicide and mental health.  THERE Is ABSOLUTELY NO medical evidence to suggest very unwell suicidal people in inhuman living situations (caused mostly by housing crisis) will benefit from phone ‘counselling’.  YET ANOTHER THING OUR CORRUPT GOVERNMENT DO TO VIOLATE OUR HUMAN RIGHTS – experiment on people!!

Mental health services neo-liberal Labour govt want are going to deprive the most unwell and deserving victims of crime the extensive treatment care rehabilitation and homes they are entitled to under ACC and many other laws.  Instead people who commit violent and sexual crimes, who are addicts and dangerous are going to GET EVEN MORE HELP.  Along with affluent spoilt brat children who can’t get their own way as adults and use unfounded threats of suicide to get it.   World has gone mad – if I didn’t believe in the bible before, what I’m seeing around me sure looks like end of days to me.  LETS HOPE SO!

 

Oranga Tamariki is ‘snatching babies’ & fascist Tracey Martin loves it

Here is the news article – and like other people I know there are children who should be protected and taken from abusive parents – I ALSO KNOW FOR A FACT there are many disabled parents who are being illegally denied ACC, health care and safe social housing who are losing their children – THAT IS ILLEGAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  THAT IS A CRIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Refer to NZ Disability Strategy, human rights laws and Signed ratified UN treaty on persons with disabilities.

https://www.newshub.co.nz/home/shows/2019/05/oranga-tamariki-isn-t-snatching-babies-children-s-minister-tracey-martin.html?fbclid=IwAR3jx-Wj0mbCazChVJkx9KJPlZazsunixr2JSeP7itVE4yMW0OpKNJbpWek

I can’t work out if Martin is corrupt or extremely ignorant, bigoted and full of hate towards those people neo-liberals have impoverished and persecuted for the past 30 years – that is obvious from her comments.   Will make sure I send her all my details about how I am being persecuted for my non-violent legal protests demanding the professional treatment care rehabilitation and housing EVERY SINGLE MENTALLY INJURED ABUSED MOTHER, FATHER, WOMAN, MAN AND CHILD VICTIM OF VIOLENT CRIME IS ENTITLED TO UNDER ACC LAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why am I being targeted Tracey??????  I know a woman who had her children removed from her care AFTER she went in for surgery on a tumour.   The kids  have tried to run away multiple times, a new self-righteous social worker came in and wanted to make her mark ewwww.

Ask Tracey why our government made social workers HEALTH WORKERS a few years ago???  While the continue to refuse to acknowledge counsellors as health workers.   They made social workers health professionals under law SO IT WOULD BE EASIER TO STEAL THE CHILDREN OF MENTALLY INJURED ABUSED VICTIMS OF DOMESTIC/FLATMATE VIOLENCE.   This is a result of our illegal housing crisis and the government refusing to provide housing they are required to by law.

What is happening to me is part of this, NZ First are well aware of what is happening to me, Ron Mark lives in my town and I email him regularly to keep him up to date.

BELOW IS A COPY OF THE EMAIL I JUST SENT TO HER

Sent: Sunday, 19 May 2019 11:23 AM
To: Tracey Martin MP; ron.mark@parliament.govt.nz; winston.peters@parliament.govt.nz; news TVNZ; Breakfast TVNZ; news@newshub.co.nz; United Nations Association of New Zealand
Subject: ACC corruption, torture and criminal negligence in relation to mentally injured abused parents -mostly women #metoo

