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Labour McNulty Are Faulty – dedicated to NZ BORN victims of violent crime & govt oppression

What do you do when leaders of a country use police to oppress/terrorise a disabled NZ BORN suicidal VICTIM OF CRIME for a poem begging for ACC/health care she is entitled to by law (having WON 2 court cases in 2010 and was promised prior to Labour’s election) so she can return to work?  You rewrite it like any Warrior Poet would.

LABOUR MCNULTY ARE FAULTY

Labour McNulty of corruption are guilty
Neo-liberal Extremists, criminal and racist

Labour McNulty are the ones who are faulty
Neo-liberal Extremists, cruel global terrorists

Labour McNulty oppress and insult me
Neo-liberal Extremists, Mental Health are their fistS

Labour McNulty of corruption are guilty
Neo-liberal Extremists, handing power to richest

Labour McNulty are the ones who are faulty
Neo-liberal Extremists, know counsellors won’t fix this

Labour McNulty oppress and insult me
Neo-liberal Extremists, profit from war on the poorest

NeVeR eNd

I reworked this masterpiece to make it more relevant following Monday’s court appearance and hopefully to avoid more charges and arrests on top of the 16 I now face.  FOR MY NON-VIOLENT PROTESTS – all legal under United Nations Handbook on Civil Society.  Anybody been feeling those in power are UNCIVILISED as they celebrate welcoming in new Immigrants KNOWING they are driving disabled and impoverished locals from their homes and resources?  In South America the rich and powerful pay $millions to gangs of thugs to drive locals from their homes.  In New Zealand we pay Real Estate Agents.   Everything NAZI did in Germany was legal too.

The ONLY REASON we have government and law is to keep the peace between rich and poor, not incite violence and basic survival instincts.   Survival instincts I understand being an expert in traumatic stress disorders (after 17 years of study and experience), basic instincts which are further heightened by safety, shelter and food insecurity.   Noting also 20% of New Zealand born victims of crime experience 80% of all crime.  Proof of which is in global statistics that show New Zealand’s rates of domestic/flatmate violence and self-harm in women are HIGHEST IN THE WESTERN WORLD.  All of these people are entitled to extensive ACC treatment care rehabilitation and SAFE STABLE HOUSING IN THEIR OWN COMMUNITY.  FACT!

What I am exposing is just the tip of the iceberg, if our local and central government, judiciary and police are prepared to do something this cruel and corrupt to me – you know they are doing just as bad in other areas.  Like profiting the rich by denying poor people health care so they suffer and die.  How much more of this are New Zealanders going to take before they standing in the streets and participating in our grossly corrupted democracy?

When our national anthem says, and if an enemy should assail our coast  make us then a mighty host, God defend New Zealand.   They don’t mean have parties and welcome them to plunder and destroy us – they meant we would stand up and fight to reject them!  Instead our leaders laid down and profit from us suffering and dying.  Instead New Zealanders just TAKE IT LIKE COWARDS!   NO HOPE without REBELLION!

NOTE:  I am not talking about the immigrants who come here not knowing they are driving disabled and poor locals from their homes and resources so they can have them.  I’m talking about the people who do know and do it anyway, along with those who have created this abomination and profit from it.

Had a visit from police today – emails say it all I reakon


From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 6:15 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Re: Meeting – HELL NO, I WAY TO TERRIFIED AND UNWELL

s Hansen,

You can put it as nicely as you like, you know I am terrified of police and did not have a choice how I responded.  That was pretty obvious from my emails about how I wanted police to not come near me because I had recently started freaking out in the street when I saw a police car.  I’m not a criminal Jennifer, you are treating me like one, but I’m not, me hiding from you has been going on for a while, which is why you knew to come around to the bathroom I had gone to run and hide in, cause I have told you.

 

Ohhhh some matters, that means some really revolting powerful neo-liberal terrorist bigots, who hurt people like me ON PURPOSE AND FOR PROFIT, want me stopped from expressing how me and pretty much 50% of the population of NZ feel about what is happening in our country.  And about how 80% of us feel about abusive mental health services and our INHUMAN LIVING SITUATIONS caused by mass immigration and a lack of government providing for the disabled and poor local population in this hell hole – good on you for playing the game Jennifer.  Keeping all the written correspondence looking like you the good guys and I’m the bad person, Cambridge Analytica/Jacinda Ardern would be so proud.
As you are already well aware I don’t have a lawyer that can accompany me ANYWHERE, I can’t get the lawyer I am entitled to under the Magna Carta.  Alasdair Ross told me in no uncertain terms on Mon/Tues? that the ONLY work he would be doing was related to the criminal charges for legally protesting and being disabled, I was currently facing.  He is a legal aid appointed lawyer only for these charges, he is not MY LAWYER – human sewage like me don’t get our own lawyers.  As I am almost as terrified of lawyers as police and health professionals, after 17 years of gross injustice and not being able to get one.  Did you want to see the Law Society email and Susie Barnes letter about having unmet legal needs – which is illegal.
You are also well aware I do not have a support person, I have nobody in my life that is well enough or strong enough to accompany me in any of the things related to the punitive use of the justice system for my legal protests, police/government do.  Which I am subjected to for protesting and begging to have my ACC care reinstated after waiting nine years and/or a lawyer to protect me from this and other gross  injustices.
You witnessed the state of me when I had to fill out that form, you really think I can go through that again by going to the police station if I had a choice – HELL NO!  Not to mention all the triggering that happened back to the first serious assault by Q Hoera & threats by Allan French.  So still trying to drive them back to the hell they come from, yippee for me aye.  If you are going to arrest me and charge me etc, then I’ll come in, but I won’t be wanting any discussion about it, I’ll start singing if you try justifying your actions.  Or at least phone me first so I know you coming to arrest me, its so much less distressing for me than just turning up unexpectedly – don’t worry I wont’ run away.   That’s if giving any new charges to Alasdair Ross isn’t an option.
I’m crying now, after what I have been sending you, which you are completely ignoring.  There a great quote I saw last year on Aljazeera from a gang in Sth America, the leader of which refused to drive poor locals from their land to make way for neo-liberal terrorist elites.  He refused to do it for the $1million they offered him, but other gang members took the money.   He said THE TEARS OF THE POOR WILL CATCH UP WITH YOU ONE DAY.  I like that quote, makes me feel better somehow, makes me believe karma or God going to take its revenge for all the unnecessary suffering so many of us now experience.  In New Zealand we pay real estate agents $millions to do it legally – groan.  Everything Hitler did I Germany was legal, according to some famous activist guy.

