Sent: Friday, 20 September 2019 8:40 AM
To: email@example.com <firstname.lastname@example.org>
Subject: Important information for the owners and managers of GSL
It was disappointing Carolyn Fifield refused to accept any responsibility whatsoever for the extremely fascist racist cruel elitist neo-liberal and bigoted comment she made to me on facebook recently. I have phoned to speak to her as she promotes on the internet how she works for your organisation and is obviously a reflection of the elitist hatred rampant in our neo-liberal controlled society. Calling me a junky because I am poor – anyway the comment she made was so offensive and distressing I got a screen shot and it is attached. I just wanted to make sure the owners of GSL are aware Carolyn Fifield is such a publicly toxic bigot.
In fact I am an advocate and activist in the area of disability and care of sexual abuse victims (or more correctly ACC illegally denying impoverished terrorised sexual abuse victims the extensive treatment care rehab and homes THEY ARE ENTITLED TO UNDER NZ AND INTERNATIONAL LAW. I am 54 years old and currently being denied ACC care so I can return to work after winning TWO ACC reviews NINE years ago. There are reports saying I am intelligent, don’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional – which are all true. Except I can’t be that intelligent because I have tried unsuccessfully for nine years to have my care reinstated to no avail and because I am poor cannot get a lawyer (which is illegal) – advocates tell me my case is too complicated and they can’t do anything.
I do not do drugs, I drink little alcohol, me and other victims of sexual abuse like me are the victims of the people Carolyn was ranting on about. Although she doesn’t seem to understand those women are forced to stay with their abusers because the government stopped building state housing 35 years ago for disabled and poor people (many of whom had violent and dysfunctional upbringings). They also sold off most of the state housing and then introduced 100,000s wealthy immigrants to New Zealand, knowing those immigrants would drive disabled and poor locals (of all ‘colours’) out of their homes and into dangerous situations. Also extremely racist and bigoted businesses preferred wealthy immigrants who hadn’t been forced into crime and violence after neo-liberals drove 100,000s decent well paid manufacturing jobs to poor countries (like China – that is now a rich powerful country because of it).
It is obvious from your website that you reject all New Zealanders who have been forced to commit crimes to survive over the past 30yrs. So not only did neo-liberals force people into these situations with massive cuts to welfare – at the same time as they were the ones making everybody unemployed. National made WINZ/MSD the most terrifying, degrading and abusive process they possibly could. Paula Bennett who had everything handed to her on a plate, with a state home as a single mother and her free education as a DPB mum – took all that away from ME and women like me. Especially those of us who were victims of serious sexual and violent crimes – I spent many years begging and pleading with her and others in the National party to have my care reinstated as required by law. They had me terrorised by police and denied ALL HEALTH CARE instead.
I live in the darklands of this neo-liberal nightmare of hell, it is very dangerous here, people are very poor, you have to work out who the junkies are before they rob you blind, most people have serious mental health issues and hurt people like me. Steal from me, terrorise me, bring dangerous people to my home, are lazy, can’t look after themselves, take advantage of me, attempt suicide etc. That describes a string of ‘flatmates’ I have been forced to live with so I can survive. Currently with all the disability money I am allowed I get $490 and my rent is $320, my elderly mother helps me keep my car going. My food budget is $35 a week once my power and internet are paid for. I try to put away $20 a week for emergencies. Anyway I don’t want to tell you how terrifying and degrading being this poor for years is.
Everybody lives in terror of homelessness in the darklands, everybody lives in terror of dangerous gang members, addicts and mentally ill people. People like me who are educated advocates and activists in the area of abusive mental health services, neo-liberal terrorism, poverty, suicide homelessness etc also live in terror of violent police, corrupted/bigoted mental health staff, continual threats of having all my invalids benefit removed and of course not being able to access the health care I need and am entitled to in order to return to work. IF I DON’T WORK I CAN’T LIVE, IF I DON’T WORK I AM GOING TO BE RAPED AND HARMED AGAIN, IF I DON’T WORK I can’t go to funerals, participate in family events, belong to a club, go to any cultural event that costs ANYTHING – that includes gold coin donations. I can’t go out for coffee or a meal, which is why all my working friends have ostracised me – plus of course they have a lot of new immigrants from the city and overseas to talk to now – they can ditch their local friends that are suffering – they don’t want to see that.