Hi Tracey,
YOu should ask Ron Mark and others who I am, been writing to NZ First for years about corruption at ACC and them illegally denying disabled mentally injured abuse victims the treatment care rehabilitation and safe stable housing they are entitled to under ACC legislation and multiple other constitutional laws, disability laws and of course multiple ratified UN treaties.
As Ron/NZ First knows what is happening to me and how ACC have perverted the course of justice in several ‘criminal’ cases of my LEGAL AND NON-VIOLENT JUSTIFIED PROTESTS, your part cannot pretend you are ignorant of what is NOT HAPPENING for abused women.
Your admittance that cruel immoral illegal neo-liberal economic terrorism is causing these children to be taken from their families – which causes intergenerational trauma (not wellbeing like the budget) with all members of the family.  Especially the children, I know a family now where the children were taken from their mother when she went in for surgery on a tumor.   One of the children tried to jump out of a moving MSD vehicle because they took her so far away from her family – she was running back home and OT didn’t like it.
We all know there are some children that need to be protected – but we also know there are now far more who are just being removed from families because they are terrorised poor.   You’re taking kids from families who are so poor they can’t function and giving them to foster families where there are two parents and one of them works full time – then you are going to give them even more money to look after these children.  WHY DON’T YOU INVEST THAT MONEY IN THE FAMILIES YOU ARE TAKING THE KIDS FROM – LIKE YOU ARE REQUIRED TO BY LAW????
 
I am absolutely disgusted, you really can’t be that ignorant Tracey – here is my social media, now I have emailed you and told you what is happening to me just for protesting LEGALLY about ACC and health care/housing for victims of crime – you can’t say you didn’t know when the international criminal court become involved.  No hope of getting any sort of justice under NZ court system – Judge Morris at the District Court can’t even get me legal aid or the health care I have been waiting for from ACC for 9 years after winning two reviews!
But then you already know all this, don’t you Tracey, you know and you don’t care because you just want to make money out of these people.
Here are the facts www.jrmurphypoet.com   YouTube JR Murphy Poet and facebook /jrmurphypoetmusician – if you want to know more get Ron and Winston to show you all the emails I have sent over the years since I was raped – when my  girls were 5 & 6.  Thankfully they are gone now and living successful lives, now you can’t take them from me like they tried to do many times, when I begged for the health care I am entitled to under ACC and other laws.
Social workers are the worst, most poorly trained people in New Zealand – ALL OF THEM have histories of abuse and all they want to do is hurt people they perceive as hurting a child that was once like them.  God help us all.  I have had dealings with social workers, they are truly horrendous people who have serious issues with abuses of power.  I was in an assessment and the social worker said it was bad parenting to cry in front of your children.
You’ve been sucked into the American Libertarian fascist hatred we are all suffering under – you need to spend a few days with me, I’ll explain where you are going wrong and how you can ACTUALLY HELP CHILDREN AND FAMILIES AND IT WILL COST A LOT LESS FOR THE TAXPAYER!
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

 

Email to NZ Independent Police Conduct Authority about my latest complaint –

I had to post this email about my latest complaint of police turning up at my home when they not supposed to be here, they wanted it forwarded to the IPCA who sent me a standard email about the process.  The irony of me currently being up on charges for Misuse of a Telephone because of IPCA is hilarious, couldn’t stop myself from writing what I thought.  Can’t imagine what goes through the head of the person who first reads this email, lol.