You and your friends will also be pleased to hear I had a bad reaction at the supermarket today.  Saw a couple I know, havn’t seen for a while,  part of Green Dollars – that I no longer participate in cause I to poor and unwell.  She started to come towards me and I involuntarily backed away like she was going to hit me or something, my eyes widened and I became terrified.  I’m sure you all know what is happening to me, but its quite new for me, really upsetting as well.  She said I havn’t seen you for a long time and asked me how I was , I couldn’t speak for a while, then said not good, thanks any way and pretty much ran away and hid from her and her husband rest of the shop.   So supermarket shopping going to be interesting from now on.    Shame I can’t wear a mask or something so nobody knows its me.

 

I can’t bear people asking me how I am, feel like I’m going to burst into tears or fall on the ground and curl up in a ball.  I can’t lie any more, I can’t lie about how bad I feel, how terrified I am and how angry I am as well.  Pretty sure its partly caused by watching all this govt and powerful corporation propaganda show all over our media.  Especially the mental health stuff, that being the most offensive insult of them all.  Went to Warehouse stationery today and there some drivel about At Risk Youth and Salvation Army all over the place – groan.  Just so you know cool people don’t like Christian nerds and ramming Christianity down a disabled suicidal mentally injured poor person’s throat ain’t going to go well.   Would be better if they had the professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe stable affordable homes THEY ENTITLED TO UNDER NZ LAW AND AS A PAKEHA/MAORI CULTURAL RIGHT.

One thing the last few days has taught me, is the corruption and ignorance of what happening in the darklands to human sewage like me, is SOOOOO BAD I am never going to get through to any of these people.  The bible must be right, someone quoted me that bit in Timothy? that says what things are like end of days and I ticked every one of them.  Considering what I do to try and get people to be good and follow the law, its not surprising, is it – even that is predicted in the bible.  Just wish I believed in it more and I wouldn’t cry, self-harm and scream fire and brimstone at people who hurting us.  Ahhh the wood dragon personality, you should look it up – just being real and blunt, its who I am.
I know you and your neo-liberal friends won’t believe this of course, but I don’t intend to bother challenging these people any longer, I’ll just keep sending complaints and being rejected and doing what I have to in order to survive.  I will still send letters etc and tell them they going to hell for what they doing to me and others, its part of the thing you supposed to do before judgement day or whatever might happen – I hedging my bets.  Also I will continue to be real about how unwell I am, why and how we can fix it ie what we are already supposed to be doing according to THE LAW.  Still not convinced the big giant hand going to come and save us like all cowardly & heretic Christians are – still don’t understand that experience at New Year – “All darkness is in light before me.”   Wonder if you can guess what it means. gee wish these righteous ethical spiritual battles/wars had more clear instructions for us soldiers.
As I have said MANY TIMES BEFORE I am a civil society activist as defined by the UN Handbook on Civil Society (that includes the bit about being offensive when necessary – even though my tourettes stuff really doesn’t give me a choice at the moment) and I would never hurt anybody.  I am non-violent and threatening to write a poem about someone who is corrupt and grossly unjust, or protest in front of their home, isn’t a crime.  Or going tourettes at some revolting ignorant power tripping psychologist isn’t either.  Nor challenging powerful violent bullies.  Or whoever the rich powerful person is that wants you to threaten me to stop what I am doing. ie telling the truth.
If they don’t listen to me violence only going to get worse – just trying to stop that from happening – it appears what psychiatrists and lawyers say about me is true and I much wiser than all of you.   Best of luck with that by the way, bet the Americans are kitting you all out right now with the best gears to stop a revolution in New Zealand.  Why cause this when we don’t have to, why do this when it is wrong AND WTF HAS THIS GOT TO DO WITH ACC DENYING ME SERVICES AFTER WINNING TWO REVIEWS NINE YEARS AGO.  I wouldn’t even be protesting if they had just given me the care, I got well, got a job and carried on my merry ignorant way.
Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless
Sincerely
JR
CSA
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: HANSEN, Jennifer
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 3:14 PM
To: Jayne R
Subject: Meeting

Jayne,

As you are aware we attended your address this morning to speak with you however you declined to respond or open the door.

Police do need to address some matters with you however this needs to occur in person, not over the phone. I am therefore requesting for you to come to the Masterton Police Station tomorrow afternoon for this to occur.

Please let me know if this is not a possibility. You are welcome to bring your lawyer and/or a support person with you.

Regards,

Jen Hansen

Senior Sergeant AA93

Response Manager

Wairarapa Police

 

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From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 11:01 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Copy of the email I told you about

Which proves yet again you should be investigating and charging ACC under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act.  I am assuming those in BS Castle are stopping it, like they stopped Mike Sutton.  Yippee for disabled victims of crime aye!  The 1 million locals who subjected to 80% of it – mostly women I would imagine – which of course made the response to victims of ChCh shootings even more upsetting for those of us who get treated like human sewage by our communities.
Jayne

From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 10:32 AM
To: Alasdair Ross
Subject: The psych report will be a waste of time, I am trying to save the taxpayer money

