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Complaint against Wairarapa police trying to drive me to suicide!

6 November 2019

New Zealand Police

IPCA – independent haters of human sewage like me

It is with terror and self-harm that I am writing yet another complaint I know will be ignored, as every other complaint I have ever made has been and things have only got worse with regard to my treatment by Wairarapa police. I am so traumatised by what happened I desperately needed to talk to someone about my complaint so I phoned the number for Police HQ I got some other non-urgent number. They told me they were putting me through to a police complaints line, but they put me through to the main police line and I didn’t realise.

I phoned them about 4pm and would like that recorded interview accessed and listened to. Except for the bit at the end when I found out it wasn’t a dedicated line for police complaints and I had been on the main line taking up time, also that the person wasn’t going to send the complaint she had written to IPCA as well as local police – not that I trust either after the years of psychological and physical abuse I have been subjected to for my justified legal protests about abusive mental health services and others.

 

Last time I complained I am sure the person sent it to IPCA as well, I was expecting that to happen, I got upset with the woman on the phone, because she said it wasn’t procedure.

 

I don’t want to do this, I don’t want to do this, I don’t want to do this – you are never ever going to do anything – making these complaints is worse than what they are doing to me – because you never stop it, no matter how many complaints I make you never ever stop them.

 

I’m not sure how this is going to turn out so I apologise in advance if it is all over the place, has spelling and grammatical errors, I won’t be able to go through and check it when I am finished I will be so distressed.

 

A warrant was issued for my arrest Friday 1 November after me breaking my bail conditions accidently regarding seeing   ?????  in front of my parked car putting money in the meter and I lost it and starting singing at him.

 

I was told by email, although I am sure a police car came down my street to make sure I was at my home. The officer didn’t come in but the email I received from Jennifer Hansen said there was a car available to pick me from Carterton and take me to Masterton. I refused as I was looking after my daughter’s dog for the week and as police had already said they would oppose my bail I couldn’t go in as there was nobody else to care for the dog. I said I would come in Monday morning. Hansen told me to be there early in the morning. The email is available if you want proof.

 

On Saturday I wrote a five page letter about what happened, long hand as I have no way of printing out typed documents at the moment. It was to the Presiding Judge and a copy for duty lawyer as I knew my mental health was really bad and ability to communicate was more impaired than it had ever been. This is what I call ‘managing impairments related to my disability’, which is how I was taught to approach things when I studied disability at Massey a few years ago.

 

As I had been incarcerated the entire day previously and ended up flipping out at the judge because of it, I didn’t hurry to get to the police station to hand myself in. I dropped off the letters, was assured the judge and lawyer would get them then returned to my car, parked along the street back of Masterton police station. I intended to get some chalk from the boot and go chalking some poetry on the street outside court and police station. It helps me deal with the disempowered way I am treated.

 

When I was coming back past the back of the police station two police officers followed me and arrested me, took me back to the station and processed me. But even from when I was walking in I started not being able to speak/communicate properly, I was obviously very unwell and very distressed by what was happening. When I was put into the cell I sat on the bed for about 5 mins but I was still freaking out really badly and started to rock backwards and forwards.   Then all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball in the corner of the cell on the floor so I did.

 

Foetal position with my hands over my face – WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME DO THIS – WHY DO YOU MAKE ME MAKE COMPLAINTS AND THEN DO NOTHING AND THINGS ONLY GET WORSE. I don’t want to remember what happened, it makes me want to kill myself I feel so despairing – all this just because I want my ACC reinstated after winning two reviews nine years ago.

 

Any officer that came near me I couldn’t respond to, I just cowered in the corner even more. I was there for hours. Then two officers came in and started to ask me questions, I was frozen. A male officer, who I didn’t see because my eyes were closed & my hands over my face asked me if I was awake, I couldn’t respond, he touched me and I flinched. He then said something about DHB phone call and I knew I couldn’t cope emotionally about what he was about to say so I put my fingers in my ears as strongly as I could. Putting my fingers in my ears is a common automatic response for me when I am psychologically overwhelmed.

 

I still couldn’t calm myself so I started involuntarily banging my head against the wall where I was sitting, which helped, I kept doing this for a long time. I peaked out from my position & couldn’t see anybody in the room so I stopped and relaxed a little. I couldn’t cry which was a really weird feeling as I was very distressed. I was numb.

 

I never responded to any officers the entire time I was there. I did eventually get up off the floor and walked around a bit but if I heard the buzzer of the door I immediately walked into the corner with my head away from the door and put my hands over my face. I was in the cells a long time police had other customers, men who came and went. I looked out of my cell and they waved out to me but I couldn’t speak – this is not like me I am usually ok at verbalising and last time I was in there all day I was singing and self-harming for most of it.   I hit myself repeatedly and do other things to self-harm, I don’t cut myself – too scared. Anything to make the pain I feel at what happening to me not be so overwhelming.

 

I finally got out of the cell and two older officers that have terrorised and insulted me were there – Cunningham and Basher. I was cowering from them, I felt safer with the man in black clothes attending to me. I was moved to the court cell, which I am afraid of after a really bad experience there last year coming over in a transport vehicle having been arrested in Wellington when protesting at Human Rights Commission. I was so cold, the vehicle was so cold and the cell was so cold and I was left there for so long. Going back in there triggers me further. I had managed to be able to communicate a little more and starting singing. I was there for ages too, I saw the duty lawyer who refused to read the letter and started asking me questions. I started answering them but quickly became angry and upset and ended up screaming at her so was removed. This is similar to what happened when they kept me in the cells all day the last time. I was trying to manage my disorder so I didn’t scream at anybody, that is why I wrote the letter but she wouldn’t read it.

 

I finally saw the judge, almost last person for the day, I had sat in the cell for hours listening to all the names being called, waiting for my name. For years the court had been accommodating my disorder and knowing how stressed and unwell I get put me up as early as possible so I could leave and go home.

 

The judge had my letter all day, she already knew what she was going to decide. I did start to cry when I finally got in front of her and represented myself reasonably successfully as I didn’t have to say much more than the letter. Judge Morris knows my case well and knows all I want is to leave and go home. It only took 10-15 mins to see her. Police did oppose bail, which she ignored thank God. I did start crying in the court and was distressed when the Police lawyer prosecuting me brought over tissues – why do people who are hurting you for a job want to be nice to you, it really screws with my head when police and others do that.

 

When I finally got my bail forms to sign the security guard acted strangely and told the registrar lady I had been in the cells since this morning when I dropped off the letter for the judge. They looked at each other ‘knowingly’, but didn’t say anything to me about that not being OK, it was more a feeling I got over the days following. I didn’t tell the security guard, who I get on with and feel safe around, about how distressed I was in the cells because he doesn’t like it when I’m in that bad a state (in a caring way). He has seen me in that sort of mess (state of unwellness/trauma/stressed) before outside/inside court a couple of times.

 

It is deeply humiliating when I’m that terrified and traumatised I act out like that – but I try my best to think of it as part of my disability and not beat myself up even more about it. However I do often have a serious suicidal episode some time later, anything from a few days to two weeks later. As I get no services, am terrified of mental health almost as much as police and have nobody to talk to who is capable of supporting me, I go through those horrendous things alone at home.   Complex PTSD has a 60% mortality rate because of suicide and I know it is a life and death situation for me every time I go through. I still don’t know how I make it and I do know it traumatises me more because it is like experiencing your best friend trying to kill you and put you out of your misery. You so desperately want to die because you can’t get help or justice you know you need – and from what you read, you are entitled to.

 

Police know what happens, they know how suicidal I am, they know what distresses me the most, they have become very good at triggering and psychologically manipulating/terrorising me. Keeping me in the cells all day is something they know causes me to flip out, which of course makes me look bad and them justified in their actions – WHICH THEY ARE NOT!