Dear Corrupt cruel neo-fascist team,

Any organisation that refuses to put a persons name on the letter is corrupt – everybody knows that.  It wasn’t me who made the complaint, I contacted police extremely distraught trying to find an email address for someone in authority who could stop what abusive local police are doing, they are the ones who wanted me to make a formal complaint –  they are the ones who referred it to you not me.   I couldn’t stop crying when they wanted it, because I am currently up on ILLEGAL CRUEL OPPRESSIVE FASCIST criminal charges for the last time I made a complaint of unwarranted violence by local police that you ignored and I phoned you to tell you what I truly thought of you and what should happen to the corrupt people in your organisation.   What happens to me and others I know should be happening to you and those people you know – that would be justice.
Of course there are other factors in my complaint, the years of illegal harassment and intimidation by CORRUPT police officers and IPCA staff allowing it to continue and get worse.  Please refer to all my previous complaints that you refused to do anything about in the hope I will kill myself or commit some violent crime so you can have me locked up and made homeless.
Other factors like Forensic Mental Health Services staff and Directorate of Mental Health staff and Parliamentary Services and senior police participating in perverting the course of justice in my current case – which I am being denied legal aid and a lawyer for – which includes your charge of Misuse of a Telephone.   From one of the corrupt/unprofessional reports I have received it appears there may be people in your organisation also be involved in illegally denying reinstatement of my ACC entitlements (which include $18/wk for the past 10 years) and using the justice process in a punitive way.
It appears from what the officer on the phone told me, local police are well aware they are not to come to my home unless to exercise a warrant – like when they came to terrorise me for the warrant they issued for your trumped up charges – I self-harmed and went through an extremely terrifying suicide episode because of you people – what you do to me is HATE IN ACTION.   Local police are also supposed to phone me if some self-righteous ignorant bigot has called them saying I was threatening to kill myself,  which they didn’t – even that terrifies me but its better than them turning up at my home.  Which is also a gross violation of the Magna Carta and other laws you neo-liberals/neo-fascists ignore in order to advance the rich and persecute the poor so you can profit from them.  I have new neighbours living on both sides of me, they saw those police officers, having police repeatedly at my home ensures I am consistently and over time marginalised and discriminated against.
Just wrote this for a laugh, its all true but I know how corrupt you are so I know nothing is ever going to happen.  A UN inspector told me once to keep making complaints and one day I would get justice and there would be a useful paper trail to follow to prove what has been happening to me as a Civil Society Actor living under Westminister law in a democracy.   Punitive use of the law and justice system to harm a disabled Civil Society Activist fighting for the health care and lawyer she is entitled to – is about as corrupt cruel and immoral as you can get.
Best of luck with that.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: Independent Police Conduct Authority <case.resolution@ipca.govt.nz>
Sent: Wednesday, 15 May 2019 12:48 PM
To: jrouthan@hotmail.co.nz
Subject:  Your Complaint To IPCA – Ref: 18-2483,
As required by law, your complaint to Police of 10 May 2019, for an incident that occurred on 9 May 2019, was notified by Police to the Authority.
Your complaint will be assigned to a member of staff within the Authority’s Case Resolution Team who will assess your complaint and contact you in due course. This process may take up to two months.
If you have any other information relevant to your complaint that you would like the Authority to consider, please forward this to the Authority at case.resolution@ipca.govt.nz or to P O Box 25221, Wellington 6146.
Please refer to the Authority’s website [www.ipca.govt.nz]www.ipca.govt.nz for further information about the Authority or the complaints process.
Yours sincerely
 

Case Resolution Team

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Open Letter to WINZ Masterton manager Michelle & Jacinda Ardern & royal family

Dear Michelle & those who control her,

It the next morning after what happened yesterday, I am still incredibly fragile and on the verge of tears, my eyes are swollen I cried so much yesterday.  I can’t believe how inhuman cruel and callous you were, what is it about a desperate destitute terrified persecuted suicidal abuse victim that turns you into this???   The only word I can find to describe your appalling cruelty is EVIL.

You are going to give me an extra $7 when my rent is going up $40.   I know people living in motels for $150 a night and WINZ pay their rent – why won’t you pay mine???????   They don’t have to pay it back either – or do they????  Its the government who required to provide housing to disabled people, under the law, they havn’t and they show no signs of doing it so more people suffer, suicide, harm and are harmed.  WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO US MICHELLE – YOU ARE THE MANAGER OF WINZ MASTERTON – YOU MUST KNOW WHY THE GOVERNMENT CONTINUE WITH THESE SUICIDE CAUSING HATRED AGAINST DISABLED AND POOR FORCED TO ROT ON WELFARE.

When I phoned you I had been unable to get myself out of bed all morning, I had been trying to cope with the huge increase in my rent, trying to forget it was going to happen, trying to forget that things were about to get much much worse when I already couldn’t cope.   Having that sexual pervert contact me though the accommodation sign I put up at the supermarket made me even more frightened.