Alasdair,
I am feeling a bit better today and my brain has spent the night processing all the data, so I woke up this morning and hope to explain things that you don’t understand after years working with mentally ill with lesser ability to operate in the  very complicated society we now have.  While I am a mentally injured person and would be quite capable of this level of functioning if I had the professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe stable place to live in my community I AM ENTITLED TO UNDER LAW.
The concept of low and high intelligence is irrelevant to me, as I know from the varied types of people I have associated with over my life, academic intelligence does not make you any more or less a person.  In fact people with more academic type intelligence like myself have an obligation to protect people who are not as good at these things. People who may be practical and good with their hands, natural healers and caregivers or amazing artisans, people I value more highly than those who good at University (who I am quite disgusted with at the moment).
You never answered me when me met if you were corrupt, but I don’t think you understood what I was talking about, and until this morning I didn’t really either.  After your comment yesterday that if I wanted mental health services then going through yet another terrifying and traumatising assessment was the ONLY WAY TO GET THEM.
Coincidentally my mental health file turned up today by courier – because of my disability I am unable to go through it, if I had you here I could, if I had the people and services I am entitled to under law, that I was receiving in 2009 through ACC – I would be able to.  In that file there is a report done 18months ago which says after meeting with me mental health decided I did not want any of the services they provide.   I was very upset about this and almost committed suicide when this report came out – I never have read it, a man from Directorate of Mental Health who promised me I would get services if I went through yet another assessment –  told me basics of what was in it.    When ACC illegally withdrew my care in 2009 and dumped me on public mental health, I was told repeatedly by these people they did not provide services like ACC had – which is deeply disturbing in so many ways – professional health care is professional health care, whoever provides it.
Mental health have continued to reject me for the past nine years and when I have tried to interact with organisations like Pathways or King Street Artworks the services were always grossly unreliable, unprofessional and in my case abusive psychological torture.  I know people within the system as well and I witness repeatedly the same appalling ‘health services’ (can’t even call it care) as I experienced when trying to get anything valuable, healing or caring from them.
It is a waste of time doing another report by public mental health because they do not provide the services I require, that I was receiving from ACC and won two Fairway reviews to have reinstated.
That is why you triggered me yesterday, your offensive comment about if I wanted services I had to go through this and accept what was offered.  What is offered DOES NOT WORK FOR PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF, never has and never will I imagine.  When ACC dumped me I spiralled into a really bad place and became highly suicidal as I lost so many people I was working with and relying on.  Mental health staff told me repeatedly, even when I was on the ground in the police station with my arms around a social workers ankles begging for care – MENTAL HEALTH DON’T PROVIDE SERVICES, YOU KNOW THAT JAYNE.   I know the MH worker who said that too me, Hugh – I knew him through a group I used to belong to and am sure I can get hold of him again if you need proof of what he said and what I am talking about.  He was an Occupational Therapist and intelligent man, he left mental health because he couldn’t stand by and watch people suffer and die.
I am trying to save the court and mental health system time and money.   Yesterday I got Fairway Resolutions to send you copies of the two reviews I won, I have also asked ACC to provide you with the two reports by Dr Alan Doris, one of which I can find and will send you a copy today.  That report by Justin Barry-Walsh was extremely unprofessional, I studied health, rehabilitation and disability, I know what a professional report is supposed to look like.  I also know he violated medical council rules by only consulting with public mental health services who were refusing me care and having a serious conflict of interest in his association with the government – who are also hell bent on denying victims of crime like myself the extensive health care and homes we are entitled to under not just ACC law, but multiple other laws (including international ratified UN treaties).
This is what I want you to tell the judge on Monday.  I don’t want to waste the time of these people, they are busy and as you will see from above, there is no reason to do the next one.  If you can’t get me out of it I will do it, with whoever you choose, but I will be telling that person exactly the same thing and I still want Jason (Court security guard) to be there so I feel safe and in Wellington.
Also when the decision was made by the judge to get those psych reports done, the reason was that I was being refused Legal Aid and needed proof I couldn’t represent myself.  When I told you this when I met you, you acted like I had not even spoken, please explain why you did that?
I have just had the police here – absolutely terrified and can’t stop shaking – I locked everything and hid in my bathroom for an hour or more until I was sure they were gone and was able to take my fingers out of my ears and stop rocking.  Not sure why they came, I’ll email Snr Sgt Jennifer Henson and find out after I have finished this.  I used to answer the door and find out what they wanted, now I am so unwell and so terrified of them after so many unresolved physically and psychologically violent encounters that is the only thing I can do.
Because of my stress disorder I am always vigilant when in my lounge to every car that goes past and every person, always think it is police coming to hurt me again.  Thank God I locked the back door as well as the front, they tried to get in and tapped on my bathroom window – because I have told them how I react when they turn up.  Shame they didn’t phone me and tell me what they wanted, would have saved them time and not traumatised me quite as much.
I am really not sure if I will be able to put myself through appearing in court on Monday, especially now police have been here.  However I might protest outside, it will be busy on Monday, lots of people who like what I do.
If you can’t understand these instructions, or don’t want to do what I ask you please contact me.  Don’t worry I won’t flip out, that was more to do with personal shit that was happening.  I have serious attachment issues you see, part of the cruel criminal neglect I have suffered over the years.  Particularly the serious psychological damage ACC caused in 2009 when they illegally withdrew all my care.
Also I have my file here that you need to see, I can’t afford to photocopy it.
Please advise your address so I can send the Dr Alan Doris report.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE
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From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 10:49 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: YIPES, WHY WERE YOU AT MY HOUSE?