 

I have always maintained Wairarapa police are purposely inciting me to suicide so I don’t protest about the illegal unjust things happening to me (and other people disabled by Complex PTSD) at the hands of ACC, police and other very powerful cruel corrupt immoral people. I know from my own past experience and what other Wairarapa people have told me police here are really mean to suicidal people, which I am sure contributes significantly to Wairarapa having highest rate of suicide in New Zealand & highest rate of self-harm in the OECD.

 

Also the complaints from ?????  about violating my bail conditions were full of lies about what happened. Police said I approached him, which I definitely did not. Both of us were surprised when I looked up and he was right in front of my car. Note: there are angle parks with one central metre for about 10 of them. I only opened my car door and stood there singing with one arm on car roof and one on the door, for less than 30 seconds.

 

I emailed Jennifer Hansen the next day asking for the CCTV footage because I was thinking about the security guard comment to the court registrar. It can’t have been right that I was kept there all day, especially in the extremely traumatised state I was in. Felt if a doctor or psychiatrist had seen the situation he would not have allowed police to interrogate me further about other charges. People extremely traumatised who have Complex PTSD have to be in a less distressed state to be able to even answer questions and not to be traumatised further.

 

I DON’T WANT TO WRITE THIS, WHY DO YOU MAKE ME DO THIS ALL THE TIME AND NEVER HELP ME, NEVER DO ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME, NEVER MAKE IT STOP. Those violent assaults you ignored, those two officers who lied in court, the one who threatened me with seeing how bad police could be if I kept protesting – you never did anything. The assault with handcuffs that has left me permanently damaged you never even asked her to apologise, which is why I wear my wrist brace whenever I protest or have to see police for anything.

 

When they were thoroughly searching me before they put me in the cell on Monday the two woman asked me to take it off, at which I flinched and backed into the corner of the fingerprint room – they knew why. I did take it off and show it to them. They even said they knew I didn’t like being touched – which I don’t – few, if any, persecuted abuse victims with Complex PTSD do.

 

I emailed Jennifer Hansen the next day – did I say that above? Asked for the footage, complained about being kept in the cells all day in the state I was. I also asked about what the two officers who came into the cell actually said because I couldn’t hear them with my fingers in my ears as tightly as they were & banging my head against the wall. It was two more complaints, one of them was a blatant lie by one woman saying I had threatened to get people to come and hurt her – which is a blatant lie.   It is a fundamental principle of mine that God or Karma is the one to dish out punishment – NOT ME. I would not threaten it or for anybody else to do it EVER. I do hope the bad things happening to me and other terrorised impoverished abuse victims in New Zealand happen to these people. Because I know what they do is going to hurt an innocent poor person, but that appears acceptable to our government at the moment, no matter what Jacinda Ardern says publicly.

 

Now police have got people telling lies or they are on their behalf?????   It is very distressing, nobody believes anything I say due to bigotry, hatred, false statements by health ‘professionals’ & being discredited by public mental health services, police etc. This is the experience of majority of mentally injured abuse victims and certain mentally ill people in Wairarapa that I have met – usually protesting in the street.

 

Jennifer Hansen said I will be charged with the further two charges when I go to court on 18 November. I did refute the allegations about threatening harm vehemently by email.

It might be relevant to have the letter I gave to the judge on Monday morning but it is handwritten and I have reached then end of my ability to cope and need to get this complaint sent. I can’t stop crying…………………… Please make them stop, please I am begging you, as I have begged you before, but you never did anything. Wellington police were never as bad as Wairarapa have been……………………….. I am exhausted

(It has been very difficult sharing this with everybody, because I am terrified someone will call the police ‘concerned for my welfare’  and they will just hurt me more.)

Sincerely

 

Jayne R

Civil Society Activist

HUMAN SEWAGE

PS   I hope the Red Cross and Wairarapa DHB are happy with the cruel and unjust treatment I received from police because of their complaints.  I’m sure they’d be happy if I killed myself too – just like my brother.  ANOMIE in action.

Check out discussion on my Youtube video, it explains lots

Link at below

You havn’t been listening to me – you are obsessed with this idea that we are individuals and don’t need other people – which is grossly untrue.  I’ve met three GOOD health professionals in 17 years, all of them were completely committed to supporting the person to heal in the way they needed to.  That is what Occupational Therapy is all about.  And I will again say THERE IS NO HEALING WHILE THE PERSON IS LIVING IN FEAR WITHOUT THE BASIC NECESSITIES OF LIFE LIKE SHELTER AND FOOD SECURITY.  Which currently is 20% of the NZ population 1 million people – mostly women and youth.   Gee and NZ has highest OECD stats in youth suicide and women self-harming – go figure.

Also, what might apply to a man DOES NOT APPLY TO A WOMAN, especially in the domain of trauma.  Men have to be self-reliant in more ways, although they still need ‘brothers’ – women are different we are NATURALLY reliant on men for safety and others for talking our problems through.  I don’t have a man for protection and my female friends are themselves so traumatised they can’t handle me talking about my fear of police and compulsory incarceration under mental health act FOR TELLING THE FKN TRUTH AND ASKING FOR HEALTH CARE I AM ENTITLED TO.

Mental health workers are bunch of self-righteous power tripping either psychopaths or co-dependents – mostly idiot Christians and deeply depressed people with revolting personalities that nobody would be friends with so they get into that line of work for the ego boost.  That is why I have so many problems with mental health services who genuinely HATE me and discredit me in the community cause I criticise them for making my region No 1 in NZ for suicide.  I’m intelligent, I understand my disorder, I know the law and rehab, I know how they are supposed to behave and when they do it wrong, I know the science, I know politics.  I can see straight through an abuser or a co-dependent CLINGON.

I agree with your sentiment but you’re just not understanding what we are both suggesting is essentially the same thing, I just know more of the jargon.  I studied Health 101 and rehab at Massey University for a year by correspondence.   When told to read a chapter I read the book plus I got out every book I could on trauma and studied that far beyond 1st year level.  I learnt their jargon, I learnt their models – that’s where I discovered Mason Durie and Whare Tapa Wha.   I become highly suicidal at the end and could not continue my area of study – BECAUSE I KNEW THEY WERE NOT APPLYING ANY OF THESE THINGS IN THE AREA OF HEALTH FOR MENTALLY INJURED ABUSE/TRAUMA/NEGLECT VICTIMS – it made me more unwell knowing this.  Although the jargon I learnt taught me how to interact with them using their language and proves without doubt in the area of Complex PTSD they are persecuting people purposely – we are the new Jew.

Was researching new Suicide Prevention maggot in Wairarapa, he has made completely inaccurate statements for years that mentally ill people are not violent or dangerous – WTF.   One of the symptoms of Complex PTSD is violence according to all scientific literature I have ever read!!!  Govt and police and MH know it as well.  They study same books/information I do.  This ignorant bigot started his new job by putting even more propaganda in the local free newspaper and other media – the same organisations that dont’ work for 80% of us because they are filled with issue ridden psychopaths and co-dependents, as I said before.  Combine that with the regular meetings they all have with mayors, local ‘social’ business leaders, MH services and police of course – so they all think the same BS – and I know my name comes up regularly.

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Wairarapa Police monitoring my social media – how are you today?

Did you see my chalking outside Masterton Police station yesterday – I took a video, its on my youtube channel link below.   Said I’m being bullied and there’s no-one to tell.  What about you?  ReFuSe corrupt authority.

I’m going to be involved in that inquiry and tell Debbie Francis what I have seen and heard in regards to my case.