You do understand my behaviour is related to extreme overwhelming fear after years of medical neglect, criminal negligence, violence and discrimination by ACC, police, MOH, MSD and others.   I am not mentally ill, there is nothing dysfunctional about how my brain is reacting, it is completely normal to be terrorised to the point of Complex PTSD after this many years of persecution by neo-liberal extremist economic religious beliefs being implemented.  The way people who WERE PURPOSELY IMPOVERISHED were treated after 100,000s became unemployed with this new economic religion was criminal.  I still hope and pray one day those who did it and changed welfare laws especially to be cruel and degrading to those who WERE NO LONGER ALLOWED TO WORK will be prosecuted in a criminal court – and of course humiliated in public.

I have a mental injury, not a mental illness and as it sounds my brain is completely normal just my environment causing the damage and ongoing dysfunction – that is what neo-liberals want and get after 30 years, it insures people are kept terrified and they can create jobs and profits for drug companies, lawyers, security industry etc.

Why would you insult me on the phone like that when I was experiencing such overwhelming despair – Tina Hemi would never ever have insulted me like you did.  Obviously you have never been around someone suicidal and HATE them like most people do, like our government do, like neo-liberals do.   Why can’t you listen to the despair you create, I would imagine every single person who has the misfortune of having to deal with WINZ cries themselves to sleep many many times, your organisation is so degrading and demeaning.  Although rich people who turning 65 love it, especially if they are still working at high paid jobs.

How do you reconcile that with the suffering and economic violence you commit against disabled poor people like myself?   That old rich people in good jobs are going to get welfare when they turn 65, I would imagine you would do that so would be in complete agreement with it.  After all they wouldn’t have made you manager if you weren’t doing what neo-liberals in power wanted you to – and do it with conviction – you are certainly good at that.

If you are not going to hear my desperate screams for health care, justice and decent work, then who is, someone on the street perhaps?  A self-righteous Christian perhaps that wants to hug and insult you, telling you its only temporary and things will get better if you are a good person.   I am a good person Michelle, I understand the rape was just something bad that happened, but what the government, ACC, my family and ‘friends’ did to me after was worse than being raped.  What you are doing to me now is worse than being raped, the trauma I felt after yesterday is like getting over a rape or an attempted murder.

That’s what being as suicidal as I was yesterday is like, being the victim of your best friend trying to kill you, you made that feeling so much worse.  I have to sit on the side of my bed rocking backwards and forwards trying not to go to the knife drawer and end it, it is a living nightmare, torment and of course psychological torture.  You did that to me Michelle, I am not mentally ill for what happened – I walk around trying to pretend everything is OK and going to be OK, then it just all comes out and I can’t hold it back.  You would see this a lot with the people you terrorise, degrade and persecute, I would imagine the more intelligent and harmed by violence they are the worse it is.

Someone told me you have a lot fewer people forced to come in begging for food and money to live, that must make it so much easier for you, not having to look these people in the eye.  But then as manager you would seldom see the consequences of your cruelty, easier to keep doing it when you don’t have to face it.  That is what I have found over the years of protesting about being denied professional health care, rehabilitation and state house I am entitled to under ACC and other laws.  Books on abuses of power and cruelty are filled with it.

Check out the Milgram Experiment on youtube or the Stanford Prison experiment – you are the  person flicking the switch to kill people because someone in authority over you says, someone in a white coat says I am mentally disturbed and not to listen to me – but you know that’s not true, don’t you Michelle.   You are the violent guard enjoying his power over others, I am the prisoner they keep putting in the cupboard.

Please explain to me why the meeting Tina & Richard at WINZ were trying to organise between ACC, police, mental health, WINZ and myself was cancelled?   Don’t I at least have the right to know what happened and what was said, under the OIA and Privacy ACt I am entitled to a copy of my file, please provide that.  I would imagine the government is so corrupt they have avoided keeping emails or only done illegal things to harm me by phone, could you please write down WHY this meeting failed.   Please tell me why its OK I don’t have a doctor, why I don’t have professional health care when I won two court cases in 2010/11.  Please tell me why, please help me understand why I am being treated so cruelly when I am so unwell and all I want to do is go back to work and be safe in my own home.