What the hell, you are never going to get a different response than what happened today, after years of unresolved physical and psychological abuse and my mental health being so bad, that is the only thing my body wants to do when it sees a police officer heading to my house.
I told you how bad it had become and that police shouldn’t approach me if I was freaking out in the street and what did you do – you came here anyway.  WHY DIDN’T YOU CALL, if you are pissed off with something I said to someone over past couple of days or something I emailed, then call me on the phone – you have my number.  Just add whatever to the charges I’m facing, its at your discretion after all.   Even calls upset me but not so much as actually coming to my home. YIPES
Not sure if you understand what a phobia is, but that is how I’m responding at the moment.   I did have a police car go past the other day and I was OK, was hoping it had stopped, you not listening to me probably just made the situation worse.
Also please don’t be so naïve as to think because I have met you and you were civil to me that I trust you one little bit.  I don’t trust anyone, for good reason, I DON’T TRUST ANYBODY. You are still the person refusing to investigate and charge ACC under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act.  In fact I sent quite a good letter to my new lawyer this morning, I might send you a
copy too – I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE.
Call me  –  please do not come back – I’m going to be terrified all day if I think you are going to come back – that does not help with what happening – I had just come right.   Even better text me.  If it was a welfare check then I got through this latest suicidal episode alone as usual, by self-harming and a young man on facebook I just got to know, and of course raging ‘tourettes’ against the machine that persecutes me and everybody like me.  If it was about me holding people in power to account, then like I said just charge me and add to the list.  I will probably be outside court on Monday while my new lawyer is inside, you can interact with me there, or give anything to him so he can pass on to me!
Sincerely
Jayne
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: JR
Sent: Tuesday, 2 July 2019 2:36 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Please ask officers not to approach me if I’m freaking out in the street

I had a really bad reaction to police today, I was on my bike, havn’t been for ages, I find going out difficult.  Came around the corner from High Street in Carterton into Rexwood Street and a police car was coming towards me.   I pulled my bike onto a lawn stood up, put my head down, closed my eyes and my hands up to my face, listening to the car go past, wait at the intersection and leave.  HE DIDN’T LEAVE, he reversed back and bought the car over and parked near me, I completely freaked out then.
Totally terrified, kept repeating go away and leave me alone, ran away to the other side of the road with my bike and stood beside a shrub  shaking with my back to him for about 5 mins, hoping he would, he did.   I am still freaking out about it, couldn’t stop shaking first few hours, got to my friends and for at least 2 hours was on the verge of crying.  Didn’t want to bike back home but had to, don’t know how I am going to force myself to go out again.  It is so humiliating to have that happen and I’m really upset about it.
The officer did say something but I don’t know what, he wasn’t intimidating or anything, he was probably concerned cause he could see I was distressed.   Please tell them not to approach me at the moment, I don’t know what’s going on, I’ve never had this sort of response before.  I’m hoping if I’m protesting I’ll cope, bit more mentally prepared and empowered.  I’m hoping it won’t last, or get worse.
When I put my head down, shut my eyes and put my hands to my face/ears/eyes it is me responding to being overwhelmed, I can’t take in any more stimuli from my environment I must have total concentration on what is happening so I don’t end up curled up in a ball on the ground.
I’m not sure what has triggered this, but I suspect its just EVERYTHING, unresolved EVERYTHING and meeting my lawyer for first time yesterday and having to recount four years of what been happening that got me to this point.  Also being so isolated doesn’t help.
Sincerely
Jayne

From: JR
Sent: Sunday, 30 June 2019 1:51 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Update

Am sick again, my bladder and kidneys again, that time of the month, I desperately need those tests done I supposed to have five years ago, I desperately need a doctor, I desperately need my ACC care reinstated.  But then you know all that don’t you Jen and you enjoy doing nothing about it.
Heard through the grapevine police told those real estate agents to stop whining.  Please advise how police explained away what they have done to me, what ACC have done to me and how the selling off of local housing to rich new residents (everybody who rich who owns and can buy property) and driving disabled and poor locals from their homes, causing suicide, self-harm, violence and addiction?
Still can’t understand why I was not allowed at that meeting, don’t understand why minutes weren’t kept if it was a formal council meeting.  With council members who refuse to meet with me and have done for years.
Also just managed to take myself for a slow walk to see mentally ill friend of mine I worried about, Salvation Army dumped him for two people they liked better and needed paid jobs – he had worked for them for free for over 3 years.   On the way home I reacted badly when I saw a police car coming towards me, stopped put my head down and became petrified, couldn’t move – cried the rest of the way home and still crying now.
How insane am I going to look now if that keeps happening in the street, no wonder I seldom go out.  Wonder why its got this bad at the moment???  Probably because I been let down by several different organisations and people which are obviously corrupt and feel it is their legal duty to refuse any complaints I ever make – because I’m the one who is mentally ill – not the people hurting me or denying me care – I am.
The most horrendous hate going on facebook, from immigrants, when any Kiwi says there is nowhere for them to live they call them fascist and abuse them.   Got really abused when I said how much I hate Salvation Army for what they have done to me and my friend – its all those great ex-junkes, criminals, alcoholics etc.  You say anything against the Salvation Army and they know every way to abuse someone.   I’m sure you’ll be laughing at me telling you this because of my ‘tourettes’ stuff.
WISH I WAS DEAD
JR
HUMAN SEWAGE
I’m wondering do you know why ACC refuse to reinstate my care after waiting nine years – nobody will tell me – someone must know.  You must be making the decision not to apply Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act in regard to ACC and mental health for some reason – I can’t think what – except of course you and the government are corrupt – but I would like to know.

From: JR
Sent: Friday, 28 June 2019 10:36 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: OIA request

Ms Hansen,
I was given details of two police officers (Scott Millar and Barry Bysouth) who attended a meeting with Carterton District Council staff and a number of real estate agents at the end of May.  Under the OIA request the council were forced to tell me it happened – even when it is illegal/unconstitutional and I was not invited.  They also told me no minutes were kept of this OFFICIAL MEETING and refused to tell me what transpired.
As police are so good at keeping record of these sorts of things can the two officers involved please provide details of what happened at the meeting and what the outcome was????  You never responded to my emails at the time?  After what happened with Chris McGaw recently and 3 Mile I am concerned you are spreading vindictive lies and hate so other people in the community don’t know just how corrupt our government really are.
It has come to my attention recently that because I refer to the bible in some of my correspondence gay people in positions of power are discriminating against me on the basis of the few things I know about the bible and hope they are true in regards to end of days and all the bad people being removed so decent people like myself can get on and live with dignity.   Are you gay Jennifer, why do you HATE me and want me to commit suicide and be persecuted for telling the truth about what is happening to me and other disabled mentally injured victims of crime and ACC.
It has also come to my attention that Freemasons are considerably powerful in New Zealand and HATE all victims of crime rotting on welfare because they cannot get health care, welfare/homes, or justice they are entitled to by law.  According to the horrendous bigot I encountered on the Freemasons facebook page, any health care or welfare I am entitled to under NZ laws and international treaties aren’t valid.  Apparently I have a sense of entitlement that is offensive to ALL FREEMASONS, when I am just asking for Rule of Law to be followed.   You know those laws Jennifer – Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act, plus racism I am being subjected to as a native resident of New Zealand.
Please send the details of what transpired at Carterton Council in writing, it only needs to be a couple of paragraphs about why police would turn up to this in the first place and what happened.  I don’t get to have meetings with council and real estate agents about them violating constitutional laws and accept the fact they are profiting from driving disabled and poor locals out of their homes in acts of HATE and inciting HATE with their never-ending offensive, insulting marketing (that comes right into our homes).
What a disgrace the business and leaders of this community are, what a disgrace the police are – you must be really desperate for work if persecuting disabled victims of crime who being denied health care and homes they are entitled to is what you want to do for a living.
JR
CSA
HUMAN SEWAGE