Are Masterton police being bullied #metoo – Snr Sgt bullying me


From: Jayne R
Sent: Monday, 30 September 2019 4:16 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer <J.Hansen@police.govt.nz>
Subject: Latest news report bit scathing of Snr Sgts Jennifer

Wondering if there any bullying going on in Masterton police, especially in regards to me, I see the faces of some of those officers when they are charging and processing me – THEY DO NOT WANT TO BE DOING IT – ITS OBVIOUS THEY ARE ASHAMED.  They know what’s going on, that is why I always got on with Wellington officers, they know how long I been protesting and they ALL agreed with what I was saying.  Wasn’t until I got really broke and had to start protesting over here that things got nasty.  Police were never my enemy and I have NEVER RESISTED ARREST or deserved anything but kindness, protection and justice.
Have teamed up with a few interesting new local body councillors – hopefully they all get in.  They are loving my ideas about dealing with our No 1 suicide rate.  Doesn’t matter what you do to me, I’ve got Jesus as my guide, my knowledge is my power and my actions are vital for a civil society, the more you hurt me the more people turn against those doing it.   Here’s my bullying poem dedicated to you and your fascist friends.
I’M BEING BULLIED

I’m being bullied and there’s no-one to tell
Beaten kicked and whipped, left in hell
I can’t find a lawyer, someone to care
I’ve read the laws, understand what’s in there

10 years of torture asking them why
Why do you ignore me, have left me to die
Why’s my life so worthless when others are not
If I had cancer this neglect it would stop

I have all the symptoms of traumatic stress
Have studied university books, the internet
I get no help rejected because
I believe in my spirit, my culture, my knowledge

I write to the paper, TV, radio
To those supposed to protect me I know
Say there’s laws that say this, laws that say that
Some that are good, others a brick bat

Human Rights laws with no power at all
Bill of Rights laws on which nobody can call
Laws only for lawyers and rich people to use
Laws made that meant something, now they’re abused

Laws that cost hundreds of thousands to create
Laws that protected the poor and the weak
Then came the wasps settled in the beehive
On which lawyers, accountants and bureaucrats now thrive

WHILE PEOPLE LIKE ME ARE LEFT TO DIE

Now there’s nobody taking responsibility
For the stings of the wasps in our capital city
Soldier ants fill our government buildings
Employed cause they’re soulless, ruthless, unquestioning

Like Marianne said they smile as they kill
And if you object you’re insane should take a pill
So if you’re one of those ants from the hill
I’m your worst nightmare, poet, artist, political

eNd

Jayne R

Civil Society Activist

HUMAN SEWAGE

Please remember ALL my social media are monitored by police

So if you making comment, don’t say anything that might get you into trouble with them – cause the corrupt ones will come for you, if only to turn people against me.

Think about what you want to say to them about my situation, to try and convince them what they are doing is wrong – because it is.   Police are supposed to be peacekeepers upholding the laws that protect citizens – that includes the government harming people, who rightly get angry and despairing.   POLICE ARE NOT SOLDIERS TO PROTECT THE RICH AND POWERFUL from the poor and powerless they persecute, impoverish, exploit and destroy.

Corrupt cruel WEALTHY powerful elitist neo-liberal GLOBALISTS want us hating and fighting amongst each – it keeps the focus away from them.    George Monbiot’s explanation as to why global trade doesn’t work was like a lightbulb moment for me.

Governments OBSESSED WITH FREE TRADE – like New Zealand is are leading us further and further into HELL, DYSFUNCTION, VIOLENCE AND SUICIDE.

If we can get majority of police and military on our side, the revolution will be peaceful (REFER TO QUOTES FROM JK KENNEDY AND JOHN LENNON BELOW).  Personally I cannot see how things will change as drastically as they need to with the leaders we currently have – given they are so ignorant, naïve, weak, controlled and polite!  A peaceful revolution will be the only way to bring a halt to neo-liberalism.   New Zealand could be the real middle earth for the rest of the world, we are small enough to do it.  Given we will have come from one of the most protected Keynsian economies, to one of the most protected neo-liberal economies with the most appalling suicide, violence and social harm statistics in the world.

Adopting models George Monbiot suggests would prove WITHOUT DOUBT they will work.  Now its time for the ORCS, humans, elves, dwarves, hobbits and everybody else who make up 95% of EARTH to come together.   Remove the richest most powerful 5% of families/individuals/corporations and share out ALL they have hoarded during the past 30, 100, 400, 800, 2000 years to the rest of us.

Nobody objected when our govt removed Death Duty and yet that has made it possible for the children of rich people to exist without having to do ANY MEANINGFUL WORK THAT CONTRIBUTES TO SOCIETY – you’ll never see a rich kid planting trees or doing physical labour as a job.   Charity doesn’t count, that is only part of their propaganda/marketing for taking most of the money and handing it back to those forced to beg to survive!

Finally a couple of quotes I have on my wall a John F Kennedy quote and John Lennon, please share:

https://www.azquotes.com/quote/364558

https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/7163202-when-it-gets-down-to-having-to-use-violence-then

Labour party called police to come terrorise me – a sexual abuse victim begging for her ACC care?

Just had the police call me for a WELFARE VISIT – wtf – apparently someone called them concerned for my welfare – WTF.  That I was going to self-harm, well of course I self-harm, that’s what people do WHO CAN’T GET SERVICES and living in the darklands – its part of my disorder everybody knows that and thinks its a great joke.

Am terrified, after reading those deceitful/offensive psych reports and how I’m labelled as insane for knowing what is happening to me and why it is NOT MY FAULT.   This is terrifying, I was right about Labour – because me being who I am phoned them and left a polite message on their answerphone asking why they were prosecuting me for wilful trespass FOR A PIECE OF ART on their Masterton office.   I got the call from police only 15 mins later – OMG – I can’t stop crying (I have got to stop crying, they do this to me on purpose to terrorise me I have to remember that.)

The cop was ——— (polite, young, confused and brainwashed to the hilt), telling me I didn’t want their help.   I just started crying and got really upset.   Asked him to stop police continually prosecuting me for my art and legal protests.  Asked him why police weren’t investigating and prosecuting ACC and mental health under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act for them refusing me care I was entitled to after winning two court cases nine years ago and everything they said was available over and over again for years.  Asked him who phoned – he refused to say – asked him who they worked for, which I know by law I am allowed to know, he refused to say.   Lots more I can’t say because I’m so upset.  Check out my youtube channel for more.

This is because I am upset with Jacinda ARderns lies about the arts in New Zealand and the sexual abuse saga at the moment.

Can’t talk more too angry and have to leave the house in case police turn up.  Told the guy on the phone I’m terrified of police and mental health for good reason.   He was threatening to send mental health services around – WTF – those fucking lying murderers can’t wait to get me under compulsory treatment order so they can lock me up and drug me up – so I shut up about the damage neo-liberal economic terrorism is having on us – so I shut up about abusive experimental unprofessional ‘drug company’ based mental health services.

Our govt and corporations purposely drive poor people to suicide, crime, anxiety and violence so they can create jobs and businesses out of us.   The people most affected by the stress of inhuman living situations are those who victims of crime, abuse victims who according to police statistics are subjected to 80% of the crime in NZ.   The sexual abuse saga playing out with one of their own young female members proves very powerful MEN in the Labour party instinctively discredit, trivialise and dismiss women.  Exactly what they do to victims of sexual abuse who are poor and need more extensive health care and rehab than the current EXTREMELY UNPROFESSIONAL RESTRICTIONS they have ACC imposing ILLEGALLY!!!!

Grrrr

Carterton Library staff put the GUMBOOT in when I started crying after a distressing email – WTF?

I at another library writing this but I had to because it was really disturbing.    I’m getting fibre put on at the moment and was just working out how to get my computer to see the link, so went to Carterton Library to see my emails and work out how to do it.

When I had opened my emails there were two, one was from Snr Sgt Jennifer Hansen at Masterton police demanding I organise to be arrested because I had breached my bail again.   See my youtube channel for details of how distressed I have been about days of ‘media porn’/publicity around New Zealand’s worst suicide statistics ever recorded.  Given I am a Civil Society Activist in the area of mental health and suicide it has been very distressing and makes me even more suicidal – which I am sure other people experience as well.

