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Judicial Commissioner Alan Ritchie – #OKBOOMER #OKRulingElite

I just received this response from a complaint about Judge Barbara Morris.   Loved the final sentence about how I will be outraged, I way past that point with these corrupt neo-liberal terrorist elites.  Here is his letter, which I could not copy from as it was protected on the email and my response.

20 November 2019

PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL

Ms J R

Dear Ms R

Complaint about Judge Morris

  1. References in this letter to the Act or to sections are references to the Judicial Conduct Commissioner and Judicial Conduct Panel Act 2004 or to sections of that Act.
  2. Please accept my apologies for the delay in completing my examination of your complaint. Some matters received ahead of yours took longer to deal with than I had been anticipating.
  3. You set out the complaint in your letter of 26 May 2019 in very wide-ranging terms but the essence is your concern that the Judge

“…made an extremely inappropriate comment about me receiving counselling…..”

  1. Your very clearly stated view that counselling is not sufficient treatment, care or rehabilitation in the case of your particular sensitive claim.
  2. I have listened to the audio recording of the hearing on 23 May 2019 and I certainly heard the judge refer to counselling but she did so only briefly and on your response, immediately referred instead to an interview by a psychiatrist drawn froma list to be provided by you. I note that you had earlier strenuously refused to attend an interview with another psychiatrist.
  3. I have previously explained to you the effect of section 15A(1) of the Judicial Conduct Commissioner and Judicial Conduct Panel Act 2004 but, by way of reiteration, that section provides that I may decide no further action on a complaint if I am satisfied in all the circumstances that to do so would be unjustified.
  4. On my assessment of the audio recording of the hearing on 23 May 2019, I am very plainly satisfied in terms of Section 15A(1). Indeed, from what I heard, I could not question the way in which the judge handled the situation. As part of that I note that the hearing was in a Court closed to the public.
  5. There is no basis on which further action by me could be justified. I appreciate that you will feel a sense of outrage at this decision. It will reinforce your view of my own corruption. I am sorry about that and express the hope that things may have moved on for you somewhat more positively since your letter to me.

Yours sincerely

Alan Ritchie

JUDICIAL CONDUCT COMMISSIONER


My response to this self-righteous elitist bigot is as follows


From: Jayne R
Sent: Thursday, 21 November 2019 2:01 PM
To: Judicial Conduct <JudicialConduct@jcc.govt.nz>
Subject: Re: Decision

It is never a good morning

No Mr Ritchie it has not moved on it has become even more incredibly INSANE, abusive and unjust.

In fact your response was interestingly timed as I was about to make another complaint about Judge Morris.  And sent a letter to your office regarding my feelings around my situation recently.  Of course I am annoyed, but you have actually achieved what my other point of the complaint was if I failed.  You have made sure I  have exhausted yet another avenue to get justice, which makes me eligible to help from United Nations and International Court.

Last week I was labelled insane and unfit to stand trial on the basis of two inaccurate, bias, corrupt and illegal psychiatric reports.  I sacked my lawyer who had become insulting, bigoted and misogynist, was refused another one.  According to Legal Aid it would be not be in the interests of justice to provide me a lawyer.  Saying I got rid of my last 2 lawyers inappropriate which is not true and they know it.  1st lawyer didn’t even work in Wairarapa and never heard of me 2 days before court when I phoned him.  2nd lawyer there was a conflict of interest we both agreed made him unsuitable.  They said my lawyer last year was unfairly dismissed which is not true, my lawyer Susie Barnes was great – just way out of her league when Meredith Connell, on behalf of ACC, got involved and perverted justice in my criminal case.

The thing is, its not the judge that is the real problem and injustice here, is it.  Elephant in the room is successive neo-liberal directed governments created this systemic/procedural injustice against people with stress disorders as a result of abuse and neglect (govt neglect mostly).  As Martyn Luther King said “Never forget everything Hitler did in Germany was legal.”  (in 1963 while in Birmingham Jail USA).  It is quite obvious to me the justice system and mental health laws have been perverted to oppress poor disabled people like myself and profit unscrupulous authoritarian people. I am assuming from a lot of international media discussion this is due to corruption of our governments by pharmaceutical companies, this is the main reason for my situation.  I refuse medication on religious and ethical grounds – always have.  I know what I need to be safe enough to recover from my mental injury and move on with my life – that is all I have tried to do since I was a victim of crime in 2002.

That I (and others I have met) have been subjected to such punitive use of the police, health and justice systems trying to stop me getting the care victims need is abhorrent and nonsensical to me.  I see on a local mental health and addiction service provider website there are 6-8 week courses for alcoholics and junkies, gamblers – but as I don’t do those things I am ineligible.  In fact many of the people that receive these services are those who cause 80% of the harm to mentally injured disabled people in the bottom poorest (most disenfranchised, dysfunctional, disliked) 20% of society.

Now you have this information I feel it is your obligation as a senior judicial official to ensure my legal needs are met and this nightmare is ended sooner rather than later, so I can get on with my life.  Free from oppression and with the professional treatment care rehabilitation and safe stable culturally appropriate home in my community as required by New Zealand and international UN treaties.

I will continue to try and get my art, music, suicide/abuse/trauma treatment services, political ideas, human rights, disabled rights, civil rights and democracy ideas into my community.  Alhough I am terrified, I will continue to do my graffiti art and posters around my area when I have the courage.  I will also continue to try and get services that police are now demanding are under compulsory treatment order.  Which still blows my mind when all I have done is protest because I wasn’t getting services they said were available and I was incapable of working with providers who had already failed me so badly I almost committed suicide.  And the English police officer prosecuting me, laughing at what was happening, that was just disturbed.  Please refer to my youtube channel about what I was subjected to

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji7n37lTZJM

I have also been trespassed from the court to stop me chalking outside, which I am legally allowed to do if I wasn’t trespassed.  Even when they said I could come to court they tried to stop me chalking beforehand.  I kept telling them I had won a court case that said I could protest on any public property so long as I was quiet – which chalking is, unless someone comes up and tried to stop me and incite me to swearing and violence.  Thankfully I have a lot of experience with overzealous poorly trained security and police who don’t know Bill Of Rights and other laws as well as I do.

At the moment I am planning my treatment and rehabilitation, they are demanding I receive compulsorily – LOL, LOL, LOL.  Or if they are corrupt and have left me without services just to terrorise me and the community, then they will find a corrupt psychiatrist who demands I take medication.  Question is how do I protect myself against them illegally (gross violation of UN Declaration on Human Rights) forcing me to take medication?  I would like you advice on this?