Kieran McAnulty is Faulty – poem

Kieran McAnulty of corruption is guilty
Neo-liberal extremist, authoritarian & racist

Kieran McAnulty is the one who is faulty
Neo-liberal extremist, cruel global terrorist

Kieran McAnulty ignores and insults me
Neo-liberal extremist, Mental Health is his fist

Kieran McAnulty of corruption is guilty
Neo-liberal extremist, handing power to richest

Kieran McAnulty is the one who is faulty
Neo-liberal extremist, a counsellor won’t fix this

Kieran McAnulty ignores and insults me
Neo-liberal extremist profits from war on the poorest

HATE starts HERE !!

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Saw what this corrupt liar said on his facebook page about suicide and mental health services, that I know are going to make things even worse.  Half the NZ local population driven to suicide and these Labourites just love to create jobs from the suffering American neo-liberal economic extremism causes.  Grrrrrrrr.

NOTE:  My comment calling him RACIST – I truly believe Maori/Pakeha are a modern RACE of people, a race with combined cultures,  which would be understandable when the Treaty of Waitangi signed by Maori leaders and the monarchy made us all one people over 150years ago.  All over the neo-liberal western world immigrants, for whatever reason, are driving disabled and poor locals from their homes, livelihoods, they are displacing the most vulnerable and weakest members of the local population.  Governments are doing this and purposely (illegally) ignoring and censoring the impacts of this.

The MP who promised before he was elected (over two elections) to help me get mental health care ACC supposed to reinstate nine years ago & the $10,000 in Independence allowance they brag about withholding from me.   So angry, had to write this poem  and will be putting it up everywhere to cope – pen is mightier than the sword they reakon.   His facebook page is full of his neo-liberal Labour (USA version of democrats ewwww) mates making comments about how great he is, its sickening.

Half the NZ population (2.5 million of us, 99% born in NZ)  being driven to suicide due to poverty, fear and HATE caused by AMERICAN neo-liberal economic extremism.  Profiting and creating jobs from the economic suffering our own government is creating is about as depraved AND ILLEGAL as you can get I reakon.   Counsellors and social workers doing our governments DIRTY WORK, listening to the suffering of the poorest WHEN THEY SHOULD BE GOING TO HIM DIRECTLY AND PARTICIPATING IN OUR DEMOCRACY – TAKING TO THE STREETS – LIKE POOREST IN EVERY OTHER COUNTRY IS!!

Its Kieran and your politicians you need to be talking to, not some poorly trained/brainwashed unemployable self-righteous ignorant young person.  Who doesn’t know what NZ was like BEFORE neo-liberals took it over – and that’s exactly the way those abusers in power like it.

Do your own research, ask Kieran why counsellors ARE NOT considered health workers and yet Social Workers were made health workers only a few years ago.  It helps them UPLIFT children from families and although sometimes this is justified, the abuses of power and complete failure of the complaints system means many decent people now being terrorised.   My knowledge of how bad ACC and system is for victims of crime/rape and abuse makes me rage at this generalisation and denigration of mental health services – when these people need and are entitled to extensive PROFESSIONAL support.

What they are doing is purely experimental in the area of suicide and mental health.  THERE Is ABSOLUTELY NO medical evidence to suggest very unwell suicidal people in inhuman living situations (caused mostly by housing crisis) will benefit from phone ‘counselling’.  YET ANOTHER THING OUR CORRUPT GOVERNMENT DO TO VIOLATE OUR HUMAN RIGHTS – experiment on people!!

Mental health services neo-liberal Labour govt want are going to deprive the most unwell and deserving victims of crime the extensive treatment care rehabilitation and homes they are entitled to under ACC and many other laws.  Instead people who commit violent and sexual crimes, who are addicts and dangerous are going to GET EVEN MORE HELP.  Along with affluent spoilt brat children who can’t get their own way as adults and use unfounded threats of suicide to get it.   World has gone mad – if I didn’t believe in the bible before, what I’m seeing around me sure looks like end of days to me.  LETS HOPE SO!

 

If you support this proposal to refocus charity in NZ – HERE IS WHAT TO DO

Here is the letter to Lotteries Grants Board, I believe they will not support it unless people back me up.  Not only those people who say tell me to my face the support me, and like what I do who need to do something.  For those who don’t like me for my challenging protests, you will find they might tone down a notch or 10 if me and other disabled victims of crime get the professional treatment, care, rehabilitation and safe homes we are entitled to under law?  (If all disabled people get help – which my Regional Rehabilitation Centres cover.)

When I wrote this I hadn’t considered how ALL CHARITIES in New Zealand could for a LIMITED TIME focus their resources on people in need.  They could probably go back to funding extravagant, sports arts and business projects – but for now I believe it is imperative our PRIORITIES ARE CULTURALLY APPROPRIATE as a Pakeha/Maori New Zealander.