I spent a while trying to reply to her and arrange it, then suddenly the computer timed out and the whole thing stopped.   This triggered me and I started crying and became upset about what is happening to me for ASKING FOR ACC CARE I AM ENTITLED TO AND DESPERATELY NEED.   I went to the desk to ask what to do  about restarting the computer, the woman who offered I refused, explaining her brother in law was the reason I was so distress.

Another woman came over to help me, but by the time I sat down and tried to type I was crying so much I couldn’t see anything – not sobbing, just tears flowing down my face, while I was trying to pretend they weren’t and everything was OK.  Firstly this affluent woman was extremely cold and callous with absolutely no emotion whatsoever.  Considering the big deal Carterton Council did with the government propaganda campaign about SUICIDE – GUMBOOT FRIDAY – WALKING IN SOMEONE’S GUMBOOTS SO YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND WHAT BEING SUICIDAL WAS LIKE.

She then proceeded to tell me I should leave to regain my composure.  I told her my distress was caused by the email saying I had violated my bail conditions for my non-violent justified  legal protesting about abusive mental health services and how I needed to organise urgently to be arrested again.  That I would be picked up by police if they saw me – previously I have spent many weeks ‘at large’ with warrants when I refused to go to court until I got health care and lawyer I was supposed to have.

Obviously Prime Minister Jacinda Ardern and the neo-liberal controlled Labour party are prepared to do worse to me to stop me speaking out about how abusive and exploitive mental health services are and how corrupted by neo-liberal believes most of our government are.

The comment about me leaving the premises to compose myself is EXACTLY THE PHRASE Masterton WINZ (welfare) office Manager Michele Eades used when telling me off/threatening me for self-harming when I was having to fill out forms there several weeks ago.  I’ve never heard the words COMPOSE MYSELF before from any of them, which makes me suspicious the police or someone very corrupt has been instructing people on what to say to me (and other terrorised and terrified poor people.   That would of course be a violation of my privacy – except there is no point in make a formal complaint to the Privacy Commission.   The PC is only there to protect the privacy of dangerous, cruel, criminal business people and government, not the people they are persecuting.

I think what shocked me about this woman at the library was her complete lack of empathy – it was like I wasn’t even human.  Definitely psychopathic behaviour.   All the wealthy people in Wairarapa don’t want to see anybody being harmed by 30 years of austerity and living of fear due to mass immigration with local and central government ignoring where disabled and poor local people were going to live.

Not being allowed to show any emotion in a public building, so people weren’t made to feel uncomfortable or allowed to know just how bad the situation is for someone like me.  Someone who publicly protests about abusive mental health services and government denying disabled local people safe stable affordable, culturally appropriate housing.

Affluent women who work for the government are particularly bad, it is imperative for them psychologically and to keep their happiness intact to believe women like myself don’t exist and our valid despair is a ‘mental health issues’ because we are ill.   Its not me who is ill, it is the government and the community who are ill and cruel and criminals.  I know this because I know the law, our most basic laws of how elected officials are required to act – which is not to advance rich business people and persecute poor people in order to exploit and degrade them.

I am typing this at Masterton Library where they have up notices threatening distressed people they will be removed – the library was the only place they had left to go and rich people don’t want them there either.   Elitism is rife in the Wairarapa, I was interviewed individually by a lawyer from the mental health inquiry that came through last year.   She told me the reason we are No 1 in NZ for suicide and self-harm is elitism, she asked me how I thought something could be done about it.   My suggestion was making sure complaints were listened to and people were punished for breaches of professional standards and causing people harm when they didn’t do their jobs properly.    No valid complaint I have ever made has been listened to or acted on – I have been ridiculed and discredited every time, while the staff get of scott free and go on to become even more degrading, insulting and abusive.

With so much support for a disabled friend in Flaxmere recently I am wondering if New Zealand’s government and rich people are trying to herd all the poor into certain areas to leave the rest of the country for them.   Just like has happened in England – ewwwwww.  New Zealand culture is based on egalitarian, justice and equality principles, not elitism, hate and inequality which is what neo-liberal terrorists demand!

 

 

 

 

Court today on politically motivated charges for legally protesting

Bit nervous about today, will have to be at court all day cause bail notice says I have to turn up for court at 8.30am and my lawyer from Wellington says he won’t be there until 3.30pm.   I can’t get a Wairarapa lawyer cause they are all bigots and hate intelligent human sewage Civil Society Activists like myself.

Going to take heaps of signs and chalk etc, it is on my bail conditions that I not allowed with 50m of Masterton Police Station except to attend court or see a lawyer.  So we’ll see what happens.  I don’t have enough petrol to go home and come back and I have NOBODY IN MASTERTON I CAN GO AND SEE if they send me away.  I also know from a previous experience, I could very easily go somewhere and start self-harming to cope – which I am sure they are hoping for, they been DYING to get me under compulsory treatment order for years.

Anyway, I never quite know what going to happen in these situations so I will try and not worry about the worse case scenario and take it as it comes.

My new lawyer says he doesn’t want me to turn up and to save my money.   OF COURSE I AM GOING TO BE THERE, like I trust any lawyer in this neo-liberal hell hole!!!!!!!!!!!!!  The guy could be an idiot for all I know.  The bail form says I must be there at 8.30am and that is where I will be until I am seen by a judge.  For my previous five charges and the latest six (all politically motivated and involving public servants or their contractors!)   The police are required by law to be a-political (ie no politics) I am a-political, I don’t believe in politics at all, I only believe in science, truth and Rule of Law.

I reakon some corrupt neo-liberal terrorist at Masterton Police is doing this purposely in order to terrorise me, after all they are the ones who know so much about human behaviour.  They know what they do to me, especially when they ignore my serious complaints of assault and harassment in my home.

 

 

Had a visit from police today – emails say it all I reakon


From: Jayne R
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 6:15 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Re: Meeting – HELL NO, I WAY TO TERRIFIED AND UNWELL

s Hansen,

You can put it as nicely as you like, you know I am terrified of police and did not have a choice how I responded.  That was pretty obvious from my emails about how I wanted police to not come near me because I had recently started freaking out in the street when I saw a police car.  I’m not a criminal Jennifer, you are treating me like one, but I’m not, me hiding from you has been going on for a while, which is why you knew to come around to the bathroom I had gone to run and hide in, cause I have told you.

 

Ohhhh some matters, that means some really revolting powerful neo-liberal terrorist bigots, who hurt people like me ON PURPOSE AND FOR PROFIT, want me stopped from expressing how me and pretty much 50% of the population of NZ feel about what is happening in our country.  And about how 80% of us feel about abusive mental health services and our INHUMAN LIVING SITUATIONS caused by mass immigration and a lack of government providing for the disabled and poor local population in this hell hole – good on you for playing the game Jennifer.  Keeping all the written correspondence looking like you the good guys and I’m the bad person, Cambridge Analytica/Jacinda Ardern would be so proud.
As you are already well aware I don’t have a lawyer that can accompany me ANYWHERE, I can’t get the lawyer I am entitled to under the Magna Carta.  Alasdair Ross told me in no uncertain terms on Mon/Tues? that the ONLY work he would be doing was related to the criminal charges for legally protesting and being disabled, I was currently facing.  He is a legal aid appointed lawyer only for these charges, he is not MY LAWYER – human sewage like me don’t get our own lawyers.  As I am almost as terrified of lawyers as police and health professionals, after 17 years of gross injustice and not being able to get one.  Did you want to see the Law Society email and Susie Barnes letter about having unmet legal needs – which is illegal.
You are also well aware I do not have a support person, I have nobody in my life that is well enough or strong enough to accompany me in any of the things related to the punitive use of the justice system for my legal protests, police/government do.  Which I am subjected to for protesting and begging to have my ACC care reinstated after waiting nine years and/or a lawyer to protect me from this and other gross  injustices.
You witnessed the state of me when I had to fill out that form, you really think I can go through that again by going to the police station if I had a choice – HELL NO!  Not to mention all the triggering that happened back to the first serious assault by Q Hoera & threats by Allan French.  So still trying to drive them back to the hell they come from, yippee for me aye.  If you are going to arrest me and charge me etc, then I’ll come in, but I won’t be wanting any discussion about it, I’ll start singing if you try justifying your actions.  Or at least phone me first so I know you coming to arrest me, its so much less distressing for me than just turning up unexpectedly – don’t worry I wont’ run away.   That’s if giving any new charges to Alasdair Ross isn’t an option.
I’m crying now, after what I have been sending you, which you are completely ignoring.  There a great quote I saw last year on Aljazeera from a gang in Sth America, the leader of which refused to drive poor locals from their land to make way for neo-liberal terrorist elites.  He refused to do it for the $1million they offered him, but other gang members took the money.   He said THE TEARS OF THE POOR WILL CATCH UP WITH YOU ONE DAY.  I like that quote, makes me feel better somehow, makes me believe karma or God going to take its revenge for all the unnecessary suffering so many of us now experience.  In New Zealand we pay real estate agents $millions to do it legally – groan.  Everything Hitler did I Germany was legal, according to some famous activist guy.