All WINZ and government talk about is how people should work, I want to work more than anything, please help me be able to do that, please I am begging you.  At the moment I am so unwell terrorised being in a social situation wouldn’t be possible.  But my art and creativity is off the scale with the amount of stress and trauma I am being subjected to, why can’t we use that?   I not only do art about how bad my life is and how bad neo-liberal terrorism is, I do other stuff, lots of stuff, plays especially which could be world famous and perfect for tourists.   Stories about birds and races around  The Pinnacles, Palliser bay Sweeper,  Cook Strait, Harbour Hairpin, Wainui hill, Mount Aorangi, it goes over and over in my head.  I can see it as a play done by children in schools, a play done by professional actors at skate parks and other venues and of course a movie on the scale of Avatar.   The race route probably goes over James Cameron’s property, not that a worthless piece of garbage like me would ever get the opportunity to develop a story/myth etc like that.   One that includes Maori legend and disabled people/birds etc.

Please I have so many ideas for jobs, especially the amount of industrial waste I am seeing come from the building industry, its deeply disturbing and would be an excellent way of trying to earn my own money.  Sadly after the last police assault they damaged my wrist permanently this time and as it requires a lot of working with my hands I couldn’t do it for very long, but I’m sure there would be other disabled people I know DESPERATE FOR WORK who would.  So many of them expected to volunteer for free – volunteering should be for people who DON’T WANT TO WORK, not for people who do!  Exploiting disabled people by making them feel guilty if they don’t volunteer is disgusting – these people are so desperate.

I have been in several businesses in the past, I know what I am capable of now and I know I could not run a business, I NEED HELP AND HEALTH CARE I AM ENTITLED TO SO I CAN HEAL AND RETURN TO WORK.   That is all I have ever wanted, I thought that is what you wanted to, that’s what all the marketing and cruel demands to apply for 100s of jobs is about isn’t it.

Please be assured what you are doing for the government is driving people to violence and suicide, that is immoral and cruel.  Until recently NAZI were being put on trial and put in jail even in their 90s because of crimes during their reign of terror – only for those targeted for persecution and blame, not the bulk of the population.  The similarities about what I have read about pre-WWII Germany and what our govt are currently doing to targeted minorty group I am part of is terrifying.   How you cannot see this, when you are one of the GENERALS in this neo-liberal/NAZI persecution and exploitation of poor by insane wealthy elities is beyond me.  Hoefully this letter will get through to you and you will turn on those in the white jackets and not perpetrate the cruelty you are.

You text me with a $50 food grant on my card – I’m sorry I can’t use it and I find it extremely offensive you would do that after yesterday – I didn’t beg you for food did I?????  You remind me of some rich ignorant selfish neglectful parent who doesn’t want to spend any time with their child and just gives them THINGS to shut them up.  Causes a lot of teenage suicide in rich families.    I can’t use the food grant because I would have to go to a supermarket when I am really really fragile and offend the minimum wage checkout operator.  You obviously completely reject the idea that young people and most older women who required to work in these low paid jobs are resentful of people that LOOK OK and don’t work, getting food for free through the government/through their taxes.

You told me the last time I was forced to beg for food that there was no food grant money left for human sewage like me – now all of a sudden you come up with it – only to make yourself feel better about what you are doing to me.  Did the police suggest it perhaps, you phoned them to come intimidate me cause you know what they did to me and how terrified I am of them.  Thankfully they know not to engage with me unless they really have to – that’s because most police officers are disgusted in what is happening to me, but like you do their jobs without question.

I’m sure with having corrupt abusive Forensic Mental Health staff in your building they’ve illegally filled you in on all the lies they tell about me refusing mental health care.  I HAVE NEVER EVER REFUSED PROFESSIONAL MENTAL HEALTH CARE, they have refused me multiple times, then say to others I don’t want care.   Why do you think I am so screwed up, its because they lie and I can do nothing to stop the lies either.   I will be posting my 37 page complaint to medical council and privacy commissioner re Dr Justin Barry-Walsh in next few days.  It was interesting how when he is supposed to consult with my family, friends and others I suggest, he instead went to mental health services, police and lawyers that have never represented me.   I asked told him he could contact Tina, as she has known me for so long and understands the deterioration in my mental health over the years.

