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I’m telling you the solutions while I am going through ACC/Mental Health hell

The mental health and complaints systems for abuse victims is very cruel and unjust.   I have been advised by Health and Disability Commission advocacy organisation Nationwide that it would be dangerous and I would lose my liberty if I made a formal complaint about abuse, incompetence and criminal negligence in these organisations at the moment.

Most New Zealanders know there is something very wrong with the entire mental health system, that it drives suicide, self-harm and violence – instead of preventing it.  With having so many mentally unwell people with serious unresolved psychological issues WORKING in mental health it has created horrendous abuses of power.

I studied abuses of power after Wairarapa police started violently assaulting me for my legal non-violent protests about being deprived of ACC after winning two court cases in 2010/11.  Wellington police were never as abusive as they are in Wairarapa, they could be a bit mean and rough if they were having a bad day – but I accepted that.  What happened when I started protesting (because I was too poor to get to Wellington) in my own community exposed elitism and hatred of poor and mentally ill people I never knew existed.

Right now I know exactly what you are thinking – if I can protest I can work – this is not true, there are a lot of different aspects to being disabled by psychological abuse and prolonged poverty and neglect.  If I could work I would be because to not work is death and the most degrading poverty on earth – begging!  I hate being on invalids and disability so much it is a significant contributor to my really bad mental health.   You should see the mess I get into having to go to WINZ – which I avoid like the plague and they prefer that anyway.  Last time it was so bad I was self-harming at the table while the Masterton Manager filled out teh forms, because I can’t do them.  Banging my hand on the table until it was bruised, it was the only thing I could think of doing to stop how deeply degraded and humiliated I felt by WINZ and this hideous woman.

As a result of that day I received a two page letter from the manager saying to keep others who go to WINZ safe I was to stop my behaviour etc etc – I’ll post it one day, what that woman said was nothing less than evil.  The same manager who had punished my awesome WINZ case manager for trying to get ACC to provide me services, after she had put AWAITING HEALTH SERVICES for seven years on my disability forms.

Anyway, I won’t say much more or I know I won’t get the Good Stuff grant, for some reason as soon as you tell people how difficult your life is everybody stops helping you and runs the other way.   Please don’t do that this time, please help me to get people services they are entitled to and need so our communities can start to heal from the past 40 years of this economic experiment we have been forced to live under – that is a proven failure and still happening.

I attended a conference at Victoria University several years ago where we were told there was research evidence from the UK that proved privatisation of mental health caused serious social issues, death and violence.   The reason was contracted providers only helped the easy people who didn’t take too long – the community expected the worst people with the most need to be getting services – but the opposite was happening.  That is exactly the same reason our ‘social agency – social enterprise’ neo-liberal model is and will always be a failure with regard to mental health services.   And the complaints processes are just another layer of abuse and delay while people suffer and die.

Terrifying Police ‘welfare’ visit instigated by corrupt cruel bigot at NZ Parliamentary Service

Here is the email I wrote to constable (who seemed really nice and genuine when talking to me at home, through my locked door.  He told me he would call me and I could email him, but when I tried to contact him was told by his boss he was busy and he wouldn’t be contacting me and was extremely reluctant to give me his email.    Why say you are going to call and then have no intention of doing it – that is what I am subjected to all the time, its a form of psychological torture cruel corrupt police use with 100,000s NZers.    Actually I don’t know this was the constable I spoke to, or Rutherford was the person with him saying nothing???  I have seen both Andrew Rutherford and Sgt Wakefield names in statements in the police evidence trashing me for my legal protests about abusive mental health services, ACC, government corruption etc.

I always freeze with any knock at the door, then I go to see who it might be, I have smokey glass in my door.  Saw it was probably a policeman and asked who it was, which he confirmed he was from Carterton police, welfare visit bullshit.  I went up and locked the door, talked to him through it, refused to open it.  Told him about the abuse on facebook and we agreed he was going to phone me back and get the screenshots I had.  When they left I was frozen for at least 10 mins, shaking and hyperventilating – hadn’t expected them and so scared of them now.

Police are told not to reveal the person who contact them about any ‘welfare’ ‘suicide’ issues – wonder why that is you think????  Legally they not allowed to name the person but are allowed to name who they work for because I won a court case years ago that clarified the situation.  Would it be because police are being used to oppress and intimidate people they are purposely driving to suicide and crime because of the inhuman/illegal living situations poorest people now in????  Hell yeah!

Below is the email I sent (which I have also sent to others in justice, human rights etc)  and below that are some of the things the person from Parliamentary Services? said under the fake account.  I have screen shots but can’t put them on here not enough memory on my free wordpress site.

From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 8 January 2020 5:46 AM
To: Andrew Rutherford > Michael Wakefield
Subject: Are you going to act on my complaint or not? If you don’t respond by end of today I will assume that is NO!

From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 7 January 2020 2:04 PM
To: Andrew Rutherford > Michael Wakefield
Subject: Screen shots of the facebook abuse I was subjected to

Are you the officer I spoke to through the door and my house??  Because this email is for that man.
I have talked to Sgt Wakefield – who I do not trust and he eventually gave me this email.  He told me someone from Parliamentary Services contacted the police that resulted in your ‘welfare’ visit.  I have been advised police follow my social media to make sure I don’t violate my bail conditions by mentioning certain very powerful people I upset, people I refer to now as Voldamort.  Perhaps it isn’t police, perhaps it is people more closely associated with the ruling political parties/government then contacting police to terrorise me?  Perhaps it is bad people within government agencies who are corrupt and nothing to do with a political party.
After being subjected to some revolting bigotry, discrimination, threats and abuse on facebook yesterday – so bad I took screen shots of it – I believe the person behind this facebook page was the person who contacted police.  This person could be someone from Parliamentary Services.  I have blocked them.  It is quite difficult to follow the conversations because there were two threads going, the last screen shot implies they are going to contact police (for me that is a threat).   The person called themselves Joaquin Guzman on facebook – which I googled and is actually the real name of the Sth American crime boss El Chapo, so the name is definitely fake.
If this is the case, which you need to investigate, there are serious repercussions for the public servant who said those things to me, which were extremely derogatory, insulting, degrading, abusive and blatant bigotry.
Parliamentary Services are instrumental in discrediting me and have some team they set up that targets activists like me.  I have a psychiatric report by Justin Barry-Walsh that outlines this group and what they do.  You should be able to access it via my current case because it was the first psych report that labelled me insane for what I rightly do.  If someone from that office has set up a fake account and knows they are ‘fishing for an adverse reaction’ for pleasure, that has criminal ramifications.  I made a formal complaint about this assessment to the medical council because it violates their rules around lack of bias when doing Independent 3rd party psychiatric reports.
You will have to ignore my derogatory comments assuming it is someone within the police who was doing it – I have every reason to be suspicious of motives of some senior police.
I have had an extremely difficult and traumatic Xmas and New Year, of course I feel bad when I am terrified of what police are going to do to me end of January.  Have me forcibly locked up or drugged up!!!!  Because ACC are still refusing to reinstate my IA of over $10,000 they are withholding or any services I am entitled to after winning 2 ACC reviews in 2010/11.  I am terrified I have no lawyer, knowing Michael Bott was a candidate in the 2011 general election for Labour, so obviously bias.
Also there is a possibility this person is being manipulated or instructed by a politician or person from a political party who doesn’t like my social media criticism of our current government and Prime Minister, because Parliamentary Services are located at Parliament Buildings.  If that is the case that would be a crime and gross violation of separation of powers.
Sgt Wakefield got annoyed with me   He didn’t like what I was saying and that scares me, because he will stop you looking into this further, please investigate this, please protect me from very powerful people in our government.  Police are there to uphold the law and act justly, no matter who the complainant or perpetrator is, rich or poor, powerful or powerless.
I made a comment on my vlog yesterday about the person abusing me because of the youtube video, you obviously have seen the video, have you read the comments below?  Have you read my comment below?
Police have been coming to my house for years for ‘welfare’ visits knowing I can’t get services I am entitled to.  Senior police refuse to listen to my complaints of crimes by those causing me harm by depriving me of ACC, health, welfare and justice entitlements.  I know its not usually the officers who come to my door but my brain is terrified of all of you now after the really bad things some police have done and never held to account for them.  I will have nightmares because of the visit today, it now triggers me because of all the unresolved ‘stuff’ I have to deal with.
I am instigating other legal challenges through the courts at the moment, one of them involves Parliamentary Services, perhaps they know and are motivated to hurt me because of this as well?
Why would Parliamentary Services be following my youtube channel in the first place?
Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
The comment I made on my facebook page was:   Police know reporting me to fb makes me want to top myself! That why they do it! All 4 Depression Line staff English immigrants.
I wrote it after having someone making several complaints to facebook over the past few months and me getting kicked off for a month for talking about suicide, government corruption etc.  Telling people the current system was abusive and targeted some people for persecution, depriving them of all health care and justice in the process.
I am not allowed to phone govt Depression line and yet facebook repeatedly gave me information TO HELP ME – NOT – that said I could call this number and would get all the help I needed.  The complete and utter bullshit facebook is sending to people who are suffering and want to die because they don’t have health care or necessities of life are insulting, perverted, elitist hatred and bigotry.

Here are some of the things Joaquin Guzman (ie evil neo-liberal terrorist murderer at Parliamentary Services New Zealand) said on facebook before carrying out his threats to make sure I got services whether I liked them or not.