My other problem is I have not worked out how to get my injustice regarding ACC, health care, police and others into the High Court.  If I could take a civil action in the high court under Legal Aid (who hate me) then I believe this entire situation would be resolved, I have wanted to do this for over 17 years.  I would receive the professional health care and stability in my housing situation that is essential to me not ‘going tourettes’ when I am challenging people in authority, in the community causing harm to me and others.  It is also essential to my recovery and being able to move on.  These tourettes moments, which are documented by a previous psychiatrist I saw multiple times are an impairment related to my disability and the extreme stress I am under.

I would appreciate your comments and advice on my situation in the framework of requirements under Imperial Law enactment of the Magna Carta.  As this does not appear to be something the District Court is capable of applying.  A judge is there to adjudicate between two opposing factions, I have been denied that most basic legal right by being labelled insane – from what I have told you above it is pretty obvious it is not me who is insane.  This will also be obvious to Nils Melzer and other UN officials regarding complaints I intend to make.

Judge Morris’ comments about psychotropic medication reinforces my case for criminal negligence and discrimination on the basis of my disability, religious and ethical beliefs.  Currently I am quite incapable and to poor to conduct a case of such magnitude and significance in our neo-liberal controlled country.  With the care police are demanding I forcibly receive (which is truly ridiculous) hopefully my high level of executive functioning will return.  I have always said, “I just want my life back.”

I will never stop protesting and being a Civil Society Actor in the area of mental health services and suicide for victims of trauma and crime until our government and society do what they say they do.  What I was taught in my disability, rehabilitation and health 101 papers at Massey.  Other people who are being harmed don’t have the knowledge, experience and understanding I do to articulate in a more legal and professional way what is happening and how oppressed we are.  Also how it adversely affects our behaviour which is exploited throughout our unjust, undemocratic neo-liberal society.

I look forward to your response, although I would rather meet with you in person to discuss this.  I find this personal detachment between those in power and those oppressed is a significant cause of why nothing is being done to stop the suicide and violence people pushed to breaking point are expressing.  There is no way my family and people I am peers with who are wealthy (I no longer associate with) would agree to the situation I am in.  None of my current friends who know who I am and what I fight for agree at all, but are too unwell and too afraid to support me.  In fact nobody I meet protesting disagrees with what I am saying.  Which makes the actions of police extremely bizarre.  If all of those people wanting me prosecuted knew the situation about my decade long fight for reinstatement of my care by ACC, which includes $10,000 in unpaid Independence they are illegally withholding – I am sure they would not want police to prosecute me.  Police, Labour Party, Bell Gully and DHB have no excuses except corruption, criminal negligence and oppression, as they caused this situation.

Finally, we are No 1 in OECD for youth suicide (No 5 for suicide), women self-harming, domestic/flatmate violence and homelessness, everything I am fighting for and passionately legally protesting about is to address this appalling desperate situation.  How can I be insane and those doing it not?  Please refer to Prof Philip Zimbardo’s work on evil and abuses of power.

Yours sincerely
Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE

From: Jayne R
Sent: Thursday, 21 November 2019 5:54 PM
To: Judicial Conduct <JudicialConduct@jcc.govt.nz>
Subject: Re: Decision, further information

I was going to write more about the inaccuracies in your report but I really feel there is no point after doing some research on you.  It is quite obvious you have the mentality of a ruling elite BOOMER instrumental in the persecution of (purposely impoverished) disabled mentally injured abuse victims like myself.  You also feel no quilt or responsibility whatsoever for the 10,000s abused neglected women children and men the neo-liberal controlled judiciary illegally and unjustly terrorise, persecute, drive to suicide and crime.  Or the same number who are denied Legal Aid and appropriately qualified and resourced lawyers (as Justice Winkleman has pointed out several times now).  Other than that all I have to say is #OK BOOMER!   Or as Martyn Bradbury called it more accurately #OK RULING ELITE – which of course is you.

You are a vile corrupt evil man and people like you will need to be removed from your position of power before we have peace between rich and poor again.   Purposely driving children to suicide, women to self-harm, men to violence and crime and using immigrants to drive disabled and poor from their homes are terrorist acts of cruel and immoral fascists – which you and your ruling elites friends are.  I know this, you now know this, I will make sure as many people as possible know it as well.

The life of privilege you have lived and the suffering you have caused is an abomination of neo-liberal extremism that will never be forgotten by me and I think you are in fact so incredibly cruel and corrupt I will write a poem about you and include it in the next edition of my book, which will be submitted to the National Library of New Zealand.  This is to make sure what has happened to me and so many others is recorded for prosperity, so everybody knows the truth, not just the public narrative propaganda we are all subjected to.

When neo-liberal terrorists are overthrown and I am part of a new era of justice, equality and sustainability I will make sure you are removed from any control or judgement of any kind over people.  Personally I feel people like yourself should be forced to relinquish all the proceeds of your years of crimes against poor in this country, left with only a modest house in a modest suburb (actually I believe we will eventually start holding the cruellest neo-liberals to account just as they are still doing with NAZI murderers.  Everything else should be seized and returned back to the taxpayers you failed and illegally oppressed.

Other than that I wish you all the karma and judgement any higher power that does exist chooses to unleash on you for your crimes against humanity in New Zealand.  From the darklands of this neo-liberal nightmare it is not me who is insane it is you and your ruling class friends.  The elites that everybody is working out are the ones to hate and fight against, not each other which you currently incite.

I don’t hate you for this decision, I hate you for who you are and what you have done to destroy democracy, rule of law and government in this country in your lifetime.  I was 5 yrs old when you became a lawyer, I am now 55, you destroyed my life since 2002 which is when I first started trying to get a lawyer I was entitled to and finally worked out was non-existent to a poor disabled abused women like myself.  You would have known me from your days perverting justice for poor at Law Society.  The #metoo movement in Wellington proved without doubt the levels of toxic immoral abuses of power against women that male lawyers appear to think their birthright.   First you abuse women, then you deny abused women the treatment care rehab homes and justice they are entitled to under law.  I personally think those who deprive abuse victims of their entitlements and rights are worse than any rapist, child molester and disgusting filthy pervert – you not only deprive them of a decent life, you often deprive their children, families and those around them.

You are a disgusting immoral corrupt elitist bigot and hopefully the bible is true and you go to hell where you definitely belong.  EAT THE RICH!

Yours sincerely
Jayne R
Civil Society Activist
HUMAN SEWAGE
That’s how you politely use your pen as a sword in the fight against these traitor global elites.

Complaint against Wairarapa police trying to drive me to suicide!