I felt I needed to write this email to the people who own and control GSL, who I am sure think like Carolyn. I have been studying human behaviour towards disabled abuse victims for many years now – mainly to understand why people like myself were being treated like human garbage for asking for help they were entitled to by law. I read lots of legislation, I read and understand the Human Rights ACt, Bill of Rights Act, ACC law, constitutional law – along with this I read signed ratified treaties the NZ government has made with the United Nations on Economic Social and Cultural Rights, Human Rights, Disabled Rights and civil rights, along with the definition of torture (which me and others who know our rights and what we are entitled to are being subjected to). I know what the auditor-general is supposed to do, the attorney general and the solicitor general (they are corrupt and don’t), I know what Health & Disability Commission, Human Rights Commission, Ombudsman, Medical Council, State Services Commission, Parliamentary Services, Police, Law Society, Legal Aid, Police Conduct Authority, etc etc are supposed to do (they are corrupt and don’t). This is why we have such high rates of suicide, violence and human rights abuses going on, this is why our country advances rich people and persecutes/exploits poor people – it is ILLEGAL but they still do it.
It is interesting how the government propaganda about suicide prevention isn’t working with people like Carolyn don’t you think. Her comment that I am suicidal (it is part of the Complex PTSD I have to live with due to the rape and criminal neglect afterwards) because I’m some junkie in an imaginary world she has made up to justify her bigotry. My children are now 24 and 25, as of last week both of my daughters, who only have boyfriends, own their houses and are in good, well paying jobs and good at what they do – they are intelligent, practical and kind – like their mother. Their father left many years ago but is still in touch with them and adores them – although they tell me is annoying and very bossy. After I was raped I started learning what was happening to me and why I couldn’t cope – I love knowledge and do my best to know a lot of things about a lot of things. As a result of this knowledge I did my best not to pass my suffering on to them – it took every bit of my intelligence and skill I had to do that. I suffered much more as a result but I did what was best for my children.
The people you talk about want the best for their children too, they are just caught up in poverty and social dysfunction so much they can’t escape from it. I have very few friends at all and seldom go out in order to stay safe from poor and rich dangerous people. Getting insulted and abused by someone in the community who knows I don’t work and doesn’t believe what I say about not getting health care I need to work is as harmful to me as a physical beating (in fact worse – the policeman who inflicted the worst physical assault on me I am not as afraid of as the policeman who came right up to my face and told me YOU WILL SEE HOW BAD POLICE CAN BE if you don’t shut up). I would show them the psychiatric reports but it seems extreme to have to do that to stop people’s bigotry. I could send a copy to Carolyn if she wants proof, I could send her a copy of the two ACC reviews I won in 2010 as well if she wants. Does she want a copy of my bank statements to see what I spend my money on as well?
There are 1 in 5 people in New Zealand – 20% of the population that experience 80% of the crime according to police statistics and police officers at HQ in Wellington I have got to know over the years of protesting about mentally injured suicidal abuse victims being treated like criminals and denied ACC health care etc. Most of those people are women who are forced to live with dangerous violent men – do you honestly think any woman with children would stay where it wasn’t safe IF THEY HAD ANY CHOICE??????????????? Because they don’t police are called continuously to different addresses, I have a lot to do with the police I talk to them about these issues – because they are at the coal face. They know what I know about the social problems, they just don’t realise our government are purposely causing 80% of it with neo-liberal austerity against the poor by the rich.
Carolyn’s vitriolic hatred and bigotry highlighted perfectly how ignorant and full of hate towards terrorised poor people THOSE WHO HAVE EASY AFFLUENT LIVES WITH EVERYTHING THEY COULD POSSIBLY NEED are. Below you will see one of the many youtube videos available explaining the damage neo-liberal extremism has done, also look up anything that refers to ANOMIE, which is what we essentially have in NZ now. I find Chris Hedges, Mark Blyth, David Harvey, Lee Camp, Bryan Bruce, etc very interesting and accurate in their analysis of world neo-liberal terrorism of poor by richest. I suggest you learn more of the truth, rather than relying on New Zealands grossly corrupted media – NZ news has absolutely no relevance to what is happening to me and others in the darklands and any attempt to fix it with the violence and suicide promotion industry. Ahhh neo-liberals they know how to profit from everything, including persecution and human rights abuses of the poor THEY PURPOSELY CREATED – to make us a low wage economy.