You and your friends will also be pleased to hear I had a bad reaction at the supermarket today.  Saw a couple I know, havn’t seen for a while,  part of Green Dollars – that I no longer participate in cause I to poor and unwell.  She started to come towards me and I involuntarily backed away like she was going to hit me or something, my eyes widened and I became terrified.  I’m sure you all know what is happening to me, but its quite new for me, really upsetting as well.  She said I havn’t seen you for a long time and asked me how I was , I couldn’t speak for a while, then said not good, thanks any way and pretty much ran away and hid from her and her husband rest of the shop.   So supermarket shopping going to be interesting from now on.    Shame I can’t wear a mask or something so nobody knows its me.

 

I can’t bear people asking me how I am, feel like I’m going to burst into tears or fall on the ground and curl up in a ball.  I can’t lie any more, I can’t lie about how bad I feel, how terrified I am and how angry I am as well.  Pretty sure its partly caused by watching all this govt and powerful corporation propaganda show all over our media.  Especially the mental health stuff, that being the most offensive insult of them all.  Went to Warehouse stationery today and there some drivel about At Risk Youth and Salvation Army all over the place – groan.  Just so you know cool people don’t like Christian nerds and ramming Christianity down a disabled suicidal mentally injured poor person’s throat ain’t going to go well.   Would be better if they had the professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe stable affordable homes THEY ENTITLED TO UNDER NZ LAW AND AS A PAKEHA/MAORI CULTURAL RIGHT.

One thing the last few days has taught me, is the corruption and ignorance of what happening in the darklands to human sewage like me, is SOOOOO BAD I am never going to get through to any of these people.  The bible must be right, someone quoted me that bit in Timothy? that says what things are like end of days and I ticked every one of them.  Considering what I do to try and get people to be good and follow the law, its not surprising, is it – even that is predicted in the bible.  Just wish I believed in it more and I wouldn’t cry, self-harm and scream fire and brimstone at people who hurting us.  Ahhh the wood dragon personality, you should look it up – just being real and blunt, its who I am.
I know you and your neo-liberal friends won’t believe this of course, but I don’t intend to bother challenging these people any longer, I’ll just keep sending complaints and being rejected and doing what I have to in order to survive.  I will still send letters etc and tell them they going to hell for what they doing to me and others, its part of the thing you supposed to do before judgement day or whatever might happen – I hedging my bets.  Also I will continue to be real about how unwell I am, why and how we can fix it ie what we are already supposed to be doing according to THE LAW.  Still not convinced the big giant hand going to come and save us like all cowardly & heretic Christians are – still don’t understand that experience at New Year – “All darkness is in light before me.”   Wonder if you can guess what it means. gee wish these righteous ethical spiritual battles/wars had more clear instructions for us soldiers.
As I have said MANY TIMES BEFORE I am a civil society activist as defined by the UN Handbook on Civil Society (that includes the bit about being offensive when necessary – even though my tourettes stuff really doesn’t give me a choice at the moment) and I would never hurt anybody.  I am non-violent and threatening to write a poem about someone who is corrupt and grossly unjust, or protest in front of their home, isn’t a crime.  Or going tourettes at some revolting ignorant power tripping psychologist isn’t either.  Nor challenging powerful violent bullies.  Or whoever the rich powerful person is that wants you to threaten me to stop what I am doing. ie telling the truth.
If they don’t listen to me violence only going to get worse – just trying to stop that from happening – it appears what psychiatrists and lawyers say about me is true and I much wiser than all of you.   Best of luck with that by the way, bet the Americans are kitting you all out right now with the best gears to stop a revolution in New Zealand.  Why cause this when we don’t have to, why do this when it is wrong AND WTF HAS THIS GOT TO DO WITH ACC DENYING ME SERVICES AFTER WINNING TWO REVIEWS NINE YEARS AGO.  I wouldn’t even be protesting if they had just given me the care, I got well, got a job and carried on my merry ignorant way.
Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless
Sincerely
JR
CSA
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: HANSEN, Jennifer
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 3:14 PM
To: Jayne R
Subject: Meeting

Jayne,

As you are aware we attended your address this morning to speak with you however you declined to respond or open the door.

Police do need to address some matters with you however this needs to occur in person, not over the phone. I am therefore requesting for you to come to the Masterton Police Station tomorrow afternoon for this to occur.

Please let me know if this is not a possibility. You are welcome to bring your lawyer and/or a support person with you.

Regards,

Jen Hansen

Senior Sergeant AA93

Response Manager

Wairarapa Police

 

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From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 11:01 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Copy of the email I told you about

Which proves yet again you should be investigating and charging ACC under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act.  I am assuming those in BS Castle are stopping it, like they stopped Mike Sutton.  Yippee for disabled victims of crime aye!  The 1 million locals who subjected to 80% of it – mostly women I would imagine – which of course made the response to victims of ChCh shootings even more upsetting for those of us who get treated like human sewage by our communities.
Jayne

From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 10:32 AM
To: Alasdair Ross
Subject: The psych report will be a waste of time, I am trying to save the taxpayer money