6 November 2019

New Zealand Police

IPCA – independent haters of human sewage like me

It is with terror and self-harm that I am writing yet another complaint I know will be ignored, as every other complaint I have ever made has been and things have only got worse with regard to my treatment by Wairarapa police. I am so traumatised by what happened I desperately needed to talk to someone about my complaint so I phoned the number for Police HQ I got some other non-urgent number. They told me they were putting me through to a police complaints line, but they put me through to the main police line and I didn’t realise.

I phoned them about 4pm and would like that recorded interview accessed and listened to. Except for the bit at the end when I found out it wasn’t a dedicated line for police complaints and I had been on the main line taking up time, also that the person wasn’t going to send the complaint she had written to IPCA as well as local police – not that I trust either after the years of psychological and physical abuse I have been subjected to for my justified legal protests about abusive mental health services and others.

 

Last time I complained I am sure the person sent it to IPCA as well, I was expecting that to happen, I got upset with the woman on the phone, because she said it wasn’t procedure.

 

I don’t want to do this, I don’t want to do this, I don’t want to do this – you are never ever going to do anything – making these complaints is worse than what they are doing to me – because you never stop it, no matter how many complaints I make you never ever stop them.

 

I’m not sure how this is going to turn out so I apologise in advance if it is all over the place, has spelling and grammatical errors, I won’t be able to go through and check it when I am finished I will be so distressed.

 

A warrant was issued for my arrest Friday 1 November after me breaking my bail conditions accidently regarding seeing   ?????  in front of my parked car putting money in the meter and I lost it and starting singing at him.

 

I was told by email, although I am sure a police car came down my street to make sure I was at my home. The officer didn’t come in but the email I received from Jennifer Hansen said there was a car available to pick me from Carterton and take me to Masterton. I refused as I was looking after my daughter’s dog for the week and as police had already said they would oppose my bail I couldn’t go in as there was nobody else to care for the dog. I said I would come in Monday morning. Hansen told me to be there early in the morning. The email is available if you want proof.

 

On Saturday I wrote a five page letter about what happened, long hand as I have no way of printing out typed documents at the moment. It was to the Presiding Judge and a copy for duty lawyer as I knew my mental health was really bad and ability to communicate was more impaired than it had ever been. This is what I call ‘managing impairments related to my disability’, which is how I was taught to approach things when I studied disability at Massey a few years ago.

 

As I had been incarcerated the entire day previously and ended up flipping out at the judge because of it, I didn’t hurry to get to the police station to hand myself in. I dropped off the letters, was assured the judge and lawyer would get them then returned to my car, parked along the street back of Masterton police station. I intended to get some chalk from the boot and go chalking some poetry on the street outside court and police station. It helps me deal with the disempowered way I am treated.

 

When I was coming back past the back of the police station two police officers followed me and arrested me, took me back to the station and processed me. But even from when I was walking in I started not being able to speak/communicate properly, I was obviously very unwell and very distressed by what was happening. When I was put into the cell I sat on the bed for about 5 mins but I was still freaking out really badly and started to rock backwards and forwards.   Then all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball in the corner of the cell on the floor so I did.

 

Foetal position with my hands over my face – WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME DO THIS – WHY DO YOU MAKE ME MAKE COMPLAINTS AND THEN DO NOTHING AND THINGS ONLY GET WORSE. I don’t want to remember what happened, it makes me want to kill myself I feel so despairing – all this just because I want my ACC reinstated after winning two reviews nine years ago.

 

Any officer that came near me I couldn’t respond to, I just cowered in the corner even more. I was there for hours. Then two officers came in and started to ask me questions, I was frozen. A male officer, who I didn’t see because my eyes were closed & my hands over my face asked me if I was awake, I couldn’t respond, he touched me and I flinched. He then said something about DHB phone call and I knew I couldn’t cope emotionally about what he was about to say so I put my fingers in my ears as strongly as I could. Putting my fingers in my ears is a common automatic response for me when I am psychologically overwhelmed.

 

I still couldn’t calm myself so I started involuntarily banging my head against the wall where I was sitting, which helped, I kept doing this for a long time. I peaked out from my position & couldn’t see anybody in the room so I stopped and relaxed a little. I couldn’t cry which was a really weird feeling as I was very distressed. I was numb.

 

I never responded to any officers the entire time I was there. I did eventually get up off the floor and walked around a bit but if I heard the buzzer of the door I immediately walked into the corner with my head away from the door and put my hands over my face. I was in the cells a long time police had other customers, men who came and went. I looked out of my cell and they waved out to me but I couldn’t speak – this is not like me I am usually ok at verbalising and last time I was in there all day I was singing and self-harming for most of it.   I hit myself repeatedly and do other things to self-harm, I don’t cut myself – too scared. Anything to make the pain I feel at what happening to me not be so overwhelming.

 

I finally got out of the cell and two older officers that have terrorised and insulted me were there – Cunningham and Basher. I was cowering from them, I felt safer with the man in black clothes attending to me. I was moved to the court cell, which I am afraid of after a really bad experience there last year coming over in a transport vehicle having been arrested in Wellington when protesting at Human Rights Commission. I was so cold, the vehicle was so cold and the cell was so cold and I was left there for so long. Going back in there triggers me further. I had managed to be able to communicate a little more and starting singing. I was there for ages too, I saw the duty lawyer who refused to read the letter and started asking me questions. I started answering them but quickly became angry and upset and ended up screaming at her so was removed. This is similar to what happened when they kept me in the cells all day the last time. I was trying to manage my disorder so I didn’t scream at anybody, that is why I wrote the letter but she wouldn’t read it.

 

I finally saw the judge, almost last person for the day, I had sat in the cell for hours listening to all the names being called, waiting for my name. For years the court had been accommodating my disorder and knowing how stressed and unwell I get put me up as early as possible so I could leave and go home.

 

The judge had my letter all day, she already knew what she was going to decide. I did start to cry when I finally got in front of her and represented myself reasonably successfully as I didn’t have to say much more than the letter. Judge Morris knows my case well and knows all I want is to leave and go home. It only took 10-15 mins to see her. Police did oppose bail, which she ignored thank God. I did start crying in the court and was distressed when the Police lawyer prosecuting me brought over tissues – why do people who are hurting you for a job want to be nice to you, it really screws with my head when police and others do that.

 

When I finally got my bail forms to sign the security guard acted strangely and told the registrar lady I had been in the cells since this morning when I dropped off the letter for the judge. They looked at each other ‘knowingly’, but didn’t say anything to me about that not being OK, it was more a feeling I got over the days following. I didn’t tell the security guard, who I get on with and feel safe around, about how distressed I was in the cells because he doesn’t like it when I’m in that bad a state (in a caring way). He has seen me in that sort of mess (state of unwellness/trauma/stressed) before outside/inside court a couple of times.