Firstly my friend Lyn posted – Your voice is important to me.  Police need to back off and allow you the same rights as everyone else… The right to participate in the conversation.  You are constantly persecuted for telling your truth.  Its disgusting that cops play this game.
JOAQUIN GUZMAN  reporting you to Facebook makes you want to top yourself, what the hell lady, get over it.
LYN –  what a stupid insensitive comment
JOAQUIN –  Have you watched the videos, she got a few screws loose, no wonder police don’t take her seriously, they prob thing whats this crazy bat on?  lol
LYN – so why comment?  If you think she is crazy then why pick on her?  Is your self esteem so low that you feel better by bullying someone you think is vulnerable?  That’s very sad and you need to get some help.
JOAQUIN she needs the help not me, shes overthinking the situation and causing herself stress, just pointing out the facts.  There are plenty of ways to get assistance with mental health issues, its not hard, but when people are on here talking shit do they expect everybody to encourage that behaviour and feel sorry for them?
LYN you know nothing about mental health.  Help is almost inaccessible and you’re just making excuses for your bad behaviour
JOAQUIN – you can’t tell me what I know or not lol.  I know a lot more than you obviously. I have had anxiety and depression and other issues in my time, I got help with medication, counselling and psychological services, life coaching, cognitive behaviour therapy, all for free so can’t say that is accessible.  People need the hard work, not allowing that behaviour, str8 tell them your losing the plot cut that shit out, can make them realise they just acting like a fool, attention seeking and making drama from nothing like your mate JR Murphy does
JOAQUIN isn’t acceptable, bad behaviour as your say, yeah I’ve got an attitude, but I know what I want to say and I say it, not a softy like everybody seems to be these days
JR MURPHY/me to JOAQUIN GUZMAN – WTF – I want your phone number you ignorant pig who got all the services THAT I AM ILLEGALLY DEPRIVED OF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Thanks for the bigotry and hatred though, got screen shots you sick perverted, brainwashed fk of a MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!
You obviously looked at my most recent videos after years of being treated like human garbage AND KNOW NOTHING ABOUT WHAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME OVER THE YEARS FOR ASKING FOR ALL THOSE THINGS YOU GOT YOU FKN CNT OF A MAN!
Telling me I’m making drama out of nothing and ‘attention seeking’ gee you’re the great psychologist and learnt heaps from all the brainwashing shit that HELPED YOU!!!!! Did you read my website www.jrmurphypoet . com
How would a sick ignorant fk like you get all those services for free?????? Over a long period of time mmmmm Sex or violent offender I bet.  Or issue ridden child abuse victim – that never got over it just turned into a hater of all abused who don’t.  And why don’t some people GET OVER IT YOU SICK FK!
Did you have children to support while you were getting over it – as a single parent??? Did they try and take your kids for asking for services you describe above you sick fk?  Your rich parnets backing you up perhaps, you have a job and a house???? You’re a man WTF would you know about how women function or their responsibilities in the world you sick fk!!!!!!!!!!
Acting like a fool????  That would be difficult when I have psych reports saying I am intelligent, don’t have a personality disorder and am not delusional.  Show me the psych reports that say it about you and I might consider the hatred ignorance and bigotry you just vomited all over me.  Although you have triggered me really badly cause insults like yours are what I get from all mental health services and police and social agencies etc etc etc.  And of course make me highly suicidal – which sick fks like you and your police mates LOVE SOOOOO MUCH.
Wait – bet you’re an addict – they love drunks, junkies and gamblers in MH services.  While they hate people who self-harm, have eating disorders, ticks and phobias as a result of overwhelming trauma nd criminal neglect!!!!!
MMaybe that’s the problem you sick insulting fk of a MAN – you’re low IQ and stupid, that’s why these things work for you!!!!!
How do you get ‘life coaching’ for free?  LOL you are that pathetic you need a ‘life coach’.  I’m 55 you sinsulting elitist pig I know how to live and did well at it until I was 37!!!!!!!  How many times you been beaten up by the police you stupid pathetic ahole????
JOAQUIN and now you accuse me of that type of stuff, showing your madness now, I’m no pervert lol, illegally deprived, they probably hear your ranting and don’t want to hear the shit coming from your mouth, I’m not ignorant, I know of the things you don’t, all it takes is asking for referral from the doctor for an assessment about whatever it is you need, same for physical or mental issues

JR MURPHY Except I’m not allowed to see a doctor!!!!!!!!!! – Why insult me before you tell me the services you get – why do it???   Havn’t been allowed to see a doctor for over three years!!!!! But because you are and do, that means same must be happening for me.  You just don’t realise there are people like me in this country deprived of services because of their public protests!!!!

I had the assesments you fwit – when decent psychiatrist Dr Alan Doris was doing them (over 5 yrs ago now), he was recommending inpatient care I was so unwell, ACC refused to listen to him, now years later I get assessments that say I don’t want services!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  When I’m being assessed because I was told by some fkn wnkr in the DIRECTOR OF MENTAL HEALTH’S OFFICE – that if I did get another assessment I WOULD DEFINITELY GET FKN SERVICES – BUT I DIDN’T.

JR MURPHY to Joaquin Guzman – hey Lyn just looked up this ahole and I reakon its a cop – Joaquin Guzman is the real name of El Chapo – that criminal murderer piece of shit Mexican drug lord, international criminal.  He thinks himself THE MAN – delusions of grandure and of course an evil sick fk – which obviously from his comments he is!!!!!  Can’t even call himself by his real name on facebook – I call myself JR Murphy because of my art and music but don’t hide my real name
JOAQUIN  Anybody can see a doctor…… this is what I”m meaning by your just nuts ranting on about shit, if I’m doing what the police and MH services say to you too, don’t you think its you with the issues?  If you went to them talking shit like you do here do you wonder why they react that way, if a cop tells you to be quiet and you don’t obey, yes they will physically assault you and arrest you if they feel the need, you don’t know what life coaching involves, it helps you deal with lifes issues you seem to struggle with so bad lol
NOTE:  I have never ever resisted arrest and when am told I am under arrest comply with everything police say – police who know me in Wellington don’t even use handcuffs.  Police in Wairarapa use them to assault me.  I do say no to police when protesting because I know my rights around it, where and what I am allowed to do.  Also police don’t ‘arrest you’ they detain you under Mental Health Act if it is to do with being suicidal/unwell and they are not allowed to physically assault you, no matter who you are or what you have done – especially a disabled mentally injured unwell abuse victim – but also a mass murderer (so long as they are not resisting arrest or in the throws of harming others).
JOAQUIN then posts two screen shots of his phone and website posts from here entitled GOTTA BE A P FREAK TO GET SERVICES IN NEW ZEALAND AND NZ GOVT & MEDIA NOWBLATANT AT INCITING RISE OF EXTREMIST GROUPS.  Also note the spelling of your instead of you’re, the appalling grammar lack of full stops etc – obviously an uneducated or young person who works for Parliamentary Services (probably a politician then).
JR MURPHY Again you insult me you ahole because I can’t see a doctor and you can – the police know I can’t see a doctor, so do WINZ, Mental Health, DHB, the doctor, etc etc.  Yes I have issues, I’m being deprived of services you sick fk!  They know all this stuff, I been dealing with police since ACC illegally dumped me from their services in 2009, sick months into a 2 1/2 year rehab plan THAT I WON TWO REVIEWS TO HAVE REINSTATED AND THEY STILL REFUSE I know what life coaching involves – I told you I’m not fkn stupid – but obviously you are.
YYou don’t know ANYTHING about neo-liberalism or politics do you!!!!!  Go onto my youtube channel and watch some of the videos I do from international experts on the breakdown of society, this is happening in New Zealand.  Unless of course you can explain why NZ has highest rates of child suicide, self-harm, domestic/flatmate violence and homelessness in OECD.  Thanks so much for all the bigotry and hatred I’m getting screen shots of it all, proves my case perfectly.
If you’re not a pervert, never raped or sexually and physically abused a woman or child then why are you so unwell and need all those services??? Were you just born a pathetic whimp who didn’t know how to live in the world????
JOAQUIN look at yourself, crazy bat, no wonder they don’t want anything to do with you
JR MURPHY If you’ve had mental health issues, then why do you keep insulting me by calling me crazy bat etc????   And now the laughing emoji – fk you’re predictable, if nothing else!!!!  You havn’t answered my questions about why you needed all those services????? Were you a pathetic anxious whimp of a man from the beginning???
JOAQUIN pathetic anxious whimp, that’s you lol, face the facts, your clinically insane and escaped the mental hospital ay lol
JR MURPHY Please tell me why you needed all those services – there must have been a reason?  I’m being genuine I want to know?
JOAQUIN see ya later weirdo, youv got big issues I watched your video to start and that was proof enough your fucked in the head, can’t go to the doctor because they will lock you up again
JR MURPHY What’s your real name so I can go to the people who helped you.  I’ve never been ‘locked up’ never been in a mental health unit – HAVE YOU????
JOAQUIN –  for the 3rd time, anxiety, depression and ADHD, not schizophrenia and bipolar like you seem to be
JR MURPHY –  Which video proves I’m fucked in the head???
JOAQUIN  all of them
JR MURPHY  So you hate women crying and distressed, or you have some other psychopathic thing to do with vulnerable people?  Give you have some sort of abusive power issues?
JR MURPHY  why did you want to kill yourself- depression is can’t get out of bed, have no hope for the future and want to kill yourself.  Why were you like that?  And what do you do for a job now?  Are you working?
JOAQUIN  depression isn’t just wanting to kill yourself hahaha your thick as fuck
JR MURPHY  have you ever been raped? Every been violently assaulted by police multiple times?  Ever been declined services? Ever had anything bad happen at all?
JOAQUIN yeah I’m a psychologist
JR MURPHY  So why were you depressed?  YOu can be anybody on facebook can’t you.  I’m guessing you not working, which is why you on here abusing me.   I know depression isn’t just being suicidal but they usually don’t do anything for you unless you are suicidal.
JOAQUIN everyone gets depression at one time or another, you are depressed obviously
JR MURPY  no they don’t and no I’m not but I do know people who are
JOAQUIN go get a life, stop focusing on negative shit, get over that shit, can’t change the past, only person that can make changes in your life is yourself, Nobody elses fault
JR MURPHY Did your life coach tell you that?  Are you working, do you have somewhere safe stable to live?  are you poor?
JOQUIN go for another assessment, be honest this time, you are in denial and blame everyone but yourself, goodbye nutcase, wish you a happy life in future and get those issues dealt with, I highly recommend cbt
JR MURPHY what negative shit, I’m just telling people what is happening now, I know I can’t change the past.  How can I change having nowhere safe stable or affordable to live?  How can I change police terrorising me for asking for health care I am entitled to???
JOAQUIN because you approach them acting crazy and they call the police to keep themselves safe because your mad lol.  your the negative shit
JR MURPHY I am honest, I don’t know any other way of being, I’m not a deceitful person, ask my friends.  I’m in denial of what?  You call me a nutcase then tell me to have a happy life.  Then you recommend CBT?  Like I said before, why insult me then offer me solutions that worked for you – probably because you are in a safe environment to do them?
JOAQUIN I’ll go show my thousands of followers on Instagram your madness, how many friends you got?  What you say doesn’t affect me, but my words sure hit the spot right lol
JR MURPHY Who do I approach?  I’m on Instagram are you under the same name?  You count Instagram followers as your friends??????  And you’re gloating you are hurting me with these comments???  Now I’ve worked out you’re mentally disturbed of course they don’t.  I’m getting screen shots of all this, for the research and activism I do as a disabled Civil Society Advocate.  Getting the underlying hatred those who have trained you out in the open is more proof of how destructive these methodologies are.
JR MURPHY this has been an excellent conversation – thank you – you helped me understand something – a piece of the puzzle of hatred against vulnerable abuse victims that had stumped me.  How old are you?
JOAQUIN the police abused you, go have a cry lol
JOAQUIN  hahahaha another good day out fishing here, very entertaining (happy face & fish emojis)
JR MURPHY –  So you are a sociopath – I guessed as much, you did all this to hurt me on purpose, just like EL CHAPO – do you think you are him???  
JJOAQUIN  go take your pills now, think you stopped taking them ay, keep typing I’ll be back to read them and show my workmates haha
JR MURPHY  Where do you work?
JOAQUIN  CATT Team  (which is name for emergency mental health teams)
Jr MURPHY  I have all I need, thanks for that, I do really appreciate your comments, its essential to understand the hatred society has created towards people with mental health issues as a result of trauma and poverty
JOAQUIN I’ll be making a recommendation and passing on your videos and comments, you can’t get help so I’ll do it for you k
JJOAQUIN then goes over to other facebook posts, one of my youtube video entitled Happy New Year Jacinda Ardern, God please stop them hurting me.
JOAQUIN  Crazy lady here, you need some assistance from mental health alrite, your torturing yourself with those thoughts, let it go from your mind and focus on something else.
As you will see I”m badly triggered and angry to start with, until I realise what this disturbed abusive sociopath is doing.  Notice how the abuse and comments get worse and more threatening, the more genuine and calm I appear.   I was testing this person out to see what his reaction would be whatever my approach, angry or calm and it validated other evidence I have seen of people being distressed and abused for it even more (like what security guard at court did when I became extremely distressed.
From what I can tell this person is young because they don’t spell correctly or use correct punctuation and grammar.  Or could be a Labour party member/supporter with a low IQ and poor education who has phoned the Labour party and made a complaint, who passed it on to Parliamentary Services?  Won’t know unless police do the investigation I have asked them to do.