I also thought how upskilling and educating the workforce to provide the envisaged health and welfare services could be paid for by lottery funding.  Free education in our struggling privatised? tertiary institutions, everybody is a winner so far.

All you have to do is send a link to my website to Lotteries and anybody you think can make this happen and anybody you think will support my ideas.  You could print out a copy of this letter or another one of my posts and send it snail mail to a politician (who by the way have all rejected my ideas for years).  Its free to send mail to politicians, Just put   (name) MP, or Minister, Parliament Buildings, WELLINGTON – no stamp necessary.

10 June 2019

 

Lotteries Grants Board

PO Box 805

WELLINGTON 6140

 

Dear Board Members,

 

After a recent telephone conversation with your office (with a very nice woman) and a very serious suicidal episode this morning I am motivated to try again to have my ideas, observations, solutions and artistic voice heard.

 

Lotto advertising and the charity industry has been distressing me for some time now. The latest advertising about Kiwis doing things for each other was most distressing because I live in the ‘darklands’ as a disabled unwell victim of crime, I am 54 years old. This is so far from the truth, with the situation of poverty enveloping the local population, mostly due to the huge influx of wealthy immigrants driving disabled and poor locals from their homes.

 

Not only are we No 1 in the OECD of homeless now (which is a gross violation of my Pakeha culture and our laws), there is no record of the numbers of people, particularly vulnerable women victims of crime in dangerous and inhuman living situations. This is what I see around me, women being raped and driven to prostitution and crime to survive. Having their children taken because they cannot cope or are forced to stay with perpetrators of crime.

 

I am a Civil Society Actor as outlined on the UN Civil Society Handbook. That saying I use the scope of being offensive in the face of suffering and injustice to its limit. As well as now suffering tourettes type outbursts after nine years being denied reinstated of my ACC care after winning two reviews. These do not include threats of harm but they are very offensive and include a lot of swearing. This impairments related to my disability is recognised in psychiatric assessments I have had.

 

For 17 years since I was hurt in a crime, while being sole parent to two girls, I have studied to understand why the care for me was so bad and why I was not receiving the treatment care rehabilitation and safe home I knew I was entitled to under ACC and several other laws. I was studying law at Victoria University when I was hurt, was refused assistance to finish the degree. I have since studied papers at Massey University in rehabilitation, disability and health, my mental health deteriorated and I was unable to finish this degree either.   I tried again about five years ago and serious housing issues arose with an abusive mentally ill flatmate which prevented me gaining that degree. I have been left with a $7,000 student loan which will cause me serious issues if I try and return to work while on invalids benefit, perhaps part time to start (I will get less money working than not).

 

This is my website www.jrmurphypoet.com which outlines many of my ideas, my poetry, my activism and unjust things that happen to me as a disabled CSA with a challenging mental health issue. Of particular importance, and I have included a copy with this letter, are my rehabilitation model for victims of crime (but could apply to other people) Fence At The Top Of The Cliff. Also my business plan for Mental Injury Services, which is modelled on a foundation that would never falter so these disability services are guaranteed.

 

It is my personal belief these facilities should be funded and provided by the government. However as we are under a neo-liberal economic model I know there is little hope in this happening, which is very sad, as I truly believe it is part of our culture. Several history books I have read refer to New Zealand being a new place with as an egalitarian caring kind society as possible. Homes, welfare and guaranteed jobs were are part of our early political history and it created a society that was one of the most socially advanced in the world. Particularly ACC law which has been perverted and turned into an organisation causing significant harm and profiting business rather than for its purpose.

 

It has come to my attention (as I work every day on trying to keep myself and others alive and safe) there have been government changes to the meaning of the word charity, through legislation. This has been extremely detrimental to those in need in New Zealand. The dictionary definition of charity is people in need, there are so many NZ and international laws and UN treaties government have signed and ratified supporting this definition.

 

Since charities and not for profits were encouraged to cover extravagant sports, tourist infrastructure (eg bike trails), research, education, arts and business promotion projects it has turned into an industry and it DOES NOT WORK. In fact me and many people I know find it offensive that our ‘wonderful kind sharing society’ spends money on these wants while the needs of the local society are ignored.

 

I believe it is vitally important to address our world leading suicide, domestic/flatmate violence, self-harm and homelessness statistics and I believe I have a plan that would be instrumental in doing that. It would also stem the rise in discrimination, including racism which is becoming so bad here. People who make the decisions do not live in this world, this culture, you don’t know what is happening. Most people rely on news media for their information and they are, really bias, I won’t go into it here, however as a CSA it is extremely disappointing and infuriating what they do to censor and cover up the situation.

 

If the Lottery Grants Board decided to focus all its charity efforts on those in need I know the safety and quality of life for all people living in New Zealand would improve. I also know those organisations who currently receiving funding would understand the urgency and crisis of the situation in New Zealand. I truly believe the housing, support and employment crisis for disabled victims of crime must be addressed urgently. If we are to see any changes in mental health, violence and crime statistics, after all those statistics are people- not that people like myself feel like we being treated like a human being, please refer to my song Human Sewage and many of my other written works.

 

The Regional Disability Services and Regional Mental Health facilities I have outlined on my website – here is the link. I am not sure I will be able to send you a printed copy due to the cost of photocopying. To make these services available as soon as possible I envisage a nationwide call to action from private enterprise and the community, especially those building commercial properties and doing roading work, to move their resources into building these facilities over the course of a few months. Many of the men and women who do these jobs would be pleased to spend their energy in creating what the poorest most vulnerable people need, rather than more homes/resources for business and the wealthy.

 

However, I am adamant victims of crime are to be the priority and perpetrators are second in line – unlike what is happening now. Where junkies and dangerous people are getting put up in hotels while their victims are living in unsafe unstable unaffordable accommodation, like myself. We must make the Fence At the Top of the Cliff, so people do not fall and are picked up by police, justice system, abusive mental health services (yes they are abusive), plethora of unco-ordinated unprofessional social agencies – groan.