 

It is deeply humiliating when I’m that terrified and traumatised I act out like that – but I try my best to think of it as part of my disability and not beat myself up even more about it. However I do often have a serious suicidal episode some time later, anything from a few days to two weeks later. As I get no services, am terrified of mental health almost as much as police and have nobody to talk to who is capable of supporting me, I go through those horrendous things alone at home.   Complex PTSD has a 60% mortality rate because of suicide and I know it is a life and death situation for me every time I go through. I still don’t know how I make it and I do know it traumatises me more because it is like experiencing your best friend trying to kill you and put you out of your misery. You so desperately want to die because you can’t get help or justice you know you need – and from what you read, you are entitled to.

 

Police know what happens, they know how suicidal I am, they know what distresses me the most, they have become very good at triggering and psychologically manipulating/terrorising me. Keeping me in the cells all day is something they know causes me to flip out, which of course makes me look bad and them justified in their actions – WHICH THEY ARE NOT!

 

I have always maintained Wairarapa police are purposely inciting me to suicide so I don’t protest about the illegal unjust things happening to me (and other people disabled by Complex PTSD) at the hands of ACC, police and other very powerful cruel corrupt immoral people. I know from my own past experience and what other Wairarapa people have told me police here are really mean to suicidal people, which I am sure contributes significantly to Wairarapa having highest rate of suicide in New Zealand & highest rate of self-harm in the OECD.

 

Also the complaints from ?????  about violating my bail conditions were full of lies about what happened. Police said I approached him, which I definitely did not. Both of us were surprised when I looked up and he was right in front of my car. Note: there are angle parks with one central metre for about 10 of them. I only opened my car door and stood there singing with one arm on car roof and one on the door, for less than 30 seconds.

 

I emailed Jennifer Hansen the next day asking for the CCTV footage because I was thinking about the security guard comment to the court registrar. It can’t have been right that I was kept there all day, especially in the extremely traumatised state I was in. Felt if a doctor or psychiatrist had seen the situation he would not have allowed police to interrogate me further about other charges. People extremely traumatised who have Complex PTSD have to be in a less distressed state to be able to even answer questions and not to be traumatised further.

 

I DON’T WANT TO WRITE THIS, WHY DO YOU MAKE ME DO THIS ALL THE TIME AND NEVER HELP ME, NEVER DO ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME, NEVER MAKE IT STOP. Those violent assaults you ignored, those two officers who lied in court, the one who threatened me with seeing how bad police could be if I kept protesting – you never did anything. The assault with handcuffs that has left me permanently damaged you never even asked her to apologise, which is why I wear my wrist brace whenever I protest or have to see police for anything.

 

When they were thoroughly searching me before they put me in the cell on Monday the two woman asked me to take it off, at which I flinched and backed into the corner of the fingerprint room – they knew why. I did take it off and show it to them. They even said they knew I didn’t like being touched – which I don’t – few, if any, persecuted abuse victims with Complex PTSD do.

 

I emailed Jennifer Hansen the next day – did I say that above? Asked for the footage, complained about being kept in the cells all day in the state I was. I also asked about what the two officers who came into the cell actually said because I couldn’t hear them with my fingers in my ears as tightly as they were & banging my head against the wall. It was two more complaints, one of them was a blatant lie by one woman saying I had threatened to get people to come and hurt her – which is a blatant lie.   It is a fundamental principle of mine that God or Karma is the one to dish out punishment – NOT ME. I would not threaten it or for anybody else to do it EVER. I do hope the bad things happening to me and other terrorised impoverished abuse victims in New Zealand happen to these people. Because I know what they do is going to hurt an innocent poor person, but that appears acceptable to our government at the moment, no matter what Jacinda Ardern says publicly.

 

Now police have got people telling lies or they are on their behalf?????   It is very distressing, nobody believes anything I say due to bigotry, hatred, false statements by health ‘professionals’ & being discredited by public mental health services, police etc. This is the experience of majority of mentally injured abuse victims and certain mentally ill people in Wairarapa that I have met – usually protesting in the street.

 

Jennifer Hansen said I will be charged with the further two charges when I go to court on 18 November. I did refute the allegations about threatening harm vehemently by email.

It might be relevant to have the letter I gave to the judge on Monday morning but it is handwritten and I have reached then end of my ability to cope and need to get this complaint sent. I can’t stop crying…………………… Please make them stop, please I am begging you, as I have begged you before, but you never did anything. Wellington police were never as bad as Wairarapa have been……………………….. I am exhausted

(It has been very difficult sharing this with everybody, because I am terrified someone will call the police ‘concerned for my welfare’  and they will just hurt me more.)

Sincerely

 

Jayne R

Civil Society Activist

HUMAN SEWAGE

PS   I hope the Red Cross and Wairarapa DHB are happy with the cruel and unjust treatment I received from police because of their complaints.  I’m sure they’d be happy if I killed myself too – just like my brother.  ANOMIE in action.

UN Association of New Zealand – corrupt globalists or not? You choose?

Got latest news from UN Association of New Zealand and was incensed considering my situation and what I know.

From: Jayne R
Sent: Tuesday, 1 October 2019 9:26 AM
To: United Nations Association of New Zealand <office@unanz.org.nz>
Subject: Children should be taught in schools about democracy & constitutional law, HOW TO NOT DESTROY THE WORLD ON A GLOBAL SCALE USING THE UN & GLOBAL TRADE

And here is the news from an oppressed disabled Civil Society Actor in New Zealand who has been told by your organisation for years  (and Amnesty) that you don’t deal with individual cases – no matter the levels of violence and injustice.  No matter which group of disabled/persecuted people you belong to and advocate for.  Yet you turn up to have a say in human rights consultations like last year.  YOu were there at Victoria University when they tried to evict me from the meeting for no reason – I got an apology about that from the university.

Since then I have been formally trespassed for being upset with a woman from a quasi govt organisation that decides on the types of work us peasants will be trained for to cater to employers.   Apparently the American running it was wondering why disabled people were not included in employment needs, while the NZ woman who part of that group was an elitist patronising insulting bigot who was happy disabled sexual abuse victims (mostly women)being illegally denied extensive ACC treatment care rehab and SAFE HOME TO LIVE IN then entitled to under law WERE SUFFERING AND KILLING THEMSELVES, having their children taken and forced to live in dangerous situations due to illegal lack of housing – AND DEPRIVED OF WORK THEY CAN DO CONSIDERING THEIR DISABILITIES AND COMMITMENT TO THEIR CHILDREN.