Graeme Tulloch of international company (major importer of farm machinery that puts 10,000s farm workers out of work and indebts farmers) Tulloch machinery told me once every country/culture’s workers have a certain trait they are known for.  New Zealanders are now for covering up when they make mistakes.

NZ also has the highest rate of bowel cancer in the world, which I think psychologically relates to most people NOT DEALING WITH THEIR SHIT.   It is deeply ingrained in our culture because we are a country of people running away from their problems.  Then we were looked after really well by our government for a few decades, then neo-liberal global elites took over and now we’re being completely fkd by them!

This is the reason majority of people just cannot deal with what I tell them.  Especially if they are doing well, or they are in positions of power over us peasants.

Martyn van Beynan well known HATER of abuse victims, trashing #metoo movement AGAIN

This disgusting excuse of a human and journalist spending his New Year to attack sexual abuse victims and the #metoo movement.   At a time when the highest number of rapes, violence and other sexual abuse happens – what sort of sicko does that????  I have phoned this vicious elitist nasty bigot several times about horrendous untrue things he has said in the media and been abused for REMINDING HIM OF THE TRUTHFUL PARTS HE LEFT OUT OF HIS CLICKBAIT journalism.

It is a well known fact 41% of sexual abuse complaints to police, the abuser is found not guilty by juries in this neo-liberal hell hole – which is what happened to me.  The guy even admitted it and was still found not guilty – but then the jury was loaded with 10 white haired old men, one old woman with a blue rinse and one young woman who looked IHC NOT MY PEERS – A BUNCH OF BOOMERS!   I am 55 years old and never once been called up for jury duty – WHY IS THAT???  I have the time to do it as I’m not working, so why am I excluded?????

Everybody says there has been an investigation into what happened but I do not believe there has been – there has been a cover up, as there always is with any New Zealand government/political party.   Its interesting that it is also WOMAN covering up these crimes, trivialising them and trashing abuse victims – I find this all the time – rich affluent women (who I bet slept their way to the top ewwww).  Neo-liberal extremists have put rich affluent women in charge to destroy poor terrorised abused women – because they know their behaviour will be even more evil than a mans.

From my personal experience and research, men (unless psychopathic) are far more empathetic to women who are suffering – women HATE them, reject them, refuse to believe what they are saying so their schema of the world isn’t affected.

I believe the #metoo movement is a crock of shit as well – because nothing improved, things only got worse FOR THE OECD COUNTRY THAT HAS THE HIGHEST RATE OF DRIVING PEOPLE TO VIOLENCE IN THE HOME – and its not just families its flatmates as well.  Its our No 1 for homelessness that is causing this.  The industry around violence is just that – an industry that police and others are desperate to keep going – Martyn van Beynan is part of that plan and that hatred of abuse victims.  He knows ACC are depriving suicidal abuse victims and people like myself of care, he knows my case I have emailed and tweeted him links to my website.  He ignored it, told him to tell my story, he ignored me – the many is a fascist greedy miserly elitist neo-liberal terrorist bigot AND ONE OF THE MOST – ACTUALLY THE MOST corrupt abusive journalist in New Zealand.


Griffyn Gully-Davies #metoo abuser with IPCA New Zealand Police Conduct Authority

Got the email below today, AS A CHRISTMAS PRESENT –  just follow up to discredit and psychologically torture me by reminding me there is no way any of my valid complaints against police psychological and physical violence are ever going to be acknowledged or dealt with.  That THE GRIFFYN got the Chairman to do it is hilarious, cause we all know its the chair of these boards/commissions/etc who the most corrupt – that’s how they get the job – dah!

They get these evil women to do it in order to make #METOO feel more terrified and defeated.  Women like THE GRIFFYN are everywhere now, just like Jeffrey Epstein had Ghislaine Maxwell, IPCA have GRIFFYN GULLY-DAVIES and multiple other people they have hired directly from countries like America and Sth Africa!

Gave someone with a hyphenated name a hard time on twitter this week – I worked out it was several corrupt cruel people in the justice system with hyphenated names that had triggered my response.  Laurie Blyth-Carter American manager at Masterton District Court the same.  Wait and corrupt mentally disturbed head psychiatrist Justin Barry-Walsh.

Found out what Voldamorts name was – Colin – looked up Colin, quite obvious why this privileged corrupt groomed elite got his job at IPCA – lol.   Even he words THE GRIFFYN is using shows she is smitten with his AUTHORITY and everybody knows the culture of an organisation is created by those at the top.

From: Info <Info@ipca.govt.nz>
Sent: Friday, 13 December 2019 11:02 AM
To: Jayne R
Subject: Letter to you from the IPCA

Hello Ms R

I have attached a letter signed by the Chair of the Authority. This lets you know we will no longer take phone calls from you and all written contact will be assessed by me and I will decide what action (if any) will be taken.

Griffyn Gully-Davies: Manager: Case Resolution Team
Independent Police Conduct Authority, PO Box 25221, Wellington 6146, Aotearoa New Zealand

From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 13 December 2019 11:58 AM
To: Info <Info@ipca.govt.nz>
Subject: Thank you so much, nice to know the criminal negligence and corruption is the entire organisation not just you

Hello Ms Hyphen Hyphen,

Does that make you feel powerful and superior to repeat yourself and have it validated by someone obviously as equally criminally negligent and corrupt as you.  The evil of abuses of power as described by Prof Philip Zimbardo, classic.  I know what they have been doing to me, I know what you have been doing to me for years, there is nothing I can physically do.   The only thing I can do is pray for the demise of you and your entire organisation, which I do whenever you allow police to harm me for my legal non-violent protests about being denied ACC care I am entitled to after winning two court cases nine years ago.

You are true authoritarian fascists and I commend you for the part you play in the rape, oppression, abuse and economic violence you allow in this country towards victims of sexual abuse and violence, mostly women – to the point we lead the western world.  That is your kharma not mine, I do my best to expose abuses of power, you do your best to protect them.  Women & children suffer and die because of what you are doing to me and so many others with Complex PTSD as a result of criminal negligence by ACC and others.

When I cry and want to kill myself, I think of you all, think of what cruel sick immoral murderers and abusers you all are, you can send me all the letters you want, it doesn’t change what you are and what you are doing to me is illegal.  It doesn’t change the fact you are depraved perverted immoral elites and my valid and legal responses to this are justified.

Can you please send this letter by mail as I cannot afford to print it out, to 29 Clifton Avenue, Carterton.

You will pay for what you are doing and what you have done, when judgement day comes, you will suffer and die.  Any thoughts of there being no afterlife or not having to suffer for the suffering you have caused honest people like me are deluded.   Any thoughts there isn’t going to be a higher power come and judge your acts against people like me are deluded.  Thoughts are things, they can be measured, I am spiritually strong I can protect myself from the dark evil you spread with your bigotry ableism cruelty and hatred. You on the other hand are not so I would imagine your lives are about to get even more psychologically difficult to cope with.

Please pass that on to the elite who only hired you because you are deluded or a psychopath.

Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless oppressed
Utu mate to the rich and powerful oppressors
Jayne R
Civil Society Activist

From: Jayne R
Sent: Friday, 13 December 2019 2:37 PM
To: Info <Info@ipca.govt.nz>
Subject: Merry Christmas, love and kindness for the holidays to your staff, yourself & Colin Doherty

I am sorry I was unable to open the attachment, due to the severe distress and suicidal episode this letter would cause me, which you are already well aware is an impairment related to my disorder!  Its just before Xmas I developed that phobia (that had lessened a little in the past few months out of necessity for my life and freedom).  After ACC sent me a letter 1 week after telling me it would take 6 weeks to address my complaint about being denied ACC care under their ridiculous Code of Conduct legislation that they don’t have to listen to.  Which of course said everything I was complaining about was a lie, ACC were doing everything correctly and nothing more would be done about the situation – which continues today 8 years later!

I did some research on Colin and can see why his response and can imagine you being akin to Paula Bennett and her disturbing idolising of John Key as though he was some sort of leader of her religious sexual cult.  I study psychology of abuses of power (ANOMIE) under neo-liberal extremist rule, as well as traumatic stress disorders, your behaviour is classic and most disturbing, you should not be allowed in any position of authority or justice in this country.  As for Colin, I’ll make a complaint about him to the relevant authority – which will of course will be ignored – ahhhhh cruel corrupt New Zealand and sooooo good at marketing exactly the opposite of the truth.

Jayne R
UN Civil Society Activist

Going Underground critique of Mark Maslin & his book The Cradle of Humanity

Watched the youtube video below and responded with this critique of Mark Maslin’s book and what he had to say on a couple of small things & the big things he left out.  His subtle put down of Noam Chomsky did appear to me manipulative, but that is merely my opinion.  I thought what I wrote was quite good explanation of what I know about psychology, trauma & basic instinct after studying it for 17 years and living the nightmare of hell that is poverty in a neo-liberal controlled country.


Prof Mark Maslin missed out a really important piece of information when you asked him about violence in society!!!!  Those people who have Complex PTSD due to ongoing trauma and social/govt neglect whose brains operate in a far more ‘basic instinct’ way than most people in our society.   These people have become more and more prevalent as neo-liberal extremism has taken over and deprived them of their most basic necessities of life, like safety, shelter and food security.   It is the SECURITY of these most basic needs causing the most damage.

Can’t walk to the next town/next valley to get food like humans for 100,000s years did, that supposed to be the job of the government following the Magna Carta!!!!!!  YOu need to refer to Maslows Heirachy of needs and understand how more and more people are being deprived of their most basic human needs and of course human and legal rights.  As a result of this these people are like primates who do fight for superiority every day.

Also as people in power have caused more and more suffering and deprivation, driving away manufacturing (people working with their hands to create things people in their community need) they have consequently created more JOBS that involve LEGAL power over others.  Instead of having a few powerful people that told others what to do, we now have millions of them.  This is where you get into the work of Prof Philip Zimbardo and his work on abuses of power and things like the evil of passive inaction.

Also the types of people that get into positions of political power, aren’t those who are the most intelligent and most successful humans, as survival of the fittest principles required.  Its the people with the most money/wealth, which is often inherited so they never worked for it.  Or some person in a bank creates it out of thin air and hands it to them, which of course they have never worked for either.  The same as those in parliament, the idea that ‘the people’ choose the most successful leader to lead them is utterly ridiculous, small groups of people with personal advancement agendas choose the candidates based on what they can do for them and their 150 social group.  Not the entire population from poorest to richest.

People who get into positions of power like health workers, social workers, police, judges, human rights organisations, social service providers (including charities), LANDLORDS (is a big really big problem), bosses in a society where there are large numbers of unemployed, etc.  All are prone to abuses of power and I can assure you as an impoverished, disabled suicidal mentally injured abuse victim fighting to get professional health care I am entitled to and the necessities of life so I can actually heal from my trauma.

Another point to note is people who believe their terrible inhuman lives are their fault become suicidal (which media & elites like to make them think) and those who believe it is the fault of someone outside of themselves become homicidal (which was well portrayed in the latest Joker movie) and played out in society at present.  Thankfully I know the science of this and although I do know it is not me creating the inhuman terrifying situation I am in, it is our cruel corrupt leaders I resist those instinct urges and do everything I can to stick to non-violent forms of protest.  Although I do have horrendous suicidal episodes I have to go through alone when I become overwhelmed and blame myself so want to end my horrific life (horrific internally I have become very adept at acting to retain what dignity and human contact I have left – which is around a group of 10 maximum).

I also did not trust this Mark Maslin ONE BIT – abuse victims have very good ‘dangerous person’ radar, we have to in order to protect ourselves from more abuse/violence/death.  This man set off all my danger triggers.

You can challenge my evaluation of Mark Maslin’s information with any academic on the planet and it will withstand scrutiny as I am sure of what I am saying after 17 years of intensive study out of necessity for my continued existence.  I have no formal qualifications and was unable to continue at university studying law and rehabilitation etc because of being denied health care & welfare I am entitled to.  YIPPEE FOR ME

The fact Mark calls himself a Professor means absolutely nothing to me as I live in New Zealand where there are 100s/1000s of people who call themselves mental health/health experts and yet we are No 1 in the world for driving our children to suicide, women to self-harm, violence in the home from family members and mentally disturbed flatmates and of course homelessness.  Where we sell off the wealthy/homes/resources of the poorest locals to wealthy immigrants!  Please refer to the Milgram Experiment to prove what I tested through my own experience/research about how abuses of power permeate society from the SUIT/EXPERT down.

I am a civil society activist in the area of mental health/suicide, inequality, neo-liberalism and government corruption.  If anybody knows about corruption it is people with Complex PTSD initially due to interpersonal violence then criminal neglect.  CPTSD as as one of its symptoms – violence – strangely our courts refuse to accept it as a plea in any violence case.   Instead they make the punishment a little smaller as a token.   feel free to share what I know and follow my youtube channel or website.   www . jrmurphypoet . com


Please tell people in New Zealand (including that lying corrupt neo-liberal Jacinda Ardern and her mates) who despise disabled people rotting on welfare through no fault of their own that they get fkn good value for money from the work I do.  For a miserly $470/wk invalids benefit (when my rent is $320) and my benefit not been raised in years, while my rent has increased $100!  I am refused all health care, including not been allowed a GP for over 3 years for my non-violent protests. I am refused a lawyer and justice which I am entitled to under multiple criminal, constitutional and health laws.  Instead I am labelled as to insane to stand trial on 25 minor charges for my non-violent protests, which I would have won under Bill of Rights.   My protests about being illegally deprived of health care I am entitled to (after winning two court cases nine years ago) have resulted in police demanding I be put under compulsory treatment order where they will forcibly incarcerate me or drug me.  ITS NOT ME WHO IS INSANE IT IS THE PEOPLE DEPRIVING ME OF PROFESSIONAL TREATMENT CARE REHABILITATION & HOME I AM ENTITLED TO UNDER LAW HERE.

Here the youtube video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u8V4sw4hajU

NZ Police why aren’t you investigating ACC regarding my criminal complaints of harm

Had another call from police today, ‘welfare call’ – because they know I freak out if they visit.  MBIE – Immigration NZ phoned them after I got upset on the phone with their media contact person.  I genuinely wanted to know why they were putting the responsibility of housing poor refugees in Wairarapa when people who lived here couldn’t get houses.

The young woman had no idea how to respond, they put these sorts of people on these phones so those who doing it can avoid the fallout from us peasants.  She told me to send an email, what would the point of that be, nothing’s going to change without a public announcement from Jacinda Ardern and the Labour party.  Now the Labour party is run by a globalist immigrant there is no way they are going to limit immigration is there.

So I talked to Richard, who seems like one of the nice guys, I was pretty hostile from what they have been doing to me.  Apparently police wanting me to be put under a compulsory treatment order is to help me get services.  WTF  Launched into being held in cells all day and other appalling treatment not addressed.  Also the years of making complaints about ACC illegally causing me harm by omitting to insure I received the health care I am supposed to after winning two FAirway reviews in 2010/11.

Have asked multiple police officers who came to my door if they would do it, as they seem happy to lay charges for anybody who doesn’t like what I say or do.  Apparently those sorts of charges are above their pay scale – which is a load of BS, any officer can lay charges THEY CHOOSE NOT TO.  OR MORE CORRECTLY THEIR BIG BOSSES IN BULLSHIT CASTLE AND THE GOVERNMENT WHO CONTROL THEM CHOOSE NOT TO.  I got to know an officer at BS Castle he told me parliament runs police operations overall.

As I cannot get a lawyer to take a case – like Arthur Taylor knows how to do – I need police to defend me against ACC and others.  They refuse, they are corrupt bias elitist criminals.  Mike Sutton wanted to years ago, I gave him all the evidence, thought he was going to do something – he didn’t and gave it all back to me.  Boy did I give him shit!  He left the police suddenly last year and they put that bigot Jen Hansen in the job.

I know they are telling you the people depriving me of health care I am entitled to are not my health providers but that is not true.  That needs to be for a judge to decide, not YOU, or whoever is stopping this investigation and prosecution.

I have had perversions of justice by ACC in previous cases police could investigate and prosecute on.  Assaults they could investigate and refuse to.  Sections 150a 151 and 157 of the Crimes Act make what they doing to me as a disabled person criminal negligence.  Along with Judson lying on his report – which I can prove with the recording, as well as Barry-Walsh doing the other psych report knowing he had a serious conflict of interest.  Considering my status as a civil society activist and defences under Bill of Rights.

Police dumping me into the worst mental health services in New Zealand with people who ‘are scared of me’ – ie hate my guts for making valid complaints about them – that were never acted on IS NOT GOING TO GO WELL FOR ME.  I already know what these people are like, after this post I will post my 46 page response to Judson’s report, which I want police to investigate as it has violated the laws he quotes at the end about his independence and accuracy.

These reports are why my lawyer and I parted ways, he agreed with the fkn thing – ewwww.  I vehemently disagreed with both and did not want the judge making any decision based on them when they were so blatantly bias and wrong.

I am going to report the crime to Jennifer Hansen and expect no response like always.

If I could get the professional care etc I am entitled to then I know they would start doing it for other people and it would do exactly what everybody wants, bring down the suicide, self-harm and violence rates.   I am only asking for what I know I am legally entitled to.