I am very sad you hurt Tina for helping me, very very sad and deeply disturbed.   Hopefully if I ever get a legal inquiry into how badly I have been treated, what people in teh system have done to try and help me and been disadvantaged for will be addressed.  Hopefully they will get compensation and recognition of the bullying and cruel tactics they were subjected to by their bosses LIKE YOU.

Did I tell you I can’t use the card because I feel so degraded and worthless when I do, I would rather eat my own feces at the moment.  Wish I could go to the food bank, I just can’t, those people are as degrading as WINZ, except they can go home and gossip about those people they gave food to – because they were losers who didn’t want to work!

I wish I didn’t HATE you but I do, I really really HATE you and everybody doing this to me – all of it illegal.  After 17 years of study I know my rights, I know what is happening to me and I know why, I also know it is illegal uncivilised and cruel.  Unlike majority of people who live in the darklands of this neo-liberal hell hole I spend almost all my waking hours trying to get help so I can work and educating myself as to why I can’t get what the law says, keeping myself informed of local and world events.  I seldom watch TV, can’t stand the advertising and propaganda, have you seen the neo-liberal propaganda ASB Bank is vomiting all over us at the moment.  How we are all one people no matter how many different nationalities.

Its extremely disturbing propaganda, putting so many cultures together who are driving disabled and poor locals out of their homes, jobs, health care, etc and our govt and business leaders committing cultural genocide against PAKEHA, ewwwwww.

Please ask yourself why you HATE me and persecute me, I never hurt you, I never stole your money, I never took food from your fridge and cupboard, I never insulted or patronised you, I never hurt any of your children or your family, I never drove you out of your home, I never made your life a living nightmare – I don’t even know you – so why do you do it to me??????  Is that why you couldn’t handle my phone call and answerphone messages, because I put the blame directly onto you as a human being and woman?   You want to pretend you’re just doing your job and hurting/terrorising disabled people like myself is your job.

I cant go on, I’ve started crying again, my heart is broken, what a evil cruel country I live in.

My heart is low
My head is bowed
From the depths the hell does rise
I can hardly move
Nothing will sooth
My broken heart no longer flies

I can see no future
Now a tortured creature
Looking out from blackened eyes
So much rejection
Like an injection
Of the suicidal size

Our society
Don’t want to see
How the system is full of lies
The market torture wheel
Doesn’t care or feel
They’re paid to ignore your cries

The money men
Shake hands and then
Hide their crimes behind skirts and ties

enD

This is dedicated to you Michelle, to you Jacinda and to you William (or more correctly to your mum who is a distant relative of mine).

#metoo lawyers from New Zealand, this is my legal situation

I am currently up on charges of wilful damage for throwing red paint on the white ribbon banner inside Masterton police station and leaving a piece of art on the counter.  I also went outside and did a chalk spray swastika on the wall.

I then drove to Lower Hutt and chalked on Lower Hutt Court house Judge PJ Butler and a swastika.  I left there unchallenged and went to Wellington Central police station and handed myself in at the counter.

I was protesting about the miscarriage and perversion of justice for the recent graffiti charges I had been facing – other charges had been removed.  ACC demanded their misuse of a telephone charges be removed, so the judge didn’t know my motivation behind other non-violent protests with chalk, I have done.  All in regard to my health care and access to a suitably qualified lawyer.

Police in Wellington are way nicer and more respectful, I have made multiple complaints about  unnecessary violence and threats of worse violence by some Wairarapa police, all have been ignored.  This was at the end of January 2018, I have been unable to get a lawyer and been manipluated and discriminated against by Legal Aid Services.  I was in court last week and the judge ordered I be given a Amacus Curiea lawyer, or some shit, they going to get back to me about it.

Far as I can see its a lawyer that won’t listen to what you have to say and will just get the case through the courts as fast as possible.  So far I’ve been told they don’t want to deal with my other legal issues, but my protesting is part of all that.