The above is a long sentence I know, can’t be bothered fixing it.   Was watching an excellent youtube video by academic George Monbiot about how GLOBALISATION was the death nell for capitalism because it doesn’t work on a global scale.   Mmmmmm isn’t your organisation the one that promotes global trade above all reason & proof of its destruction.  Aren’t you that part of the United Nations that everybody is working to shut down and stop.  Also National Party MP and your founder John Hayes was my MP in Wairarapa and extremely bigoted, abusive and fascist from my PERSONAL EXPERIENCE of years begging for my ACC care to be provided as required by law.  Wairarapa became No 1 for suicide during his reign of neo-liberal terror. He is also associated with the neo-liberal charity abomination Trust House Wairarapa, where they take from the poor with ‘market’ rents and give to the middle class and rich for sports, arts and business projects.

PLEASE NOTE:  The Oxford (and every other) dictionary definition of CHARITY is giving to people in NEED – not people who have all their needs met and just WANT MORE & MORE & MORE & MORE.    Meaning of the world CHARITY was changed by our corrupt neo-liberal controlled government through the Charities Act – how Orwellian is that.  Changing the meaning of words, go figure!  I’m starting to wonder if neo-liberal terrorists use Orwell’s book 1984 as their manifesto!

Here are the facts and maybe one day – although I very much doubt it – you will actually do something to help me and other victims(mostly women) of domestic/flatmate violence who subject to 80% of the crime in this country.  Neo-liberalism is a failure, housing market is a failure, human rights are a failure, UN is a failure, capitalism is a failure, democracy DOESE NOT EXIST and RULE OF LAW DOESN’T EITHER for us oppressed disabled poor rotting in the darklands of this neo-liberal terrorist hell.

YOu should really check out my facebook page Jayne E Routhan I just started it and first time since I was hurt 17 years ago telling my affluent family what is happening to me.  Its going about as hate filled as you can get.  So far my brother has told me if my life is so hard I should kill myself, then yesterday that I am a violent toxic poison person for telling my family HE HAD TOLD ME TO KILL MYSELF.   Although I am connecting with other ostracised members of the family who understand what happening as well.

Currently up on 23 minor police charges for my LEGAL NON-VIOLENT protests within the rules of UN Civil Society Handbook – which I show the judge at times.  Latest round in years of being charged with minor crimes only to have them dropped or win them, dozens of them since 2002 (after rape & trying to get ACC care I entitled to) Two of these charges relate to a current sitting Labour Party member I am not allowed to name and Bell Gully Compass Health.  One related to a piece of art I blutacked to the Labour party office in Masterton and a poem I put on my website.   Also for throwing red paint on the White ribbon banner in Masterton police station after I was violently assaulted and threatened with rape for protesting that I couldn’t get my ACC care and was phoning them highly suicidal, self-harming, almost psychotic and they had police trying to prosecute me for Misuse of a Telephone for begging to have my care reinstated.  You already know all of this I have contacted you several times before over the past 10 years.

Please respond to this email, advise me why you have refused all these years to interact with me and what you intend to do in the future now you know what is happening to me.  Thank you
I look forward to your urgent reply.
Sincerely
Jayne R
Civil Society Actor
HUMAN SEWAGE

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September 2019

Ka nui te mihi kia koutou katoa
Dear Members and Supporters of the United Nations Association

The United Nations is an organisation that serves the world. If there is a problem in one country they try to solve it by negotiation.

The younger generation should be taught in schools about United Nations activities. At the start of UN model assembly, recently held in Hamilton, I asked the High School students, “Have you heard of UNDP?”. They did not know the answer. After giving the answer I ask them, “Who was the first female head of the United Nations Development Program?”. They do not know the answer. I then ask, “Do you know the name of the previous Prime Minister of New Zealand?”. Then they will say, Hon. Helen Clark.

Our topic for this year for Hamilton Model UN, which you can read about further down in this newsletter ,was Climate Change. This is a very hot topic locally and internationally.

On the 27th September, school students are striking from school and university to protest lack of acton on climate change and push for a climate emergency declaration. These students are our future. They are awake to the effects of climate change on their lives. This strike, they are calling for adults to join them.

I come across various students who say to me that they have taken part in the Waikato Model UN Assembly in the past. Students who had won the speech trophy had ended up as solicitors and doctors, doing well in life. One of them had even ended up as Prime Minister.

I will be glad if the New Zealand Government could introduce UN activities into the curriculum of the school education system and our Prime Minister Hon. Jacinda Arden should be able to suggest this since she had won the Waikato branch speech trophy in the past. There is a lot of reason for this request.

You are welcome to forward and share this newsletter with anyone interested in strengthening the work of the United Nations.

Ngā manaakitanga,

Mano Manoharan
Waikato Branch President
United Nations Association of New Zealand

UNA NZ and Family Planning host United Nations Population Fund Executive Director, Dr. Natalia Kanem.
On the 16th September UNA and Family Planning hosted an afternoon discussion with UNFPA Executive Director Dr. Natalia Kanem. 

Dr. Natalia Kanem is the Executive Director of United Nations Population Fund (UNFPA) and the United Nations Under-Secretary-General. Dr. Kanem brings more than 30 years of strategic leadership experience in medicine, public and reproductive health, social justice and philanthropy. Dr. Kanem is among the highest-ranking women at the United Nations and the first Latin American to head the agency. This year marks the 25th anniversary of the International Conference on Population and Development (ICPD) which recognised that reproductive health as well as women’s empowerment and gender equality, are the pathway to sustainable development. How far have we come? What challenges do we face? The discussion was an exciting opportunity to learn more about the direction of the UNFPA and where we need to focus going forward.

Pictured above: Dr Natalia Kanem (centre) Executive Director of UNFPA with Peter Nichol (right – President UNA NZ) & Joy Dunsheath (left – Immediate Past President)

New Zealand Sustainable Development Goals Summit Hosted in Auckland this Month 

On the 2nd September, experts from all sectors addressing New Zealand’s sustainability challenges gathered at the 2019 New Zealand Sustainable Development Goals summit. The theme focused on ‘Accelerated action, together.’.

Victoria Rhodes-Carlin, a member of the steering committee spoke about UN Youths event ‘the Aotearoa Youth Declaration’ that is hosted in Auckland very year and creates the Youth Declaration policy document. The Youth Declaration gives decision makers access to youth perspectives on key issues. Including, many issues encompassed by the SDG’s. Read the Youth Declaration 

A keynote address was given by Helen Clark.

Sophie Handford- National Coordinator for the climate strike shared a youth perspective on sustainability. The next School Strike for Climate takes place on the 27th September. Find more information here. 

Dr Gillian Greer Co-writer of the SDG peoples report chaired a panel discussion on gaps between where we are and where we are as reported in New Zealand’s National voluntary review on the SDG’s. You can read the peoples report here here  and the national voluntary review  here. The panel also discussed how to bridge those gaps trough collaboration. 
Read more about the summit, which plans to be hosted again nest year, here.