Please get Carolyn to contact me, it is imperative she understands the vast majority of poor people in our community are people with genuine need and disabilities, whether psychological or physical. Men suffer most with physical injuries and ailments because they are expected to continue to work no matter how much pain they are in – that is often a reason they become violent because they can’t feed their families and they are hurting trying to. My father was a general carrier and contractor, that is how I grew up, I know what happened to him in the 1980s when his work dried up after the council was privatised (the new contractor bought all the council equipment for low prices – when the council had just replaced everything the year before). So the new company in town had new equipment, all the council contracts as well as could compete with my father for other work.
I hope this email goes some way to addressing the HATE ignorance and bigotry Carolyn and those like her feel towards all poor people rotting on welfare. To make that comment on the social media page of a MEMBER OF PARLIAMENT who is extremely ignorant bigoted and full of hatred towards people like myself (who get lumped in with dangerous people) was very disturbing to me. Especially when I have encountered other such abuse and discovered the person doing it was a troll for a wealthy health organisation – that relies on government funding for its research and survival. Because the nature of the abuse I was subjected to and reliance of your company on continued mass immigration of wealthy who can afford to build homes, also government contracts etc I made a formal complaint to the State Services Commission so they can investigate Carolyn’s link with the National Party. Next month they will start making public those who get govt contracts – it has been kept secret until now – I am sure that will expose extensive corruption in the process, just from small contractors I know being deprived of govt contracts that were given to politically aligned friends and family.
This email and the disgusting offensive comment by Carolyn will be going on social media – perhaps if Carolyn had called me back when I asked and GSL had dealt with the situation properly – instead of telling me private facebook communications by staff were nothing to do with them, things might have been different. All these years as a disabled advocate I am just sick and tired of people like Carolyn saying such revolting things and refusing to take any responsibility whatsoever for her ignorance, bigotry and HATE.
I just tried to upload the screen shot of Carolyns comments and my computer won’t do it – this is new. Someone is trying to stop me exposing what is happening as recently my computer stopped recognising my printer so I can’t print anything either. Below is a transcript of the facebook exchange on Paul Goldsmiths’ facebook page – it should still be there if you want to check for yourself around 14 September.
Heading was – “National will build on an economy that builds on infrastructure kiwis need.”
My comment was: Why? You didn’t do it for the 10 yrs you were in govt???? In fact you bought in 100,000s immigrants and ILLEGALLY drove disabled and poor locals from their homes into dangerous situations, causing rape, violence, child abuse, addiction and of course your favourite SUICIDE.
Carolyn Fifield responded: JR Murphy really…… National was involved in huge infrastructure programmes that provided jobs, skills and expertise to NZers rather than the Labour beneficiaries who chose to live off the tax payer. Guess what the immigrants come and do the jobs you choose not to do and they are still coming in excess of 100,000s each year….. Jacinda has just changed how she reports this to you and to cover her government lies. Meth addiction is ILLEGAL and those beneficiaries who chose to raise their families in Meth addicted homes breach their tenancy agreements CHOOSE THEIR FUTURE AND THAT OF THEIR POOR CHILDREN. Blaming others for your illegal activity, then choosing rape, violence, child abuse, addiction and of course your favourite SUICIDE is the result of your poor choices in life catching up with you….. love how the poor and illeducated blame everything on others.
Having a legal brain I will point out the LIE National are telling about infrastructure kiwis NEED. Infrastructure is required by NZ and international law to provide housing health care and justice. Roading is not a requirement under law – making bigger roads for the huge increase in immigrants is a want – not a need. Making bigger universities (eg Victoria) that only rich people can access or poor people who want to be in debt for decades (and forced to go overseas to get enough money to pay it back – if they do at all) is a want not a NEED. Not sure about the expertise?? That involved bringing in 10,000s affluent educated foreigners to drive even more NZers from their homes and the good well paid jobs. Why didn’t Nats just use them to train the locals, then send them back to where they came from.
It is a well known fact the government needed to bring in huge amounts of immigrants because the local population were deeply impoverished and all the resources and money concentrated in the hands of the wealthy – as described in the video below. They brought in wealthy foreigners to buy up resources and delay NZ going bankrupt. That is why our debt is $100billion ish – mostly increased by National Party. I could go on but I won’t.
I sent GSL and Carolyn a youtube video about neo-liberalism and what it does – so they would understand where I am at and what they are doing – which is rise of the extremist alt right.