Alasdair,
I am feeling a bit better today and my brain has spent the night processing all the data, so I woke up this morning and hope to explain things that you don’t understand after years working with mentally ill with lesser ability to operate in the  very complicated society we now have.  While I am a mentally injured person and would be quite capable of this level of functioning if I had the professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe stable place to live in my community I AM ENTITLED TO UNDER LAW.
The concept of low and high intelligence is irrelevant to me, as I know from the varied types of people I have associated with over my life, academic intelligence does not make you any more or less a person.  In fact people with more academic type intelligence like myself have an obligation to protect people who are not as good at these things. People who may be practical and good with their hands, natural healers and caregivers or amazing artisans, people I value more highly than those who good at University (who I am quite disgusted with at the moment).
You never answered me when me met if you were corrupt, but I don’t think you understood what I was talking about, and until this morning I didn’t really either.  After your comment yesterday that if I wanted mental health services then going through yet another terrifying and traumatising assessment was the ONLY WAY TO GET THEM.
Coincidentally my mental health file turned up today by courier – because of my disability I am unable to go through it, if I had you here I could, if I had the people and services I am entitled to under law, that I was receiving in 2009 through ACC – I would be able to.  In that file there is a report done 18months ago which says after meeting with me mental health decided I did not want any of the services they provide.   I was very upset about this and almost committed suicide when this report came out – I never have read it, a man from Directorate of Mental Health who promised me I would get services if I went through yet another assessment –  told me basics of what was in it.    When ACC illegally withdrew my care in 2009 and dumped me on public mental health, I was told repeatedly by these people they did not provide services like ACC had – which is deeply disturbing in so many ways – professional health care is professional health care, whoever provides it.
Mental health have continued to reject me for the past nine years and when I have tried to interact with organisations like Pathways or King Street Artworks the services were always grossly unreliable, unprofessional and in my case abusive psychological torture.  I know people within the system as well and I witness repeatedly the same appalling ‘health services’ (can’t even call it care) as I experienced when trying to get anything valuable, healing or caring from them.
It is a waste of time doing another report by public mental health because they do not provide the services I require, that I was receiving from ACC and won two Fairway reviews to have reinstated.
That is why you triggered me yesterday, your offensive comment about if I wanted services I had to go through this and accept what was offered.  What is offered DOES NOT WORK FOR PEOPLE LIKE MYSELF, never has and never will I imagine.  When ACC dumped me I spiralled into a really bad place and became highly suicidal as I lost so many people I was working with and relying on.  Mental health staff told me repeatedly, even when I was on the ground in the police station with my arms around a social workers ankles begging for care – MENTAL HEALTH DON’T PROVIDE SERVICES, YOU KNOW THAT JAYNE.   I know the MH worker who said that too me, Hugh – I knew him through a group I used to belong to and am sure I can get hold of him again if you need proof of what he said and what I am talking about.  He was an Occupational Therapist and intelligent man, he left mental health because he couldn’t stand by and watch people suffer and die.
I am trying to save the court and mental health system time and money.   Yesterday I got Fairway Resolutions to send you copies of the two reviews I won, I have also asked ACC to provide you with the two reports by Dr Alan Doris, one of which I can find and will send you a copy today.  That report by Justin Barry-Walsh was extremely unprofessional, I studied health, rehabilitation and disability, I know what a professional report is supposed to look like.  I also know he violated medical council rules by only consulting with public mental health services who were refusing me care and having a serious conflict of interest in his association with the government – who are also hell bent on denying victims of crime like myself the extensive health care and homes we are entitled to under not just ACC law, but multiple other laws (including international ratified UN treaties).
This is what I want you to tell the judge on Monday.  I don’t want to waste the time of these people, they are busy and as you will see from above, there is no reason to do the next one.  If you can’t get me out of it I will do it, with whoever you choose, but I will be telling that person exactly the same thing and I still want Jason (Court security guard) to be there so I feel safe and in Wellington.
Also when the decision was made by the judge to get those psych reports done, the reason was that I was being refused Legal Aid and needed proof I couldn’t represent myself.  When I told you this when I met you, you acted like I had not even spoken, please explain why you did that?
I have just had the police here – absolutely terrified and can’t stop shaking – I locked everything and hid in my bathroom for an hour or more until I was sure they were gone and was able to take my fingers out of my ears and stop rocking.  Not sure why they came, I’ll email Snr Sgt Jennifer Henson and find out after I have finished this.  I used to answer the door and find out what they wanted, now I am so unwell and so terrified of them after so many unresolved physically and psychologically violent encounters that is the only thing I can do.
Because of my stress disorder I am always vigilant when in my lounge to every car that goes past and every person, always think it is police coming to hurt me again.  Thank God I locked the back door as well as the front, they tried to get in and tapped on my bathroom window – because I have told them how I react when they turn up.  Shame they didn’t phone me and tell me what they wanted, would have saved them time and not traumatised me quite as much.
I am really not sure if I will be able to put myself through appearing in court on Monday, especially now police have been here.  However I might protest outside, it will be busy on Monday, lots of people who like what I do.
If you can’t understand these instructions, or don’t want to do what I ask you please contact me.  Don’t worry I won’t flip out, that was more to do with personal shit that was happening.  I have serious attachment issues you see, part of the cruel criminal neglect I have suffered over the years.  Particularly the serious psychological damage ACC caused in 2009 when they illegally withdrew all my care.
Also I have my file here that you need to see, I can’t afford to photocopy it.
Please advise your address so I can send the Dr Alan Doris report.
Sincerely
JR
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE
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From: JR
Sent: Wednesday, 10 July 2019 10:49 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: YIPES, WHY WERE YOU AT MY HOUSE?

What the hell, you are never going to get a different response than what happened today, after years of unresolved physical and psychological abuse and my mental health being so bad, that is the only thing my body wants to do when it sees a police officer heading to my house.
I told you how bad it had become and that police shouldn’t approach me if I was freaking out in the street and what did you do – you came here anyway.  WHY DIDN’T YOU CALL, if you are pissed off with something I said to someone over past couple of days or something I emailed, then call me on the phone – you have my number.  Just add whatever to the charges I’m facing, its at your discretion after all.   Even calls upset me but not so much as actually coming to my home. YIPES
Not sure if you understand what a phobia is, but that is how I’m responding at the moment.   I did have a police car go past the other day and I was OK, was hoping it had stopped, you not listening to me probably just made the situation worse.
Also please don’t be so naïve as to think because I have met you and you were civil to me that I trust you one little bit.  I don’t trust anyone, for good reason, I DON’T TRUST ANYBODY. You are still the person refusing to investigate and charge ACC under Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act.  In fact I sent quite a good letter to my new lawyer this morning, I might send you a
copy too – I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE.
Call me  –  please do not come back – I’m going to be terrified all day if I think you are going to come back – that does not help with what happening – I had just come right.   Even better text me.  If it was a welfare check then I got through this latest suicidal episode alone as usual, by self-harming and a young man on facebook I just got to know, and of course raging ‘tourettes’ against the machine that persecutes me and everybody like me.  If it was about me holding people in power to account, then like I said just charge me and add to the list.  I will probably be outside court on Monday while my new lawyer is inside, you can interact with me there, or give anything to him so he can pass on to me!
Sincerely
Jayne
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: JR
Sent: Tuesday, 2 July 2019 2:36 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Please ask officers not to approach me if I’m freaking out in the street

I had a really bad reaction to police today, I was on my bike, havn’t been for ages, I find going out difficult.  Came around the corner from High Street in Carterton into Rexwood Street and a police car was coming towards me.   I pulled my bike onto a lawn stood up, put my head down, closed my eyes and my hands up to my face, listening to the car go past, wait at the intersection and leave.  HE DIDN’T LEAVE, he reversed back and bought the car over and parked near me, I completely freaked out then.
Totally terrified, kept repeating go away and leave me alone, ran away to the other side of the road with my bike and stood beside a shrub  shaking with my back to him for about 5 mins, hoping he would, he did.   I am still freaking out about it, couldn’t stop shaking first few hours, got to my friends and for at least 2 hours was on the verge of crying.  Didn’t want to bike back home but had to, don’t know how I am going to force myself to go out again.  It is so humiliating to have that happen and I’m really upset about it.
The officer did say something but I don’t know what, he wasn’t intimidating or anything, he was probably concerned cause he could see I was distressed.   Please tell them not to approach me at the moment, I don’t know what’s going on, I’ve never had this sort of response before.  I’m hoping if I’m protesting I’ll cope, bit more mentally prepared and empowered.  I’m hoping it won’t last, or get worse.
When I put my head down, shut my eyes and put my hands to my face/ears/eyes it is me responding to being overwhelmed, I can’t take in any more stimuli from my environment I must have total concentration on what is happening so I don’t end up curled up in a ball on the ground.
I’m not sure what has triggered this, but I suspect its just EVERYTHING, unresolved EVERYTHING and meeting my lawyer for first time yesterday and having to recount four years of what been happening that got me to this point.  Also being so isolated doesn’t help.
Sincerely
Jayne

From: JR
Sent: Sunday, 30 June 2019 1:51 PM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: Update