68th United Nations Civil Society Conference
In late August the United Nations Civil Society Conference was held in Salt Lake Utah, USA. 

The conference focused on building inclusive and sustainable cities and communities.

The Secretary-General of the United Nations reminded the conference that well planned cities equip us for inclusive societies and place us well to address the Climate Crisis. He highlighted the role of Civil Society in addressing global challenges and the importance of partnership in working toward to the Global Goals. You can see his full address here. 

You can read the full outcome statement of the conference here.

Hamilton students take on model UN! 

The Waikato branch of UNANZ hosted a Model UN event for highschool students at the end of August.

The topic of the event was a burning one: ‘Minimising the Negative Effects of Climate change’.

The event drew not just students from many schools across Hamilton but also multiple public figures. Including, the Mayor of Hamilton Andrew King, Former Chairperson of Environment Waikato, Pala Southgate and multiple member of parliament, Tim Macindoe and David Bennett who all delivered speeches to the students.

The ‘countries’ discussed their main concerns regarding the topic and outline the policies they had implemented to address them. The main issues included deforestation, extreme weather events, sea-level rise, and the resultant socio-economic implications. Many positive remedies were discussed such as reforestation, renewable energy and international cooperation to heal shared heritage.

The countries were challenged to discuss international agreements focusing specifically on the Paris Agreement and Kyoto Protocol. The countries were divided in opinion. Many highlighted poverty and population growth faced by developing countries as stumbling blocks for achieving positive targets. When debating the resolution was the hidden costs and impacts of seemingly sustainable technological innovations. Many countries called for second thought to possible consequences of new technologies and new research and development to find the most efficient alternatives to fossil fuels.

After the final voting was done, the concluding ceremony was composed of speeches from the President of the Waikato UNA NZ, the Secretary General, the judges, and one of the volunteers who is into environmental sustainability.

The prizes were distributed to the best speaker, the best team, and the team with the best costumes- notably the french delegation pictured.

Multilateralism: Time for a Revamp? Asks Helen Clark
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12th August 2019- Annual Peter Fraser Lecture, Wellington. Last month Helen Clark gave the annual lecture in the name of Rt Hon Peter Fraser. Rt Hon Peter Fraser was Prime Minister from1940-1949 who attended and played an active role in the San Francisco conference where the United Nations charter was negotiated in 1945.

Helen Clark spoke about the current state of multilateralism, the importance of staying engaged with it, seeking to improve its performance and create more inclusive forms of it.

Helen Clark noted the success of multilateralism specifically in human rights and development. She went on to discuss the pressure on the multilateral system now, discussing big challenges such as peace and security and climate action.

Finally, Helen Clark argued that a more inclusive form of multilateralism may be the way forward. She commended the ILO for its tripartite membership consisting of governments, unions and employer organisations.

She highlighted challenges for the UN and its core institutions to broaden their governance but noted lessons for the UN in the way others had broadened their stakeholder engagement. And suggested that experimenting more with that in the governance of the core multilateral system could be useful in getting broader engagement in global affairs.

You can read the full speech on Helen Clark’s website, here.

SDG focus: Action for People and the Planet

Last month saw the SDG of the month and Secretary General highlight climate change. The theme continues this month with a focus on ‘action for people and planet’

The theme comes among a month of important meeting such as the Youth Climate Summit on the 21st September. Another notable event is the Climate Action Summit, the first of its kind bringing together public and private stake holders. Finally, the Sustainable Development Goals Summit on the 24th and 25th September.

Exclusive Blog by UN Secretary-General António Guterres

The Secretary-General wrote an exclusive blog detailing his thoughts on taking action for people and the planet in a month of several important meetings.

“This month, world leaders will gather in New York for a week of critical meetings to accelerate action for sustainable development, including the Climate Action Summit and the SDG Summit. I have asked leaders to announce concrete plans of action that can boost global ambition. … If we want our planet to remain the same – healthy and able to support prosperity and opportunity for all — we will have to completely transform our world.

 

As the SDG summit takes place in New York this September key actors call for the world to ‘make it happen’.

UNA NZ Education Portal Resources

The UNA NZ Education Portal is an excellent web page for UN-related resources.  This month’s featured Portal webpage is SDG 2: Zero Hunger. Given the governments announcement of their latest policy to provide free school lunches to New Zealand’s most under privileged children and the focus on poverty in the latest access radio session (featured in this newsletter) we thought this month we would focus on SDG 2: Zero hunger.

Click here to learn more.

Wellington Access Radio featuring SDG One: No Poverty

Past President of the UNA NZ, Joy Dunsheath, will be featured monthly on Wellington’s Access Radio (106.1FM) discussing ways people can help do more to support a more just and equitable society.

This month’s programme focuses on SDG One: No Poverty with Dr Pushpa Wood and Andrew Johnston.

Listen to this episode here. 

Save the Date: UN Day 2019

On the 24th October UNA NZ will be hosting UN Day celebrations at Premier House in Wellington. The event will feature speakers such as High Commissioners. Invitations will be sent electronically via email and registration through Eventbrite is essential.

Notice: UNA NZ Office available part-time

The UNA NZ Wellington office is still available for sharing one full day or one-half day per week. It is located centrally on Boulcott St.  The office is fully furnished, and has internet connections, heating and ventilation, and an office kitchen available for use.

This would suit an NGO needing an office for one day per week or for occasional use.

For more information, please contact: Joy Dunsheath joy.dunsheath@xtra.co.nz or office@unanz.org.nz

Get your copy of our latest magazine

Be sure to check out the UNA NZ News 2018, which includes the Dame Laurie Salas Memorial Lecture, speeches and reflections from our National Conference on the topic of the role of Global Summits in solving global problems, and latest research reports by the UNA NZ. It also highlights some of the work of the wider UN family in NZ. Members should have received a copy of the magazine. If you have not received a copy, please contact your Branches. Read it now online here

Check out our newly updated website!

Selected International Days This Month

September

5 September – International Day of Charity
8 September – International Literacy Day
10 September – World Suicide Prevention Day
12 September – United Nations Day for South-South Cooperation
15 September – International Day of Democracy
16 September- International Day for the Preservation of the Ozone Layer
21 September – International Day of Peace
23 September – International Day of Sign Languages
26 September – International Day for the Total Elimination of Nuclear Weapons
26 September – World Maritime Day
27 September – World Tourism Day
28 September – International Day for Universal Access to Information
30 September – International Translation Day

October

1 October – International Day of Older Persons
2 October – International Day of Non-Violence
5 October – World Teachers’ Day
7 October – World Habitat Day
9 October – World Post Day
10 October – World Mental Health Day
11 October – International Day of the Girl Child

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Complaint about Masterton Hospital’s abusive health processes A & E

This is a complaint about services at Masterton Hospital A & E, I am writing them on my blog and sending the link and a copy to the PATIENT EXPERIENCE (laugh out loud) person at the Wairarapa DHB, who always refuses to address any complaints,  This is not about the A & E doctor and nurses I dealt with on Monday 1 April when I presented with my badly grazed hand full of footpath grit I couldn’t get out myself, they were kind and professional.