Police are supposed to protect me against abuses of power, not contribute and participate in it.  Richard said he had to call because of my welfare it was his job – WTF – it definitely is, but not when I’m unwell because the police refuse to force them to provide care, which they are illegally depriving me of.  Rather than forcing me into those murderers care where they will definitely force me to take medication, have me locked up or ECT.  I don’t want there fkn therapies THEY DON’T FKN WORK, I KNOW WHAT I FKN NEED AND WHAT I AM ENTITLED TO.

So any NZ police officers out there prepared to charge ACC with criminal negligence etc.   I am reporting a crime and you need to start a thorough investigation into why I don’t have services, force them to pay me the $10,000 in Independence Allowance they owe  me as well.  Stop keeping me in the fkn cells if they do arrest me again for anything – which they shouldn’t because WELLINGTON POLICE NEVER DID!  Charging me for wilful trespass and violating my bail conditions IS YOUR CHOICE.  That is where you violate my rights, in the choices to make about not acting on my complaints of crime, while doing it for those who harming me in many ways.

Police do not swear an oath to the government
They swear an oath to the Queen, who is
head of a church, that believes in a book, that
protect the rich & powerful while they
persecute the poor & powerless

If you don’t deal with the continuous abuses of power you inflict on me then you are corrupt criminals and just as responsible and culpable as my abusers are!  I HATE YOU, you could fix this, you could help so many people, you know I’m right and you know what I protest about needs addressing.  Anybody would think you all enjoy it!.



Carmel Sepuloni why do you stop me from getting health care so I can work?

WINZ already know this, they know exactly why I am unwell and how desperately I want to work.  I sent this email after something the woman at WINZ said the other day about me trying to get a flatmate.  Like it was a good comment to put on my file – the fact I can’t get health care or services OR EVEN A DOCTOR so I can return to work and get health care is completely ignored.

From: Jayne R
Sent: Thursday, 21 November 2019 4:40 AM
To: Info (MSD) <Info@MSD.govt.nz>; Michele Eades <michele.eades001@msd.govt.nz>
Subject: I desperately want to work, why do you allow ACC etc to deprive me of health care so I can?

Yet again I was forced to fill out yet another form which I find extremely distressing because I know I should not be on welfare and I know I would not be on welfare if I could get health care I am entitled to and need after winning two ACC reviews in 2010/11.

The behaviour of your staff was unprofessional, manipulative and what is called GASLIGHTING – a technique abusers use to destabilise and invalidate their victims.  The way those two women came up to me concerned I was crying – which I was trying to stop because I was terrified I was going to get trespassed and all those things I was threatened in the letter Michele sent to me re self-harming.  I was going to tell them not to worry there was nothing they could do.  Instead a callous cruel abuser staff member came up and told them it was nothing to do with them and THEY WOULD HANDLE ME.

You see unlike normal human beings that don’t work for WINZ or any government organisation purposely persecuting disabled abused poor people – we see someone GENUINELY UPSET AND FREAKING OUT like I was and we want to hug them, care for them and do whatever we can to stop the harm.   The people at WINZ have obviously been trained to be psychopathic abusers, to not engage at all in the harm they were causing.   So have the staff who answered my complaint about the insulting letter regarding my 4th request for food? in 12 months – SINCE MY RENT WENT UP $70.  The Indian woman – who was extremely culturally offensive, elitst and insulting with her apology saying she was sorry for my INCONVENIENCE.   What you did to me was abusive, insulting, humiliating, traumatising, illegal, punitive and of course disrespectful – not inconvenient.


I WANT IT PUT ON MY FILE THAT OF COURSE I AM TRYING TO FIND A FLATMATE THAT WON’T STEAL FROM ME, TERRORISE ME, EXPLOIT ME & MY DISABILITY, PAY THEIR HALF, DO THEIR HALF OF CHORES, NOT BRING DANGEROUS PEOPLE TO MY HOUSE.   I CAN’T LIVE WITH DIGNITY WITHOUT HAVING A FLATMATE HERE – THAT I CANNOT GET ONE IS NOT MY FAULT.   Every time I put the room on trademe, or facebook or note up at supermarket I get really dangerous men and women applying which terrifies me as I really don’t want to be raped against, or terrorised and stolen from again either.   I WOULD BE OK WITH A DISABLED FLATMATE, SO LONG AS I WASN’T EXPECTED TO BE THE ONE TO LOOK AFTER THEM BECAUSE THE GOVERNMENT ILLEGALLY REFUSED TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I keep asking the few people I know if they know of anybody who wants somewhere to live that is suitable, but either the people they know are too dangerous and they wouldn’t recommend them or most want housing for families and I am only allowed one other person at my rental according to the tenancy – plus this property is far too dangerous for children.

I am also desperately trying to earn some money to supplement my income, I keep making things to sell at the market, but because I am so poor, so unwell and so unsupported I can’t afford to get a $ float together in order to go to market, I can’t afford to take my car up there.  Also I am so isolated and so terrified of PEOPLE because of what police, mental health, WinZ etc people are doing to me I become terrified of everybody.   I have ideas for selling merchandise etc related to my art, music and poetry, but I can’t afford the money to get some T shirts made.  I got a pile of NICE poetry made and printed that I could sell at shops, Wairarapa poetry people love but I can’t get the money together to market it properly and local shops are not interested in any local product if it isn’t.

 My poetry would be great to be sold to tourists and I went to see Cobblestones a few weeks ago about how to do that and see what else they had for sale.  Although I had a great discussion with the manager there and she wants some of my poetry BECAUSE OF MY MENTAL HEALTH I was unable to follow this up – if I had the treatment care rehab, home, Occupational Therapist and mental health worker I am entitled to under ACC then I would have the support I need to sell my work and participate in society.

I was a business women before I was hurt, I would still be one if I had received the ACC care I am entitled to.

I am always looking for a part-time job, except as you know I have phobias about going for an interview related to the not guilty verdict of my rapist and the destroying of my life.

One of the reasons I am so unwell and want to kill myself is I don’t work – everything I do with my protesting and begging for services I know I am entitled to IS BECAUSE I WANT TO WORK.   If I don’t work people hate me, family hate me and ashamed of me, people in the community hate you, people who work hate you, you are subjected to continuous bigotry and even violence because you don’t work.   If you don’t work people who do have money and work often take advantage of you,

Also it is extremely traumatising for me to have to go through why I need a food grant when I have bulimia and am so humiliated I don’t want to say to the person on the phone.  Sometimes when I am extremely stressed (usually over police violence and persecution) I use this to cope – ACC, mental health and others have known that for years and refused to provide me any eating disorder support services EVER!  People do not understand bulimia and are extremely bigoted, because they believe I HAVE CHOICES when I do this – WHICH OF COURSE I DO NOT!  Or I wouldn’t do it, would I, because I barely have enough to survive now.

Please put on my file that I am bulimic so I don’t have to explain it to people who are ignorant insulting degrading bigots on the phone.

I find going to the food bank way to distressing, degrading and terrifying than asking WINZ for a food grant occasionally.  but I have managed to find someone who can go for me, not that I like asking him one bit.  However the food bank parcels are full of carbohydrates and food I can’t have in my house or I eat all of it at once – like packets of biscuits etc.  There is no real meat or vegetables – which is food.  The things are very high in fat & sugar which is really bad for me.  I have to give away most of the stuff I get because I have diabetes coming on and I just can’t have nice carbohydrate food in the house.   Plus I’m still living on mainly toast/bread that is enough carbs and makes be extremely fat and disgusting which all people with jobs and money hate as well.  After reading a news item last week I realise it is the high carbohydrate diet I am forced to eat due to poverty that makes me fat.

I grow a few salad veges and herbs but am always wary of putting very little of my money into my garden as if the landlord wanted me to leave it would be a waste and I would be extremely distraught leaving my garden – which has happened to me in the past.  I don’t have a secure tenancy & can be kicked out with six weeks notice if they want a family member to move in – which has happened to several friends of mine.   Our government and housing market is now so perverted houses are being put in the hands of wealthy families, while depriving people who don’t have wealthy families and multiple rentals.  I don’t have any family that can afford it or that would help me out, my wealthy family don’t want anything to do with me or any other poor person.  My own brother told me if my life was so hard I should kill myself a few weeks ago.

If there is anything you can do to get me help to get someone safe as a flatmate, help me fill out forms or access disability funding for my business ideas etc please contact me urgently.

Jayne R



Judicial Commissioner Alan Ritchie – #OKBOOMER #OKRulingElite

I just received this response from a complaint about Judge Barbara Morris.   Loved the final sentence about how I will be outraged, I way past that point with these corrupt neo-liberal terrorist elites.  Here is his letter, which I could not copy from as it was protected on the email and my response.

20 November 2019


Ms J R

Dear Ms R

Complaint about Judge Morris

  1. References in this letter to the Act or to sections are references to the Judicial Conduct Commissioner and Judicial Conduct Panel Act 2004 or to sections of that Act.
  2. Please accept my apologies for the delay in completing my examination of your complaint. Some matters received ahead of yours took longer to deal with than I had been anticipating.
  3. You set out the complaint in your letter of 26 May 2019 in very wide-ranging terms but the essence is your concern that the Judge

“…made an extremely inappropriate comment about me receiving counselling…..”

  1. Your very clearly stated view that counselling is not sufficient treatment, care or rehabilitation in the case of your particular sensitive claim.
  2. I have listened to the audio recording of the hearing on 23 May 2019 and I certainly heard the judge refer to counselling but she did so only briefly and on your response, immediately referred instead to an interview by a psychiatrist drawn froma list to be provided by you. I note that you had earlier strenuously refused to attend an interview with another psychiatrist.
  3. I have previously explained to you the effect of section 15A(1) of the Judicial Conduct Commissioner and Judicial Conduct Panel Act 2004 but, by way of reiteration, that section provides that I may decide no further action on a complaint if I am satisfied in all the circumstances that to do so would be unjustified.
  4. On my assessment of the audio recording of the hearing on 23 May 2019, I am very plainly satisfied in terms of Section 15A(1). Indeed, from what I heard, I could not question the way in which the judge handled the situation. As part of that I note that the hearing was in a Court closed to the public.
  5. There is no basis on which further action by me could be justified. I appreciate that you will feel a sense of outrage at this decision. It will reinforce your view of my own corruption. I am sorry about that and express the hope that things may have moved on for you somewhat more positively since your letter to me.