Am sick again, my bladder and kidneys again, that time of the month, I desperately need those tests done I supposed to have five years ago, I desperately need a doctor, I desperately need my ACC care reinstated.  But then you know all that don’t you Jen and you enjoy doing nothing about it.
Heard through the grapevine police told those real estate agents to stop whining.  Please advise how police explained away what they have done to me, what ACC have done to me and how the selling off of local housing to rich new residents (everybody who rich who owns and can buy property) and driving disabled and poor locals from their homes, causing suicide, self-harm, violence and addiction?
Still can’t understand why I was not allowed at that meeting, don’t understand why minutes weren’t kept if it was a formal council meeting.  With council members who refuse to meet with me and have done for years.
Also just managed to take myself for a slow walk to see mentally ill friend of mine I worried about, Salvation Army dumped him for two people they liked better and needed paid jobs – he had worked for them for free for over 3 years.   On the way home I reacted badly when I saw a police car coming towards me, stopped put my head down and became petrified, couldn’t move – cried the rest of the way home and still crying now.
How insane am I going to look now if that keeps happening in the street, no wonder I seldom go out.  Wonder why its got this bad at the moment???  Probably because I been let down by several different organisations and people which are obviously corrupt and feel it is their legal duty to refuse any complaints I ever make – because I’m the one who is mentally ill – not the people hurting me or denying me care – I am.
The most horrendous hate going on facebook, from immigrants, when any Kiwi says there is nowhere for them to live they call them fascist and abuse them.   Got really abused when I said how much I hate Salvation Army for what they have done to me and my friend – its all those great ex-junkes, criminals, alcoholics etc.  You say anything against the Salvation Army and they know every way to abuse someone.   I’m sure you’ll be laughing at me telling you this because of my ‘tourettes’ stuff.
WISH I WAS DEAD
JR
HUMAN SEWAGE
I’m wondering do you know why ACC refuse to reinstate my care after waiting nine years – nobody will tell me – someone must know.  You must be making the decision not to apply Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act in regard to ACC and mental health for some reason – I can’t think what – except of course you and the government are corrupt – but I would like to know.

From: JR
Sent: Friday, 28 June 2019 10:36 AM
To: HANSEN, Jennifer
Subject: OIA request

Ms Hansen,
I was given details of two police officers (Scott Millar and Barry Bysouth) who attended a meeting with Carterton District Council staff and a number of real estate agents at the end of May.  Under the OIA request the council were forced to tell me it happened – even when it is illegal/unconstitutional and I was not invited.  They also told me no minutes were kept of this OFFICIAL MEETING and refused to tell me what transpired.
As police are so good at keeping record of these sorts of things can the two officers involved please provide details of what happened at the meeting and what the outcome was????  You never responded to my emails at the time?  After what happened with Chris McGaw recently and 3 Mile I am concerned you are spreading vindictive lies and hate so other people in the community don’t know just how corrupt our government really are.
It has come to my attention recently that because I refer to the bible in some of my correspondence gay people in positions of power are discriminating against me on the basis of the few things I know about the bible and hope they are true in regards to end of days and all the bad people being removed so decent people like myself can get on and live with dignity.   Are you gay Jennifer, why do you HATE me and want me to commit suicide and be persecuted for telling the truth about what is happening to me and other disabled mentally injured victims of crime and ACC.
It has also come to my attention that Freemasons are considerably powerful in New Zealand and HATE all victims of crime rotting on welfare because they cannot get health care, welfare/homes, or justice they are entitled to by law.  According to the horrendous bigot I encountered on the Freemasons facebook page, any health care or welfare I am entitled to under NZ laws and international treaties aren’t valid.  Apparently I have a sense of entitlement that is offensive to ALL FREEMASONS, when I am just asking for Rule of Law to be followed.   You know those laws Jennifer – Sections 150A and 151 of the Crimes Act, plus racism I am being subjected to as a native resident of New Zealand.
Please send the details of what transpired at Carterton Council in writing, it only needs to be a couple of paragraphs about why police would turn up to this in the first place and what happened.  I don’t get to have meetings with council and real estate agents about them violating constitutional laws and accept the fact they are profiting from driving disabled and poor locals out of their homes in acts of HATE and inciting HATE with their never-ending offensive, insulting marketing (that comes right into our homes).
What a disgrace the business and leaders of this community are, what a disgrace the police are – you must be really desperate for work if persecuting disabled victims of crime who being denied health care and homes they are entitled to is what you want to do for a living.
JR
CSA
HUMAN SEWAGE

Complaint about judges comments #metoo “It’s a red tape war & I’m a red tape whore.”

Sent this complaint this morning, couldn’t get it off  my mind, so best to do it and get it sent, letter one of my best I reakon.  It’s a red tape war and I’m a red tape whore (c) ReFuSe

26 May 2019

 

Office of the Judicial Conduct Commissioner

PO Box 2661

WELLINGTON

Judicialconduct@jcc.govt.nz

 

Dear Sir/Madam,

 

It is with the deepest regret and despair I write this complaint after 17 years attempting to get the health care, welfare, housing and justice I am entitled to as a disabled victim of crime in New Zealand. A United Nations Human Rights inspector I met at Te Papa told me to keep making formal complaints so there is a paper trail to follow. Although I am quite sure this valid complaint will fail and I will never get the justice and protection required as a disabled Civil Society Actor – defined by the UN Civil Society Handbook.

 

Years of study, valid complaints of injustice and experience have shown all laws established after the 1984 takeover by radicalised American neo-liberal economic terrorists in New Zealand are designed to defeat justice for the ‘purposely impoverished and persecuted then exploited poor local population’. Commissions are poor man’s justice – ie no justice at all – in fact I find them more proof of widespread government corruption and injustice in a sector.

 

This complaint is justified, as are the other complaints I have made, all ignored of course. Sadly I found myself, after one year studying law at Victoria University 2001, in a 17 year battle for justice for myself and other purposely impoverished, persecuted, criminally neglected victims of crime and trauma. Mostly with ACC, however in fighting for those things I am entitled to under ACC law I was exposed to the extent of neo-liberal/Libertarian corruption and HATE in our society. HATE that grows every day while our most basic constitutional laws are violated (please refer to the Imperial Laws Application Act 1988) – while multiple UN international laws (signed ratified treaties) are also violated.

 

This complaint has its legal origins in Westminster Statute the 1st – common right be done to all rich as poor and the Magna Carta – no person shall be destroyed and every person shall have access to right and justice. I wrote a poem for the 800 year anniversary of the Magna Carta, it can be viewed online at http://jrmurphypoet.com/2015/06/800-years-a-poem-to-commemorate-the-magna-carta-2015/ I was also sent a copy of the speech by grossly corrupt Attorney-General Christopher Finlayson performed at a government comedy event to celebrate it.

 

I feel quite sorry for Judge Barbara Morris having to be the scapegoat for a judiciary who profit from illegally denying people with mental health issues professional health care and necessities of life (eg safe stable affordable housing).

 

WHAT HAPPENED

 

On Thursday 23 May I was in court again trying to get a lawyer after waiting almost 18 months since my first valid protest against illegal police violence in January 2018. Judge Morris knows me quite well after nine years LEGALLY protesting against ACC illegally removing my entitlements and refusing to reinstatement them after winning TWO ACC reviews in 2010/11.

 

Judge Morris made an extremely inappropriate comment about me receiving counselling for the trauma ‘the rapist’ had caused. Firstly she is well aware from my protests that it is far more than counselling I am protesting about. It was established many years ago by health professionals and ACC that COUNSELLING is not sufficient treatment, care or rehabilitation in my particular sensitive claim. There are multiple reports that say this, along with documents I had sent to the judge prior to the hearing. As I am not allowed a lawyer I have been forced to do what I can to defend myself, even when it is extremely harmful and almost impossible to do it, due to impairments related to my disability – Complex PTSD. Part of my CPTSD involves being highly suicidal, CPTSD has a 60% mortality rate due to suicide – inciting someone to suicide is illegal.