This is about what happened on Wednesday 3 April when I went back to have the x-rays the doctor at A & E ordered only to discover the request had been removed and I was severely traumatised by the series of events that followed.  What should have taken 20mins to get an x-ray took 2 hours due to the negligence and unprofessional behaviour of unknown medical staff who cancelled the X-ray.

As part of the impairments I must deal with regarding my Complex PTSD, when stressed my flight and freeze response is set to extreme, so it is very difficult when that feeling you don’t want to be somewhere comes on, because your homing beacon goes off and the feeling to run away is overwhelming.  I missed out fight response because I can usually deal with that now, but I do believe it makes the other two much worse.

On Monday I fell over, I hurt my hand, I tried to get the stones under my skin out, but they were lodged and the pain was excruciating, I had no Panadol or alcohol to dull it.  The only way to get them out was the hospital A & E, I currently do not have a doctor and the Carterton Medical Centre is extremely hostile towards me, also I am not registered I would have to pay $75 to see a nurse – maybe more.  I don’t have $75, I live terrorised and poor on invalids benefit in a rental I can’t afford.

It was a huge decision for me because the last few times I have been at A & E were extremely traumatising.  There is a TV screen at A & E that constantly says not to go there if you can go to your GP, which makes me feel really really bad.  It says other things that are very upsetting about suicide and violence, about how there is support when I know what they offer is worse than no support at all.

The last time I was there for myself was when the police violently assaulted me with handcuffs and caused permanent damage to my right wrist.  I can’t talk any more about that as it is triggering me again.  Because my injury was again my right wrist I became triggered by continuous flashbacks to my hospital visit after the last two acts of unwarranted criminal violence towards me.  Both I made complaints about, both ignored, two officers even lied in court about what happened.  And my visits to A & E were both traumatic because SOME staff were unprofessional, did not know how to accommodate impairments related to my disability and made the experience worse.

Even now I am starting to became distressed about what happened and I really don’t want to write this because I HATE BEING UPSET AND CRYING, but I know I have to and I know I am not going to have to write it again.

I had to wait less than an hour, the receptionist didn’t like it but allowed me to stay to have the wound on my palm dealt with.  I was doing all I could to not be triggered by the flashbacks I started to have and being surrounded with government propaganda of police and threats to be removed if you become abusive.  As I now have a tourettes type response with triggered it is very distressing that might happen and staff wouldn’t understand and have me removed or police called – I am terrified of most police.

I managed to not cry and not tick for most of the time I was waiting, thank God.  Where once I could have easily dealt with such an event, with my disability I am unable to cope (without the health care ACC were supposed to reinstate in 2010, or the services mental health say they provide but just not to me).  I was seen by Dr Smith, I had to wait 45 mins for a numbing cream to work before he started to remove the skin and grit, I was also given gas.  I asked him if there was a hospital volunteer or someone who could sit with me while I waited alone in the cubicle as I was trying not to freak out and resist the urge to run away (leave the hospital), cry, rock and curl up in a ball in the corner of the room (which had happened after the first police assault and threats of worse violence when I was left alone for a long time by health staff).

They couldn’t get anybody like that so the nurse sat with me and talked for as long as she was able.  I was very grateful they had listened to my request, this is what I do to manage impairments related to my disability so I am not further traumatised/harmed (my disorder is compounding) and my life extremely stressful anyway.  When Dr Smith finished dressing the severe grazes he felt around my wrist and I winced when he touched the inside of my wrist.  This was very painful, but had remained sore to touch since the police assaulted me in August? 2018.  He suggested I have an x-ray, I told him I had one last year when I hurt it and there was nothing, he wanted me to have another anyway.  I told him I had not been able to have any follow up after the wrist injuries last year because of my stress disorder and not being able to stay in A & E, as well as having no doctor, or being able to go to a doctor.

I started to cry as I wanted to have the x-ray but I had been fighting myself for the entire time I was there so I didn’t run away, now he added on some more time my psych just couldn’t cope.  Dr Smith understood why I couldn’t stay, he understood I wanted the x-ray but had reached my coping limit, he suggested I come back for the x-ray when I was feeling better.   I cried again because he understood and offered me an option that accommodated my impairments and would allow me to get the health services I needed.  So few hospital and health staff ever do this, or even know they should.   The continuous propaganda about EVERYBODY HAS CHOICES seems to make most people callous and cruel towards people who can’t do things out of extreme fear (based on past experiences), and of course serious mental health & psychosocial issues.

Dr Smith was so nice, he did a great job, hurt me as little as he could, though it did hurt.  He reassured me several times that he would leave the x-ray request at the x-ray department and all I would need to do was come back to there, without having to go through A & E (which traumatises and triggers me).   Can someone please make sure Dr Smith sees the x-rays as I think they gave me some other person to view them and I don’t know if that person is trustworthy.

My discharge summary says under Advice to Patient.

Jayne we have cleaned and dressed the abrasions – all the sand has been washed out.
Keep the dressing on for 5-7 days – replace as needed
You can get it wet – just dry it gently.

Your urine tested positive for infection – herewith the script

You are still tender in the wrist – I have put in for an xray – attend when suits if you don’t want to today.

Come back any concerns

I had been trying to make myself go to A & E for months about my ongoing bladder/kidney infections as I havn’t seen a doctor for years due to my disability and appalling unprofessional behaviour by Carterton Medical Centre and others.  I now also can’t afford to see one as it will cost me $75 from my invalids benefit.  I have had these infections getting worse for years, corresponding with my period on a monthly basis.  I have to wear a pad every day and have humiliating experiences with wetting myself, especially when my bladder is infected.  About five years ago, while living in Wainuiomata I tried to have the worsening incontinence addressed and was supposed to go for ‘invasive’ tests.  My mental health was very bad over there due to my dangerous living situation at the time and ACC continuing to reinstate my care from 2009.  The nurse I was working with organised for the tests but when I said I needed my mental health care reinstated so I had psychosocial support to attend she was very callous and cruel.  She said if I didn’t want to go that was my choice, also there was nothing she could do about getting me the ACC or mental health care I was asking for, no  matter how many tribunal hearings I had won (I had won two).