Yours sincerely

Alan Ritchie


My response to this self-righteous elitist bigot is as follows

From: Jayne R
Sent: Thursday, 21 November 2019 2:01 PM
To: Judicial Conduct <JudicialConduct@jcc.govt.nz>
Subject: Re: Decision

It is never a good morning

No Mr Ritchie it has not moved on it has become even more incredibly INSANE, abusive and unjust.

In fact your response was interestingly timed as I was about to make another complaint about Judge Morris.  And sent a letter to your office regarding my feelings around my situation recently.  Of course I am annoyed, but you have actually achieved what my other point of the complaint was if I failed.  You have made sure I  have exhausted yet another avenue to get justice, which makes me eligible to help from United Nations and International Court.

Last week I was labelled insane and unfit to stand trial on the basis of two inaccurate, bias, corrupt and illegal psychiatric reports.  I sacked my lawyer who had become insulting, bigoted and misogynist, was refused another one.  According to Legal Aid it would be not be in the interests of justice to provide me a lawyer.  Saying I got rid of my last 2 lawyers inappropriate which is not true and they know it.  1st lawyer didn’t even work in Wairarapa and never heard of me 2 days before court when I phoned him.  2nd lawyer there was a conflict of interest we both agreed made him unsuitable.  They said my lawyer last year was unfairly dismissed which is not true, my lawyer Susie Barnes was great – just way out of her league when Meredith Connell, on behalf of ACC, got involved and perverted justice in my criminal case.

The thing is, its not the judge that is the real problem and injustice here, is it.  Elephant in the room is successive neo-liberal directed governments created this systemic/procedural injustice against people with stress disorders as a result of abuse and neglect (govt neglect mostly).  As Martyn Luther King said “Never forget everything Hitler did in Germany was legal.”  (in 1963 while in Birmingham Jail USA).  It is quite obvious to me the justice system and mental health laws have been perverted to oppress poor disabled people like myself and profit unscrupulous authoritarian people. I am assuming from a lot of international media discussion this is due to corruption of our governments by pharmaceutical companies, this is the main reason for my situation.  I refuse medication on religious and ethical grounds – always have.  I know what I need to be safe enough to recover from my mental injury and move on with my life – that is all I have tried to do since I was a victim of crime in 2002.

That I (and others I have met) have been subjected to such punitive use of the police, health and justice systems trying to stop me getting the care victims need is abhorrent and nonsensical to me.  I see on a local mental health and addiction service provider website there are 6-8 week courses for alcoholics and junkies, gamblers – but as I don’t do those things I am ineligible.  In fact many of the people that receive these services are those who cause 80% of the harm to mentally injured disabled people in the bottom poorest (most disenfranchised, dysfunctional, disliked) 20% of society.

Now you have this information I feel it is your obligation as a senior judicial official to ensure my legal needs are met and this nightmare is ended sooner rather than later, so I can get on with my life.  Free from oppression and with the professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe stable culturally appropriate home in my community as required by New Zealand and international UN treaties.

I will continue to try and get my art, music, suicide/abuse/trauma treatment services, political ideas, human rights, disabled rights, civil rights and democracy ideas into my community.  Alhough I am terrified, I will continue to do my graffiti art and posters around my area when I have the courage.  I will also continue to try and get services that police are now demanding are under compulsory treatment order.  Which still blows my mind when all I have done is protest because I wasn’t getting services they said were available and I was incapable of working with providers who had already failed me so badly I almost committed suicide.  And the English police officer prosecuting me, laughing at what was happening, that was just disturbed.  Please refer to my youtube channel about what I was subjected to


I have also been trespassed from the court to stop me chalking outside, which I am legally allowed to do if I wasn’t trespassed.  Even when they said I could come to court they tried to stop me chalking beforehand.  I kept telling them I had won a court case that said I could protest on any public property so long as I was quiet – which chalking is, unless someone comes up and tried to stop me and incite me to swearing and violence.  Thankfully I have a lot of experience with overzealous poorly trained security and police who don’t know Bill Of Rights and other laws as well as I do.

At the moment I am planning my treatment and rehabilitation, they are demanding I receive compulsorily – LOL, LOL, LOL.  Or if they are corrupt and have left me without services just to terrorise me and the community, then they will find a corrupt psychiatrist who demands I take medication.  Question is how do I protect myself against them illegally (gross violation of UN Declaration on Human Rights) forcing me to take medication?  I would like you advice on this?

My other problem is I have not worked out how to get my injustice regarding ACC, health care, police and others into the High Court.  If I could take a civil action in the high court under Legal Aid (who hate me) then I believe this entire situation would be resolved, I have wanted to do this for over 17 years.  I would receive the professional health care and stability in my housing situation that is essential to me not ‘going tourettes’ when I am challenging people in authority, in the community causing harm to me and others.  It is also essential to my recovery and being able to move on.  These tourettes moments, which are documented by a previous psychiatrist I saw multiple times are an impairment related to my disability and the extreme stress I am under.

I would appreciate your comments and advice on my situation in the framework of requirements under Imperial Law enactment of the Magna Carta.  As this does not appear to be something the District Court is capable of applying.  A judge is there to adjudicate between two opposing factions, I have been denied that most basic legal right by being labelled insane – from what I have told you above it is pretty obvious it is not me who is insane.  This will also be obvious to Nils Melzer and other UN officials regarding complaints I intend to make.

Judge Morris’ comments about psychotropic medication reinforces my case for criminal negligence and discrimination on the basis of my disability, religious and ethical beliefs.  Currently I am quite incapable and to poor to conduct a case of such magnitude and significance in our neo-liberal controlled country.  With the care police are demanding I forcibly receive (which is truly ridiculous) hopefully my high level of executive functioning will return.  I have always said, “I just want my life back.”

I will never stop protesting and being a Civil Society Actor in the area of mental health services and suicide for victims of trauma and crime until our government and society do what they say they do.  What I was taught in my disability, rehabilitation and health 101 papers at Massey.  Other people who are being harmed don’t have the knowledge, experience and understanding I do to articulate in a more legal and professional way what is happening and how oppressed we are.  Also how it adversely affects our behaviour which is exploited throughout our unjust, undemocratic neo-liberal society.

I look forward to your response, although I would rather meet with you in person to discuss this.  I find this personal detachment between those in power and those oppressed is a significant cause of why nothing is being done to stop the suicide and violence people pushed to breaking point are expressing.  There is no way my family and people I am peers with who are wealthy (I no longer associate with) would agree to the situation I am in.  None of my current friends who know who I am and what I fight for agree at all, but are too unwell and too afraid to support me.  In fact nobody I meet protesting disagrees with what I am saying.  Which makes the actions of police extremely bizarre.  If all of those people wanting me prosecuted knew the situation about my decade long fight for reinstatement of my care by ACC, which includes $10,000 in unpaid Independence they are illegally withholding – I am sure they would not want police to prosecute me.  Police, Labour Party, Bell Gully and DHB have no excuses except corruption, criminal negligence and oppression, as they caused this situation.

Finally, we are No 1 in OECD for youth suicide (No 5 for suicide), women self-harming, domestic/flatmate violence and homelessness, everything I am fighting for and passionately legally protesting about is to address this appalling desperate situation.  How can I be insane and those doing it not?  Please refer to Prof Philip Zimbardo’s work on evil and abuses of power.

Yours sincerely
Jayne R
Civil Society Activist

From: Jayne R
Sent: Thursday, 21 November 2019 5:54 PM
To: Judicial Conduct <JudicialConduct@jcc.govt.nz>
Subject: Re: Decision, further information

I was going to write more about the inaccuracies in your report but I really feel there is no point after doing some research on you.  It is quite obvious you have the mentality of a ruling elite BOOMER instrumental in the persecution of (purposely impoverished) disabled mentally injured abuse victims like myself.  You also feel no quilt or responsibility whatsoever for the 10,000s abused neglected women children and men the neo-liberal controlled judiciary illegally and unjustly terrorise, persecute, drive to suicide and crime.  Or the same number who are denied Legal Aid and appropriately qualified and resourced lawyers (as Justice Winkleman has pointed out several times now).  Other than that all I have to say is #OK BOOMER!   Or as Martyn Bradbury called it more accurately #OK RULING ELITE – which of course is you.

You are a vile corrupt evil man and people like you will need to be removed from your position of power before we have peace between rich and poor again.   Purposely driving children to suicide, women to self-harm, men to violence and crime and using immigrants to drive disabled and poor from their homes are terrorist acts of cruel and immoral fascists – which you and your ruling elites friends are.  I know this, you now know this, I will make sure as many people as possible know it as well.

The life of privilege you have lived and the suffering you have caused is an abomination of neo-liberal extremism that will never be forgotten by me and I think you are in fact so incredibly cruel and corrupt I will write a poem about you and include it in the next edition of my book, which will be submitted to the National Library of New Zealand.  This is to make sure what has happened to me and so many others is recorded for prosperity, so everybody knows the truth, not just the public narrative propaganda we are all subjected to.

When neo-liberal terrorists are overthrown and I am part of a new era of justice, equality and sustainability I will make sure you are removed from any control or judgement of any kind over people.  Personally I feel people like yourself should be forced to relinquish all the proceeds of your years of crimes against poor in this country, left with only a modest house in a modest suburb (actually I believe we will eventually start holding the cruellest neo-liberals to account just as they are still doing with NAZI murderers.  Everything else should be seized and returned back to the taxpayers you failed and illegally oppressed.

Other than that I wish you all the karma and judgement any higher power that does exist chooses to unleash on you for your crimes against humanity in New Zealand.  From the darklands of this neo-liberal nightmare it is not me who is insane it is you and your ruling class friends.  The elites that everybody is working out are the ones to hate and fight against, not each other which you currently incite.