 

I am exhausted and spent writing this letter so I will finish here. I have a lot more to offer in the way of solutions and how they will fit within the current economic, social and cultural landscape of New Zealand. Please again refer to my website, which I have just updated www.jrmurphypoet.com – I truly believe my scientific, legal and cultural response to current social dysfunction is the only way to proceed.

 

Kia kaha and aroha to us all.

Sincerely

JR

Civil Society Activist

 

 

 

 

 

 

Complaint about judges comments #metoo “It’s a red tape war & I’m a red tape whore.”

Sent this complaint this morning, couldn’t get it off  my mind, so best to do it and get it sent, letter one of my best I reakon.  It’s a red tape war and I’m a red tape whore (c) ReFuSe

26 May 2019

 

Office of the Judicial Conduct Commissioner

PO Box 2661

WELLINGTON

Judicialconduct@jcc.govt.nz

 

Dear Sir/Madam,

 

It is with the deepest regret and despair I write this complaint after 17 years attempting to get the health care, welfare, housing and justice I am entitled to as a disabled victim of crime in New Zealand. A United Nations Human Rights inspector I met at Te Papa told me to keep making formal complaints so there is a paper trail to follow. Although I am quite sure this valid complaint will fail and I will never get the justice and protection required as a disabled Civil Society Actor – defined by the UN Civil Society Handbook.

 

Years of study, valid complaints of injustice and experience have shown all laws established after the 1984 takeover by radicalised American neo-liberal economic terrorists in New Zealand are designed to defeat justice for the ‘purposely impoverished and persecuted then exploited poor local population’. Commissions are poor man’s justice – ie no justice at all – in fact I find them more proof of widespread government corruption and injustice in a sector.

 

This complaint is justified, as are the other complaints I have made, all ignored of course. Sadly I found myself, after one year studying law at Victoria University 2001, in a 17 year battle for justice for myself and other purposely impoverished, persecuted, criminally neglected victims of crime and trauma. Mostly with ACC, however in fighting for those things I am entitled to under ACC law I was exposed to the extent of neo-liberal/Libertarian corruption and HATE in our society. HATE that grows every day while our most basic constitutional laws are violated (please refer to the Imperial Laws Application Act 1988) – while multiple UN international laws (signed ratified treaties) are also violated.

 

This complaint has its legal origins in Westminster Statute the 1st – common right be done to all rich as poor and the Magna Carta – no person shall be destroyed and every person shall have access to right and justice. I wrote a poem for the 800 year anniversary of the Magna Carta, it can be viewed online at http://jrmurphypoet.com/2015/06/800-years-a-poem-to-commemorate-the-magna-carta-2015/ I was also sent a copy of the speech by grossly corrupt Attorney-General Christopher Finlayson performed at a government comedy event to celebrate it.

 

I feel quite sorry for Judge Barbara Morris having to be the scapegoat for a judiciary who profit from illegally denying people with mental health issues professional health care and necessities of life (eg safe stable affordable housing).

 

WHAT HAPPENED

 

On Thursday 23 May I was in court again trying to get a lawyer after waiting almost 18 months since my first valid protest against illegal police violence in January 2018. Judge Morris knows me quite well after nine years LEGALLY protesting against ACC illegally removing my entitlements and refusing to reinstatement them after winning TWO ACC reviews in 2010/11.

 

Judge Morris made an extremely inappropriate comment about me receiving counselling for the trauma ‘the rapist’ had caused. Firstly she is well aware from my protests that it is far more than counselling I am protesting about. It was established many years ago by health professionals and ACC that COUNSELLING is not sufficient treatment, care or rehabilitation in my particular sensitive claim. There are multiple reports that say this, along with documents I had sent to the judge prior to the hearing. As I am not allowed a lawyer I have been forced to do what I can to defend myself, even when it is extremely harmful and almost impossible to do it, due to impairments related to my disability – Complex PTSD. Part of my CPTSD involves being highly suicidal, CPTSD has a 60% mortality rate due to suicide – inciting someone to suicide is illegal.

 

Part of my CPTSD includes compounding trauma, so when I start bringing up all the deeply distressing injustices I have been subjected to through the justice system I start to become traumatised, have to self-harm etc so I don’t commit suicide (like I have to do multiple times writing this). It is a living nightmare many people in New Zealand are now forced to live with following introduction of neo-liberalism. Wairarapa, where I live, has the highest rate of self-harm in New Zealand, also highest rate of suicide, compulsory treatment orders and prescriptions for psychotropic drugs. I would imagine it also has the most extreme forms of inequality and elitism in New Zealand as well – they must be training rich children to hurt poor people at the multiple private schools here. The elitist hatred is quite obvious to the youth of our region, my children went through the public education system here and told me what they knew about the kids from private schools. It is even more obvious in our community through corrupt elitist neo-liberal organisations such as Trust House and the way ‘community leaders’ advance the rich and persecute the poor.

 

When I was interviewed by a lawyer from the Mental Health Inquiry last year she identified the worst elitism they had so far experienced, after meetings with local community and health leaders earlier in the day. She asked me why I thought it was happening and I told her about the private schools, bias media, inequality between richest and poorest and lack of housing (ie provision for disabled and poor of this region).

 

Elitism is illegal according to NZ Constitutional laws, I continue to wonder why the courts, lawyers and judges allow it. Although statistics about the punishment of beneficiaries (doing what they have to in order to survive and support their children) compared to the punishment of wealthy tax fraudsters tells the true story, also punishments for rapists/criminals who have wealthy powerful family connections).

 

Although the rape, sodomy and not guilty verdict (even when the rapist admitted in court to the jury of 10 white haired old men, one old woman with a blue rinse and one young woman who looked IHC) were what entitled me to ACC, my life-threatening CPTSD is a result of criminal neglect following the crime. I am/was a strong sensible person, bad stuff happens, I know that, I would have recovered from what happened to me if I had received the professional treatment care rehabilitation, safe housing and justice as required under ACC law – and multiple other laws I have read. I can read and comprehend what I read, my mental health issues since the event don’t make me a liar or stupid. In fact based on my extensive knowledge of traumatic stress disorders I would suggest years of severe neglect makes you more intelligent – fighting for your life does that.