 

Part of my CPTSD includes compounding trauma, so when I start bringing up all the deeply distressing injustices I have been subjected to through the justice system I start to become traumatised, have to self-harm etc so I don’t commit suicide (like I have to do multiple times writing this). It is a living nightmare many people in New Zealand are now forced to live with following introduction of neo-liberalism. Wairarapa, where I live, has the highest rate of self-harm in New Zealand, also highest rate of suicide, compulsory treatment orders and prescriptions for psychotropic drugs. I would imagine it also has the most extreme forms of inequality and elitism in New Zealand as well – they must be training rich children to hurt poor people at the multiple private schools here. The elitist hatred is quite obvious to the youth of our region, my children went through the public education system here and told me what they knew about the kids from private schools. It is even more obvious in our community through corrupt elitist neo-liberal organisations such as Trust House and the way ‘community leaders’ advance the rich and persecute the poor.

 

When I was interviewed by a lawyer from the Mental Health Inquiry last year she identified the worst elitism they had so far experienced, after meetings with local community and health leaders earlier in the day. She asked me why I thought it was happening and I told her about the private schools, bias media, inequality between richest and poorest and lack of housing (ie provision for disabled and poor of this region).

 

Elitism is illegal according to NZ Constitutional laws, I continue to wonder why the courts, lawyers and judges allow it. Although statistics about the punishment of beneficiaries (doing what they have to in order to survive and support their children) compared to the punishment of wealthy tax fraudsters tells the true story, also punishments for rapists/criminals who have wealthy powerful family connections).

 

Although the rape, sodomy and not guilty verdict (even when the rapist admitted in court to the jury of 10 white haired old men, one old woman with a blue rinse and one young woman who looked IHC) were what entitled me to ACC, my life-threatening CPTSD is a result of criminal neglect following the crime. I am/was a strong sensible person, bad stuff happens, I know that, I would have recovered from what happened to me if I had received the professional treatment care rehabilitation, safe housing and justice as required under ACC law – and multiple other laws I have read. I can read and comprehend what I read, my mental health issues since the event don’t make me a liar or stupid. In fact based on my extensive knowledge of traumatic stress disorders I would suggest years of severe neglect makes you more intelligent – fighting for your life does that.

 

Many people have been trying to force counselling onto me when the ACC rehabilitation plan illegally removed in 2009 involved around 12 hours a week with a multi-disciplinary team of health professionals and instructed/supported members of the community. I had an Occupational Therapist 2 hrs a week, Psychologist 1 hour, psycho-social rehab at a gym 6 hours, 3 hours a week with a mental health worker and 1 hour a month with a Buddhist massage therapist. I was six months into a 2 ½ year rehabilitation plan when it was illegally removed by ACC GP Peter Jansen. I have seen counsellors through ACC, they were ineffective, most of them would cry once they heard my current living situation, which they obviously could do nothing about, even though they knew it was extremely detrimental to the healing process for victims of crime (ie there are too many serious current traumas to deal with before they can deal with the rape trauma.)

 

Judge Morris should be completely focused on legalities of what is happening to me and how I am presenting in person and with the information I provide her. Her opinion as to my health needs, which she has voiced previously in a closed court based on the experiences of her beloved daughter, is not appropriate. I am a 54 year old women with children and responsibilities of running a household without support from my wealthy parents/family. (Note: my children have left home but of course still need me. My daughter had a life-changing car accident last week – sadly I was not able to be near her as I can’t afford the petrol to get to Whakatane where she now lives.) Being poor insures I am further marginalised, if I had the $10,000 in unpaid Independence Allowance ACC are currently withholding I would have been able to go and see her.

 

Last year lawyers at Masterton Court attempted to force me into something they referred to as a PINC court. Apparently Judge Morris was instrumental in setting this up for PEOPLE IN NEED (People In Need Court). I vehemently refused asserting I was no criminal, my actions in response to gross violations of my rights were completely legal. Also attempting to put me under the grossly corrupt/illegal Mental Health Act 1992 (at the height of National party neo-liberal corruption) to force me to take medication to control me was not going to happen if I could stop it. I am well aware of United Nations international law about my rights to refuse ‘medical treatment’ and why it was implemented after NAZI legalised experimenting on those they chose to persecute – namely disabled who couldn’t work at maximum productivity, govt rape victims, people with brown skin, homeless gypsies, homosexuals and jews.

 

It is interesting to note during consultations for the UN human rights process in New Zealand last year how 95% of the people participating were there about gross violations of human rights against people with mental health issues – particularly abuse victims. People who were not MENTALLY ILL, people who were MENTALLY INJURED as defined by ACC legislation. A normal brain and a normal person experiencing overwhelming trauma – overwhelming trauma that requires a safe place to heal/recover. With neo-liberalism requiring the privatisation and handing over of EVERYTHING TO ‘THE MARKET’, particularly state housing (which is a legal responsibility of the government under international and NZ law) the government stopped providing state housing and sold off everything they possibly could. In the Wairarapa they sold all state housing to either those people in the homes (if they could come up with the money for a deposit) or the ‘pub/gambling charity’ Trust House.

 

There is no need to say what I think of the grossly corrupted, deeply degrading and fraudulent charity industry after 30 years of neo-liberal economic religious beliefs and American Trump advisor Peter Thiel bragging how NZ is a Libertarian utopia – but I will anyway.

 

As you can see from this complaint it is a small/yet extremely significant moment in the gross injustices I experience in the justice, health and welfare systems since 2002. Currently I am excluded from all health services, I have no GP, no health care even when reports say I am very unwell, am disabled and been on invalids benefit for many years. I am not even allowed to phone Healthline I discovered recently, which is quite terrifying and I am sure related to formal complaints I have made about Compass Health board member, government contracted Bell Gully lawyer Simon Watt. Judge Barbara Morris knows about my allegations against Simon Watt, this is part of the information I have given to her in the past few months.

 

Judge Morris also knows I cannot get a lawyer and Forensic Mental Health assessors with conflicts of interest are being used to pervert the course of justice in my case. I currently have a complaint with the medical council about the last assessment and the three inappropriate assessors who agreed to assess me when Medical Council rules plainly state they should withdraw. I won’t go into that as I am becoming very distraught and had to self-harm again.

 

I am quite sure this complaint will be ignored, based on the past 17 years of valid complaints and rejections but if there is any remote chance ‘justice for the poor’ is returning to our legal system then I ask you to uphold my complaint. It seems strange a judge who has publicly identified that mentally ill and poor people are unjustly ending up in the court system and tried to do something about it is the one complained about – one of those neo-liberal abominations I often talk about in my work as a Civil Society Actor. If I had health care so I could return to ‘traditional paid work’ I wouldn’t have time to do as much as I do, wouldn’t you think those in power over me would do something to help me. Perhaps it is part of neo-liberalism for the government to violate the law in order to create jobs and profits for the justice industry and others.

 

Why ACC etc refuse me services was highlighted following the Christchurch Mosque shootings and the need for $millions in charity to support victims. Muslim victims of violent crimes getting help with money, housing, etc while local terrorised population get – counselling. We are No 1 in the world for domestic/flatmate violence, have been for many years due to illegal removal of state housing and people forced into unsafe unstable unaffordable living situations. I have expressed my resentment to Muslim groups involved about all the money and support they are getting. So far rich people have donated $11million, which is being held by government agency Victim Support. Once distributed to the victims of the mosque shootings, I imagine no more than 500 people directly affected that would be $22,000 each – enough for a deposit on a house (so long as they are not permanently disabled as people on welfare ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BORROW MONEY TO LIVE IN THEIR OWN HOME – a violation of disability legislation).

 

I hope with all my heart my complaint is acknowledge and addressed and in doing so will not only change my situation but the situation for approximately 1 million impoverished disabled victims who currently experience 80% of the crime in New Zealand. Sadly Jacinda Ardern deceitfully used these statistics in her propaganda marketing after the mosque shootings as an excuse for complaints in the news from mosque shooting victims.

 

Kia kaha and aroha to the poor and powerless.

Sincerely

JR

Civil Society Actor

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