I need to get with some decent legal brains and work out how I am going to get my case moved out of the District Court, into the High Court.   (NOTE:  My case last year for graffiti has grounds to be appealed, and that would reinvestigate the violent assault by police and other threats.) And I demand a JURY TRIAL due to the constitutional nature of my case.

There is no jury in New Zealand would find me guilty of wilful damage when they consider why I did it.  They have the power to give the Bill of Rights more power.   I DO NOT WANT A JUDGE ALONE TRIAL!!!!!  Our judiciary are grossly corrupt with regards to people with mental health issues, especially as a result/or aggrivated by degrading soul destroying poverty.

Is there any lawyer out there or law student that would be interested in talking this through with me?   I know they will say my wilfil damage charge is too minor to warrant a jury trial – how do I use the law to refute that.  What is the law that says I have to have a judge alone trial.

Come on, there must be someone out there that’s interested in the constitutional issues I am grappling with here.  I do not believe our Bill of Rights to be as impotent as they are saying, I want to take a case to court where these laws are given the constitutional status they should have.

I belive the fact I am a poor person, with the issues around health care, disability, non-violent activism and legal representation, gives me the right to take this case.  And brings up legal issues that really need to be sorted out, or we cannot call our country a democracy, free, or one that adheres to Rule of Law – which was of course designed to keep the peace.

I also have other legal issues I wish to challenge in the ILLEGAL gentrification of Carterton.  The driving out of the poor and disabled by wealthy foreigners and city people.  With a Libertarian and conservative elitist agenda in power throughout our local and central government representatives – who I believe only represent business interests.

I want to use Imperial Laws Application Act 1988 – Westminister STatute the 1st – common right be done to all rich as poor.

It is not right that rich people get to live in a town and poor people do not.  Carterton once had at least 35 state houses, mostly three bedroom with decent yards to grow food etc.  They were all sold off and an Official Information Act request revealed the details and numbers of these homes were removed from public record – which I thought was illegal.  I have been around Carterton and counted them, given state houses were of a distinctive style.

It is not right disabled people who have chosen Carterton as their home do not have the opportunity to live here.  Many to be around family and friends for support.

These are also our cultural rights, no matter anybody says – we have a culture.  New Zealand has ratified the UN treaty on economic social and cultural rights, which should be used in this legal issue of ‘gentrification’.  I know it is happening in America and UK, however I believe our 200 year old European history proves we prefer a more egalitarian society and we do not like injustice.  As a society we care for the less fortunate, when we do that we have peace, now we don’t do that we have suffering, violence, addiction and suicide.  Note I do not consider charity as care, it is a degrading nightmare and there are many highly corrupt institutions – Trust House in Wairarapa is one of the worst examples.

I also have legal issues under Magna Carta as to be destroyed, by being denied health care a court ordered to be provided eight years ago.  Along with not having a suitably qualified lawyer for the past 15 years, being denied legal representation for 16 years, just for asking for the health care and justice I was legally entitled to under multiple laws.

I have multiple legal issues with Indepedent Police Conduct Authority, Wairarapa and CCDHBs, Health and Disability Commissioner, Human Rights Commission etc.  Privacy issues the Commissioner refuses to address because of my disability, apparently police are allowed to say anything derogatory about you to other police and security staff who transport you between courts.

I have Magna Carta issues with police coming to my home so many times, I was terrorised.  They came once very late at night for a welfare check, I started having nightmares after that.  Now I just get scared whenever someone knocks at my door or I hear noises outside after dark – that police are coming to get me.

Several officers have said they don’t like what is happening to me.  One of them is my neighbour.

I have $10,000 Independence Allowance sitting with ACC because I can’t fill out the forms and they want me to go to yet another assessment, which are now so traumatic, I become extremely unwell.  I am so broke, I can barely afford food and am so unwell cannot go to the food bank.  Or the doctor, I havn’t had a doctor for over two years and not spoken to one about health issues other than my mental health for many years.

There must be people in our country or the western world who can help me with this, make this happen to stop the divisions in society we are seeing and the damage that is doing to peace on this planet.

Kia kaha and aroha to us all, leave a comment, lets work out how to do this.