 

Many people have been trying to force counselling onto me when the ACC rehabilitation plan illegally removed in 2009 involved around 12 hours a week with a multi-disciplinary team of health professionals and instructed/supported members of the community. I had an Occupational Therapist 2 hrs a week, Psychologist 1 hour, psycho-social rehab at a gym 6 hours, 3 hours a week with a mental health worker and 1 hour a month with a Buddhist massage therapist. I was six months into a 2 ½ year rehabilitation plan when it was illegally removed by ACC GP Peter Jansen. I have seen counsellors through ACC, they were ineffective, most of them would cry once they heard my current living situation, which they obviously could do nothing about, even though they knew it was extremely detrimental to the healing process for victims of crime (ie there are too many serious current traumas to deal with before they can deal with the rape trauma.)

 

Judge Morris should be completely focused on legalities of what is happening to me and how I am presenting in person and with the information I provide her. Her opinion as to my health needs, which she has voiced previously in a closed court based on the experiences of her beloved daughter, is not appropriate. I am a 54 year old women with children and responsibilities of running a household without support from my wealthy parents/family. (Note: my children have left home but of course still need me. My daughter had a life-changing car accident last week – sadly I was not able to be near her as I can’t afford the petrol to get to Whakatane where she now lives.) Being poor insures I am further marginalised, if I had the $10,000 in unpaid Independence Allowance ACC are currently withholding I would have been able to go and see her.

 

Last year lawyers at Masterton Court attempted to force me into something they referred to as a PINC court. Apparently Judge Morris was instrumental in setting this up for PEOPLE IN NEED (People In Need Court). I vehemently refused asserting I was no criminal, my actions in response to gross violations of my rights were completely legal. Also attempting to put me under the grossly corrupt/illegal Mental Health Act 1992 (at the height of National party neo-liberal corruption) to force me to take medication to control me was not going to happen if I could stop it. I am well aware of United Nations international law about my rights to refuse ‘medical treatment’ and why it was implemented after NAZI legalised experimenting on those they chose to persecute – namely disabled who couldn’t work at maximum productivity, govt rape victims, people with brown skin, homeless gypsies, homosexuals and jews.

 

It is interesting to note during consultations for the UN human rights process in New Zealand last year how 95% of the people participating were there about gross violations of human rights against people with mental health issues – particularly abuse victims. People who were not MENTALLY ILL, people who were MENTALLY INJURED as defined by ACC legislation. A normal brain and a normal person experiencing overwhelming trauma – overwhelming trauma that requires a safe place to heal/recover. With neo-liberalism requiring the privatisation and handing over of EVERYTHING TO ‘THE MARKET’, particularly state housing (which is a legal responsibility of the government under international and NZ law) the government stopped providing state housing and sold off everything they possibly could. In the Wairarapa they sold all state housing to either those people in the homes (if they could come up with the money for a deposit) or the ‘pub/gambling charity’ Trust House.

 

There is no need to say what I think of the grossly corrupted, deeply degrading and fraudulent charity industry after 30 years of neo-liberal economic religious beliefs and American Trump advisor Peter Thiel bragging how NZ is a Libertarian utopia – but I will anyway.

 

As you can see from this complaint it is a small/yet extremely significant moment in the gross injustices I experience in the justice, health and welfare systems since 2002. Currently I am excluded from all health services, I have no GP, no health care even when reports say I am very unwell, am disabled and been on invalids benefit for many years. I am not even allowed to phone Healthline I discovered recently, which is quite terrifying and I am sure related to formal complaints I have made about Compass Health board member, government contracted Bell Gully lawyer Simon Watt. Judge Barbara Morris knows about my allegations against Simon Watt, this is part of the information I have given to her in the past few months.

 

Judge Morris also knows I cannot get a lawyer and Forensic Mental Health assessors with conflicts of interest are being used to pervert the course of justice in my case. I currently have a complaint with the medical council about the last assessment and the three inappropriate assessors who agreed to assess me when Medical Council rules plainly state they should withdraw. I won’t go into that as I am becoming very distraught and had to self-harm again.

 

I am quite sure this complaint will be ignored, based on the past 17 years of valid complaints and rejections but if there is any remote chance ‘justice for the poor’ is returning to our legal system then I ask you to uphold my complaint. It seems strange a judge who has publicly identified that mentally ill and poor people are unjustly ending up in the court system and tried to do something about it is the one complained about – one of those neo-liberal abominations I often talk about in my work as a Civil Society Actor. If I had health care so I could return to ‘traditional paid work’ I wouldn’t have time to do as much as I do, wouldn’t you think those in power over me would do something to help me. Perhaps it is part of neo-liberalism for the government to violate the law in order to create jobs and profits for the justice industry and others.

 

Why ACC etc refuse me services was highlighted following the Christchurch Mosque shootings and the need for $millions in charity to support victims. Muslim victims of violent crimes getting help with money, housing, etc while local terrorised population get – counselling. We are No 1 in the world for domestic/flatmate violence, have been for many years due to illegal removal of state housing and people forced into unsafe unstable unaffordable living situations. I have expressed my resentment to Muslim groups involved about all the money and support they are getting. So far rich people have donated $11million, which is being held by government agency Victim Support. Once distributed to the victims of the mosque shootings, I imagine no more than 500 people directly affected that would be $22,000 each – enough for a deposit on a house (so long as they are not permanently disabled as people on welfare ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BORROW MONEY TO LIVE IN THEIR OWN HOME – a violation of disability legislation).

 

I hope with all my heart my complaint is acknowledge and addressed and in doing so will not only change my situation but the situation for approximately 1 million impoverished disabled victims who currently experience 80% of the crime in New Zealand. Sadly Jacinda Ardern deceitfully used these statistics in her propaganda marketing after the mosque shootings as an excuse for complaints in the news from mosque shooting victims.

 

Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless.

Sincerely

JR

Civil Society Actor

HUMAN SEWAGE