I don’t hate you for this decision, I hate you for who you are and what you have done to destroy democracy, rule of law and government in this country in your lifetime.  I was 5 yrs old when you became a lawyer, I am now 55, you destroyed my life since 2002 which is when I first started trying to get a lawyer I was entitled to and finally worked out was non-existent to a poor disabled abused women like myself.  You would have known me from your days perverting justice for poor at Law Society.  The #metoo movement in Wellington proved without doubt the levels of toxic immoral abuses of power against women that male lawyers appear to think their birthright.   First you abuse women, then you deny abused women the treatment care rehab homes and justice they are entitled to under law.  I personally think those who deprive abuse victims of their entitlements and rights are worse than any rapist, child molester and disgusting filthy pervert – you not only deprive them of a decent life, you often deprive their children, families and those around them.

You are a disgusting immoral corrupt elitist bigot and hopefully the bible is true and you go to hell where you definitely belong.  EAT THE RICH!

Yours sincerely
Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
That’s how you politely use your pen as a sword in the fight against these traitor global elites.

MOJ corruption being illegally denied legal aid, correspondence

On 22 October I sacked my lawyer citing irreconcilable differences after he insulted me and discriminated against me multiple times.  The final straw were two conversations where he asked me repeatedly what health care I wanted, firstly not allowing me to answer, then when I started to explain my ACC rehab plan from 2009 he told me it was meaningless.  He then started repeating the same thing about what care I wanted over and over again, one of the times he did it very slowly.  There is something seriously wrong with the man and I refuse to deal with him, also given my severe stress disorder I no longer trusted him.  He also called me things that were sexually derogatory in nature and extremely offensive to any woman my age.

I sent WGNCriminallegalAid all the correspondence  between me and the lawyer to prove my case as I have had serious issues with in the past.  Although I emailed the complaint they have refused to send me the legal aid decision electronically, they sent it by mail so I have had to type it out to post it here.   Firstly my response to their decision letter.  then you can see their decision letter which will shock you.

Last time they refused me legal aid for this current case that is now almost two years old, I was not quick enough – because I was so unwell and did not know what to do that I missed the 10 day deadline.  This time the letter dated 5 November arrived at my home on 10 November so I only have 5 days to get it done.   These complaints are very distressing – mostly because I know I will be ignored but also because of the gross injustice I am being subjected to just for wanting my ACC care reinstated after winning two reviews nine years ago.

11 November 2019


I disagree with the decision to withdraw legal aid and not provide another lawyer and want it reviewed by someone who isn’t corrupt for the following reasons.

  1. The first lawyer you gave me didn’t work in the Wairarapa region, it was only two days before court and I contacted him, he had never heard of me. He told me then he didn’t work in the Wairarapa and hadn’t for years. Legal Aid Services already know this from previous complaints that were ignored.
  2. The second lawyer was Jock Blathwayt and at the time there was a conflict of interest and Jock agreed it wasn’t appropriate for him to be my lawyer.  Legal Aid Services knew this and still prevented me from getting a lawyer for over a year, illegally.
  3. Preventing me from getting a lawyer not only seriously traumatised me and caused me humiliation and harm, it also delayed my case and perverted justice. Which has resulted in me being charged with 25 different minor spurious crimes since.
  4. The relationship with the lawyer broke down as my valid complaint and request to have my case reassigned proves. Which you are unjustly and cruelly ignoring. This is a valid reason to be given a new lawyer according to laws you quote.
  5. It would be an injustice for a purposely impoverished disabled Civil Society Actor in area of suicide, abusive mental health, sexual abuse care, homelessness, civil/human rights and inequality, to be denied a lawyer. Especially when I live in the district with highest rate of suicide and self-harm in New Zealand.


As Jock Blathwayt and I are no longer in this legally conflicting situation, if you want to reassign Jock that is fine with me. It is not me who the problem here, it is corrupted Legal Aid Services and the appalling disrespectful behaviour of your staff and lawyers like Alisdair Ross who specialise in denigrating victims of abuse with mental health issues.


Still horrified you stated in your letter that the first lawyer was forced to withdraw or dismissed by me when you know from previous complaints he didn’t work in Wairarapa.



Jayne R

Civil Society Activist



On behalf of the Legal Services Commissioner

5 November 2019

Ms J R



(for enquiries: Kathryn Ross 0800 253 425)

Legal aid no: (which I won’t give you
Lawyer :   (which I will give you if you want me to)

Your Case:   Fail to answer bail: other acts/statues; Wilful Damage, Other charges < 6 mths x2


Dear Ms J R

About your legal aid


On behalf of the Commissioner, we write in response to your numerous emails requesting us to reassign this matter from Alisdair Ross to a new lawyer. We have considered your request and now respond as follows:

  1. We will not assign you a new lawyer, and we have decided to withdraw aid, because it is no longer in the interests of justice for you to receive it (s 29(a)(ii) of the Legal services Act 2011 – “the Act”)
  2. We refer to the Commissioner’s “Granting Decisions – Guidelines”, which set out the grounds for reassigning or terminating aid. The relevant part of the guidelines reads:
  • It is expected that reassignment and terminations of assignment will occur infrequently.
  • To request termination of an assignment the lead provider (lawyer) and/or aided person must submit a written request to the legal aid office, which sets out the reasons termination is sought,
  • The aided person can request a change of provider once: a second reassignment may be only in exceptional circumstances. Grounds for reassignment are:
  • Conflict of interest.
  • The provider has insufficient time available.
  • — not relevant
  • —- not relevant
  • A genuine breakdown in professional relationship such that the case is unable to be advanced.
  • ——- not relevant
  1. To date, you have had 2 lawyers assigned to act for you in these matters. We do not accept it would be in the interests of justice for a third lawyer to be assigned to represent you, or for aid to continue, for these reasons:

2.1       The 2 lawyers who have represented you are competent and experienced. They have been dismissed by you, or been forced to withdraw, for reasons which have no bearing on their competence or skill.

2.2       The Commissioner’s policy on applicants (such as yourself) requesting a change of lawyer is clear. You have previously been made aware of this policy.

2.3       Exceptional circumstances do not exist here which justify us granting you another lawyer. Any breakdown in professional relationship in this case has been caused by your behaviour towards previous lawyers.

2.4       This is not the first matter in which you have caused your relationship with lawyers to break down. We refer, for example, to legal aid file 18866786 which concerned a wilful damage charge you faced last year.   (Note from me: I had a great lawyer, Suzie Barnes, we lost the case and the two officers who violently assaulted me and threatened me with worse lied in court – but Suzie was still a good lawyer, just way out of her depth. Especially when ACC lawyers Meredith Connell threatened a judicial review that would taken months if she kept asking for the REAL NAME (they give false names) of my ACC case manager to be subpoenaed as a witness to prove she contacted me by phone and promised me my care would be reinstated. When Suzie asked for CEO of ACC instead, the big guns really came out. Suzie is not part of a huge legal company like Meredith Connell, she could not defend me. There were also other perversions of justice. As a result of losing this case I threw red washable poster paint on the white ribbon banner inside Masterton police station that said SPEAK OUT AGAINST VIOLENCE TOWARDS WOMEN and left a piece of art as well.

2.5       We refer to Cant v R (2013) NZCA 513, Pitiroi v Police (CRI-2012-463-38), and Pointon v Police (2013) NZHC 2352. These cases establish the fact a defendant is not legally represented does not necessarily mount to a miscarriage of justice, or a breach of the New Zealand Bill of Rights Act (BORA).  (NOTE: I could not find these cases on any legal database.)

2.6       You have had ample opportunity and been given the right (more than once), to receive legal assistance without cost, as provided by s 24(f) of BORA. However the Supreme Court noted in R v Condon (2006) NZSC 62: “…. If the accused…. Is rightly refused legal aid….. there will have been no breach of the s 24 (BORA) rights.”  (NOTE: Found this case and it doesn’t apply to my case at all.)

2.7       Here, it is reiterated, you have been given reasonable opportunity of legal representation twice. It cannot be argued unfairness accrues to you, based on this ground.

2.8       We have no confidence, if we assigned you a third lawyer, your behaviour towards that lawyer would be different from your behaviour towards your previous lawyers. (NOTE: What behaviour, last few lawyers been OK, just not Alisdair Ross.)

3.10     S 3 of the Act imposes a duty on the Commissioner to deliver legal aid efficiently and effectively. Given the above circumstances, it would be neither efficient nor effective for us to assign a third lawyer to act for you, or for aid to continue.


2.S 31(2) of the Act requires us to give you a reasonable opportunity to make submissions about why aid should not be withdrawn. Accordingly we will give you 10 working days from the date of this letter to make these submissions which, once received, will be considered by us.  (NOTE:  So if they weren’t forced by law to listen to reasons for not withdrawing legal aid then they would just ignore me anyway.  Oh boy do these people hate poor people!)


We have written to your lawyer about this decision.


If you wish to discuss this further, talk to your lawyer or contact Kathryn Ross on 0800 2 LEGAL AID (0800 253 425) or by email WGNCriminallegalaid@justice.govt.nz

Yours sincerely   (lol shd have been faithfully – no sincerity in this letter)

Kathryn Ross

Grants Officer

Reconsideration rights


If you disagree with the decision made you may apply for a reconsideration using the reconsideration form on our website or calling Kathryn Ross………..


(I phoned and was told just to send an email).

This is the first time I have read the document properly and I found a whole heap of other BS I never saw before.  Like my lawyer last year Susie Barnes was a good lawyer, just way out of her depth and resources.  The lawyer I have had in the past have been OK, they all got me off vast majority of my charges – I only been convicted of 3 things – Wilful trespass of Law Society for going there and refusing to leave until I got a lawyer – graffiti a few years ago and wilful damage last year.  I have been charged with DOZENS OF CRIMES, MULTIPLE TIMES – most of the charges never even ended up in court because police would drop the charges after three months, just before it got to a serious court sitting.   Gee I wonder why!

I had to represent myself – I was capable of it then – against DHB wilfil trespass charges for a legal protest I did and I won – the case was so bad and their witness the security guard had never been told about BORA and the rights of people to protest on public property.  I asked for compensation for being put through that court case unnecessarily – I was insulted, degraded and ridiculed by the CEO at the time for even asking.