This current infection has lasted more than three weeks so far and I manage it with parsley tea a few times a day, I can’t drink coffee or even a small amount of alcohol or it sets it off.  I had to go to the toilet to pee twice while waiting at A & E.  I desperately need to see a doctor, mental health know this, the Minister of Health and several MPs know this, Kieran McAnulty knows this, Stephen Enright at Director of mental health’s office knows this, DHB mental health services know this, Carterton Medical Centre know this, police know this, court staff know this, Simon Watt from Compass Health/Bell Gully knows this, so do Masterton Medical and Whaiora (who both said they weren’t taking more clients, which I don’t believe is true, when at MMC with my sick friend recently I watched a young man come in and sign up on the spot, he wasn’t told they weren’t taking patients – which is what emails from MMC told me).  I have made previous complaints to the DHB about not being able to access health care and being discriminated against, all are ignored.

I told the nurse about the infection and she did a urine test to confirm, Dr Smith gave me some antibiotics but I didn’t really want them because I knew this was an issue that required surgery, not continuous antibiotics.  My bladder doesn’t empty properly due to a kink in my urethra (this is an hereditary condition), I already have a pelvic sling, put in 17 years ago.  Bacteria builds up and causes infections, which move up into my right kidney and cause me pain.  My right kidney doesn’t work properly from being sick when a baby, my left kidney is 1.5 times normal size to compensate – according to ultrasound tests done before my pelvic sling operation.  I tried to have this health issue addressed years ago but failed due to ignorant cruel negligent health staff.

I went to have the xray on Wednesday, I don’t like going to the hospital because of what the DHB have done to me in the past (ie they had me arrested and dragged through court for wilful trespass for doing a legal protest about abusive negligent mental health staff) and because of my flashbacks to police violence I have had to go there to get treatment.  I had prepared myself, I was relatively calm (although a good friend of mine is very sick at the moment and I have been having to support her, spent hours with her at A & E the Monday before my accident and every day since – she refused to stay in hospital like they wanted – she also has a stress disorder).  I have also become very isolated and terrified of being around people as I am subjected to a lot of discrimination and have little money to go out due to the grinding stressful terrifying poverty I am being subjected to.  I never drink much alcohol, I go out to socialise with people, I can sing and used to go to karaoke every week but I don’t do that any more after several horrible bigotry events at the venue.

I got to the x-ray department, I said Dr Smith has left an x-ray request for me.  I had to get money out of my very small savings account ($55) to pay for the petrol to get there.   I am too terrified and unwell to catch public transport in Wairarapa, most people in this region are horrible to people like myself, it is very sad and completely ignored by our community leaders.  The woman at the desk said there wasn’t a request and I became very upset, being told there is health care and being refused it at the cliff face is the story of my life since I was hurt in a crime in 2002.

She was very nice and said she would sort it out when I told her what Dr Smith had said.  The sorting out was horrendous for me, I was forced to go back into the A & E department and wait to be seen again, which took a long time, I was very unwell and traumatised, rocking, ticking, crying, almost curled up in a ball at times.  The posters and TV screen were subjecting me to constant flashbacks and it was all I could do not to run out of the building.  Then one of the advertisements on the DHB controlled TV THAT CANNOT BE SWITCHED OFF BY STAFF came up as Speak out about violence towards women.  The same words on the banner in the Masterton police station I threw red washable poster paint on in January 2018 in response to police lying and getting away with violently assaulting me and threatening me with ‘as bad as police could be’ – eg Louise Nicholas I assumed.  The same banner I am currently in court for, that I still can’t get a lawyer for and have strangely and illegally been denied legal aid.

I became distraught when I saw that on the screen, I asked the receptionist to turn it off, begged her to turn it off.  She came and turned off TV that was on some TV show off, I told her it was the other one that was triggering me, she said she couldn’t turn that one off.  That screen was also showing advertisements for how great mental health services were and to go to your doctor, all things I know are not true.  Anybody who has read George Orwell’s book 1984 would be horrified – I was horrified, they were even advertising the private hospital as better than public hospital waiting times – ie driving privatisation by illegally causing unnecessary suffering and death.

Under the Official Information Act can I please have a copy of all the advertisements that were playing in the morning on Wednesday 3 April in the A & E department at Masterton Hospital.

Several nurses came to see me, through my distress I told them Dr Smith had requested the x-rays.  Nobody would tell me why they had been cancelled, nobody would tell me who cancelled them, because I know Dr Smith wouldn’t have, he was quite adamant I was to have the xray and I would be seen at the department when I could make myself go there.

I want to know who cancelled the xray and why they would do that knowing I was going to come in, they had verified all my contact details with all their forms on the Monday, they could have phoned or text me to say not to come.  They also would have had to give me an explanation why  Dr Smith had changed his mind, which I bet they didn’t have.  The person who cancelled the xray was a cruel ignorant spiteful person who violated my rights as a disabled person by refusing to accommodate impairments related to my disability.  Impairments Dr Smith had recognised and dealt with so professionally and SOMEONE had removed which will make it even more difficult to go to A & E or the hospital.  My Complex PTSD is compounding, so trauma on trauma just makes me more unwell and being denied mental health, ACC and other necessaries of life by our cruel corrupted neo-liberal controlled health system is killing me.

Note I have not taken the antibiotics and Dr Smith said I should keep the script if my bladder infection gets so bad I can’t stand it and parsley tea doesn’t work.  I havn’t picked up the script for paracetamol either and don’t have any in the house, because it would be $5 through the chemist.  I don’t have spare money for things like that, plus I self-harm and going through pain unnecessarily is part of my disorder.  Its to do with being suicidal, knowing there is absolutely no hope for my future and wanting to die – you don’t want to care for yourself if there is no reason to live.

I would also like to note from being with my friend at A & E the Monday before and my visit, that the time until we are seen by a nurse is different to that put on the Discharge Summary.  Also both of us said we were smokers and it says we don’t smoke, what’s that about?  Funding perhaps?  I don’t drink, I don’t do drugs, I do hardly anything I used to before I was hurt and my life is extremely stressful so sometimes I smoke.  I wish I didn’t but self-harming to cope is really really horrible & smoking is less and of course social.  The friends I have now have disabilities, can seldom get work and all smoke, dying slowly at least will end our lives early.  Living poor in New Zealand is a living nightmare after 30 years of illegal austerity, advancing of rich and persecuting of poor to profit rich.  I’m sure DHB Chair Paul Collins knows exactly what I am talking about, he has been instrumental in driving Wairarapa to No 1 in NZ for suicide, No 1 for compulsory treatment orders and psychotropic drug prescriptions, No 1 in NZ and the world for self-harm and youth suicide, etc etc.