Anyway, must get back to Criminal Legal Aid and add to my complaint above – I HAVE A LOT MORE TO FKN SAY NOW.  WTF are these people on??   Lawyers don’t like me for my protests about wanting me and other mentally injured suicidal abuse victims – mostly women – to get the professional ACC treatment care rehabilitation and homes we are entitled to under NZ law.   Mmmmm the legal profession – terrorising a victim of sexual abuse who asking for health care they entitled to – now why would they possibly do that – ewwwwww.  Do you think Kathryn Ross might be these abusers in the system’s madam – just like that woman did for Geoffrey Epstein.  Ewwwww

Below are more emails I have sent to Wellington Criminal Legal Aid, I post them to show people what goes on, validate if its happening to them and to give people knowledge of how they might approach something similar.


From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 12 November 2019 5:37 PM
To: wgncriminallegalaid@justice.govt.nz <wgncriminallegalaid@justice.govt.nz>
Subject: I have more to add to my complaint and request for a new lawyer

I have just read your decision thoroughly – I was too traumatised and unwell by what I had read earlier to do it.   I see I have until the 19 November before the 10 days is up to provide the information necessary for you to consider.  I have found several other things you have said that have me in shock, especially about lawyers, my lawyer Suzie Barnes was great, just way out of her depth.  She still says hi to me in the street and has told me how deeply distressed she is that she cannot represent me due to her lack of resources and the horrendous injustices I am up against at the hands of very powerful cruel corrupt people.  Injustices all people with mental health issues are experiencing at the moment according to the United Nations human rights reports I have seen and been involved in as a Civil Society Actor.

Please advise me urgently the names of these PREVIOUS LAWYERS where there was a breakdown of the relationship because of MY BEHAVIOUR towards them????  Please advise me what that breakdown was, you must have written record of it because I cannot recall many details after this long.  You must have information on your file about what happened with each of these lawyers that is inaccurate and I am certainly not aware of.  Did the bad ones I sacked for good reason say I was mean to them and lie about what happened – gee I wonder why they would do that?

Is this something to do with how all established lawyers accept #metoo sexual harassment and denigration of women as normal within your profession/industry, because that is what it feels like.

I think I might have sacked two really bad lawyers in the past nine years since I was forced to protest about being illegally denied ACC care, cause they were both really bad and didn’t know how to deal with my BORA related criminal charges for my NON-VIOLENT LEGAL CHALLENGES of people in power.  I’m pretty sure I got better lawyers after those two and won both cases, one of them in the Appeal Court from what I remember of the years of fighting for health care and justice I am entitled to under NZ constitutional laws and signed ratified UN treaties.  Please send me the details since you are using them to terrorise and pervert justice now – least you can do is full disclosure of these allegations and what I am up against so I can refute them.

Please advise how I look up the case law you quoted about what you are doing to me not being a violation of NZ BORA – which of course it is – I hadn’t actually thought of that, thanks for the tip.  I didn’t realise I was supposed to be a qualified lawyer with access to case law in order to defend myself against the Legal Aid COMMISSIONER.  I thought the point of disabled poor people getting legal aid and lawyers was because they didn’t know the law and particularly couldn’t access things like case law to defend themselves against very powerful abusers of power, right and justice.  I am quite sure my situation is nothing like the case law you quoted, given the inaccurate and deceitful things you have referred to in your decision.

If you know I cannot access those case law examples of why you are not violating BORA through the internet then please provide copies of them in full.

Mmmm trying to think of those lawyers I had before Suzie Barnes?   I remember one guy, who was a proud member of the National party, withdrew when I said I didn’t trust him, because I don’t trust anybody, I don’t know any badly abused and neglected abuse victim who does – I was in shock and very distressed he was allowed do that.  You’ll have to remind me of any others, people with Complex PTSD who subjected to prolonged psychological, physical and economic trauma often forget things that aren’t important.

Sounds like you’ve all been discriminating against me, gossiping and illegally sharing information about me that isn’t even true.  That must be why I have experienced such toxic hatred and bigotry from Legal Aid services – I could never understand why and what was going on.  I would imagine cruel corrupt bigots within NZ police and mental health services would also have information you would be relying on, please provide anything like that as well.  Is it any wonder at the UN Human Rights consultation process last year, the lecture theatre at Victoria of about 50 people, all but two were there about serious human rights abuses against people with mental health issues – just like me.  Which it appears you are participating in with regards to me simply getting a lawyer.

From news reports and lawyers I have spoken to it appears to be more a case of lawyers choosing to do commercial and easy law for rich people that pays well, rather than actually uphold law and protect poor and disabled people from abuses of power.

I would also point out I have a serious life-threatening stress disorder with related communication impairments, especially when subjected to discrimination, degradation, insults and bigotry, as is the life of a many disabled people with Complex PTSD – as a result of sexual violence  and criminal neglect.   I have serious, well founded, trust issues and once someone loses that trust the professional relationship can break down – YOU WOULDN’T BE ANY DIFFERENT IF IT HAPPENED TO YOU.  No rich person would have accepted what was said to me, they would have got another lawyer immediately – so why should a poor person be punished and have their legal aid illegally withheld.

So please consider my email yesterday just the beginning of my evidence – you will have received all of it by the 19 November, when you can put it all together and consider it – lol.  I expect the rest of your file in the next few days so I can check it for accuracy.

Also I would like to comment that your letter was extremely litigious considering I am a disabled lay person citizen and you are a Commission, not a court.  Perhaps my idea of transferring all commissions, tribunals etc back under our traditional legal system has more merit than I first thought.

Please provide the information requested above in the next two days so I can be sure to provide all the evidence you need, within your 10 day time limit, to make a right and just decision.

I can certainly feel the bigotry, hatred and evil of passive inaction many affluent people who work in justice, welfare and health exhibit towards disabled people like myself.

Jayne R
Civil Society Activist

From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 12 November 2019 6:40 PM
To: wgncriminallegalaid@justice.govt.nz <wgncriminallegalaid@justice.govt.nz>
Subject: Sorry this wasn’t the case the numbers and names didn’t all match up

I can’t find Cant v R or Pointon v police or Pitiroi v police so far, please provide a link or copies of these cases.

I did find R v Condon – which has no relevance to my case whatsoever.   My wanting to sack Alisdair Ross is to do with ongoing behaviour I didn’t like but put up with, but definitely could no longer cope with after his extremely bizarre bigoted insulting behaviour of recent phone conversations about me getting my ACC care reinstated and what that involved.  Also about him making sexually inappropriate derogatory comments calling me a Cougar – ewwwww – which I had not done anything about, except tell him how bad it made me feel – which he did not acknowledge or apologise for.  I felt it necessary to mention it after the phone calls as it was relevant and I should have made a formal complaint about it but was too scared I would end up with no lawyer and after the appalling treatment I had received from Legal Aid Services and Law Society in the past knew they would just abuse me for it.  #metoo and kia kaha to all those innocent young women in the misogynist world of law.

EVERYBODY had been telling me for ages my criminal case had nothing to do with ACC illegally withholding health care and I even have a criminally corrupt psychiatric report to say I was delusional for even thinking my criminal case and civil rights abuses by ACC and others were related.  So the discussion Alisdair and I were having wasn’t even related to my criminal case, it was related to what health care I needed, entitled to by law and wanted from ACC.  Apparently ACC had a list of OTs to choose from and as soon as I made the decision my care would be reinstated after waiting nine years and winning two reviews.   As they have said this at least three times before over past nine years and failed to do it I would only believe something like that unless it happened.  ACC telling a lawyer (or ACC reviewer) they will do something doesn’t mean it will happen, ACC have told lots of people my care would be reinstated but it never did.   Also I have been in regular contact with ACC begging for my care to be reinstated, they have never sent me a list of OTs to choose from.  The one they guaranteed would reinstate my care last year refused to do it WITHOUT REASON – I made complaints, they were ignored.

My situation makes the Condon case irrelevant and that you quoted it, you corrupt!  If you want to get really legal about it.  I don’t blame the lawyer from withdrawing, I would have as well, this was a business deal gone wrong, nothing to do with politics or civil, disabled, human, economic social and cultural rights and violations of criminal law by police, ACC, Forensic Mental Health, DHB, etc WHICH MY CASE IS ABOUT.   Thank you so much for the information though, its really interesting.  I was at law school before I was raped and my life destroyed by ACC and those supposed to care for, rehabilitate and protect mentally injured victims of crime.  It took me until 35 yrs old to work out what I wanted to be and it was all taken from me.  I now live destitute and still fighting for ACC entitlements so I can heal, return to work and be able to live with dignity and in safety, now I am 54 I am not allowed a student loan.  I also live with a $7,000 student debt from trying to get the qualifications to follow my talent and my passion.

Jayne R

From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 12 November 2019 7:08 PM
To: wgncriminallegalaid@justice.govt.nz <wgncriminallegalaid@justice.govt.nz>
Subject: I have searched the following database I found with no results, do these cases you refer to even exist?

Below is the database I searched with all the information you gave me about the case law you were relying on – they all came up NO SEARCH RESULTS.

I would have thought with all those numbers and details at least something would have come up.  Do these cases even exist, are you that corrupt you make these things up to mislead and further oppress disabled oppressed #metoo victims of crime?  I know there is a huge amount of evidence being presented by victims against Crown Law perverting justice in the current inquiry into abuse and torture in government institutions.  Quoting Crown Law case in regards to a sexual abuse victim, fighting for treatment care rehabilitation and home they are entitled to in order to recover and return to as normal a life as possible under ACC and other laws, seems to me an even more evil crime against victims.   What do you think?

I am due in court again on 18 November I will make sure to provide this information to the judge

Yours sincerely
Jayne R
P.S.  Using Yours sincerely  on Kathryn Ross’ decision is deeply disturbing, faithfully is the correct salutation.  That you sincerely just vomited such a vicious, hate filled, unprofessional, immoral, uncivilised, vindictive, unjust, punitive, oppressive, deceitful, ignorant response all over me would explain the gross constitutional rights abuses I am subjected to.  It seems understandable that police will violently assault me & threaten me with worse and ACC & public mental health services will prevent me from accessing services I am entitled to, why wouldn’t they – nobody is going to do anything about it.